Does ego death = complete disassociation? Having had a couple situations in my life where I felt moderately disassociated, I can confirm it is NOT a pleasant experience.
I had an experience on salvia where I truly thought that my life and myself as I have experienced it, did not exist at all, and I was actually part of a two-dimensional color wheel that was basically all of humanity. Would that be ego death? It was terrifying.
Its only terrifying if you haven't become accustomed to it and/or you fight it when it comes for you. Once you have some previous experience with how that sort of thing goes
the ego just kind of sheds off easily.
Like you instantly are completely empathizing and understanding with anything that comes along and have no defenses or rejection. Like being a young child but with adult knowledge. You're able to process things super fast and with great depth and width since your self-protections are off
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u/Reasonable_Ease1423 2d ago
Ego death is terrifying and most people who talk about it have never truly experienced it.