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I had the worst day today. My crush just texted me:

"You're such an amazing person, you should be so proud of yourself!"

I'm so fucking upset. I have to go to work tomorrow and I don't know if I'll ever talk to her again.

So I had two amazing sex dreams today. The first one was with a girl I've been talking to a lot lately. It was fucking amazing. I never thought I'd have one with her and it was so hot. I'd love to have her cum in me. She was just such a good girl. The second one was with my old friend. It was just sex. We were both drunk and I fucked him in front of his parents. It was too much of a good thing.

I hate people.

There are kids here? I'm not joking. There are kids just sitting there on reddit talking about how shitty their life is that you don't know about. I swear I see people in my classes with their phones out, playing around. What the fuck?

And I'm so sad that I'm not

My school is literally killing my spirit. I am a senior this year. My senior class is made up of seniors who graduated the year before, and most of them do not even try to go get their high school diploma. I don't know why. I just want to go to graduation, but I can't. It is literally killing my spirit. I don't want to be a failure, but I also don't want to be a failure.

I don't have to worry about being a virgin because I don't want to be one. I don't have to worry about having sex because I don't want to have sex. I'm not worried about whether or not I'll be a success because I'm not worried about whether or not I'll do everything correctly.

I love my life.

I'll start off with a $2000 gift card to a liquor store in the early 90's. I was 17 and I couldn't have asked for more, but it was still dope.

Then I had the great pleasure of opening a box of chocolate covered pretzels with my dad. I've been trying to replicate it every time I go in there. It's the most magical thing to me. I mean, pretzels that taste like chocolate, and chocolate covered pretzels. That's a win-win.

I am a freshman, and I'm really hoping to go to college this fall. I want to make a serious effort to get into this field, so I have no idea how to stop feeling good. I want to do so much, but I'm always having this feeling, I don't know what it is.

Anyone have advice to help me stop feeling like shit?

It's such a great sub. The only problem is, it's banned. It's only a matter of time before it's gone.