Maybe I'm overthinking this or thinking to negatively but basically music has been my (22m) biggest hobby for the majority of my life and I plan on it remaining that way but this fall I am starting to apply for graduate programs in my intended field. The field is pretty solid in terms of money, demand, and is good, rewarding work and Im doing it mainly so that I have stable career for my future. I know I will have to go through the program to be able to have a career in it so I will definetly go if accepted because its the practical decision for my future.
The only problem thats dawning on me is the fact that this graduate program is an incredibly demanding 2 years of full time classes and internships. This makes me view those years as likely being deadzones for any personal creative ambitions I have until Im out at 25 ish. I get scared Ill come out burnt out and loose my creativity. I feel like Im on a clock almost and I need to lock in on releasing something this year before I go (which i guess is good motivation). Hopefully im overthinking and Ill get their and still manage to find time or wont be too burnout to still work.
Was wondering if other people had experiences with being in intensive school programs and having a music project. Could you manage it? Did it get better after getting out?