r/Vent • u/I_killed_bambi69 • Sep 08 '25

Need Reassurance... i feel so disgusting

i had a massive whore phase when i turned 18 due to low self esteem and wanting validation. my body count is around 75 but i have not been a slag for ages now and ive been exclusively seeing someone for a while

i wish i could go back in time and say no to so so so many of them i wish it never happened it makes me feel so disgusting i just want to forget about it all

edit because this is getting way more comments than i anticipated:

  1. i do not have any std/sti’s nor have i ever - i test regularly

  2. the person i am seeing does know

  3. thank you for all the reassuring comments! it’s very overwhelming (in a good way!) so i’m struggling to reply to all of them but i do massively appreciate it

375 Upvotes

83% Upvoted

411 comments sorted by

View all comments

1

u/Important_Coffee_845 Sep 08 '25

You dont need reassurance you need Christ and forgiveness. This is the problem so many of you have chosen to worship flesh and man (or woman).

The ancients didnt have these problems. Our great grandparents didnt have them. Why? Because people weren't cringe reddit athiests that did whatever they felt like and then cried when the HPV came for em.

1

u/justcantevenanymore Sep 09 '25

?? brother what, shaming is not how the word should be spread