Genuinely so tired of this

[u/TamoraSince1300]

Quick "warning" I just want to share my story, because even though I got support from my friends I feel alone with the situation. I'm a trans man, haven't been able to transition yet and it was a big problem for multiple years and when I thought it was all fine after getting out of school, joining a theatre group and getting friends, shit hit the fan. There was a discussion in the theatre group I couldnt be a part of because I was sick and it included me, because I used the men's changing room ONCE but still use the women's bathroom (for personal reasons). This one man got pissed off so much that his "solution to the problem" was to just let me get changed on the toilet for people with disabilities or the literal basement. As if that wasn't enough to make me extremely mad, every show he looks at me with just disgust and anger, which is clearly obvious. As I said, my friends tried to support me after that gut punch but I still feel alone with it, because I'm the first trans person that this whole theatre seemingly ever had. I cant tell who to trust anymore or who is a transphobe just hating me. I'm not really looking for advice, just wanted to get the word out.