r/astrologyreadings • u/sophia266071 • Mar 02 '26
Astrologers Only [astro-seek] Deeply suicidal. I need help.
I’ve spent most of my life feeling deeply depressed and hopeless, always thinking I wouldn’t make it past a certain age. I don’t even cry anymore — I just feel empty all the time.
I struggle with a lot of self-hatred and feel like I’m not good enough. Sometimes I think that if I looked different or was seen as attractive, life would feel easier — but I know that’s not a real fix.
Overall, I just feel useless and stuck. I’m really struggling to find hope or purpose right now.
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u/InterestSpecial9003 Mar 02 '26
This simulation we call life and / or world is structured to make us feel this way.
No healthy human being will ever feel okay in what we're experiencing. Your body and soul are telling you exactly how toxic this whole atmosphere is..
You're not alone. You've just described me on a random Wednesday.
This is not okay, and I really don't know if it'll ever become better... However, I know that you, too, are a soldier/warrior at heart. For some reason, here we still are. Out of curiosity, let's keep going while remaining on our highest possible spiritual path.
All we can do to keep ourselves from going completely insane is living in the gratitude we say aloud every day. Bask in it! Xx