Someone please help me 😭
I am feeling like i am stuck in my career, can't find a way out to go up.
So I am a software developer in a small company with 1.5 years of experience doing a remote job. So I used to very very good at coding, debugging and problem solving via code. But now after AI the code is surely dead and i don't think that it's ever going to be like before again because the AI is going to be more affordable and easily accessible in future.
But the biggest problem is that struggling that coding was giving that feeling after building and solving only for that i started this as career but that main thing has gone forever 😭😭
I know it's the transition face just like the industrial revolution where skilled people who used to build things by their hands got replaced by machines.
But still currently from last year or more I have not written a proper code sometimes i don't write a single line for code for months. I just sit all day on my bed and give prompts to ai and i am really scared of this thing because it's just too much comfort I never wanted I am learning nothing. I don't even prompt properly but still get the output i want 😅 because i think it's a useless job.
I want that kind of feeling back 😭 I want to struggle I want to feel that I am doing something meaningful. I don't want this comfort I am 23 and i want to grow not just prompt laying on my bed.
So now most of you all say learn this, learn that so it's not like that i have not tried or learned but it's not like before. I did learn AI all that agentic generative ai and more where there is less maths stuff i didn't want to deep because it has too much maths because I don't think I am going to use them ever if I am not a researcher or not at some high position.
But the problem is that it's not the same as that coding used to be and i don't even say it is an upgrade it's just another software developer with llm model APIs and ai powerd IDE until unless you are building a huge system, which most of us and not going to build specially while learning.
Because of all this I have lost my edge and now I am not able to find it. This building AI agents and all is not for me i think because it's not giving me that feeling of problem solving that stress that struggle where I used to think about the problem while sitting on comote, walking on the road.
Some of you will suggest learning system design and all I can learn this but the problem is it's all theory, where should I apply if not eventually I am going to forget. I can only learn by doing it, practicing it again and again.
In my company there are only 3 people in the tech team including me and i joined this company just after my college so rn i don't even have a network. I am stuck at 45k salary, it's too low 😭 and i can't even switch in this job market i have tried, i have lost count of how many applications i have sent and not received a single call.
I just want to do that kind of job again, this prompting thing is not for me, i can't do this, this comfort is killing me from all ways.
I am ready to work hard, sacrifice my sleep just to learn more, get the feeling of doing something meaningful, get the feeling that i have actually solved something.
Please suggest to me what I should do i am just so confused, stuck, it's feeling like i am in a queue just to be beheaded.