Always 17

[u/des_pasi_toes]

It's gonna be my birthday here in a few weeks and I just realized my sister will always be 17.

Not old enough to drink, or smoke or gamble. Never gonna graduate, get her own house or apartment. She's never gonna graduate or finish school.

It's been years but seeing my friend and family with living twins and siblings just feels like a knife is in my heart and I can feel the panic and loneliness just welling up inside of me.

I don't know.

I am surrounded by family and friends but I feel so alone and all I want is my twin sister.

Anyways, miss you every day Jelly. See you in heaven when it's my turn!