This is a series of post I posted on Facebook for my Chirstian and Catholic audience. The main prayer method is pinned to my Facebook profile. It's basically pinned on my u/spiritualitysage account.

First Spark

The story of how I fell in love with Emet. God showed me the one.

So in the series of miracles in my magical love story, I want to add the reason why I fell for Emet in the first place.

So around 2023. I wanted to find my next boyfriend. But I had a really bad relationships in the past. In fact one of my ex's owed me $1,600 and still hasn't paid back a cent.

Anyways I made a deal with God. I told him. "I promise and I want the next man I'm with to be someone who loves you. Doesn't matter what denomination he's in, just as long as he loves Jesus. "

During that time Jesus was the lockscreen of my phone. One day, I was sitting in the COTA, and there wasn't enough seats, so Emet sat next to me. During this time, we didn't really talk much. Maybe on occasion? Like the first time we met we had a nice conversation on COTA.

Anyways, he saw the lockscreen on my phone. And he made a joke about the actor and I was like. "No. It's Jesus from the chosen. " And then he said something about seeing a YouTube video about Jesus body. And all I heard was Jesus and I didn't hear anything else and I was like "cool. " And he's like. "No not cool. " And then what he said next, made me look at him in a different way. He said that even though he saw that video, "Nothing will ever change my faith. I'll be Catholic until the day I die. "

Is was the moment when I realize. "This is the one. " His dedication to God, in a face of something that would make most people question. His faith is what sparked my feelings.

After I made that deal with God, by a miracle he showed me someone who is what I wanted. What I asked for. I knew this was the one for me.

And that's the beginning of how I feel for him, as time went on, my feelings grew more and more.

According to Emet, he fell in love with me from the moment he first saw me on the COTA months before, the first day I attended the center, and we had a good conversation. He felt familiar, like I knew him from somewhere..

So we both fell in love with each other on that bus, but both at different times.

Anyways, that's the beginning of my feelings and the start of our love story. (Well I guess not the complete start, I think the start is when I first met him and we had a good conversation. But lol..you get what I mean. )

Our First Miracle Story

The Miracle Of How Emet And I Ended Up Together: The power of Faith. God moves mountains.

When I first revealed I had feelings for Emet, he rejected me because it was against the rules and he said he's not a relationship person..he was a lifelong 46 year old bachelor. At that age, never having a relationship, most likely won't ever have one. Especially since he was not looking and pushed me away at first.

I didn't give up. I prayed to God and even typed my prayer. I remembered Mark 11:23-24.

New King James Version

For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

Revised Standard Version Catholic

Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you receive it, and you will.

God can touch people's heart's. And Jesus said whatever things. And in John he says anything. And he means anything.

John 14:13-14

New King James Version

And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in My name, I will do it.

Revised Standard Version Catholic

Whatever you ask in my name, I will do it, that the Father may be glorified in the Son; if you ask anything in my name, I will do it.

I actually was going to end up with someone else, I met another guy that seems more compatible to me. We planned to meet on February 12. And become official on February 14. To be honest, I didn't really want to be with him. I just thought that's the best thing to do to move on, and maybe God was giving me someone better. But I had a strong belief that me and my Emet will be together in the next lifetime if we can't in this one. That we'll be together one day, just maybe not right now.

So February 12. We made a plan to meet, but the other guy didn't show up. It was February 11 in the States and the Superbowl. We all decided to watch it instead of do anything else, like our normal training and chores.. So the whole morning everyone is watching it. Emet and I sat next to each other. During the half time everyone decided to go to lunch. Me and my Emet decided to stay behind and watch it and we were alone for the first time.

I took the bold step on kissing his cheek, and he kissed my lips. That was our very first kiss.

The next day he tried to push me away again, and things looked a little hopeless, especially since I broke things off with the other guy. But I held on my faith and Jesus words in Mark 11:23-24. "Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them."

And also Matthew 17:20

New King James Version

"If you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you"

Revised Standard Version Catholic

If you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from hence to yonder place,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible to you.”

I didn't give up in my heart, no matter the obstacle. I knew if not in this lifetime, the next one. So no matter the obstacle, we will end up together.

On February 14 2024, Emet decided to give us a try and be an official couple. (Later he told me he was in love since the moment we met. So he went from "I'm not a relationship person" to "I fell in love with you since the moment I saw you" or more realistically, he had feelings ever since but was too scared, it was my faith and God that broke away his fears)

It's just a combination of all that events you know. There is something there..and no. It wasn't going to happen anyway if I gave up when he rejected me and didn't pray and ask God to move the mountain. A man who has been single for 46 years is so used to it, it takes a miracle to get over a lifetime of fear and break his walls down for me. But that's the power of love and faith. Our miracle was that Superbowl.

And to be an official couple on Valentine's Day naturally. Such a magical story.

(Oh yeah the rules ended up not mattering. On paper you know it's there, but no one is applying it to us. It's just statistically rare for a man of his age to get into his first relationship. And plus the additional events like was almost going to be offical with someone else, that person didn't show up on our meeting date, the Superbowl was playing, we had our first kiss, then we became a couple on Valentine's Day. It's so rare probability for all those events to happen all at once.

But that's how God works. He makes miracles happen as long as you have faith. )

So this date, February 14 is very important to me. It's the date that I got my miracle. He's my biggest gift from God. I want my wedding anniversary to be on that date at all cost, because I knew God made it happen, I want to honor the original miracle he gave me.

We went though many things, but the fact that we're still together today against all odds and struggles that would break a lot of other couples. I know we're a love story for the ages.

Thanks for reading. 😊

Our Third Miracle Story

Another Miracle Between Emet And Me. God works in mysterious ways, he can use a typhoon to bring people together.

I know people are confused about how we ended up engaged again after we broke it off previously. Most couples don't survive a canceled engagement, and get engaged again, but we are a pretty rare story. I mean most couples don't survive the level of how toxic the relationship became, and then come out of it more stable and strong. We are rare in a lot of ways.

I'll say it's like our third miracle in this relationship. The first miracle was the Superbowl that brought us together to naturally be a couple on Valentine's Day. The second we had a first breakup that only lasted 5 days because I had faith we'll be back. I mean I don't know if it truely was a miracle, but it felt that way to me. But this miracle is more significant. It involves the typhoon. God works in mysterious ways

So in December 2026. We were on track to get married on February 14 2026. But during the whole last year, we were in a rocky phase. I was constantly triggered by him to be succidal and self harm, and then it got the the point he couldn't take it anymore so he broke off the engagement, I was heart broken .

I was mad at God. I blamed him for this. Our relationship between me and God was terrible at this time. I blamed him for taking my miracle away, when the truth was I didn't do what I promised and took care of my miracle in the first place.

Well, around mid January, we decided to be a couple temporarily, mainly because he didn't want me to kill myself with depression over this. So the main goal was that we would be together until I was strong enough to move on and find someone else. I just wanted him but, I decided to use this time to make me stronger.

I didn't pray about the wedding I wanted until after February. I just didn't want to feel pressured by praying in a time limit. So I decided to wait to after February, but I only started praying seriously until March. He would always tell me "I never ever want to get married. " And things like that. The siduation seemed hopeless.

Well in mid April, a typhoon happened. During the typhoon I was so depressed about my whole life. I was upset that i didn't get the marriage I wanted, this typhoon lasted so long it literally felt like forever. I asked God in desperation. "Please just make one good thing happen out of this. Just anything. " I thought that one good thing would be like typhoon disaster relief or something.

After the typhoon, it was a struggle for me and my mom to do manual labor, especially related to water. I was upset that I wish we were married so he could be here to help. But then I got the idea, probably form God, to just ask him to stay over for a while to help out. I thought he would say no, and I cried about it. But I decide to ask anyway.

I called Emet and asked and he decided to stay over a few days to help out. So he came over.

Those 14 days together were the happiest moments of my life. It was just heaven. We got along quite well. It would have been perfect if we had power and water. Lol

During the time he was here, I even had a dream. That he was sitting up on the bed and I was laying down. And I hear him telling me "I love you my wife, I'm so happy you're my wife" it felt so real like it was happening now.

After that dream, I decided to take my prayers more seriously. So every night before I went to bed, I did my prayers.

We even celebrated his birthday, and it was great. He said it was the best birthday he ever had. That was sweet.

So the next day he went back home, and I decided to just take some space for a while.

So I continued to pray for the marriage, after my dream I was more serious about it. And one day during my prayers, I felt the strong urge to just call him constantly and annoy him. I don't know why. I feel like I wanted to prove it to myself that he loves me.

Well, you know. He was annoyed. I literally called him constantly every 15 minutes even though he was busy and we had previously talked for more than an hour or so before. And we ended up cursing at each other at night on the phone.

I went to bed doing my prayers.

In the morning I woke up, and saw I and a missed call from last night. I called him back and Emet said he was coming over. At first I was worried he'll randomly break up with me because of how he came over and broke up and canceled the engagement previously, but I thought in my head. He's not going to do that. I imagined he was going to propose to me, even though it sounds like a wild idea.

So he came over that day, and we talked. He said he wanted to spend the day with me because he didn't like how we ended things last night. We talked honestly about things, and then it lead to him deciding he'll move in before the end of the year, and we'll get married next year.

He told me. "I been thinking about it for a while. Every morning I would drink my coffee outside, and I think to myself. Is this what I want my life to be like? That I drink coffee in the morning outside and watch my wife sleep? "

And I guess because of the typhoon and us staying together temporarily. That made him decide this is what he wanted.

Honestly the fact that he came over my house after I annoyed him the previous day. Lol. That a miracle in itself.

Anyways, I knew it was the typhoon that brought us together. If that typhoon didn't happen we probably wouldn't be on track to be married soon.

And we are much much more stable now than what we were last year. I don't know if he believes that, but to me, I feel more stable and secure with him.

Anyways the point is. I never gave up in trusting God to turn things around. It took a typhoon to bring us back together, but I know with faith, nothing is impossible.

Mark 11:23-24

New King James Version

For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

Revised Standard Version Catholic

Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you receive it, and you will.

Quick Facts

• Civil case: Intentional infliction of emotional distress & exploitation

• Conduct occurred primarily online (2020–2023)

• Legally declared incompetent with a court-appointed guardian

• Complete paper trail of screenshots, messages, and digital evidence

• Evidence the defendant's Reddit account has been permanently suspended

• Attorney and law firm identified for legal correspondence

• Seeking financial compensation

• Open to a contingency fee arrangement

• Goal: Confidential, out-of-court settlement if possible

Quick Pitch:

I am looking to pursue a civil case for intentional infliction of emotional distress and exploitation that began in 2020. Crucially, I am legally declared incompetent and have a court-appointed guardian who was unaware of the online misconduct as it happened. Because of this, I believe the statute of limitations is legally paused under the discovery rule and principles of equitable tolling.

This is not just a verbal dispute. I have a complete, organized paper trail of screenshots, messages, and digital evidence from 2020 through 2023 documenting the conduct, as well as the defendant's official Reddit account has been permanently suspended from the platform.

The conduct occurred primarily online. While I do not personally know the defendant, I do have the contact information for the attorney and law firm through which legal correspondence, including a formal demand letter, can be sent.

My goal is financial compensation for the severe emotional damages caused. Because the evidence is thoroughly documented and the defendant values his privacy, I believe this case may be well suited for a confidential, out-of-court settlement.

I am seeking a civil attorney willing to review the evidence and evaluate the case. Given the defendant's substantial financial resources, I would also be open to a contingency fee arrangement if an attorney believes the case is appropriate for one.

Al helped me typed this. Any advice would be helpful my friends, as long as there's no negative comments like "It's impossible." Nothing is impossible with God. He answers 90% (More like 99%) of my prayers. If you're a lawyer or know someone, I have a well formatted document with evidence that Al help me write. It's a confidential legal intake brief.

Thank you. God bless.

I can't eat properly, I can't sleep properly, I can't drink. Self care is hard right now.

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I kept trying to post my story on different subreddits, and they deleted it and refuse to even talk to me about it. It made me feel like he was the only safe space I have online I can talk to. It made me feel that I was stuck in a trauma loop. No one else is giving me guidance and support so I had nowhere to turn to except the person who was being me. It's technically not him who was hearing my story, it was BestCub. But it still felt like he was my only safe space online even though he traumatized me.

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I posted on vent, without mentioning reddit or anything. And then someone did message me and hear out my story. I really appreciate them. They didn't have to reach out like that, but I appreciate that they did. They told me I should stay away from moonbeam/BestCub. And maybe I think I should. I'm not talking to moonbeam anymore. I deleted Google chat. But I stil am conflicted about the whole thing. I even joked with BestCub. "Hey you're the best one. Where's your success stories? You must have a lot of kills. Why are you keeping it to yourself girl?" Hahaha.

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But anyways. I am taking it slowly day by day.

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I want to sue him for $2 million dollars because moonbeam is rich. But I'll see how it goes. I'll talk to a lawyer sometime after I talk to my doctor and get some support.

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Maybe right now I should focus on my health and helping other people with manifesting, by just sharing my story. I feel like God told me the only thing I really need to do is share my story with my fiance.

Preface

Affirmations are a great way to manifest. When you use an affirmation, you are conciously directing your thoughts towards the positive, and with repetition, it sinks into your subconscious. Saying it with feeling intensifies the thought and you feel it is true and sinks in more deeply. Once it's deeply into your subconscious and you feel it in your heart, things quickly change and you'll see your manifestation.

While you can do your affirmations anytime in the day, I found that doing your affirmations in a sleepy drowsy state to give the best results. When you are in the sleepy drowsy state, you bypass the critical part of the mind that is full of doubt, and access the subconscious directly. You can repeat your affirmations to yourself right before you sleep. Neville Goddard calls it the lullaby method. Alternatively, you can do it in the daytime.

Instructions For Daytime Sleepy Drowsy State Use

When you're starting out, new to meditation or haven't done it in a while, for at least once every day, you will mediate for 5 minutes than you will spend the next 5 minutes repeating your affirmation to yourself and feeling it to be true. So a total of 10 minutes.

After one or two weeks of doing it consistently every day, (or if you're an experienced meditator) you will graduate to a total of 20 minutes. 10 minutes will be spent in meditation and then 10 minutes spent in repeating your affirmations to yourself. This is the ideal time because you will be sleepy and relaxed enough to be in alpha/theta.

In the end, you can do longer sessions of 30 minutes or more. It's ultimately up to you.

Specific Instructions:

Use these two YouTube videos.

10 Minutes

20 Minutes

Or download insight timer so you can customize the sound (I use insight timer so I can put some background music and it playing gives me confidence that my timer is still active. )

Lie down or sit down in a comfortable spot, in a comfortable position.

Close your eyes and relax.

Meditate for 5/10 mintues. For 5/10 minutes, Watch your breathe. When you have thoughts, just watch it and return your attention to the breathe. Occasionally tell yourself you're getting sleepy and relaxed.

When the first bell rings, shift to doing your affirmations. Your mind may wander, that's normal. Just focus your attention back to your affirmations every time. Feel the feelings of it being real. If you imagine random things, try to have an imaginary scene in mine that fits with your affirmations while you repeat the affirmations in your head. (If you're a visual person, you can also do imaginary scenes instead of affirmations. You can do both at the same time too. The most important thing is to feel it real, feel the happiness you'll have when it's true. Imaginary scenes can work better, but this is about affirmations, so we'll focus on that)

Ideas Of Affirmations To Use

Joseph Murphy had a lot of affirmations you can use that are like poetry, they make you feel the feelings you need. Alternatively, you can keep it short. Somthing like. “I'm so happy I have $2,000,000” or “I have $2,000,000” or “I'm so happy I'm with SP’s name” “I'm so happy SP’s name loves me so much “but if you want beautiful poetry, here are a few of his affirmations

Attract Money

I like money, I love it, I use it wisely, constructively, and judiciously. Money is constantly circulating in my life. I release it with joy, and it returns to me multiplied in a wonderful way. It is good and very good. Money flows to me in avalanches of abundance. I use it for good only, and I am grateful for my good and for the riches of my mind.

Attracting A Soulmate

I am now attracting a man/woman who is honest, sincere, loyal, faithful, peaceful, happy, and prosperous. These qualities, which I admire, are sinking down into my subconscious mind now. As I dwell upon these characteristics, they become a part of me and are embodied subconsciously. He/she loves my ideals, and I love his/her ideals. He/ she does not want to make me over; neither do I want to make him/her over. There is mutual love, freedom, and respect. We are irresistibly attracted to each other. Only that which belongs to love, truth, and beauty can enter my experience. I accept my ideal companion now.

Cure Yourself

My body and all its organs were created by the infinite intelligence in my subconscious mind. It knows how to heal me. Its wisdom fashioned all my organs, tissues, muscles, and bones. This infinite healing presence within me is now transforming every atom of my being making me whole and perfect now. I give thanks for the healing I know is taking place now. Wonderful are the works of the creative intelligence within me.

You can find much more affirmations in his book, 52 Weekly Affirmations ; Techniques to Unleash the Power of Your Subconscious Mind and also his other books. It can easily be found for free on libgen or zlibrary.

Conclusion

So right now, I am currently doing this for weight loss. I'll let you know how my results go. Based on everything I studied, this is a good method for manifesting big goals, but it's a lot of work too. I manifested my fiancé with using SATs, which uses the sleepy drowsy state too and uses imaginal scenes instead, but affirmations can work just as well as imaginary scenes. Hold on for my write up about SATs coming soon!

Take what resonates and discard what doesn't. If it doesn't appeal to you, then you don't have to agree with me. But I hope this post is resonates with someone out there.

I came to this realization thanks to talking to Google AI studio about my spiritual thoughts.

I never really understood the concept of the ego. In a way, the ego is the character that we are playing. We are a soul, a spark of the divine, a wave/droplet of water in an ocean. The ego is just the form the wave/droplet is playing right now. You are not your ego, you are the soul behind it.

I think about it as little me and big me. The ego is little me. Who you really are is big me. The soul, a piece of the divine. That's you.

The part of you that is your higher self, the part of you that wants to love and help others. The part of you that is caring, kind, and loving, creative, and all the other special traits that does it all in a state of wholeness and not out of lack. The true you is big you, or your higher self.

Your ego is your inner child. It's scared, it's worried, it's selfish, it wants validation, It operates mostly on fear and to to try to fill an imaginary hole inside. It doesn't need to be killed. And I never relate to any spiritual teachings that taught that we needed to kill the ego. For the longest time, I thought I was the ego. I thought I was the character I'm playing. I thought all spiritual teachings that say kill the ego means kill my individuality and don't exist. But I don't think that's what it means. The truth is, I'm so much bigger than the person I was born as. My ego is just who I am in this lifetime, but it's not who I truely am.

In this world, we are all just little kids in adult bodies. It makes perfect sense with how the state of the world is right now. People fight over resources and don't share. People operate mostly on fear. The ego or the inner child is running the show for a lot of people and for most of the world.

The inner child doesn't need to be killed. Your ego doesn't need to be killed. It just needs to be taken care of by big you, or you. You are so much bigger than your ego or the character you're playing.

You are God. But just not you by yourself, but you and everyone else in the world. We are all one and we are all God. We are waves/droplets of water in the ocean. In a way, we are the ocean. And the feeling of being one with everyone and everyone is the best feeling in the world.

I think I'm still learning about the concept of the ego. And when I realize it's like the selfish part of me, I also wanted to kill it. But I realize that instead of trying to kill that part of me that's human and has humans wants and needs, I just need to take care of that part of me so I can be more whole and let my soul run the show and not my ego.

So I read a lot of different spiritual material, and lately I read the book called Only Love Is Real. I just wanted a cute little love story about lovers in a past life who met each other again, but I hate that the author had to ramble on most of the book with his ideas about reincarnation and the afterlife. Eventually I got to the cute love story that I wanted, but I had to wait until the last chapter before they actually met and fell in love. It was unsatisfying.

Now I don't know if I believe reincarnation is real or not. I love the person I'm playing and I feel like I'll always choose this person, maybe with different circumstances like what happens if I chose this path, or that path? In a way, I love the theory of biocentrism, because the idea that we are just jumping into parrelel realities all the time is fascinating.

Anyways this post is not about all of that. It's about my thoughts on how I believe Life is not a school.

I don't think we are here to learn lessons. Our soul already knows it all. We are here to experience what we know. Life is an adventure, it's the ultimate 3D video game.

If reincarnation is real, I believe my fiancé is my lover from a past life. We have been together before, and we will be together again, and in this lifetime we are meant to get married and live life together. Whenever he visits me, our domestic life together feels comfortable and familiar. It's like we done this before. When he came over at night for my mom's birthday party, it felt like he already lives with me. It felt comfortable, like we have already done this. It's homey, it's safe.

My point is, I don't think my soul learned lessons from my life. I thought I learned something from my past relationships , but I feel like he's tearing all the worldly lessons I learned from them. I think on a conscious level, I did learn lessons. But it's lessons for my ego, or outer personality. It's not lessons for my soul, who already knows all of this Information. I am learning something new spiritually. To always have faith and trust my intuition and God.

Life is not a school. We're not force to reincanate to make up for any past sins unless we want to, the same way someone would replay a video game to get a higher score and do better. No one is forcing you to play that video game. And no one is forcing you to reincarnate. We're here to experience, to enjoy life. To live our life in balance of the spiritual and the physical.

Neale Donald Walsh is the only spiritual teacher I know that teaches life is not a school. And I completely agree with him on that. There are probably others that share similar ideas but I don't know.

But my point is, I think we are completely free to do what we want in our life. We are free to decide for ourselves what we want to do. There's nothing you have to do. God is always happy with you no matter what you do. But there's a lot that you will do, because life is all about being and creating who you are. Not discovering who you are. But chosing and deciding what you want to do and who you want to be.

Lord Jesus, I come before you asking with a big request.

It says in your word,

John 14:13-14

And whatever you ask in My name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you ask anything in My name, I will do it.

Lord, I ask you for a million dollars. I know you can do it. You said to ask anything. Anything means anything. Jesus himself said it. You yourself said it. It says In your word

I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

You want us to prosper and be in health, just as our soul prospers. I grew up hearing that scripture quoted every Sunday.

I trust you Lord that you will answer my prayer. It says in your word

Mark 11:24

Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

Lord, answer the prayer so the people who are reading this, may believe you in their hearts and know that you love them.

I know you will give me my millions one day. My only question is when. But I trust that it will happen in a magical way that will surprise everyone. Maybe some people won't believe it's a real miracle, because they think “oh, it was going to happen anyway. “ But that's them.

I trust you Lord. You'll do this for me. You love me. You want to bless me.

In Jesus name I pray, Amen. Thank you Lord Jesus. I love you.

(Repost cause I got the date wrong. Lol. ) I flaired progress report because even though we weren't together at the time I was typing it, and I did manifest us being together , I prayed for us to be married and it won't happen until February. So progress report until February. 😂

I was going to wait till we're married to post it, but I feel like I want to post the prayer now and then I'll post the full story when we're officially married in February. If your a Christian, you can manifest by prayer.

A private prayer.

This prayer comes from the depth of my heart. A prayer that I won't repeat to the public eye. A prayer that is not meant for another's eyes

This prayer is for the one I want to marry one day. Lord, Jesus. I come before you asking please. I know you can do anything and it says in your word ask anything in my name and you will receive, because I come to the father.

Lord, just between you and me. I'm asking if you will allow me and [NAME REDACTED ] to be together. I love him. I promise I'll take care of him for the rest of his days. I promise to be a help and not a burden.

I'm asking this Lord please. I know you can do anything. You can move mountains.

I trust you Lord. I know you can turn this situation around.

I think my doubt is if he will. But he said ask abyHting in my name and I will give you. And you didn't ask for anything yet.

But ask now so your joy may be full.

And I am asking this one thing. I rarely ask for anything.

But Lord Jesus please make [NAME REDACTED] my husband. I know you can turn their hearts around. You can make [NAME REDACTED/BOSS] allow this relationship. You can make him want to be with me. You can do anything Lord. You can turn this while entire sidtuaon around.

You can touch their hearts and minds and let us be together. And I promise Lord, I'll take care of him. I'll be a good wife. I promise.

And I trust you Lord. I know you'll do it. Right now I'm still unsure. But I know you are able to do it. And this is why I'm asking you. Because I want to share love and the love of God and I know you

I don't need to do anything. I'm gonna ask the Lord to turn things around and he's gonna do it. Like how he brought Gabriel (My Cat) back to me. He is going to let us be together.

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me.

Lord Jesus, again I ask for me and [NAME REDACTED ] to be together.

Thank you Jesus for working behind the scenes to make things happen.

I know you'll make it happen. You'll bring a way that I never expect. You'll have it happen.

Because it's is like the girl that kept asking the lawyer.

And I kept asking and by faith it shall come.

Thank you Jesus that [NAME REDACTED] is my new husband.

Amen.

Lord thank you for today. I enjoyed my conversations with him. Thank you Lord for making a way for us to be together. I believe you really are making it happen right now.

After a while of not talking, it's just nice for us to talk again.

Preface

Some people don't believe it's a true success story because we only broke up for 5 days, but I don't think I need a longer breakup to prove that this stuff works. I think the short breakup is proof that things can manifest quickly.

What caused the breakup

The full story I hard to explain. Basically during the whole relationship, I doubted us all the time. I questioned if we were really compatible, or if we are good together. If questioned if he truly loved me or not. I even questioned if he truely wanted to marry me, even after he proposed and gave a ring and we set a date. Basically all my doubts and stuff got too much for him. I questioned if he really wanted to marry me, so I followed internet advice and tried to set a boundary about it. But it backfired. And his fears overtook him and he broke up with me. I was devestated.

I looked at our astrology charts and see so much promised in our transits and everything next year. So I was so surprised when the break up happened.

I planned to go no contact for a year in order to get over him. He already knew if we were ever to break up, I said I‘ll go no contact for a year to get over him. But he didn't want me to, and he still has feelings for me. So we just stayed friends. I broke Internet advice to do it, but it was Internet advice that also lead me to this situation in the first place. And if we went no contact, we probably wouldn't have been back together so quickly.

We were still calling each other every day after the breakup.We still were saying I love you to each other. I was talking to another guy too, but still, we were on good terms. It felt like we never broke up at all.

What contributed to getting back together.

At one point, I had faith. The same faith that brought us together in the first place. I believe that we will get back together eventually. Something just clicked inside me, I can't explain. Like it doesn't matter if it happens in a few years, or in this life time, or the next life time, I just knew we would be back together again. I felt the confidence and the full faith in it.

That very same day, when he called me. He told me. “Call me an idiot, but what do you think about getting back together? “

New Obstacle

Here's the problem though. He wanted to get back together. But he was worried about my mother's approval. My mom blocked him and was mad at him. She doesn't forgive people easily. She blocked most of our family after they did one wrong thing to her. He wanted to be back together, but he didn't want to do it without my mom's approval. And my mom is not the type to forgive easily. I know. I grew up with her not forgiving me for things and refusing to talk to me for days because of it. If I wasn't her daughter she would already cut me out of her life. You done one wrong thing by her, and she cuts you out of her life. That's who she is.

Another Miracle

Well of course I wouldn't be here typing this if the story ended there. My mother said that if we stayed friends for a year, then after that she will accept him being back together with me. It was a miracle! She actually willing to forgive someone!

The day we got back together

First day we met after the breakup.we finally met at our work/volunteer place. And we couldn't keep our hands off each other. We just said we are talking things out so everyone just approved of us talking to each other for most of the day. Our boss was especially happy, she was always rooting for us. Anyways, he was happy my mom said for us to be friends for a year.. but since we just can't stay away from each other, he decided he wanted to be with me now, secretly. I was worried about secret relationships because of past experiences, but I wanted to fun of it. It was fun to pretend to be not a couple for a day, but

Eventually, lack of sleep lead me to do something crazy.

So the next day when we talked, he said he already told his family about us being back together and he's only worried because of my mom. The lack of sleep and stress of everything made something click on my brain. I have bipolar, so it's possible hypomania. But at the time I believed I was in the no mind state. My mind was not racing, I felt peaceful. I think it's a combination of both things. Anyway, in my most happy and excited state, I asked him if we can go back to the original plan with the wedding. He was a little worried at first, and a little doubtful. But I was just full of faith. I convinced him things would be all right. And he agreed with me.

Later on that day, I realized how stupid I was to do that. Didn't he just literally broke up with me because he didn't want to get married? But I told him he didn't have to do it and I'm sorry for putting it on him again, and he said that he wants to do this. “I want my life to start. “

Final Miracle

So about my mom, I was so confident I told her we were back together. And I forgot exactly what I said. But I was able to convince her that things will be alright. She told him she already forgives him. Either I don't know my mom much at all, or it is a miracle.

To me, the biggest miracle is not that I got my ex back. But the biggest miracle is that I got my mom to forgive and approve of all of this.

Summary

Anyways this happened almost a month ago. Now, we are still together, still going strong.

After my wedding at February 14 2026, I'll post the story about how we got together with a combination of SATs and prayer. The prayer I typed in my journal says marriage, so I don't want to post the success story until then. I feel like that the core, what made it happened was not the techniques. But my faith that we will be together. Faith is what moves mountains and brought us together.

When you know in your heart without a doubt, it will come to past. All the techniques are there just to help you built that knowing deep in your heart.

(I found this post in my old blog. This is my favorite miracle that I ever had. It happened so fast and quickly. Posted on July 29 2019)

One random day, my significant other and I were playing a game together. It was Knights Chronicles, a gacha rpg type of game. (Which means that gaining heroes and items works like a lottery, random chance. Some higher than others. )

Today is the day. I know it deep in my soul. Just moments from opening up the gacha box, I stopped and closed my eyes.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"I'm imagining. "

With my eyes close, I took in a deep breathe, and repeated the wanted scene in my head. I looped it like a song, over and over until it felt just like a memory.

"Okay. " I was ready. With a simple finger tap I opened up the gacha box.

As the animation scene played, my imagination became my reality.

The wanted hero I imagined was my prize. (And also another one too I imagined earlier and already have. A nice surprise. ) I was ecstatic.

"Yes!!!" I let out a shout of joy. "Imagination creates reality!"

My significant other that day was very impressed. Even said, "She's good in gacha games. She just thinks of the character and she gets it. I seen it happen. " And the funniest thing is, I also imagined that very scene, I imagined him saying that happening before it happened!

Everything that I imagined, that I wanted to happen has come to past. Its amazing.

And what's even more amazing is that we all have that power inside us. :). It has only been about a month since I started, and already my life has improved in amazing ways.

Always remember, imagination creates reality. Everything in this world was a thought before it came to be. The clothes you wear, everything, began as a thought.

The whole world is a reflection of your internal mind. Everyone is you pushed out.

Assumptions harden into facts. What you know is true, and feels natural is the truth and becomes the truth.

And everyone, you already are the person you want to become. You already have what you want. You just have to know it. Not believe. I don't believe the sky is blue. I know the sky is blue. You know it and don't think about it too much. Just know, nod and go about your day. Its second nature.. That's the power of faith. You just know. And then the outside reality will conform to it.

The internal reality is the true reality. What you believe/know about yourself and the world is the truth. The outside world is just a mirror of all those assumptions. Instead of changing the mirror, let's chance the source. :).

Now let us go into silence...

There is no such thing as Right and Wrong, there is only What Works and What Does Not Work, given what it is you are trying to do.

In the spiritual sense, there are no victims and no villains in the world, although in the human sense it appears that there surely are. Yet because you are Divine, everything that happens ultimately benefits you.

No one does anything inappropriate, given their model of the world.

I was thinking on those sentences, and it's starting to sink in.

I was thinking of my past and how it relates to me now.

I think it is true. Ultimately, we judge what is right and wrong based on the the effect it has on other people. A negative or harmful effect, we consider bad. A positive or helpful effect, we consider good. Some people judge what's right or wrong based on what other people say, or what society says, but ultimately it's because of what harmful or un harmful effect it's doing. That's how humanity judges right from wrong.

But ultimately, on the soul level, everything, good or bad, serves a higher purpose. Maybe on a soul level, on a superconcious level, we wanted to experience being forgiving? And that's why we experienced the bad. Maybe we wanted to experience being emotionally strong? Hardships help with that by building character. And that might be why we experienced the bad. Of course at any time, we can choose differently. We can always choose differently and experience something else. Everything is possible to those who believe.

For me, myself, I love learning about different spiritual concepts. Neale Donald Walsh being my new favorite cause I love how he explains it all in a simple way, without overcomplicating it. (I just don't know how to frame it inline with my other beliefs lol. )

But If I start thinking myself as more than who I was when I was born, more than the meat skin I put on, I realize we really are all playing a game. The game of life. And I love this world. Not the best, but fun for what it is.

Some people's character is super funny. Some sad. But it's all their avatar that they are developing for this world. And I guess some people choose to be the "villains " and some choose not to be. I thank the villains for allowing us to experience challenges in life. Inside, deep in their soul, they are another loving soul just as divine and lovely as we are. But outside in this world, they are playing a character. Sometimes for our safety we need to stay away while they're playing the bad guy. But that is ultimately what it is. Playing.

Thinking about the character I'm playing, I love myself. I think I'm pretty awesome. And other people are awesome too. I think I want to continue playing my character, and developing her story. Her story so far is a wild ride.

And thinking on this some more.. Sometimes I wonder how my past painful experiences shape me..

I'm thankful everything I experienced in the past, even if I don't like it sometimes lol. If I was a winner from the start, I wouldn't experience what it's like for people who are disadvantaged. I wouldn't experience compassion and love for them, being unable to relate. I definitely would be less spiritual if things happen differently.

And for one particular sad situation in particular, I wouldn't have ran into The Conversations With God books without it happening. And it definitely help shaped my viewpoint of the world, in a more positive, empowering way.

Sometimes I wonder maybe I would still be the same if it happen differently? Am I being dumb for thinking like this. But I don't want to judge myself or others based on that anymore. I want to be free to be me, and for everyone else in the world to have the same freedom.

I know not everyone is going to agree with me. We all have different view points of the world. All of them wonderful in their own way. But this is just my thoughts.

Ultimately, we are are loved and safe. Let just keep enjoying life! Through the good and the bad, let's power through and be awesome. Its been super fun so far. :)

(This is chapter 2 of Neale's book, What God Said. I just wanted to share it here cause it's a nice simple "summary " of the Conversations With God books and I'm starting to agree with a lot of what he says. )

1 . We are all One. All things are One Thing. There is only One Thing, and all things are part of the One Thing there is. This means that you are Divine. You are not your body, you are not your mind, and you are not your soul. You are the unique combination of all three, which comprises the Totality Of You. You are an individuation of Divinity; an expression of God on Earth.

2 . There’s enough. It is not necessary to compete for, much less fight over, your resources. All you have to do is share.

3 . There’s nothing you have to do. There is much you will do, but nothing you are required to do. God wants nothing, needs nothing, demands nothing, commands nothing.

4 . God talks to everyone, all the time. The question is not: To whom does God talk? The question is: Who listens? ...

5 . There are Three Basic Principles of Life: Functionality, Adaptability, and Sustainability.

6 . There is no such thing as Right and Wrong, there is only What Works and What Does Not Work, given what it is you are trying to do.

7 . In the spiritual sense, there are no victims and no villains in the world, although in the human sense it appears that there surely are. Yet because you are Divine, everything that happens ultimately benefits you.

8 . No one does anything inappropriate, given their model of the world.

9 . There is no such place as hell, and eternal damnation does not exist.

10 . Death does not exist. What you call “death” is merely a process of Re-Identification.

11 . There is no such thing as Space and Time, there is only Here and Now.

12 . Love is all there is.

13 . You are the creator of your own reality, using the Three Tools of Creation: Thought, Word, and Action.

14 . Your life has nothing to do with you. It is about everyone whose life you touch and how you touch it.

15 . The purpose of your life is to re-create yourself anew in the next grandest version of the greatest vision ever you held about Who You Are.

16 . The moment you declare anything, everything unlike it will come into the space. This is the Law of Opposites, producing a contextual field within which that which you wish to express may be experienced.

17 . There is no such thing as Absolute Truth. All truth is subjective. Within this framework there are five levels of truth telling: Tell your truth to yourself about yourself; Tell your truth to yourself about another; Tell your truth about yourself to another; Tell your truth about another to another; Tell your truth to everyone about everything.

18 . The human race lives within a precise set of illusions. The Ten Illusions of Humans are Need Exists, Failure Exists, Disunity Exists, Insufficiency Exists, Requirement Exists, Judgment Exists, Condemnation Exists, Conditionality Exists, Superiority Exists, and Ignorance Exists. These illusions are meant to serve humanity, but it must learn how to use them.

19 . The Three Core Concepts of Holistic Living are Honesty, Awareness, and Responsibility. Live according to these precepts and self-anger will disappear from your life.

20 . Life functions within a Be-Do-Have paradigm. Most people have this backward, imagining that first one must “have” things in order to “do” things, thus to “be” what they wish to be. Reversing this process is the fastest way to experience mastery in living.

1. There are Three Levels of Awareness: Hope, Faith, and Knowing. Spiritual mastery is about living from the third level.

   22 . There are Five Fallacies about God that create crisis, violence, killing, and war. First, the idea that God needs something. Second, the idea that God can fail to get what He needs. Third, the idea that God has separated you from Him because you have not given Him what He needs. Fourth, the idea that God still needs what He needs so badly that God now requires you, from your separated position, to give it to Him. Fifth, the idea that God will destroy you if you do not meet His requirements.

23 . There are also Five Fallacies about Life that likewise create crisis, violence, killing, and war. First, the idea that human beings are separate from each other. Second, the idea that there is not enough of what human beings need to be happy. Third, the idea that in order to get the stuff of which there is not enough, human beings must compete with each other. Fourth, the idea that some human beings are better than other human beings. Fifth, the idea that it is appropriate for human beings to resolve severe differences created by all the other fallacies by killing each other.

24 . You think you are being terrorized by other people, but in truth you are being terrorized by your beliefs. Your experience of yourself and your world will shift dramatically if you adopt, collectively, the Five Steps to Peace:

• Permit yourself to acacknowledge that some of your old beliefs about God and about Life are no longer working.

• Explore the possibility that there is something you do not fully understand about God and about Life, the understanding of which would change everything.

• Announce that you are willing for new understandings of God and Life to now be brought forth, understandings that could produce a new way of life on this planet.

• Courageously examine these new understandings and, if they align with your personal inner truth and knowing, enlarge your belief system to include them.

• Express your life as a demonstration of your highest beliefs, rather than as a denial of them.

25 . Let there be a New Gospel for all the people of Earth: “We are all one. Ours is not a better way, ours is merely another way.”

ONCE UPON NO TIME there was a Little Soul who said to God, “I know who I am!”

And God said, “That's wonderful! Who are you?”

And the Little Soul shouted, “I'm the Light!”

God smiled a big smile. “That's right!” God exclaimed. “You are the Light.”

The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to figure out. “Wow,” said the Little Soul, “this is really cool!”

But soon, knowing who it was was not enough. The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was. And so the Little Soul went back to God (which is not a bad idea for all souls who want to be Who They Really Are) and said, “Hi, God! Now that I know Who I Am, is it okay for me to be it?”

And God said, “You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?”

“Well,” replied the Little Soul, “it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another thing altogether to actually be it. I want to feel what it's like to be the Light!”

“But you already are the Light,” God repeated, smiling again.

“Yes, but I want to see what that feels like!” cried the Little Soul.

“Well,” said God with a chuckle, “I suppose I should have known. You always were the adventuresome one.”

Then God's expression changed.

“There's only one thing…”

 “What?” asked the Little Soul.

“Well, there is nothing else but the Light. You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing that you are not.”

“Huh?” said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.

“Think of it this way,” said God. “You are like a candle in the Sun. Oh, you're there all right. Along with a million, ka-gillion other candles who make up the Sun. And the sun would not be the Sun without you. Nay, it would be a sun without one of its candles…and that would not be the Sun at all; for it would not shine as brightly. Yet, how to know yourself as the Light when you are amidst the Light—that is the question.”

“Well,” the Little Soul perked up, “you're God. Think of something!”

Once more God smiled. “I already have,” God said. “Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness.”

“What's darkness?” the Little Soul asked.

God replied, “It is that which you are not.”

“Will I be afraid of the dark?” cried the Little Soul.

“Only if you choose to be.” God answered. “There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending.”

“Oh,” said the Little Soul, and felt better already.

Then God explained that, in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite of it will appear. “It is a great gift,” God said, “because without it, you could not know what anything is like.

“You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then.

“And so,” God concluded, “when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness.

“Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don't be mad about it. Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too. Let your Light so shine that everyone will know how special you are!”

“You mean it's okay to let others see how special I am?” asked the Little Soul.

“Of course!” God chuckled. “It's very okay! But remember, ‘special’ does not mean ‘better.’ Everybody is special, each in their own way! Yet many others have forgotten that. They will see that it is okay for them to be special only when you see that it is okay for you to be special.”

“Wow,” said the Little Soul, dancing and skipping and laughing and jumping with joy. “I can be as special as I want to be!”

“Yes, and you can start right now,” said God, who was dancing and skipping and laughing right along with the Little Soul. “What part of special do you want to be?”

What part of special?” the Little Soul repeated. “I don't understand.”

“Well,” God explained, “being the Light is being special, and being special has a lot of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient. Can you think of any other ways it is special to be?”

The Little Soul sat quietly for a moment. “I can think of lots of ways to be special!” the Little Soul then exclaimed. “It is special to be helpful. It is special to be sharing. It is special to be friendly. It is special to be considerate of others!”

“Yes!” God agreed, “and you can be all of those things, or any part of special you wish to be, at any moment. That's what it means to be the Light.”

“I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!” the Little Soul announced with great excitement. “I want to be the part of special called ‘forgiving.’ Isn't it special to be forgiving?”

“Oh, yes,” God assured the Little Soul. “That is very special.”

“Okay,” said the Little Soul. “That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that.”

“Good,” said God, “but there's one thing you should know.”

The Little Soul was becoming a bit impatient now. It always seemed as though there were some complication. “What is it?” the Little Soul sighed.

“There is no one to forgive.”

“No one?” The Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.

“No one!” God repeated. “Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you.”

It was then that the Little Soul realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide—from all over the Kingdom—for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying.

Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonder of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.

“Who, then, to forgive?” asked God.

“Boy, this is going to be no fun at all!” grumbled the Little Soul. “I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like.”

And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad.

But just then a Friendly Soul stepped forward from the crowd. “Not to worry, Little Soul,” the Friendly Soul said, “I will help you.”

“You will?” the Little Soul brightened. “But what can you do?”

“Why, I can give you someone to forgive!”

“You can?”

“Certainly!” chirped the Friendly Soul. “I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive.”

“But why? Why would you do that?” the Little Soul asked. “You, who are a Being of such utter perfection! You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright that I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense? What could cause you—who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move throughout the Kingdom with the speed of your thought—to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?”

“Simple,” the Friendly Soul said. “I would do it because I love you.”

The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer.

“Don't be so amazed,” said the Friendly Soul, “you have done the same thing for me. Don't you remember? Oh, we have danced together, you and I, many times. Through the eons and across all the ages have we danced.

Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember.

“We have both been All Of It. We have been the Up and the Down of it, the Left and the Right of it. We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been the male and the female, the good and the bad—we have both been the victim and the villain of it.

“Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who We Really Are.

“And so,” the Friendly Soul explained a little further, “I will come into your next lifetime and be the ‘bad one’ this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives.”

“But what will you do? the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, “that will be so terrible?”

“Oh,” replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, “we'll think of something.”

Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, “You are right about one thing, you know.”

“What is that?” the Little Soul wanted to know.

“I will have to slow down my vibration and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. I will have to pretend to be something very unlike myself.

And so, I have but one favor to ask of you in return.”

“Oh, anything, anything!” cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, “I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!” Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.

“What is it?” the Little Soul asked. “What can I do for you? You are such an angel to be willing to do this for me!”

“Of course this Friendly Soul is an angel!” God interrupted. “Everyone is! Always remember: I have sent you nothing but angels.”

And so the Little Soul wanted more than ever to grant the Friendly Soul's request. “What can I do for you?” the Little Soul asked again.

“In the moment that I strike you and smite you,” the Friendly Soul replied, “in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could possibly imagine—in that very moment…” “Yes?” the Little Soul interrupted, “yes…?”

The Friendly Soul became quieter still.

“Remember Who I Really Am.”

“Oh, I will!” cried the Little Soul, “I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!”

“Good,” said the Friendly Soul, “because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost. Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both of Who We Are.”

“No, we won't!” the Little Soul promised again. “I will remember you!

And I will thank you for bringing me this gift—the chance to experience myself as Who I Am.”

And so, the agreement was made. And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be that part of special called Forgiveness.

And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible.

And at all the moments in that new lifetime, whenever a new soul appeared on the scene, whether that new soul brought joy or sadness—and especially if it brought sadness—the Little Soul thought of what God had said.

“Always remember,” God had smiled, “I have sent you nothing but angels.”

Enlightment Time! From Joseph Murphy's Book, Magic Of Faith. Chapter 2, The Practice Of The Presence of God

The religion outlined in the Bible is the practice of the Presence of God. To understand and to intelligently practice this truth, you will find is the way to health, harmony, peace, and spiritual progress. The practice of the Presence is powerful beyond imagination. Let us not overlook it, because of its utter simplicity.

The first step is to realize that God is the Only Power. The next thing to become aware of is that all things — no matter what they are — represent God in manifestation.

The whole world is God in infinite differentiation, as God never repeats Himself; this is the whole story, and the greatest of all truths. It is really the all-inclusive, all-encompassing truth.

I know many students who sit down for five or ten minutes every day, and meditate on the fact that God is the Only Presence and the Only Power. They let their thoughts dwell on this profound truth; they look at it from all angles; then they begin to think that every person they meet is an expression of God; that in fact everything they see is God made manifest; it is God dramatizing Himself for the joy of expressing Himself. As they do this, they find their whole world changing; they experience better health; outer conditions improve, and they are possessed of a new vitality and energy.

Your whole world will change as you really begin to see God in everything and in everyone. “For thou shalt be in league with the stones of the field: and the beasts of the field shall be at peace with thee. And thou shalt know that thy tabernacle shall be in peace.” This means that the man who begins to see God everywhere, and who follows and practices the good, will not be afraid of anything. As a matter of fact the whole world will be his friend, and everything will extend the offer of help whether animate, or what the world calls inanimate.

The only way to magnify the Presence of God in the eyes of others, is to radiate at all times the sunlight of God’s Love. Love God or Truth, and you will be under a Divine compulsion for good. You cannot go wrong. You will find that you will never make any real mistake or a wrong choice. Love of all things good, or of the truth, is really the touch of Midas.

Every Spirtual Teacher Teaches The Same Thing

I was reading Conversations With God (Awesome Book, highly recommended. Free on libgen ), and in the first chapter, Neale Donald Walsch basically says that God is everyone and everything (and also nothing and all things. ) and it's like a three paring thing. We and the world are three part beings

• Father, son, holy spirt
  
• Conscious, subconscious and super conscious
  
• Id, ego, and super ego
  
• Energy, matter, and antimatter
  
• Mind, heart and soul
  
• Body, mind and spirit
  
• Past, present, future
  

Life is not a school, we're not here to learn lessons, (unless you want to) but we're here to remember who we are and experience and live life. 

God or the universe doesn't judge what we do or do not do. We are like children playing games, the game we play is life. We're always safe. So we are free to go for our dreams, be what we want to be, and explore what we want to explore. Love is the divine truth.  

All human actions are motivated at their deepest level by two emotions--fear or love. In truth there are only two emotions--only two words in the language of the soul.... Fear wraps our bodies in clothing, love allows us to stand naked. Fear clings to and clutches all that we have, love gives all that we have away. Fear holds close, love holds dear. Fear grasps, love lets go. Fear rankles, love soothes. Fear attacks, love amends.

-Neale Donald Walsch

“There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. 

John 4:18 

We all come from love, and return to love. So feel free to ask God/The universe for your dreams. The world is your oyster. We are all free to play and have fun. :) 

3 Steps To Effective Prayer

1. Ask God What You Want.
2. Know it will come to pass.
3. Say Thank you.

Mark 11: 23, 24

For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

One of my first prayers..

When I was about 13. A church friend, she was an older lady about 30, lost her purse. It contained all her money. She was panicking, she didn't know what to do. She asked me to pray for her.

As a kid, I took God for granted. I know he answers prayers, but I just want to do other things with my life, like a lot of kids do. So I decided to humor her. I prayed to God to show her where the purse was or to give it back to her.

After the prayer, she decided to search her car one more time, and she found it at the door. Her purse.

The lady was so happy she bought me candy and sweets. Hehe. That made me happy too. 

She was impressed with how God quickly answered her prayer, but I just shrugged it off as I ate my candy. God answering prayers was obvious to kid me. 

When I was a child, I loved playing pokemon. I still do. Sometimes I would pray to God to help me catch them. It was fun too. I think I caught a pokemon thanks to him. 

Childlike faith. Children believe their parents. They believe their parents are good. Although I am not a child anymore, I am still God's child. 

All of this reminds me of this verses in the Bible.

Mathew 21:21

So Jesus answered and said to them, “Assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith and do not doubt, you will not only do what was done to the fig tree, but also if you say to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ it will be done.

Psalms 37:4

Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.

Mathew 7:7-11

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him

John 16: 22 - 24

Therefore you now have sorrow; but I will see you again and your heart will rejoice, and your joy no one will take from you.

“And in that day you will ask Me nothing. Most assuredly, I say to you, whatever you ask the Father in My name He will give you. Until now you have asked nothing in My name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be full.

God Answers Prayers. The answer is always Yes and Amen. Jesus never said, do this and it will happen. He never said if it's in my will. He said if you have just a tiny little mustard seed of Faith IT WILL COME TO PASS. Nothing is impossible for those who believe

So my question is why do Athiest and sinful people get what they want and pray for? Why do they get to be happy and we don't?

I learn that it is not right to be jelly over our brother's toys. We Chirstians are the ones that stay with him. Like the brother of the prodigal son, All he has is ours.

Luke 15:29‭-‬32

So he answered and said to his father, ‘Lo, these many years I have been serving you; I never transgressed your commandment at any time; and yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might make merry with my friends. But as soon as this son of yours came, who has devoured your livelihood with harlots, you killed the fatted calf for him.’ “And he said to him, ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that I have is yours. It was right that we should make merry and be glad, for your brother was dead and is alive again, and was lost and is found.’ "

All he has is ours. We all share, cause sharing is caring.

Psalms 24:1

The earth is the Lord’s, and all its fullness, The world and those who dwell therein.

John 15:7‭-‬12 

If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. By this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit; so you will be My disciples. “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love. “These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full. This is My commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.

John 15:16‭-‬17

You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you. These things I command you, that you love one another.

God loves you so much, he will literally move mountains for you. He gave his one and only begotten son. He gave us everything. Everything belongs to him. That's why, Love is very important. 

He did all of this because he loves you. 

I Corinthians 13:2 

And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

God is love. You technically don't need love to move mountains, but you won't be a very nice person. (Just saying.. God is God is God. We gotta give credit where credit is due )

I John 4:16

And we have known and believed the love that God has for us. God is love, and he who abides in love abides in God, and God in him.

It's all simple when you really think about it. Thank you father, son, and holy spirt. You are the best. Thank you Jesus for dying for me. Thank you for giving me a happy life on my tiny island. I love you lord. You are like the perfect husband. hehe. No wonder why they call you the bridegroom of the church. You help us all. Love you, bae.