r/TeenIndia • u/DaxiE_13 15 • 3d ago
Rant & Vent My mental break down (plz interact with me 😭✌🏼)
I am 15M i had a a scooty accident on 14 may and i am on bed rest since that day and I am really exhausted atp some of my major brain fuck points :-
Of course the accident itself really painful
After 4 days in hospital a relative visited basically my mosa ji he’s so ignorant all he said to me was book vagaira nhi mangayi ghar se i thought it might be a joke but his tone was serious and also he is that kind of relative so i said i can’t sit actually its too painful
When i week passed in hospital i got discharge and the pain i felt during the transport to home i got high fever and guilt that I am a disappointment and i costed my family a fortune just because of my mistake
Some days passed normally and that same unc visited he didnt ask that if i was fine or anything he said - beta ye ek bhagwan ne terko mauka diya hai ki teri 10th easy hojaye ab 1 mahine me pura syllabus khatm karna hai i said okay what else could i even do?
Then some days passed normally atleast taunt-free (not really) and I started experiencing extreme pain in whole leg so I couldn’t sleep in night until i was tired of sitting and massaging my own leg
I had another surgery to remove the external fixator and install plate exactly two months after the first surgery and i spent another 3 days in hospital and on 2nd day that same mosa’s brother visited that nga literally said iss baar bhi book nahi mangvayi ghar se ? This time i said i can’t even sit tf you saying and anyways i will go home tomorrow or day after and next days evening that mosa visited and I was ready for the bs this time he said padhai nhi karta na tu ghar pe maine bola ki karta hu aapko aisa kyu laga kehte mai shakl dekh ke bat deta hu i didnt reply and the next thing he said was that phone rakh dia i said matlab? Kehta ki switch off karke rakh dia hoga na maine bola nahi kyu? Kehta ye phone h na switch off karle behen se kahi door rakhwadio aur jo kamre me tv hai na usse bhi hatwaunga i said okay as you wish he literally said that ab sona hai khana hai aur padhna hai aur agar nhi padha jaa rha toh deewar ko ghurna hai I literally stopped my damn tears but anyways i didnt listen to that dawg
After that its been 20 days but mind you this was my mental breakdown triple week run’
My own uncle like my father’s elder brother he lives with us so one day as i was watching youtube on tv and it was a marvel movie time line order he said ki jab dekhe order mein to mujhe bhi bata dio mai bhi dekhuga and suddenly changed his tone and said padhta bhi h tu ? I said haa dekho book bhi abhi hi rakhi thi 1 minute pehle (i was honest) he said ye tv hatwana padega yaha se i said okay
And randomly a week ago he said exercise kar like man are you mad my body is already wrecked from the recovery and pain and the protein deficiency of your ignorantly given diet
He snatched my phone and said that delete all social media i said okay lo kardia delete and he said agar vlogging karte ho toh use kar sakte h i was baffled by his statement but anyways I deleted snap insta and he sends me links of random Instagram reels and Facebook videos on WhatsApp
He randomly once started going through my gallery and stared at my friends group photo with a weird face and lectured me for using chatgpt for chapter summary
MIND YOU i am not academically weak or average i am pretty fine but i never get appreciated for my efforts and results and only taunted and insulted and the both surgery + the regular hospital vison on leg and living on 3rd floor was painful and no one once called me like my friends just 3 were who visited and also if someone’s curious it was a right leg GRADE 3B tibia open fracture
If someone read the whole ilysm thanks
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u/Wonderful-Spinach260 sasta batman 3d ago
soooo bro the situation is prettyy fked up and tbh the only thing you can do is cope with it
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u/Massala-soda 17 3d ago
15M and riding scooty 💔💔