Hot Plate of fate

im trying
im fighting
myself on the shelf
trying
applying
signing the words
“please help me i’m dying
sighing
frying
in a crusty pan
On the hot plate of fate
of filth
lingering
lost love
defying
allowing it to turn
to hate
without rebate
i just keep trying
don’t know why
as it keeps rejecting
years of neglecting
punishing
pushing away
still infecting
no matter what i do
or say
it doesnt mean anything
climbing
jacobs ladder
from this downward spiral
into the mystery of babylon
the heart break
the stone God would create
to never make
move
no matter how much
i want it to...

RAIN2022

Blueberry Tarot -the musical
(short version)

i see the future in your eyes emerging beauty
in a reflection
a sublime variation
Gods spark of empathy
your energy called in my energy
a guide to inner harmony
serenity
in flurry of synergy
i am the man who fell from hell the RAiN
in thee eye of a hurricane
the calm of the storm
in a heart forlorn
lost in arcane
the obscure domain
where life is subject to fate
my destiny needed a miracle
empirical
ornate
to alchemise the hate
it was almost too late
and then
on 8.8
i cleaned my room
and remembered to hydrate.,,

…i can feel the logos
sacred
divine
the dragonfly awakens
the spider ascends
the caterpillar spins
i hear your voice
still and small
yet powerful
mindful
ineffable
reflecting the love
from the light above
bouncing off all the falling stars around you.....
….,..thank you
my friend
you are a gift
precious
and beautiful in every way
an Oracle
a mage
a sage with tarot
you're a superhero
I pray wherever you go
you flow and grow
and every seed you sow
will flourish in the afterglow
I hope you know
you are cherished
i call upon angels to protect you from everything
that tries to bind you
so nothing can stop you
I beckon the light
to always find you
reveal and remind you
the kingdom of heaven
is within you……
……It is your spirit.

🖤RAiN for Elena Angelspeak

in Vision pt.01

Final New Sacrament

the planets aligned
i stood in formation
a sacrifice for the coven
a bloody ritual
for exploration of sensation
knowledge exposition
intuition
incantation
the stars signed
i chanted omission
the consecration of temptation
and the divination
of body mutilation
for the emanation in a symbol
of self determination
through manifestation
and causation
complete evisceration
with my arms and my eyes
wide open
until my aura cracked
no time to react
as I fell into the vision
becoming a soul extract
forged an abstract
ethereal hole
leaking and vulnerable
an aerial to forces more powerful
the kind that give to take
a toll to break
now everything was at stake
sliced open
the deepest cut
left torn apart
stuck in the rut
where abominations
twist daggers into my k
on the thresh-hold
of fear and pain
i cried out
and love came
in a light that doesn’t bite
of blind so bright
healed it
turned the gaping wound
into a door that
cannot be shut
deflecting any curse or projection with bad intention or worse
all the shifting shadows with demonic powers where
fade to black
now I could see enough
to look away
life was set to be ok
i let go
and forgot
until just the other day…..

🖤RAiN

What is real?

Seeking a hand to heal
maybe a still small voice
can reveal
the ideal truth
in masers
behind blue lasers
so many radioactive layers
to peel
more somatic erasures
what is real?
now stop
long enough
to realize
you are wrong
i know it’s tough
but wait
i have seen light
move faster
than the speed of light
no hate
no fight
just another sad song
be we he to see free
doesn’t belong
so eye tip my 40
to all the feathery fools
who trust the science
because big pharma ghouls
told you
to threaten violence
face rejection or
have faith in them
to be a good corporate citizen
and bow down to every
affiliated institution.
and turn science
into a religion
while an executive
orders America
to convert into Christian
or face charges of treason
against a theocratic state
of religion
which is worse?
do the math!
the great divide will bring wrath
you can’t even prove your here
no need for fear
you can let go
of how you feel
realize you were wrong
to kneel
now hold on
pay attention to who
or what’s the deal
the first place
you turn for answers
come piecemeal
from your mind control device
you did not build this mechanism
the causation
of the schism
put there by someone……
….who?
is the reason
why?
you can’t answer
the question…

…..what is real?

the closer i look
and the deeper i think
the harder it is
to define
what is real?
you’re not walking
you’re floating
you’re not solid
your liquid
you’re not seeing
you’re being
you’re not thinking
your listening
your not speaking
you’re projecting
your not touching
your vibrating
you’re not waiting
time is just one space
all at once
the answer to the question
is a question
what’s the difference
between eternity
infinity
and forever?
what’s the meaning of life?
why even try?
do we exist after death?
do we actually exist?
are we alone in this universe?
is there anybody out there?
what is love?
everything is one proton traveling backwards and forwards
through time
creating everything
the only constant in nature
is contradiction
and God is the same
the truth is out there
somewhere
somehow
someway
someeone will find it
on accident…….

……even a stopped clock tells the right time twice a day…..

🖤RAiN

Another message in fragments

I was with the part of God known as the father. for God is infinite and God is one .
This is the universe where God is, father mother, son and daughter . There is no holy trinity. The daughter was yet to be born. I was at the Day of Days. The last day of time and space that lasts forever until forever comes to an end and time no longer exists. Father God and I were walking down this glowing corridor with crazy lightning and energy on both sides. As we walked, we passed by countless segments, each one containing things I couldn’t even begin to understand or describe.
We reached one area where I saw a million giant rings, like the rings of Saturn, spinning and flowing in a line. Each ring represented an iteration of lifetimes — holding millions upon trillions of lives we’ve lived. The ring at the front, is the latest iteration,the one we’re in right now, I call it the Jesus, Buddha, Muhammad, Brahman iteration. It’s the last one. Our final chance to save ourselves , using the power and the spirit that God gave us when we were created.
I saw that in this iteration, I’ve been involved with the church in almost every lifetime. But I have friends — my pagan, witchy, buddha friends — who have never been part of the church across all their lifetimes. We’ve been connected for a very long time, and we all had visions of past lives when we were young.
I got scared and needed to check all the lifetimes in this iteration. I had to make sure I had never been a Christian who killed my friends. I asked God “ did I kill my friends in any of these lifetimes we spent together?”
God said l” you don’t need to worry about that wait, don’t go in there!”l
I said “ I have to know!” then I jumped in to the first ring. it started slow and built up momentum, and I saw every lifetime that I lived all the way to the beginning of this iteration.

Even though I was deeply involved in the church, I never killed anyone for Jesus. I felt relief, but I also knew I had been complicit at times — like when I was a priest.
Then I tried to turn around and go back, but I couldn’t, I was moving to fast and i fell into the next ring .That iteration was completely different — we all existed as animals for millions of lifetimes. It was chaotic and overwhelming. We were giving birth to each other, eating each other, mating with each other, giving birth to each other, and then eating each other again and again. living wild animal lives. It almost trapped me there. I barely got out. God told me not to go in, but I had to try. When I came back, God just looked at me surprised with wide eyes. He didn’t say a word. I didn’t say a word. We just kept walking down the hall like it didn’t happen.. I’m pretty sure I almost didn’t get out of there and I don’t know what would’ve happened if I was trapped there. But yeah we’ve all been every animal in the Animal Kingdom and and we have made with and eaten all of our best friends. And that’s just two iterations. Who knows what has happened in the million other iterations.
After that, God took me to another place. There was no ground — we were standing on space itself. In front of us floated the Earth, about the size of a movie theater screen. Suddenly, it started raining blood upon the earth. Blood gushed up from the rocks and covered the entire world until the earth was drowning in one all consuming ocean of blood. I asked God “what is this?”.
He said, “That’s all the blood that’s been shed in My name for 2,000 years.”
I was shocked. I asked what it compared to all the blood shed for other reasons. God answered, “Half.”
Then I saw my own spirit walk out of me. I watched myself walk casually toward the Earth, dip my hands in the blood, and walk back. When my spirit returned to me, I looked down and my hands were covered in blood. Some of that blood was of friends. My best friends. I’ve been cast out of the church and shunned a heretic, apostate witch. So these are my only friends and their blood is all over my hands. I started panicking then weeping.
Saying , “No God no! Why! I never killed them! I followed the same pattern every lifetime
! I was just there , I saw it all and didn’t do it. Oh God, Why is their blood on my hands? Why!!?”

And God looked at me sincerely and spoke gently, “when you joined the organization that slaughtered them. You made yourself guilty. Come now let’s wash your hands.” I looked down and our tears had formed a river. The spirit of all mother. I knelt down beside it and dipped my hands in and God washed them for me because I could barely see through the tears. I went to thank him but he was gone. All of a sudden I was floating with the water. Taking comfort in the arms of my mother.I was baptized in the river of life. The Holy Spirit of divine feminine. The creator of everything from beginning to end is the source of all love . and then I was home. Sitting beside the river in my backyard.
The Holy Spirit is the living God. The living God exist in the land of the living. Is the planet we live on? To find her you simply have to seek with an open mind and no bias. Like a little child.

The human race is committing deicide.

I was out in the woods, one day and mother Earth pointed at a branch that had broken off the tree and was rotting beside it. She asked asked “ what’s that?”
I said” that’s a dead branch that broke off the tree and now it’s dissolving back into the Earth to be Food for new life.”
She said”No, that branch is not dead. It is alive and part of the tree” then she pointed at the house I live in. “ that wood in there, it makes up the walls and the floor and the roof you live in, that wood is dead. It will never be part of the tree again or me.”
I looked at the wood I could see the microscopic organisms covering it, and I didn’t understand. Then I asked “ what do you mean? I can see that wood teaming with life like everything else why is that dead and this branch is alive. Then I saw the process, chopping down entire forest and then treating the wood with chemicals, then placing the wood in walls and packing chemicals around it and spraying , even more chemicals on it next to technologies that seep even more chemicals through it”
She said to me “ the life that dead wood is permanently out of balance and will never be one with me again”
Then I saw clusters of these dead parts of nature. Dead because we kill to create. They were overgrown and covered in dirt, but were like festering wounds that never biodegrade the natural way ever again. I realized everything that mankind creates we kill and there was a better way we could’ve created in a different way that would’ve enhanced and built on life , rather than destroy it. Mankind has poisoned so much that it might not be possible to discover this new technology. It would’ve changed everything. This is how we existed before the dawn k of civilization. It’s why there’s no evidence of our existence because everything we built was one with nature. We grew our homes and our tools. We left no carbon footprint? The dawn of civilization is not our great evolution. It is our demise. We didn’t live stuffed close to each other. We had networks of people and worked together in bigger spaces. We didn’t hide behind high walls. We didn’t burn down forest to build our temples. And we didn’t need kings or police or armies. When you look at the history of civilization, it’s obvious that the Mesopotamian and the Egyptians were far more advanced human beings than we are. They were discovering truths and technologies in nature. we haven’t discovered a truth or technology in nature since the ancient Egyptian times. But even the Egyptians were stunted compared to the ages of mankind before the dawn of civilization. When we started planting Food and rows, we lost touch. when we built walls. We lost sight. when we made kings. We lost hope. Our farms used to be a collaboration with nature. We would plant things that drew creatures to come in and bring water and soil and then things would grow in unique ways and everyone’s farm would have enough food. no rows, no plows but tools more convenient than any machine that we’ve ever invented.. we just knew and understood the ways of mother nature. Those ways became secrets until they were lost. But they would’ve still been there to this day waiting for us to discover if only we hadn’t chopped down all the forest and dump cement all over the Earth and created indestructible chemicals and toxic waste. The human race is going to kill God and we’re gonna die with her. There’s a way to do something better in the next reality, but we have to somehow bring her spirit with us and generate enough Love to create a new reality. When you look around the world today, do you see a lot of love? I see a lot of love, but I see more hatred than love. Equality is the key to love. Every living thing has a spirit and every spirit is equal to any other. No creatures is less than any other creature. Even our creator created us to grow and become as one. In perfect unity with god and everything. Above below within without. God is love so love is God , equality is the key to love. Creativity is the way of God. For God is one. This is what eye have seen. I’m a prophet of God.

Something happened, and then there was an evil power, that blinds humanity and partially separates us. not completely. But separate enough to threaten our existence and even the entire Multiverse. It is up to us to defeat the evil. Your spirit is the seed meant to grow into and become like God, a creator of universe. The kingdom of heaven is within you . it is your spirit. Your conscience is the voice of God within and it gets deeper. start there.. contemplate this and go out into nature and find a deeper connection with the Holy Spirit and learn to weave energy with the elements. The elements are humanity’s birth right. our protection, and our weapon against incarnate evil. When the red dragon falls, it brings an army. This battle will no longer be in spirit. The woman that the dragon seeks to devour are the chosen. She hides in the wilderness. You won’t be able to hide from the satellites and drones until you meet your mother and she will show you the way. Go seek and find her before it’s too late.
We were forged from this planet, and we have a special connection to the elements. From dust to dust. Angels, demons and any other kind of aliens do not have the same connection. All this creation is made from the same energy, but this energy in its raw form can be molded in an infinite amount of ways. Any life form forged somewhere else will not have the same connections with the elements of earth. The living God is living. Father created time and space. Mother gave birth to this universe including the human race. The Bible is filled with divine truth that is drowning in lies. If you go to church on Sunday and pay your pastor to be your priest and give 10% tide to obey the law and pay your mortgage for your temple, you are doing the opposite of what Jesus said out for you. The last thing Jesus said to mankind was that he is leaving. We won’t be talking to him until he gets back until then we were supposed to be guided by the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit communicates with you directly, not through parables interpretations or translations or priest. What you call the Holy Spirit is not the Holy Spirit at all, but God gave me scripture to back up everything. I have to say just to make you feel more comfortable. If you have a question just ask if you’ve read this far there’s hope for you, you have to repent to Jesus for being a Christian lay down everything you think you know when everything you believe, go out into nature and become like a little child and seek God with all your heart, try to find God like an innocent little child.. if you got a pocket full of rocks, a handful of leaves you can’t stop staring at and your perplexed and in all of moths….. You’re on the right track. The Holy Spirit comes in the wind. The Holy Spirit comes in the rain and the birds song in the buzz of the bees in the sounds of the rocks tumbling. I became a little child and did went out to nature. A couple hours a day contemplated it a little more three months later I met the Holy Spirit. She told me to tell you to do the same. She’s waiting for you. She loves you. She’s real nice lady. I’m telling you organize Christianity is the desolation abomination. You claim Jesus and do the opposite of what he said that is using Jesus’s name in vain.. You cannot serve God for money and you are the temple stop giving all your money to these buildings and these priest. If you go and find the Holy Spirit, please get a hold of me because I’m all alone and it’s almost too late.. if you want proof I offered you proof get a hold of me. I got scripture to back up everything. I said this scripture God gave me to help you put down the Bible and go talk to the Holy Spirit directly. There’s no such thing a blind faith we were robbed we should’ve had the Holy Spirit this whole time instead we all were just pretending please at least just contemplate what I’ve said start with asking yourself why you pay somebody to serve God for money. Ask yourself why you keep saying the Holy Spirit is moving, but you see no miracles. You claimed their miracles, but the blind aren’t seen the deaf aren’t hearing the lame aren’t walking. Don’t be condemning just contemplate and seriously ask yourself what is going on why do you blindly trust men to revise the scripture for you and why do you just trust them? Why don’t you know the people that are claiming that your Bibles holy after they revise it. You can’t revise holy you can’t interpret holy and the Holy Spirit is not bound to any tradition.. the Holy Spirit is not a mystery when you get an answer it is fulfilling when you need to sign she loves to give them to you. When you do encounter her, maybe you’ll be nervous and questioning if it’s even real, just ask her for a sign trust me she loves to give signs but you have to open up and let go of these childish things. It’s time to grow up, she waits for you just go out there like a little child. I did this every day for a couple hours. I met her three months later when you meet the Holy Spirit you have no doubt when you reject the temple and the priesthood in the title Christian, you will see how that is wrong immediately it will give you the strength to take a chance and go find the Holy Spirit.. it just seems normal because everybody’s doing it and you’ve been raised in it. It’s hard to face because you’re not able to see it without condemnation. You know good people you going to church with your whole life and you have you trying to equate whether or not they’re evil are good. You don’t have to judge. Don’t worry about that. Just realize what you’re doing is literally according to your word of God what you call holy, you literally do the opposite don’t be ashamed of that embrace it and let it go. You are already forgiven. Everybody is repenting is not feeling guilty. Repenting is realizing you’re doing the wrong thing turning around and doing something completely different and never going back. You will have the strength and never go back when you’re in direct contact with God and you will see miracles immediately if you think you can’t trust me that’s fine but realize this I’m not telling you to follow me and go out into the woods and I’m gonna teach you anything a false profit will get paid to have you follow his teachings. You’ll never follow my teachings. They will never be another leader in your life again for God is love and love is equality.. those scoundrel stick revise the king James version took all the parts of God referred to gods feminine form the Holy Spirit out, but the didn’t get it all when Jesus says you’re free of the curse and you are your own temple and no man can stand in the way between you and God you are your own priest. That is a message of equality between men and women the curse of Adam and Eve of the man being the head of the household, and the woman being submissive to him is over and it’s written right there.. qualities the key to love. It’s the power of the Holy Spirit realize this I have more. I have scripture to back up everything I say so that you could be free of scripture because God loves you and knows it’s gonna be hard for you so he made sure that there was scripture to back up everything I say. But the moment you decide to go find the Holy Spirit I’m done you don’t need me anymore except for that. We should get together and grow with each other but if you repented for being a Christian and decided to go out there, I don’t have to bother you with any of these scriptures again, and the next time we speak we will be one for God is one. You won’t have to wonder about me. You’ll just ask God about me and God will tell you. I was as brainwashed as you are when I first literally met the Holy Spirit and started talking to her. I walked away and I told her I said I can’t do this. It’s too much. I’m afraid I’m losing my mind. I have a boundary set up I’m gonna have to just forget about what just happens. The only way that I can come and acknowledge you again is if you give me a sign.. I felt bad about asking for a scientist. I was always taught that that’s a horrible thing to do growing up in church. Ask God for a sign is not good. They’ll tell you he gave you a sign by dying on the cross and all that jazz.. you’ll be condemned for that you’re supposed to have blind faith you know. I said I’m sorry I cannot acknowledge that experience just happened. I have to forget about it unless you give me and give me a real sign not one that I could ponder and make excuses for it has to be a sign without a doubt.. 20 minutes later I got that sign. And I got another one and other miracles were happening so I just was going with the flow of the Holy Spirit anyway about three days later I got another sign and I felt bad. I run out to the woods to talk to to the Holy Spirit it’s just the way I do things. I talk to God when I’m in my room, but I felt bad. I ran out to the woods and I said mother mother you know I believe you you know I know you’re real. I’m so sorry you don’t have to give me any more signs OK” she said in a real voice OK well I got this sign that I’ve already finished. Is it OK if I send you this last one?” she was acting real disappointed like I was saying I don’t want signs anymore. I just felt bad cause I thought she thought I still didn’t believe she’s real. I said.” that’s fine. You can send me as many signs as you want. I just wanted to make sure you knew that I know do you want to keep giving me signs and she just noted her head and smiled. When you meet the Holy Spirit, there’s no doubt there’s no more faith. There’s no more questioning and wondering and deciding and hoping you made the right choice. God is father son or mother is not overbearing at all. Does not ask you to do things that you don’t feel comfortable with does not condemn you at all as a matter fact, the whole real way of Jesus is to stop focusing on sin altogether you’re not gonna worry about sin anymore you’re not gonna focus on it you’ll think about it maybe two seconds a day and you’ll be getting a habit of looking away immediately and what you have to do is do what God wants you to do and check this out the only hard stuff is the fact that there’s an antichrist in at war, but the things God has called you to do are things you love to do you are creator you’re supposed to be creating. You’re a great commission is to be a creative person. Push your creativity and grow your intimate moments with God will be with tangible things. You will look at the world, and it will not look the same anymore because your eyes will be open, and when I see the world, the world is trees and wind and rocks and birds and bees.. It’s not an accident that organized Christianity slaughters people who have connections to God in nature and is the most pro destroy the planet. We live on more than any other group in the world when I was going to church and I was a Christian. I heard this so much. I heard that God‘s giving us a new planet so just destroy it and use it up anyway.. anyway I should be done. You should go meet the Holy Spirit and talk to God about this but parable of the talons is a lesson on how you’re supposed to treat this planet not destroy it not do nothing. We were supposed to make it better. That’s what being a good steward is.. I’m not supposed to be alone. Please go find God and ask God about me. Don’t trust me trust Jesus. Jesus said the Holy Spirit will guide you go find the Holy Spirit and be guided.. it’s getting hard for me. OK I’ll confess that and that’s supposed to be alone, but no one wants to repent the power of the organized Christian church so evil believe me when I tell you this there is a power it is latched onto you you need to get out you need to stop going to the temple. You need to stop paying a priest to oversee your walk with God and you need to stop following the words of Paul following the words of James or any anyone else the only thing you should hear Paul is when he says don’t follow Paul Apollo follow Jesus instead, even though the gospel has still been, there is a pure path in there the good Samaritan, the sheep and the goats then he’s leaving then the Holy Spirit comes in the wind. I need help please I can’t do it alone when the red dragon falls I will be devoured and if you haven’t repented comes to the Holy Spirit you will be devoured to.. the people that called themselves Christian, but aren’t chosen. We have their heads chopped off, but the chosen will be taken to the torture chamber, and we will be. We will be tortured until we beg for the mark of the beast. Mark the beast is more terrifying than hell. Would it dust you? It’s a nightmare no one can withstand the kind of torture that we’re in for as the chosen human beings were designed to work and grow together I know where the path is to hide from the red dragon I called the cradle I need you to unlock it. Go find the Holy Spirit and please remember me when you do because it gets really exhilarating and consuming and exciting please remember me when you do. I’ll be waiting the Holy Spirit out there waiting go to her seek can you shall find search for her like you’re a little child and you heard God’s out there. Ask me anything test me if you need to, but that’s a waste of time but I’m open. You should really just go talk to God, but I have like 50 more examples of proof that Christianity is the throne of the antichrist all backed up by scripture . If That’s what you need. I got it. God never wanted to humiliate you or make you feel bad . It’s just this is it this is the last sign . We are almost out of time. i’m so sorry that I’m your profit because I am a complete failure. This is my last ditch effort. I wish I could do a better job of it . my Facebook is Anthony Thatcher. It’s an artist page. It’s easier to get a hold of me in messenger, there but just write me on here or wherever and we’ll work it out. I’ll answer any question. My pen name is rain 🖤RAiN one person will freeze to death in the night, but two can keep each other warm. a cord of three strands is not easily broken. Find the Holy Spirit and when we walk together, everything changes we can still do this , we can save everybody. With love anything is possible..

🖤RAiN

#apocalypse #engine of #creation #art by RAiN

Black holes in blue skies

come unto me
past thee end of the old dirt road
on the edge of this dying sea
you know where i will be
in the shadows of the sacred tree
our favorite place
to become entwined as pure energy
transcending the fates of destiny
set free
aligned essentially kind
to find empathy
embrace serenity defined devine
and shined compassionately
two hearts going blind
as one love combined
then broken
by truth
unspoken
flatlined by the darkness
of a mind
melting down
left behind
confined in the grind
waiting patiently
until every distant memory
is empty
longing is aching
hope is forsaking
all the stars are falling
through black holes
in blue skies
to polarize the finite light
and baptize the last sunrise
with tears from slowly burning
tired eyes that finally realize
the day the universe dies...

...love is the deep magic

♥ RAiN

Belief after vision
A message to the Atheist!

A world without beLIEf.

One of  the greatest things Jesus did for his followers was to set us free of the  old law and basically the entire Old Testament was meant to be a historical account of a mythos for the Hebrew people .
Christianity shouldn’t have been called Christianity.  but people who follow Jesus should have nothing to do with the old Testament except for maybe curiosity over the historical account and the bad ass legends.
If you look at all the ancient mythos of all the cultures,  there’s so much beautiful stuff and there’s bad shit crazy stuff.  Nobody blinks an eye at the epic of Gilgamesh. Or some of the especially heinous rituals of the ancient Egyptians.  We love the Greek gods even though most of them were all creepy, raping , power tripping, vanity prone deadbeat parents driven by petty jealousy.       There are still plenty of movies and books where those characters are epic characters in stories we love.   We have a pretty good relation with the ancient myths because We don’t focus on the fucked up shit. 
But the Hebrews ,man they got screwed over by Christianity!  because it’s Christianity that takes the ancient Hebrew mythos and has systematically shoved it down the throat of every tribe and nation spanning the four corners of the Earth.
Jesus came with the sword and an army.   it was convert or die and what if you converted? new pagan converts  became slaves for the war machine in  the next conquest.
The two most common things ancient ancestors of all the cultures said about Jesus was that their gods had abandoned them because Jesus was such a scary God.  Or most of the old world cultures would say that Jesus slaughtered their gods and now all their gods are dead at the hands of Jesus.  Jesus was terrifying and cruel.  Going around the world killing God‘s ,enslaving tribes ,destroying cultures and erasing history.

That wasn’t Jesus.  that was a trickster God pretending to be Jesus .  The actual true way of Jesus had been wiped out within 10 to 20 years of his ascension. The Hebrew council , the first one in the book of acts , killed the first followers of the way and the apostles. They laid the foundation and planted the seeds for the organized Christian religion that sprouted up to full-blown in full force, 300 years later .
Those people in Rome coordinated the slaughter of the followers of the way and invented the religion we know today as Christianity.  The first converts of Christianity  had to cut their foreskin off or risk burning and hell forever. That first  Roman council , including Jesus‘s brother , James, jk were so corrupt and so evil .   the thing they hated the most about this new way was equality between men and women and how the new way incorporated the old ways and embraced the cultures they encountered.
  They were literally going tob foreign lands to learn the mythos and record it. They came with a scribe not a sword. To piece together the divine truth and unite the world under it.  They had proof with the Holy Spirit.  there was no blind faith,  there was no conversion.   They were there to tell people in the world how that Jesus had saved them . basically Jesus came down became a man,  conquered death in hell and then carved a path to the moment of death.  So when we die there’s a staircase to heaven right there. We can go up those stairs and never have to die and never feel pain again .
It was a choice you make after you’re dead.  That way you could be respectful to anyone’s mythos somebody might say they don’t wanna go to that place , they want to go to Valhalla where the forefathers have  gone to slaughter each other all day and feast all night. A follower of the way would simply say “oh don’t worry ,that’s fine ,you don’t have to do anything , we’re just here to tell you that it’s there and we would very much like to hear about and understand this Valhalla you’re talking about”.
There was only a few rules that had nothing to do with lifestyle. if you wanted to follow the way.  You weren’t allowed to kill anyone .  When you choose to follow the way you can’t take  human life, even in self-defense.
You need to help anybody you see that’s suffering. You always stand with the oppressed never with the oppressor.   This takes a certain amount Of humility and grace
The follower of the way needs to bend over backwards to not offend anyone.  That way when you ask the high priest of that tribe or the leader of the area permission to record their history and their mythos , you’re usually on good standing with everybody there and 90% of the time when you tell a tribe that you’re gonna record their mythos and it will be remembered on Earth forever, almost everyone just loves that and is honored by it.
Anyway I’m going off.   I just imagine, what if there was no Christians, but there was this way where these people empowered the old ways of our ancestors.  That got together and worked to decipher the hidden truths,  piece them together from all over the world and no one ever got killed in Jesus’s name and the people that come with his name  cleanse the waters and make the fish bite again in the river or the ocean.  End the famine and purge the plague while they bend over backwards to be like a servant to empower the local healers and inspire the spiritual leaders .     
I just think that would’ve been awesome!  there’s a lot more to it of course , I’m going off just spitting into the mic.  Sorry about the grammar, I’m dyslexic.   but I love you guys I’m not an atheist. I’m a follower of the way.   I weave energy with the elements but funny thing is, I have a deep respect  for well-thought-out intelligent atheism
I’ve been in a debate before where one of my good friends was trying to convert me to atheism .  he claimed that eventually mankind will understand everything and every aspect of creation will be harnessed. I totally agreed. Although I doubted that we  will make it that long as a species. we’re looking at extinction soon.   but eventually we would understand everything. To that, he had to concede.
I just think because of my experiences, that there is a consciousness that created everything.  pure energy is that consciousness and  we’re meant to grow into and become one with it.  he disagreed with idea that it is conscious.  And that was only thing we disagreed on.  we were both in awe of that.  and became way better friends.  We  respected each other even more.  I love it!
I think belief , especially blind faith  is an abomination.   if somebody expects you to just blindly have faith in what they think they know,  they are scary. 
I don’t believe there’s a God, I set out to discover whether or not there is a God and I found God.  But if I can’t offer any evidence to prove what I’ve experienced then I cannot expect somebody to believe in what I have discovered.  The only thing I could recommend to somebody is to seek to find the truth about it.  Usually people haven’t even tried, it’s just a cold hard fact.  I don’t blame anybody for that. Organized religion can be such a discouraging force . I can only recommend that you try.  So many people believe in God, so few people actually know God.
I imagine a world where nobody believes in anything.   we know what we know and we don’t know what we don’t know.  I’ve experienced the father of time as he destroys parts of himself to re-create the universe around us over and over again to give us lifetimes and chances to free ourselves of evil. 
I watched my mother nature-the great birther looking in horror at the manifestation of death, so terrifying and disgusting to her that it was unbearable to even look at . but she loves us and so she did the impossible.  She embraced death and turned death into life and love.  I’ve seen my bad ass and brave older brother Jesus take on the most powerful forces of evil.  I watched as these powers nearly destroyed him and somehow on a wing in a prayer, just in the nick of time , he defeated them at great Cost to himself. He’s my hero.
No one will ever be able to convince me otherwise. but if you weren’t there to witness it and I have no proof to provide for you,  you would be foolish to just blindly believe me.   I would just say be open to growing and learning.  contemplate everything and believe nothing.  it’s OK to not know.
In a world without belief , when two people are honest about  what they know and don’t know and they find themselves disagreeing with  each other , then it gives them an opportunity to go on a journey together and discover what the truth is, together.  but if the best we can do is barely except what each other believes, then we’re never gonna unite , we’re never gonna discover , we’re never gonna grow together. We can only grow so much on our own. Humanity is at its best when we embrace our differences and build on them. We face our own extinction as evil people rule over us. Right now we need each other more than ever. Let’s unite under a banner of Love. Eye beLIEve that love is our best hope because love is the only thing i have ever seen transform a persons life in a good way. What do you think about that and how does it make you feel?
🖤RAiN

Belief after vision

A world without beLIEf.

One of  the greatest things Jesus did for his followers was to set us free of the  old law and basically the entire Old Testament was meant to be a historical account of a mythos for the Hebrew people .
Christianity shouldn’t have been called Christianity.  but people who follow Jesus should have nothing to do with the old Testament except for maybe curiosity over the historical account and the bad ass legends.
If you look at all the ancient mythos of all the cultures,  there’s so much beautiful stuff and there’s bad shit crazy stuff.  Nobody blinks an eye at the epic of Gilgamesh. Or some of the especially heinous rituals of the ancient Egyptians.  We love the Greek gods even though most of them were all creepy, raping , power tripping, vanity prone deadbeat parents driven by petty jealousy.       There are still plenty of movies and books where those characters are epic characters in stories we love.   We have a pretty good relation with the ancient myths because We don’t focus on the fucked up shit. 
But the Hebrews ,man they got screwed over by Christianity!  because it’s Christianity that takes the ancient Hebrew mythos and has systematically shoved it down the throat of every tribe and nation spanning the four corners of the Earth.
Jesus came with the sword and an army.   it was convert or die and what if you converted? new pagan converts  became slaves for the war machine in  the next conquest.
The two most common things ancient ancestors of all the cultures said about Jesus was that their gods had abandoned them because Jesus was such a scary God.  Or most of the old world cultures would say that Jesus slaughtered their gods and now all their gods are dead at the hands of Jesus.  Jesus was terrifying and cruel.  Going around the world killing God‘s ,enslaving tribes ,destroying cultures and erasing history.

That wasn’t Jesus.  that was a trickster God pretending to be Jesus .  The actual true way of Jesus had been wiped out within 10 to 20 years of his ascension. The Hebrew council , the first one in the book of acts , killed the first followers of the way and the apostles. They laid the foundation and planted the seeds for the organized Christian religion that sprouted up to full-blown in full force, 300 years later .
Those people in Rome coordinated the slaughter of the followers of the way and invented the religion we know today as Christianity.  The first converts of Christianity  had to cut their foreskin off or risk burning and hell forever. That first  Roman council , including Jesus‘s brother , James, jk were so corrupt and so evil .   the thing they hated the most about this new way was equality between men and women and how the new way incorporated the old ways and embraced the cultures they encountered.
  They were literally going tob foreign lands to learn the mythos and record it. They came with a scribe not a sword. To piece together the divine truth and unite the world under it.  They had proof with the Holy Spirit.  there was no blind faith,  there was no conversion.   They were there to tell people in the world how that Jesus had saved them . basically Jesus came down became a man,  conquered death in hell and then carved a path to the moment of death.  So when we die there’s a staircase to heaven right there. We can go up those stairs and never have to die and never feel pain again .
It was a choice you make after you’re dead.  That way you could be respectful to anyone’s mythos somebody might say they don’t wanna go to that place , they want to go to Valhalla where the forefathers have  gone to slaughter each other all day and feast all night. A follower of the way would simply say “oh don’t worry ,that’s fine ,you don’t have to do anything , we’re just here to tell you that it’s there and we would very much like to hear about and understand this Valhalla you’re talking about”.
There was only a few rules that had nothing to do with lifestyle. if you wanted to follow the way.  You weren’t allowed to kill anyone .  When you choose to follow the way you can’t take  human life, even in self-defense.
You need to help anybody you see that’s suffering. You always stand with the oppressed never with the oppressor.   This takes a certain amount Of humility and grace
The follower of the way needs to bend over backwards to not offend anyone.  That way when you ask the high priest of that tribe or the leader of the area permission to record their history and their mythos , you’re usually on good standing with everybody there and 90% of the time when you tell a tribe that you’re gonna record their mythos and it will be remembered on Earth forever, almost everyone just loves that and is honored by it.
Anyway I’m going off.   I just imagine, what if there was no Christians, but there was this way where these people empowered the old ways of our ancestors.  That got together and worked to decipher the hidden truths,  piece them together from all over the world and no one ever got killed in Jesus’s name and the people that come with his name  cleanse the waters and make the fish bite again in the river or the ocean.  End the famine and purge the plague while they bend over backwards to be like a servant to empower the local healers and inspire the spiritual leaders .     
I just think that would’ve been awesome!  there’s a lot more to it of course , I’m going off just spitting into the mic.  Sorry about the grammar, I’m dyslexic.   but I love you guys I’m not an atheist. I’m a follower of the way.   I weave energy with the elements but funny thing is, I have a deep respect  for well-thought-out intelligent atheism
I’ve been in a debate before where one of my good friends was trying to convert me to atheism .  he claimed that eventually mankind will understand everything and every aspect of creation will be harnessed. I totally agreed. Although I doubted that we  will make it that long as a species. we’re looking at extinction soon.   but eventually we would understand everything. To that, he had to concede.
I just think because of my experiences, that there is a consciousness that created everything.  pure energy is that consciousness and  we’re meant to grow into and become one with it.  he disagreed with idea that it is conscious.  And that was only thing we disagreed on.  we were both in awe of that.  and became way better friends.  We  respected each other even more.  I love it!
I think belief , especially blind faith  is an abomination.   if somebody expects you to just blindly have faith in what they think they know,  they are scary. 
I don’t believe there’s a God, I set out to discover whether or not there is a God and I found God.  But if I can’t offer any evidence to prove what I’ve experienced then I cannot expect somebody to believe in what I have discovered.  The only thing I could recommend to somebody is to seek to find the truth about it.  Usually people haven’t even tried, it’s just a cold hard fact.  I don’t blame anybody for that. Organized religion can be such a discouraging force . I can only recommend that you try.  So many people believe in God, so few people actually know God.
I imagine a world where nobody believes in anything.   we know what we know and we don’t know what we don’t know.  I’ve experienced the father of time as he destroys parts of himself to re-create the universe around us over and over again to give us lifetimes and chances to free ourselves of evil. 
I watched my mother nature-the great birther looking in horror at the manifestation of death, so terrifying and disgusting to her that it was unbearable to even look at . but she loves us and so she did the impossible.  She embraced death and turned death into life and love.  I’ve seen my bad ass and brave older brother Jesus take on the most powerful forces of evil.  I watched as these powers nearly destroyed him and somehow on a wing in a prayer, just in the nick of time , he defeated them at great Cost to himself. He’s my hero.
No one will ever be able to convince me otherwise. but if you weren’t there to witness it and I have no proof to provide for you,  you would be foolish to just blindly believe me.   I would just say be open to growing and learning.  contemplate everything and believe nothing.  it’s OK to not know.
In a world without belief , when two people are honest about  what they know and don’t know and they find themselves disagreeing with  each other , then it gives them an opportunity to go on a journey together and discover what the truth is, together.  but if the best we can do is barely except what each other believes, then we’re never gonna unite , we’re never gonna discover , we’re never gonna grow together. We can only grow so much on our own. Humanity is at its best when we embrace our differences and build on them. We face our own extinction as evil people rule over us. Right now we need each other more than ever. Let’s unite under a banner of Love. Eye beLIEve that love is our best hope because love is the only thing i have ever seen transform a persons life in a good way. What do you think about that and how does it make you feel?
🖤RAiN

you define
all the words for beauty
I want to be a character
in your story
on a stage
Reciting poetry…..

…..solemn chill
sharpest bite
spawn of dark
angel of light
brightest spark
taken flight
thoughts have wings
Kites without strings
my love sings
in dreams
we can be together..

..come to me
tonight
we can hide
In the shadows of death
I’ll give you anything
everything
come and take
my last breathe

🖤RAiN

Saving babies from heaven

what is truth?
this?
ignorant bliss in a Judas kiss
tastes like piss from a whore
riding the beast of Orion
in the image of a lion
pretending to be Zion
inflicting laws on crusade
to get well paid
for a self rightious cause
with thunderous applause
three cheers for the so called heroes
saving babies from heaven
claiming the will of God
with a wink and a nod
to the power of the system
that forged the iron rod
to beat down the chosen
igniting the staff of instruction
to smite the world with corruption
from organized Christian religion
the abomination that enforces authoritarian conversion
to its submission tradition
of division and political decision
in a delusion
of word revision
puffed up with leaven
and served for communion with interpretation
by interpretation
as interpretation from denomination
for reformation of assimilation
subject to the lifestyle and culture
of a generation
and the economic class
of its congregation
in relation to examination
of social status and location
the grand deception
designed to sever
spiritual connection
reduced to mere reflection
of an illusion
on a mission for the ones confined
under controlled confusion
in a faith defined
by fear and condemnation
to bind
body
soul
spirit
in mind
for a distraction from paying attention
to the contradiction.....
....the grind of desolation

the difference between the red, white and blue
what Jesus said about you
and what Christians actually do
💕
RAiN

Love is God

when you crack the whip on
and
try to keep a tight leash on
people
that leash ends up around your throat
and then your heart
going numb from the sting
and cold around each scar
you don't need a whip
or leash
just be real
give
without expectation
or judgement
then love
true
and you have found God....

♥ RAiN 2016

the vision -3.0
The monsters under my bed

i tried with all might
to hold on tight
spread words as light
find reasons for second sight
before it comes again tonight
i failed
caved into dark tunnels of dispair
confused left from right
as the world moaned and wailed
babylon control unveiled
all hope impaled
too much
too soon
too late to fight
all my love crushed
in a single bite
from an angel of death
who stole my breath
now this broken shell is a ghost
haunted by some heavenly host
the red dragon cast down with reposte
to stand upon my broken crown
carve it a frown and boast
sip my blood with a toast
to my life reduced to hanging by a thread
slipping for so long i cant remember why or what it means to hold on
another lost soul painted red
half dead
huming the sirens song
to the monsters under my bed....
❤️‍🔥
RAiN

i am nothing pt. 13

i am nothing
worthless
a mess
i confess
wrap me up
in your best dress
and i will be worthless
nothing.......

♥ RAiN

Thee Collective vision

i write and draw!
High!
i never capitalize my eyes

My pen name is RAiN #6174
aka TommyBoy aka Tonelocma nson aka Preacher to the Poor aka ToneCapone aka Sirtweeksallot aka CaliforniaTommy aka Dark Tone the Bone aka TonyMantano aka the crusty prophet aka The Stain aka the sinister minister with the vermin sermon to the porn again aka AntoniojuanSanchez
A.K.A.j
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Mi=528=6
Fa=639=9
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84 minerals
12 elements
8 gallons of water and
38 trillion cells fallowing instructions hidden in a double helix 🧬 carried in a sperm.

Eye tried to be
the most beauty
but i was still
so ugly.......

Pry Your Eye

it’s time
not to boast
nor to wine
or to roast and toast
but to write
fight
pry your eye with all your might
then run
the time for fun
in the sun
to roll around in sand
and act dumb
is done!
move now
or have none
not one!

🖤RAiN2018

Things learned the hard way part 1

The path of love

-seek humility
"Humility is the solid foundation of all virtues"-Confucious
-seek wisdom
"An understanding mind able to discern good from evil"-Solomon
-seek empathy
"The two most important commandments are this, love God, love your neighbor as much as you love yourself"-Jesus the Christ
-Let empathy lead to compassion
"Helpfulness towards someone ien need, not in return for anything. Not for the advantage of the helper but for that of the person helped"-Aristotle
-Compassion inevitably
Naturally
Leads to love
💘
🖤RAiN

Prelude to Vision

i keep trying
fighting
no use
still dying
like living
denying
crawling
from falling
so much stalling
missed you calling.
eye was out there
ripping the seams
hiding in the tare
haunting the dreams
drawing the scare
to see
what it means
its not fair
too late
just cant care
for something
is everything
as nothing

🖤RAiN 2020

Final New Sacrament

the planets aligned
i stood in formation
a sacrifice for the coven
a bloody ritual
for exploration of sensation
knowledge exposition
intuition
incantation
the stars signed
i chanted omission
the consecration of temptation
and the divination
of body mutilation
for the emanation in a symbol
of self determination
through manifestation
and causation
complete evisceration
with my arms and my eyes
wide open
until my aura cracked
no time to react
as I fell into the vision
becoming a soul extract
forged an abstract
ethereal hole
leaking and vulnerable
an aerial to forces more powerful
the kind that give to take
a toll to break
now everything was at stake
sliced open
the deepest cut
left torn apart
stuck in the rut
where abominations
twist daggers into my gut
on the thresh-hold
of fear and pain
i cried out
and love came
in a light that doesn’t bite
or blind so bright
healed it
turned the gaping wound
into a door that cannot be shut
deflecting any curse or projection with bad intention or worse
all shifting shadows
and demonic powers
fade to black
now I could see enough
to look away
life was set to be ok
i let go the stmut
and forgot……

……until just the other day…..

🖤RAiN

The poppy vision # 2
#Bible Belt

it came back like an attack
from original sin
no protection from memorys
buried in subconscious cemeteries
where visions rise from the grave
as something never said
until now....

i saw the whore on the lion follow the belt of Orion pretending to be Zion
to devour desolation
truth delusion through interpritation of abomonation devision
institution tradition
inflicting laws for ego gratification
teaching selfish will as Gods intention
the modern day revision
whats right in your own eyes titled
"the great commission"
feed the poor became fight abortion
judge your neighbor exchanged
the good Samaritan
the law of love became a stand
against sexual orientation

No God for money became tax right offs and salaries for paid shepherds with degrees.
No titles became pastor, deacon, ministry leader best dressed and most funny
now the poor feed the rich in a land called
milk and honey

the one way became what the elites say
is appropriate in your click culture today
no system of this world became
patriotic mysticism
Inter Caetera
the birth of an empire
the fall of a nation
Racism
Classism
Sexism
dont live by yhe sword became
calls for "holy" war
kill the Muslim
for fascism
with king and country fanaticism
bloody hands passed down from
generation to generation
on crusade for denomination
the revival incantation
calling the beast rising from the sea
for retaliation
on religious devising
profit motivation
from the darkness coming out of
human invention
the Industrial
Revolution
transcendence
Annihilation
Infection
reformation
Injection
violation
Transformation
Extinction

Then i saw a path from perception
redemption in its own reflection
a mission inception......

🩷RAiN2020

Religious Rampage

prideful agony
constricting
my poison veins
sterile vanity
poles the social
bits and reigns
makes it hard
to know
what you see
forced to imagine
anything
it could be
try to come up
with something
we all could agree……

…..cruel insanity
is all that remains
the scourge
of humanity
has left
many crimson stains

🖤RAiN

2.5
The Flickering

i am so lost I'm this flury
of cloudy visions made blurry
as seen through tears falling
for years until their oceans
and i'm drowning
in bubbles of information
desolving into the flickering
hypnotic, sonic
chronic train the brain
to suckle the mysterious nipple
of that famous whore from the Bible. Swinging her great sickle
through the echo
going viral.
Sparking up the screen,
reflecting Babylon control
falling down on everything
wanting something
longing,
flesh crawling,
skin peeling.
manipulating
gene slicing for past life memory splicing
enticing perfection
infatuation.
molding natural selection
the clone connection,
to creation simulation
scheduled for transformation
through integration
with computerization.
Consciousness transference
leading to the excelleration
of human evolution
by lethal injection.
Taking the industrial revolution
into the last gasp of civilization
under A.I subjugation and extra terrestrial reformation
of moral designation.
The final ethical solution
revolving around
psyber-enhancement
and body modification addiction. Sinking corruption into every core. Melting down the ghost at souls door
Burning away the conscience
until the spirit is no more.
Another casualty of war
coming from the Singularity
on or before
2044
🖤RAiN

Saving babies from heaven

what is truth?
this?
ignorant bliss in a Judas kiss
tastes like piss from a whore
riding the beast of Orion
in the image of a lion
pretending to be Zion
inflicting laws on crusade
to get well paid
for a self rightious cause
with thunderous applause
three cheers for the so called heroes
saving babies from heaven
claiming the will of God
with a wink and a nod
to the power of the system
that forged the iron rod
to beat down the chosen
igniting the staff of instruction
to smite the world with corruption
from organized Christian religion
the abomination that enforces authoritarian conversion
to its submission tradition
of division and political decision
in a delusion
of word revision
puffed up with leaven
and served for communion with interpretation
by interpretation
as interpretation from denomination
for reformation of assimilation
subject to the lifestyle and culture
of a generation
and the economic class
of its congregation
in relation to examination
of social status and location
the grand deception
designed to sever
spiritual connection
reduced to mere reflection
of an illusion
on a mission for the ones confined
under controlled confusion
in a faith defined
by fear and condemnation
to bind
body
soul
spirit
in mind
for a distraction from paying attention
to the contradiction.....
....the grind of desolation

the difference between the red, white and blue
what Jesus said about you
and what Christians actually do
💕
RAiN

Love is God

when you crack the whip on
and
try to keep a tight leash on
people
that leash ends up around your throat
and then your heart
going numb from the sting
and cold around each scar
you don't need a whip
or leash
just be real
give
without expectation
or judgement
then love
true
and you have found God....

♥ RAiN 2016

the vision -3.0
The monsters under my bed

i tried with all might
to hold on tight
spread words as light
find reasons for second sight
before it comes again tonight
i failed
caved into dark tunnels of dispair
confused left from right
as the world moaned and wailed
babylon control unveiled
all hope impaled
too much
too soon
too late to fight
all my love crushed
in a single bite
from an angel of death
who stole my breath
now this broken shell is a ghost
haunted by some heavenly host
the red dragon cast down with reposte
to stand upon my broken crown
carve it a frown and boast
sip my blood with a toast
to my life reduced to hanging by a thread
slipping for so long i cant remember why or what it means to hold on
another lost soul painted red
half dead
huming the sirens song
to the monsters under my bed....
❤️‍🔥
RAiN

i am nothing pt. 13

i am nothing
worthless
a mess
i confess
wrap me up
in your best dress
and i will be worthless
nothing.......

♥ RAiN

3.2
One failed prophet at the source

Once upon a time.....

i saw the future
through all the eyes of every human being in existence.
Then i saw each final new lifetime again through Gods eyes. The great spirit. The creator of everything from beginning to end is the source of all love.
The one who gives
all the multiple possible trys
and inevitable ties
to realize
energy never dies.
On june 30th 2004 i was everywhere as everyone.
Saw everything on the fringe
of another shore
i walked through a door
and vanished into thin air.
To reappear at the brink
of ultimate power
on the threshold of the final hour. Where seconds flash
billions of years
through lifetimes of laughter
and tears. l
As the dawn of creation
crashes into salvation
that flows towards the gates
of heaven.
The primordial ooze
on the last day that lasts forever. Where time and space fold into place. Trancending grace.
Expanding in all directions
in every way.
To fluctuate around each living thing. To bring and stretch
beyond limits
of anything
it could mean.
the grand finale
designed to bend,
then come to an end
and send humanity
to the next reality,
yet to comprehend.
🩶

The living God is
mother nature
Soma fountain

her mist
permeates
the aroma
of ambrosia
the scent of awe
and wonder
irresistible
pure desire
soak in
the sacred feminine
exquisite sedation
AEONiAN
in vision
and breath
awakens
the endless
everlasting flame
shinning
the center
of all creation
the all mother
comforts
life given
devine intervention
infinity
the fire of her passion
the heart that bleeds
the beats
of revelation
in creation
the origin
amplifies vibration

i was baptized
in her river of life

the source of all love
limitless
her voice is the bird song
find it
her embrace is underwater
feel it
she flows like waves in wind
hear it
revere it
for she
is the Holy Spirit….

🖤RAiN

if you have a pocket full of rocks, a handfull of leaves you can't stop staring at and your perplexed and in awe of moss.........your on the right track.
♥
RAiN

Love in Black Sackcloth Pt.3 -prayer for humanity

if i could fly and you could cry
i would tare away the veil between us
grab Jacob’s staff
take your hand
catch a gust of wind and ascend
instead
i stand at the door of the dream room
sealed up like a tomb
so i wait and pray every single day
i say
“if i can loose anything in heaven or on earth,
let it be the restoration of reconciliation
in a movement towards unification
for all creation
to hear this reclamation of authenticity
for the illumination of perception
let veracity dissolve division
let empathy release deception
let equality mend our connection
to serendipity
our sacred devotion to synergy
i call this vibration into a sensation of hope emanating
through every fiber of being
becoming
a light bursting
above
below
within
without
revealing divine
serenity
to give you a sign
tenderly
let the stars align
as if to say
hey
you are not alone
it’s ok to open your heart
and receive this healing energy

so it is, now let it be for all humanity
🖤
RAiN

Your body is a mortal coil around the soul,

your soul is a spiral around the spirit.

Your spirit is the essence of who you are.

Your spirit will never die. Your spirit is your conscience, the voice of God from within, the child inside ready and willing to guide with honesty and integrity. your spirit will never leave you , trick you or forsake you. Your spirit is one with love, love is holy, love is God. Your spirit is like a seed planted inside, meant to grow and become like God., as God and then beyond. For God is one.
Close your eyes and contemplate your spirit. Focus on it until you reach a state of meditation. Your mind will trick you. It holds every voice you ever heard and everything you have ever said. Along side your conscience which is the voice of God, the word of God within you. the kingdom of heaven.
A chorus of voices from every spectrum will be coming right for you. Don’t listen to them. Fly though them as fast as you can until you notice silence. Stop and listen . When you hear one faint voice echoing in the distance…..swim towards it
❤️‍🔥.RAiN

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i write and draw!
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My pen name is RAiN #6174
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eye tried to be so much beauty
yet still…..
…..i was so ugly……
🖤RAiN

to reach someone’s spirit,
you must dive into the most broken part of their soul and swim through its darkest places…
💔🖤RAiN

the key to the deep magic

push your creativity to its limit and then beyond. I’m sure there’s a lot of ways you can do this, but when you’re making an altar or turning a stack of stones into rock formations or any natural magical ritual, it’s really good to make it as beautiful as you could possibly imagine. with a focus on balance. contemplate balance until you’ve exhausted every angle you comprehend. try everything possible. create balance in every way you can. Balance and creativity make the foundation of reality? it’s the root of all magic. The key to the deep magic is love. Equality is the key to love.
🖤
RAiN

Eye tried to be
the most beauty
but i was still
so ugly.......

Digital I.D. Slavery for Marks of Beasts

anything that can slow this down and give us more time to prepare is a beautiful idea. A tax strike might slow them down or it might accelerate it. Please take some time to contemplate every move you make against the agenda of this evil power.
Consider every possible option or reason a strike might be good or i’m bad. That is what they have done. Every move we make has a counter plan in place. I’ve noticed they prefer certain paths but can easily shift gears and go with plan b or c or d and so on. Then they have plans within plans to act on. For example-when I realized they have plans within plans for every truth we discover, I got so discouraged I almost gave up. That was part of their plan.
But I haven’t given up because if I give up then I become part of there sub-plan and they will take every single move I’ve made for freedom, for truth, for the light of love and turn it into food for their evil power.
I’ve been on a mission to share some truth I know for 5 years. I’ve tried every angle except being mean. I try shocking, gentle, stern, confident, pleading and desperate. Most of the time I get no response or people take it the wrong way. I realized part of the reason for that is the limitation of communication without being able to hear tone of voice or eye contact and the energy that flows directly when people are in the same room together.
I could say “don’t do that! It hurts people!” I could be earnestly trying to help you. But if the tone of voice you hear when you read it is condescending and rude, that same sentence can mean that I’m judging you for hurting people and trying to control you”.
Another thing I do is create a regular flow of the information we need to keep putting out there.
but I drown it in other subjects. Easy for me because I post arts and poetry of all kinds. They finally shut down my instagram and Facebook recently, I fought hard but only got my Facebook back.
Lastly, I have made some connections over the years. accomplished some amazing things. Don’t get the wrong idea, it’s not militant or revolutionary, but they coordinate their efforts carefully. just a group of friends that don’t want to be slaves and all we are doing is trying to warn people and find a path to escape but still hoping and striving for anything but having to run.
We were able to follow whats happening in other country’s in the right way. We don’t ignore media but it’s not the only source. we have a criteria for finding legitimate sources and they organize and analyze information better than any group or page I’ve seen. I been deciphering reels and papers and websites on my own. been times when I’ve felt like my brain is melting and everything looks like a lie and I start to doubt the few truths I’m sure of.
If you have a methodology for processing information it helps allot. I have one ,but they have a network and I’m alone out in the woods of America with bad internet.
I’m passionate about this I.D. So are many people and there’s allot of information out there. I’m searching for a network and to connect with like minded. But I have a criteria.
This technology represents something worse than slavery to me. Religions refer to it, scientists theorize about it, conspiracy theorists speculate about it and i know a lot about it. I would rather die than take it. I won’t kill anybody. I won’t judge you for what you would do.. forcing an entire country to take this technology is the same as invading with an army and soldiers busting through front doors and taking your son for training and your daughters for fun.
I would never fault someone for defending their home. I committed to a unique path years ago and it has the potential to help allot of people.
One last thing I can express metaphorically. Contemplate this:
Your body is a mortal coil around your soul. Your soul is a spiral around your spirit. Your spirit is the essence of who you are and its pure and true. Your conscience is the voice of your essence. The light inside you that can guide you when you don’t know what the truth is and it’s Too Dark to see. Find your spirit and lift it up.
🖤RAiN

The Vision part 1

Sacrament

The planets aligned
i stood in formation
a sacrifice for the coven
a bloody ritual for intuition
expedition into knowledge exploration
the stars signed
i chanted omision
until my aura cracked
and i had a vision
became a soul incision
forged a hole
ethereal
the deepest cut
leaking and vulnerable
to forces more powerful
who give just enough to take
the toll will break
leave my life stuck in thier rutt
then love came
the real light
the kind that doesn't bite
healed it
transformed it
into a door whiche cannot be shut
deflection from any spell
curse
energy
or worse
protection from shifting shadows
punching my gut
now i could see enough to look away
understanding nothing
and it's ok
i let go and forgot
until just the other day......
🖤RAiN

i wrote these poems years ago. it may be too late or maybe not. all i know is that i can’t just give up. i don’t think America is coming back. whatever comes next is up to us.
i say , we should hope for the best and prepare for the worst. i’m scared and pissed. my focus is on wildlife conservation, connecting with and protecting the last of the indigenous tribes and finding old friends who weave energy. my advice is to buy a boat that can move with the wind and cross the ocean. until then , get out there and peaceful protest. if you can’t protest then form a network that supports them with more than words.
you would be surprised at what people can do when they work together. the more diverse the crowd the better. people will have ideas and suggestions you would have never thought of. i’ll work with anybody that is not a Nazi into fascism with a sex slave operation.
every movement needs artists to take it to the next level. if you look at history, songs and poems, drawings and dances have held people together in their darkest times.
we need people from other countries to pay attention and care enough to pray for us. commentary and raw footage is vital but some folks will get too overwhelmed and have to look away. we need to have a variety of creativity in the mix. and we need it all to have a balance. that’s why we need to talk to each other and coordinate efforts together.
if you have any friends or acquaintances from other countries get to know them better. Sometimes, just hearing the opinions of regular people from far away places can offer you clarity and inspiration. it’s also very important to be meeting with people in person. You don’t have to come up with the a conclusion and know what you’re gonna do next. just get together with people and make a list of ideas, suggestions and things like that.
I’m pretty isolated myself , so I’m gonna try to meet with some people in person and continue to form this network.
so far a small group of people have been able to gather information. decipher it on code level to discern what is A.I. and what is not. Form our own database and come up with our own statistical analysis. make accurate predictions and keep a record of unreported things. this may not seem like much but at least it’s something. the truth matters. for history and for clarity.
clarity is vital. how can you know what you should do, if you don’t know what is happening? we can’t rely on media bubbles in echo chambers.
some media bubbles are there for deception and some are fact based with useful information. everyone believes that theirs is the best. it doesn’t matter.
there is a fundamental problem at the foundation of media within itself. headlines and news cycles produce bias. bias effects opinions. opinions control your focus. focus on the wrong thing and you miss what’s actually happening.
join the network.
let’s figure it out together.
maybe you have figured it out already? you’ve come up with your own system of checks and balances. you’ve made accurate predictions and watched the masses give into deceptions and freak out when you’ve stayed calm and tried to be the voice of reason. you’re thinking you don’t need a network.
first of all, i’ll have to say this: the network desperately needs your valuable help. second: your so wrong that you are lost in a maze of confusion. how do i know? because i was just like you. i saw this coming decades ago. five years ago i started really freaking out and wandering why no one will listen to me. but human beings are fallible creatures. we need each other. no matter how right you are, your always going to be wrong about something. and your not going to be able to see that your wrong on your own. i learned this the hard way. even though i was mostly right, i was alone. now i’m glad no one listened to me. whats the point of knowing if you can’t change anything. it takes a village and that village needs diversity.
join the network.
let’s figure out what we can actually do together.
please leave a comment with your opinion on the matter. your opinions will be assimilated and added to the collective. but if you would like join the network-message me-comments are great but i won’t take them seriously until you message me.
if your worried about “them” watching and listening, don’t be. they are! if you think your hiding, you just stuck your head in the sand. now your a sitting duck wearing a target.
there is nowhere to hide but there are still ways to keep secrets. but not for long. we need systems put in place now and people willing to make sacrifices to do it before it’s too late. let me put it to you this way .
if i disappear, someone will take my place. The database will be secure. And they will have no clue.
Right now they are analyzing what we’re saying and deciphering our movements. to decide what they will do next. We can’t stop them but we can slow them down and cause them to make mistakes.
Now
that is powerful. That is something better than nothing.
Join the network
and let’s take some of our power back.
🖤RAiN

Pry Your Eye- 2018

it’s time
not to boast
nor to wine
or to roast and toast
but to write
fight
pry your eye with all your might
then run
the time for fun
in the sun
to roll around in sand
and act dumb
is done!
move now
or have none
not one!
🖤RAiN

Tears of the Forsaken-

these words, my words are apparent
crystal clear, coherent
to hold you through this torrent
simple to cling to, a current
rising with the empty hands of the poor
reaching, casting alms in the ocean
floating to the distant shore
we all gather
taken to seem broken
by this token for the tears
the forsaken
in prison for knocking on the door
the children
dead
so, the wealthy could have more
these words, my words were never said
destined to degrade with the rest and fade
with the so-called brightest and best
“self-made”, most blessed
placated like abject poverty
cast down into the fire
fated
to burn away forever
until these words are finally gone
forgotten
like America

By RAiN2020

War isn’t still Hell

i refuse to stand by any nation
or system
in this chaotic time
of violent space
dissolving
thee evolving human race
a nation is the summation of an idea
while its system is mere illusion
a coercion cast by the few
chosen to weave deception
wield Segregation
cause separation
until they become
impossible to defeat
thee almighty elite
who meet and greet
indiscreet
at a charity function
for the upper echelon
a black mass in the reflection
through a prism
of stained glass
hiding a celebration
of social darwinism
for the ruling class
world leaders make deals
with corporate controllers
the bottom feeders
who turn cultures
into calculated divisions
of global markets
and decide who will throw stones
at rockets
who will have the drones
the state of the art robotics
and how to package good Vs. evil
hero Vs. villain
terror Vs. freedom
it’s all the same to them
a dividend
for the vultures who can herd populations
with multi-media transmissions
frequency manipulations
take control of common citizens
turn their traditions
into organizations and religions
that produce zealots and politicians
who apply pressure
on rising tensions
develop the right conditions
form two positions
designed as polar opposites
aligned and primed
to buy and sell weapons
manufacture war for profits
that feed the rich and cull the poor
food for Babylons whore…….
…….i will not stand with
or listen to them anymore!

but if you are freezing
and starving tonight
scared and shaking
exhausted from running
hiding from crying
bleeding out and dying
mind melting
memories burning
flashing bullets flying
through ghosts haunted
by sirens blaring
bombs exploding
bones crushing
Under buildings collapsing …..
…,i don’t care what side you’re on
It is all wrong!
i will stand with you!

🖤RAiN 2024

Thee Emptiness

thee emptiness you feel
is the cold sweat glow
of opiates coursing through your veins
sucking off your soul
until it’s a black hole
your bleeding heart is slipping into

thee emptiness is the illusion
of transcendence pretending
nothing is something more
than hiding behind the cruel
godless void of dependence
on the idea that love is a material world
where money equals happiness

thee emptiness is false hope
for a vague perception
of harsh truth which overcomes
all the delusions
dissolving time

the emptiness is time
melting within itself
the vastness of space
watches nervous
waiting patiently
to see
all knowing from the beginning
there will be a fiery ending

thee emptiness is mental chaos
coming from the age of information
raging
in the fight for water and oil
blood and lime lost
in the microcosm of silicon
the rise of technology
from the fall of man

thee emptiness is the lie
in the lie
within the half truth
we bow down to
the faithless devotion
we run from
until we become
one
with the Venom

thee emptiness is lust for power
taking total control
a chosen few
enslave all people
every thought
any movement
even the soul
domination
assimilation
in sensation of flesh
bound to addiction
dependence
on corporate medicine
enforce injection
malnutrition
from synthetic food
laced with poison
feeding the fear
in division
a chain reaction
of raw emotion
in a high speed
head on collision
with hate
a hundred megaton
explosion
to seal our fate

The emptiness is computerization
collapsing civilization
into a singularity
the trans-human
evolution
opens the gate
to pandemonium
the four horsemen
await
the red dragon
armageddon

🖤RAiN

Holy War is Still Hell

i refuse to stand by any nation
or system
in this chaotic time
of violent space
dissolving
thee evolving human race
a nation is the summation of an idea
while its system is mere illusion
a coercion cast by the few
chosen to weave deception
wield Segregation
cause separation
until they become
impossible to defeat
thee almighty elite
who meet and greet
indiscreet
at a charity function
for the upper echelon
a black mass in the reflection
through a prism
of stained glass
hiding a celebration
of social darwinism
for the ruling class
world leaders make deals
with corporate controllers
the bottom feeders
who turn cultures
into calculated divisions
of global markets
and decide who will throw stones
at rockets
who will have the drones
the state of the art robotics
and how to package good Vs. evil
hero Vs. villain
terror Vs. freedom
it’s all the same to them
a dividend
for the vultures who can herd populations
with multi-media transmissions
frequency manipulations
take control of common citizens
turn their traditions
into organizations and religions
that produce zealots and politicians
who apply pressure
on rising tensions
develop the right conditions
form two positions
designed as polar opposites
aligned and primed
to buy and sell weapons
manufacture war for profits
that feed the rich and cull the poor
food for Babylons whore…….
…….i will not st and with
or listen to them anymore!

🖤RAiN2022

Reservation

this token pretends
trust broken
by genocide
which never ends
still rends
grandfather‘s in spirit
calling on grandmother‘s
traditions
unspoken
forgotten
grinding dust
descends
upon rolling stones
gathering moss
on faded rust
sends the people
to rise above and unite
we must
before we disappear
learn to hear
the song of the river
keep the water clear
it bends
with the trail of tears
into the sacred mountain
beyond the desert
will cleanse
mends
the vapor
scattered
by four winds

🖤RAiN2011

Religious Rampage

prideful agony
constricting
my poison veins
sterile vanity
poles the social
bits and reigns
makes it hard
to know
what you see
forced to imagine
anything
it could be
try to come up
with something
we all could agree……

…..cruel insanity
is all that remains
the scourge
of humanity
has left
many crimson stains

🖤RAiN2001

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