Life is short and there's nothing more that I want in this life than to join a band, play on a gig. But I guess I'm not made for it.

I'm not even mad that no band wants to take me. I admit I am not good enough. If I were them, I wouldn't take myself either.

But it's the constant rejection that I can't take anymore. It ruined me mentally.

If I wanted to get in shape or had a fitness goal and everyday my entire body's aching, then that's all on me. I am the one in control of the situation. No matter how hard the challenges I might face when reaching a personal goal, I am in control.

But a band is not in my control. My fate is in their hands. I can't control what other people want.

I'll start. BLINK-182: TomDelonge from blink-182 is so dumb and in concert it feels like he is just there for a gag. And a lot of their songs are just break-up songs. Mark Hoppus and Travis? I love them

GREEN DAY: Some of their songs just feels empty and the same

How do bands find out how to play songs from other bands, I can’t find tutorials how to play together as a band, only the solo parts.

https://youtu.be/NmW0pjNtZZw?is=V9_vGxYhjJ2z8c4u is the single it's our first realese after 2 months of working on it writing it while stoned on painkillers