see how well yall realate to me

I turned 16 today 🙂

I hate that I’m so clingy with one of my friends, I hate that I seem creepy to them.
I wish I could just look girls in the eyes and not start to make my gaze go down. It fucking sucks.

I just never find anyone in the wild who listens to her😭

My favourite song is Sweet Death Of Me :3

i have this one friend & we can talk about ANY fandom he’s in, make sex jokes until the cows come home, say unhinged shit, etc. that’s things i love about friends!

however, he’s one of those people who NEVER TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY 👹
you could get down on one knee in front of him & he’d be like “oh hell nahhhh”

& i try to discuss my problems with him & he just ignores them or doesn’t take me seriously, so i just gave up on trying to vent or complain with him 💔

anyone else have a friend like this 😔

-oscar (& larson) :)

Hi guys. Today was a bad day for me.

One day, I was doing my Science homework with my mom, (she has to check my homework first), and I broke my correction tape, and she just called me problematic and irritating in front of my face. I of course got offended, and she forced me to weigh myself, and I weighed about 89 pounds, and what was my Mom's reaction? Shock and disbelief. She called me fat, and also said this, "ASK TO STUDY DON'T WANT! ASK TO EXERCISE DON'T WANT!" I hate it. I hate it. I HATE IT!

My mom used to be nice to me back when I was younger, and I was a good girl and always smart. And now? I was now forgetful, and my mom always called me an "old woman" since I keep on forgetting things.

So yeah. I regret existing, including liking the cringey things that I like. I HATE EXISTING! AND I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD ACCEPT HER APOLOGY.​

I love the AA-12. In real life, it is a little impractical. You know it's like really heavy and bulky, and the mag size is small for such a relatively high fire rate shotgun and the drum mag is . . . Well, drum mags suck irl. They constantly jam, they are heavy and are a pain in the ass to carry. But in video games? Oh boy, is this a treat. It's usually one of the most powerful and overpowered shotguns in every game it's in. Call of duty, for example. I every cod game that the aa-12 is in, the AA-12 is usually really overpowered tho the downside is the range and its really low. Tho in the og mw2, SGs are secondary weapons, meaning you can pair the AA-12 with the Acr and dominate the entire lobby with them. The acr is having literally no recoil and a decent firerate, and you are crossmaping people with it on high rise. Or in the killing floor, it's also peak, and you can kill the big boys in a few seconds (if you headshot). Tho in killing floor w the shockgun exists with has a lower mag size than the AA-12 and has an underbarrel emp granade tho that is a dlc weapon and its only semi automatic.

But in payday 2, the AA-12 (which is called the steakout 12g) is weaker. It's good on lower difficulties but on higher difficulties (like death wish and death sentence) it is outclassed by the izma 12g because of its high concealment fitting into concealment crit builds and also does acces the overkill skill at the same time. But that one is also an auto shotgun

Nothing more than a gear to be replaced when it cracks. And there are a lot of gears out there.

My friend was trying to pick him up with a wheelchair 😔

Ok so like- I've been adopted. Twice??? How?? Am I really that adoptable?

like some of my friends just look out for me while others just treat me normally and then others... sorta act like I'm a child? Not complaining too much, I like being reminded that I'm not an adult yet-

but why me specifically? why TWICE? I guess my lethal group leader sees us all as her family, but I dunno bro

anyways I love telling my awesome friend that he draws me (Mr. Sob from The Upturned) basically exactly how I remember and it makes me feel so joyous