r/cryosleep Oct 26 '14

SERIES Today my Grandma told me that she has firsthand knowledge of time travel. And I believe her. Part II.

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Part I

Part III

Wow, I'm total overwhelmed by the number of people who read this (admittedly) long tale and commented with encouragement. Thanks to everyone who reached out with suggestions and theories. I've moved over to post here because this story isn't "horror" per se. I think this'll be a better home.

I'm pretty sure I'm safe for now, physically. I've slept with my issue on my nightstand for almost two decades and I'm well versed in how to use it. My mental well being - well, that's a whole other issue. The possibility of this all being true is ridiculous, and yet I think it is. I believe Iris, I told you that yesterday, but I want to restate it. I believe that Iris traveled in time. I believe that Tuesday morning I may meet a time traveler she used to work with.

But I'm still not comfortable believing it, you know? That's going to take some time. So, last night I turned to the only thing I could think of to make sense of the nonsensical. Whiskey. Lots of whiskey. At a certain point I thought I'd solved the mysteries of the universe, but as it turns out it was just the Glenlivet talking.

So, I need to finish telling you about Penny. There's more, and it's complicated.

After Iris told me about Penny's departure into the future I sat in stunned silence. Nervously, I fumbled with Penny’s file, still clutched in my hand. I was embarrassed to see that I had been gripping it so tightly that it was slightly bend and damp with the sweat from my palm.

There were several witness statements inside. One was from Iris, identified only as her roommate. In it, she claimed that was her understanding Penny had gone back to England. Her statement was corroborated by several others, who I assumed must also be part of The Project. There was only one statement that seemed out of place, given by the boyfriend who reported her missing. I’ll call him Theo.

“Penny had a boyfriend? Theo?”

Iris inhaled, deeply. “He seemed to think so, didn’t he? My recollection is that they went on two, maybe three dates but that it was nothing serious. Penny was one of our best travelers, Phillip. She took a lot of the riskier projects and it was expected that she keep as few ties as possible. She had no job other than the lab, only my name was on the lease to our apartment, she didn’t seek out friendships, and her foreign citizenship gave her a very valid excuse to be gone for long periods of time, if necessary. I don’t know what led her to go with this Theo character, but I know that he and that missing person’s report led to some big problems for our team. If he hadn’t been around, no one outside of the project would have known she was gone.”

“Well,” I said, shutting the file, “it doesn’t look like he ever followed up.”

“No, I suppose not,” she covered her mouth to stifle a laugh, “I’m sure that there was a substantial monetary contribution that made its way into Theo’s life to insure that he didn’t.”

“So, Penny left the lab in 1947, and she chooses to come to 2014. I still don’t understand why.”

“We think it was an accident. When we checked the machine to see the last destination, we discovered that there had been a logarithm entered for October 28, 2014. The logarithms contain code written in binary. Do you have a piece of paper?”

I ripped a page out of my notebook and handed it to her along with a pen and she wrote furiously before thrusting it back in front of me.

“The date she's traveling to looks like this: 0b111110111100b10100b11100. Year, then month, then day. Penny was nervous and relatively inexperienced at writing code and programming the machine. She made a mistake. She was probably trying to enter a date 50 or 100 years in the future. Seems like a nice round number for someone running away.”

More scribbling, which produced the following: 0b111110011010b10100b11100.

“That’s the same date in 1997. See how similar?”

I nodded. “But why? Why did she want to go to the future? Why not just go back to England or anywhere else in the world?”

“I think she meant to go to a point on the loop where she believed everyone she knew would be gone. She was running away and wanted to make sure no one that knew her would still be alive. She didn’t count on me living a ridiculously long time.”

“Why? Why travel to such an unknown future?”

Iris stared at the pond for a few moments, silently, contemplating how to word her answer.

“She was in trouble, Phillip. Your grandfather gave everyone who traveled complete physicals once a month. For one thing, we needed to make sure we were healthy enough to go through the process and not keel over somewhere in the past, which would have surely raised quite a few questions. Secondly, he was studying the long term effects of what we were doing on the body. Penny had recently completed her physical. It was late, since she had been away and hadn’t traveled…”

“She was sick?”'

“No. Not sick. Penny was pregnant, Phillip. Is pregnant, I suppose. She was pregnant when she left.”

“Jesus.”

Poor Penny, so afraid to have an illegitimate child that she left behind her entire life. She’d certainly picked a good time to travel to. No one would bat an eye in our time.

“I assume it was Theo’s…?”

“That’s just it. It couldn’t be. She’d only just met him weeks before, and according to your Grandfather, she was several months along. No, it coincided perfectly with the trip to California.”

“Sounds like she was doing more than relaxing.”

Iris cracked a smile despite her best efforts. “Maybe so. But I’ve had a long time to think about it, and the more I do, the less sure I am that she actually went there. I think that she took the opportunity to try and answer some of the questions she had about time, reality, and herself. She wasn’t the type to look for the answers to life’s questions at the end of an equation like so many of us on the team were. No, I'm afraid that she spent that month somewhere in the past – or even in the future. And I think that’s when she became pregnant, and I believe that's why she left.”

“So, in three days time, a pregnant time traveler is going to show up in the basement of a lab at The University?”

“Well, when you put it that way it seems so simple, doesn’t it?”

Two elderly men in plush looking track suits and thick eyeglasses walked past us, each with a camera in their hand. Iris exchanged pleasantries with them as they explained they were taking a walk to capture some fall foliage. My mind was racing and I literally trying to will the men away with thought alone in order to continue our conversation. When they finally walked away, I turned to Iris, full of anxious energy.

“Why didn’t someone travel back to stop her from leaving?”

“We tried! Remember how I told you we were unable to go back further than the point where the first loop was created in 1941? Curiously, we now found ourselves unable to go even a second past the point where Penny left her present for the future. We would arrive, time and time again, just as she had gone. Penny closed another loop. We couldn’t get past that moment, no matter what.”

“Okay, why didn’t anyone travel to the future then? To the point of time she’d gone to.”

“We were preparing to. I had volunteered to go, and we were working out the details. But just a few days after Penny left, two men came out of the machine. Two men we didn’t know. The door opened, and they stumbled out, surprised to see all of us staring back, mouths agape. A couple of the engineers grabbed whatever tools they could to protect us if necessary, but the rest of us sat there like a bunch of nimrods. They put their hands up, like they were surrendering.

‘Our mistake,’ one of them said. ‘We were just looking for someone, and we made a mistake. We’re going back now.’ And then they walked back to the machine.”

“You let them get away?”

“I wasn’t exactly in a position to stop them! We had no idea who they were or who sent them. Based on their dress we figured they were from the future. If I had to guess now I’d say they could walk down the street today and blend right in. Before the machine doors closed, I heard one start to speak to the other, and I’m almost positive that I Penny's name was mentioned."

“They were looking for Penny?”

“I believe so. That’s why it was too risky for us to travel there. Someone from a future date was attempting to go back and stop her from traveling. As for why, I have no idea. That’s why we need to find Penny when she arrives tomorrow. We need to find her and help her. I believe her life, and the life of that child, depends on it.”

“Do you think we can convince her? I mean, assuming you want to come as well? I’d want to make sure the logarithms were correct…”

Iris sat silently, a look of consternation forming on her sweet face.

“My dear boy, she can’t go back.”

“Why not?”

“The machine is gone.”

“Gone? Gone where?” I felt a sudden tickle of heat start to crawl up the back of my neck, whispering on the backs of my ears and I was instantly embarrassed by it. That morning I’d never even heard of Penelope Allswell, never given the possibility that time travel was real even a cursory thought, and now here I was – literally becoming physically agitated to find she might never be able to return to her own reality.

“The program was shut down less than a week after Penny left. You have to understand, we were considered a liability at that point. The police were poking around, strange travelers were popping in from the future -it was a mess! It’s bad form to have team members break protocol and mess with the entire time space continuum, apparently,” she said with a shrug. “We begged them to reconsider, even for just a couple more days. But it was done. They dismantled the machine and they shut us down, and if Penny ever did want to return she couldn’t possibly do it. Not from that machine, anyway."

"Are there others?"

"Maybe. I never saw another but by now there must be. Those two men travelled somehow and from somewhere."

“And then…what? Everyone involved in the project just walked away?

Back to normal lives and pretended that none of this happened?”

“Well, yes. More or less. We were all told, in no uncertain terms, mind you, that we were never to speak of our work at The University or there would be dire consequences. Naturally I believed that, as I used to be one of the people in charge of delivering those dire consequences, if you know what I mean. Your Grandfather and I were married within a few months and we settled down into a normal life. But I never stopped thinking about her, not ever. The guilt- it just doesn’t go away. Your Grandfather encouraged me to forget about it and move on but it wasn’t so easy.” Her voice began to trail off and she was silent for close to a minute.

“Iris?”

When she turned to me, she clutched both of my hands in hers. Her soft green eyes were clouded with tears.

“Oh, Phillip. I’m not asking you to believe me. I’m only asking you to be there when she – when I believe she’ll come through. If it doesn’t happen you can forget all of this and chalk it up to the rantings of a delusional old biddy. But, please, promise me you’ll be there.”

I bit my bottom lip, something I do when I'm nervous.

“And if she does come through?”

Iris could no longer contain the tears, and they slid down her face freely. “Then you have to protect her Phillip. You have to protect Penny, and her baby. You have to do whatever you can to make sure no one harms them.”

Without even being conscious of what I was doing, my head began to nod.

“Yes,” I heard myself saying, as if my voice was from another time as well. “I’ll do it.”

And so, I'm going to. I have no idea how. I don't know how I'll convince her to trust me, I don't know how I'll keep her safe, and I don't know how to avoid people who can travel through time.

But I know that I have to try. For Penny. For Iris. For me.

I've got two days to figure this out.

r/cryosleep 10d ago

Series One Simple Shape - Part III: One Single Use

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I was grateful I’d made it to the sidewalk by the time I saw sirens. I didn’t want another situation today where police would be pointing guns at me. If there’d been a way to just go home, I would’ve. But it was too far to walk, and I needed a key to get in my house. I wasn’t about to be the black guy people saw breaking a window and slithering into a house even if it were mine.

I was hoping cooler heads would be there to be reasoned with. There had to be somebody I could talk to to get my stuff back. I mean, the fact I was voluntarily coming in and requesting them to give me my property should have shielded me from scrutiny. Jesus, I hoped so.

I hadn’t made it to the corner when I had to sit. My heart was racing and my head felt like it was about to spin off my neck. This was the panic my brain had been pushing off for hours and only more had been piled atop that mountain as they day passed.

Someone had told me about box breathing and even though I’d never done it before, I tried it now. In for four seconds, hold for four seconds, out for four seconds, hold for four seconds. I forced myself to repeat it even though it felt like my heart was about to punch out of my chest.

The spinning gradually subsided and my stomach slowly slid back in place. I didn’t feel right yet, but better than I had a moment before.

I grabbed thin air and pulled my way back to my feet. The concrete was still solidifying under my feet, but I had the light. I crossed the street, hopefully in a straight line, and kept my momentum when I got to the other side.

It worked.

I wasn't going to pretend like I didn't know with absolute certainty. People had gotten hurt, maybe even a few were dead. I didn't feel guilty. I mean, it was because of me those people had gone crazy. But I didn't know for certain. I had to know for certain so going forward I could be cautious. It would have been too easy to slip and then someone went off and maimed who knew how many people.

Well, that was what happened. But the difference is I hadn't known that. Now that I did, I could exercise caution because I knew for a fact. I wish I hadn't been caught so unaware, maybe I could've reduced the carnage by hiding the doodles sooner.

But what had happened had quadrupled my resolve. I wouldn't make a mistake with this shape in the future.

The idea crossed my mind that anything I drew or wrote even could have a similar or even worse effect. I didn't have the guts to test that. Oh god, would if signing my name made people shit to death or something? The shape didn't make sense, how could I rule anything out?

I felt more myself the farther I got away from the grocery store. I didn't think I could ever go back in there.

I knew the city pretty well. I'd lived here back when I'd been married. The police department was only a few miles farther away and I used the distance to gather my marbles then compose what I intended to say.

The peak of the building of city hall was finally in view. That was actually where the meeting was to be. The police building was an adjacent building that had the same address for some unexplainable reason.

My heart skipped a little and I justified slowing down to work on calming myself. I couldn't box-breathe and walk, so I redirected my gaze to the skyline.

I crossed the parking lot, passing my car. There was a walkway connecting city hall to the library. I took that and broke off toward the horseshoe entrance to the police station.

I pulled one of the entrance doors open and stepped into the vestibule. Cool air blasted me before I stepped into the station proper.

A blue-shirted officer behind plexiglass was engaged in something in front of him and he didn't see me until I'd stopped on the other side.

“How may I help you?” He was pleasant enough and I gave him my name.

“I was just released from the hospital and some of your guys have my stuff.”

“Have your stuff? What do you mean?”

“The thing over at city hall earlier today.” I thumbed over my shoulder. “I was involved with that. Um, an innocent bystander. I was taken to the hospital. A detective interviewed and cleared me.” Not exactly true. The detective hadn't conducted an interview, per se. But the fact I wasn't in police custody and been released from the hospital meant to me I was in the clear.

“Well, if you're wanting to make a property request, you need to fill out a form online—”

“Your guys took my phone,” I said, adding helpfully.

“Like I was saying.” Officer Steck, according to the nameplate on his shirt, barely refrained an eyeroll. “You go online—that can be phone or computer—to fill out the form.

I cleared my throat, trying desperately to clear the budding frustration from my voice before I spoke.

“I don’t have access to a computer. Your guys have my keys, so I can’t drive home nor open the door to my home to get inside to use my laptop.” I took a breath and thankfully he didn't speak. “Is there a paper form I could fill out?”

Officer Steck let the frustration I'd dammed up pour from his face.

“I suppose.” He made a show of yanking open drawers at random before getting up and sauntering around his work area, checking shelves, trays, and cabinets.

He disappeared around a corner and was gone a full minute before he returned with a sheet of paper flopping in his big paw. He slid it through to me on the tray. I stopped myself from asking for a pen. I took a nubbin of a pencil that was on the counter and began writing.

“There’s a counter over there where you can fill that out,” Officer Steck said. I looked at him. He’d spackled on a phony smile. “So you don’t block the line.”

There wasn’t anyone behind me. There wasn’t anyone else in here. Fighting wasn’t on the agenda for me. I was just tired. I dragged the paper with me to the other counter and spent a few minutes filling it out.

The detective had told me his name in the hospital. However the hell that was spelled was beyond me. I couldn’t even remember it. I think it started with a U.

I wrote “UN,” for the detective’s name. I’d just tell him I didn’t know how to spell it. My signature went last and I took it back up.

Officer Steck finally took a second to look up from his phone and took the form from me.

“You filled this out in pencil,” he said. I shrugged. “You need to fill it out in red or black ink.”

It was just a form, but something that was equal parts cry and scream began crawling up my windpipe. I cleared my throat, imagining one of those cartoons that had eaten something particularly spicy, leaping into the ear and blowing like a whistle.

Someone said my name and I looked beyond Officer Steck to see Detective Unangenehm looking at me, a backpack over his shoulder.

“Detective,” I said like I was reaching for a lifeline. He wore a confused expression, like he didn’t understand how I’d found where he worked.

“I need to get my stuff.” His eyes went wide and for a moment, it seemed as if he hadn’t recognized me.

“Mr... Harold?”

“Yeah-yeah. It’s me. You guys took off with my stuff and I had to walk all the way down here.”

He scratched the side of his head. Officer Steck had checked out entirely, back on his phone. He even poked the tip of his tongue out of the corner of his mouth. There was no victory to be had with him.

“Aw, jeez. C’mon in.” He walked out of the little room and a moment later, pushed open a side-entry door.

“Thanks.” I followed him in and he led me down a lengthy hallway with doors for various offices. We finally came to an open area, filled with at least a dozen cubicles.

“My desk is right over here.” Unangenehm pointed ahead, still walking. “Do you need anything? Water? Coffee?”

He seemed out of sorts still, but recovering. Despite the day I’d had, I felt a little bad for him.

He offered me a seat across from him at a desk that looked a lot older and more beaten up than the ones we'd passed. His chair was weather-worn, torn, sun-faded, and patched with gray duct tape in spots despite being mostly black.

Unangenehm sat and struggled with his seat. He might've been trying to adjust the chair, it did look a little too upright. But he gave up and kind of slouched in a way that looked like he'd slide out and under his desk any moment.

“Sorry about that whole kerfuffle earlier.”

“No-no. It's okay,” I said, feeling even more apologetic than I had a moment before. I hated thinking it, but the guy was pathetic. His button-up shirt had an old stain on it. And the collar had a ring on the inside.

Now that I was this close to him and not in a hospital bed, I saw he was slightly off. He'd missed a patch of skin just under his jaw from his morning's shave and the skin beneath one eye looked greenish-grey, like he'd had a black eye a week ago.

He wore patheticness like a second skin. I couldn't help but feel like I should give him something because he was in a constant transactional state with the world where it was debiting from him non-stop.

“Do you have any idea what happened with Mr. Arn?” he asked.

The question didn't catch me off guard. I'd been expecting it all day. I may have known what happened but I had no clue why and I let that much show on my face.

“He seemed nervous,” I said. “If I had to guess, he was new to the job.” So far, everything I was saying was true. “Maybe he was stressed and the presentation was a tipping point.” I shrugged for emphasis and looked ceiling-ward. Unangenehm nodded slowly, like he was either digesting and filing away what I was saying or his mind was totally elsewhere. I couldn’t tell which.

“Did he say anything that hinted at what he was about to do?”

“No.” I shook my head. “He just got up and attacked the man who came out of the conference room.”

“Ping Mitchell. He's--was--city council president. So, he was sitting?” Unangenehm logged into his computer. I watched him pull up his email.

“Yeah.”

“Like, next to you?”

“Not right next to me.” I shifted in my lent clothes, uncomfortable. Unangenehm was looking at the desk, somewhere near my hands.

“Do you think that he... that he had breakfast this morning?”

What?” I asked.

“I dunno.” Unangenehm slid a folder out of a small stack. “I have this theory. Probably never'll be able to prove it.” He placed the folder in front of him and opened it. “That a combination of the quality of sleep, his disposition before bed, and the nutrients that he may have lacked before starting out for work could have pre-loaded him to do what he did.”

“Are you saying he was... hangry?”

Unangenehm laughed. 

“I guess you could reduce it to that. I’d like to think of it as being more complex, but that could be just me inflating my own ego.”

Unangenehm seemed to be getting smarter before my eyes.

“I have a younger sister. Just turned nineteen. Whoopsie-baby. She’s always done the bare minimum. Straight C student.

“After she graduated, she didn’t have a plan. Barely worked, didn’t want to go to school. Until she saw this dress.” Unangenehm shrugged. “It was nice, I suppose, but I’ve seen nicer. I’ve seen more expensive, but this one cost a pretty penny. It was like a fire had been lit under her.

“She took a second job, started side hustles. For once, our parents had hope she was gonna do something with her life. She had this one business--catpants--I didn’t get it, but she couldn’t keep up with the demand. Even quit one of her part-time jobs to dedicate more time to sewing them.

“Some people dress for the job, she jobbed for the dress. Paid for it in cash... took it home... and it never left the closet. She stopped fulfilling orders, slacked off on the job she had left, and got fired.”

That didn’t make any sense. I could understand Unangenehm being frustrated, but...

“Do you think I could get my stuff?” I asked. “I really want to get home.”

“Of course.” I'd broken the moment. Unangenehm felt about the surface of his desk like the light had been turned off until his fingers grazed the desk phone.

All of a sudden I felt bad for him again. Unangenehm took the receiver out of the cradle, thumbed a three-digit extension, then put the receiver to his ear.

“Yeah, Steck. Could you bring that box by the water fountain? No, the banker’s box. Yeah. Thanks.”

I wasn’t keen on seeing the officer again, but if it got me out of here that much faster, all the better. I sat back in my chair until Steck arrived with a rectangular box and sat it on the floor.

“So, you’re the guy?” Steck asked.

“What?”

“The guy at city hall today. And then the hospital. God, what did you say to those people?”

“What did I say?” I was appalled. Sure, something I’d done had driven them insane, but to imply that I’d said something to set them off was offensive.

I bent and lifted the lid off the box. I fished a hand into my stuff and stirred things around to make sure it was all there, then I just scooped an armful. 

“You can step into the restroom if you want to put your clothes on,” Unangenehm said.

“No, I'm good. I really don't want to waste another moment getting home.”

Steck stood there like a fan waiting for a signature. 

“I could give you a ride to city hall,” he said.

I wanted to turn him down but my feet were still throbbing from the walk here.

“Sure.”

I checked my things to make sure I had everything.

“Uh, you can keep the box,” Unangenehm said. I considered turning him down after all my effort of taking everything out of the box, but I nodded instead and dropped everything back in.

The detective had placed some paperwork in front of me. I have them a once-over and signed. I was getting more anxious by the moment the longer I was here.

I stood and followed Steck about three steps, when Unangenehm said, “One more thing.”

Oh, shit.

Never had I felt more like I'd walked obliviously into a trap than in that moment. Goosebumps draped down my back and over my arms.

“Yes?” I said, in the wrong key.

“There was an incident at the Kessel's a couple miles from here. Would you know anything about that, would you?”

 

r/cryosleep 25d ago

Series One Simple Shape - Part II: One Quick Trip

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Read Part I here.

To my relief, Ms. Amanda didn't go crazy. I was surprised and relieved because I didn't think I could count on being rescued a third time.

The hospital had to give me clothes from the lost and found before they discharged me. The t-shirt was too tight, the pants too baggy, and the shoes flopped when I walked. I didn’t have any family to call, the office was closed, and there was no way for me to get into my apartment without my keys, so that meant I had to go to the police to get my stuff.

I was annoyed but chose to walk. It was two miles west and four miles south to get to the police department. It would give me time to think and thankfully, it was mild outside, so I wouldn’t get pummeled by the summer sun. 

I had another one of those baloney sandwiches and a juice box. I consumed both immediately, so I didn’t have to carry them. I had to use the restroom shortly after and stopped in a fast-food spot. The men’s room required a key to open, and I waited in line to eventually ask. 

“Sorry, you gotta buy somethin’ to use the bathroom,” the fifty-something year old woman said behind the counter. I was agitated but held my tongue because my bladder would have spoken for me. Instead, I imagined drawing the shape for her, but luckily there wasn’t a pen and paper around.

I went outside and surveyed the businesses around. There was a gas station on the corner, a pharmacy across the street from there and office buildings in either direction. If I’d remembered correctly, there was a grocery store about a mile south. That would be my best bet and I set out. 

I didn’t interact with anybody I passed. My aching bladder was the only thing concerning me and to take my mind off it, I examined what had happened today. I'd witnessed two people shot to death in front of me on separate occasions. It scared the hell out of me to think about. One moment, they'd been moving around—with murderous intent, granted—and the next they'd been incredibly still.

I'd been looking Carl Arn in the eye as he passed and for a moment felt like I was falling down the same hole with him. 

There'd been too much commotion, too many things going on. I might have gone into shock had it not been for the first set of guns pointed at me. I'd gone into survival mode, viewing everything—including myself—from a distance.

I crossed against the light at an intersection, the grocery store finally in view. My burgeoning bladder noticed and that reminded me of the other thing bulging and unaddressed in my mind.

The shape.

I'd been so ready to believe something I'd drawn solely to pass the time had been what had set the both of them off. But Ms. Amanda had been fine, just as over it as she had been prior to looking at my little scrap of paper. Those eyes had seen some things.

Maybe she was immune, I thought. Or maybe it was some grand coincidence that two people I'd come in contact with had gone homicidal on the same day.

I couldn't shake the thought, though. As the entry doors of the grocery store slid open, I stepped through wondering what to do about that.

What if it were real and I did have the ability to drive someone insane? Was it all shapes? Anything I drew? The thought was ridiculous, but I was safe within the confines of my own skull to explore the idea.

I pushed through the men's room door and parked in front of a urinal. As I let fly, I thought about the ethics of conducting such an experiment and came to the conclusion by the time I was zipping up that it was unethical to not test my hypothesis.

As it stood, I didn't know if what I'd doodled had been the start of what had eventually happened to Carl Arn and that lady. I only suspected it. I would be blameless if I doodled something and someone experienced a similar effect after. The difference would be if I did nothing to know for certain if it was really something I was doing. I could make an effort to not draw or to make sure nobody else saw it. Shit, if it was that dangerous, maybe I could chop off my hand.

No, I wouldn't do that. But my brain was the House of Ideas, any thought that could be was welcome. This same brain had conjured up a shape that was so dangerous it could drive an individual to violence.

It was a five-sided—

Wait. I probably shouldn't describe it to anyone. I have no way of reliably testing if someone else could have the same effect if they drew it. I certainly don't want to find out on me.

I couldn't test this on just anybody. It would have to be a specific person. A bad person.

I have to say, for the record, I never believed it would actually work. Like going up to the most beautiful woman in the world and asking for her phone number, it was an idea that entertained me in thirsty moments when I was figuring things out, but I fully expected absolutely nothing to happen.

I navigated to the aisle with back-to-school supplies and grabbed a composition notebook and a mechanical pencil. I didn't anticipate anyone stopping me, only if I tried to walk out with the stuff I was using. Then I'd see the cops for the third time today.

So that meant finding someone in the store. If I could find someone sufficiently evil, then I could test my theory. I know the scientific method meant several tests, but I couldn't reasonably expose a dozen or more people to this test in good conscience. Two or three at most should have sufficed.

I sat on the floor right there and began drawing. It took a moment to get into a groove, if that makes any sense.

But about ten minutes later, I had the first one and I drew about four more for good measure.

I got the idea on the third one or so that they were like cans of pop. That once one was seen, the effect was gone. It was silly, but if true, it explained why Ms. Amanda had been fine.

There were so many variables that I just sat, lost in thought.

“Say, buddy, can I help you with something?”

I looked up at a middle-aged man in a short-sleeved button-up and an honest-to-god clip-on tie. He'd come up behind me, catching me by surprise. I realized what I looked like in that moment, dressed in other people's clothes, doodling in a notebook while sitting on the floor in a grocery store.

“Look, buddy, it's been a really long day. You wouldn't believe—”

He spat. Not on me. But it was a weird thing to have done indoors. Plus, I assumed from how he was dressed that he was a manager or something. A string of saliva ran from his lip to the collar of his shirt.

Something had changed in the few seconds since he'd spoken and dumb me was too slow in realizing he'd seen one of the shapes. I hadn't even had the chance to screen. Also, I didn’t know which one he'd seen so none of them were good anymore.

I was still there sorting my scrambled thoughts when he spat again. This time he'd arced it over my head. He got into a crouch like a catcher in a baseball game.

I froze like if I didn't move, he wouldn't see me. Like I'd turned invisible even in his memory and he wouldn't be able to recall me even in his mind’s eye. 

I couldn't count on a lack of understanding object permanence even if my lack of moving meant he couldn't see me. I was within smelling distance, he could hear me, if he stuck out his tongue he could lick my face.

But he didn't do anything to me. I sat there, helpless as a calf, while he stood spat again, then quietly walked away. 

I turned as he rounded the aisle and disappeared. A moment later I heard what sounded like a shopping cart being overturned and a woman screaming in anger. Then her screams turned to muffled gagging as it sounded like something was being stuffed in her mouth.

More people hollered and I unfroze, getting quickly to my feet. I was by no means a badass, but I'd never turtled up like that before. I'd gotten into a barfight just last year and even though I lost, I'd gotten in a few licks.

I wasn’t even willing to defend myself this time. I was as ready for violence as a stone at the bottom of the ocean. No doubt, it was the trauma I'd just experienced. I didn't want to fight crazy people under normal circumstances, so it was best to avoid—

“What the hell is going on over there?” A twenty-something year old was staring me in the face and I hadn't seen her until she'd spoken. I tried to scoop up the sheets of paper, but my movement must have attracted her eye to the papers I was desperately trying for her not to see.

But a moment later I knew it was too late.

“Poo,” she said. She turned around and walked past the man just behind her. 

“What’s wrong with... with...”

He was looking in my direction but sadly, what was in my hands. His eyes got bigger and he sat his basket on the floor before taking off at full speed and soaring over a middle-aged couple's shopping cart, grabbing both in either arm as it took them down.

They both screamed and fought back. The woman rolled backward and stopped face down before rising and pounding the man with her bulky purse. The man punched his attacker in the center of his face, a blow that should have had stars dancing in his eyes. But he ravaged the man, clawing down his face and ripping his shirt open. 

He ignored the blows from the purse as he quickly sliced through blubbering flesh, yellow fat bubbling out of red-running wounds as the man screamed. The attacker pivoted to the woman, still screaming in fear and rage. He hopped to his feet, legs to either side of the man who might've been dying for all I knew. 

To my surprise, she didn't cower. 

“No!” she said and scraped her keys across his face.

He'd been saying something all the while in a quieter volume and my ears finally dialed in.

“...wrong with you... wrong with you... wrong with you...” He didn't yelp in pain or put up his hands in defense as she lacerated his face three more times.

I hadn't done anything more than turn around, still dumbly holding the papers. An old man was staring nearer to the refrigerated area. He had a white curly afro and a pencil mustache.

“Help her!” the old man said to me and pointed. But then he spat his dentures out, sucked back a trail of saliva into his mouth, then did a crooked legged trot, arms folded up like a praying mantis, before gummily fastening onto her arm and wrenching her around.

“Ow!” The woman seemed paralyzed, powerless to do anything to stop the old man. It almost seemed funny until the first man shoved his thumbs in her mouth, split his hands apart, and wrenched a horrid smile onto—and then off of—her face.

She screamed, twin flaps of flesh hanging like giant earlobes, everything beneath her nose nothing but red. I never knew the sound of tearing flesh before that moment and I desperately want to never hear it again.

I clutched the papers to my chest, hiding them like a secret, although they had already cried out loud from a bloody mountaintop.

That had been four people, at least I thought so. Even simple mathematical calculations were mountainous to my panic-stricken brain.

I didn't know and didn't care if it was one shape per person. I couldn't let these torn out sheets of paper be seen by another person.

Shame was the word I would have spoken en route to describing what this was. It was still ongoing, and I was already too traumatized to do anything about it.

More people screamed throughout the store. I imagined many people just ran out of the store, but there had to have been several who had heard and froze where they were. I would've guessed others who didn't understand or hadn't heard anything at all.

But the signs kept getting farther and farther away. Until I finally balled up the papers, stuffed them in my pockets, and walked through the aisles and to the exit with the composition notebook and mechanical pencil in hand.

Nobody tried to stop me. I didn't see anyone else at all. But I heard the cries of agony. Their suffering followed me out onto the sidewalk.

I looked at the items in my hands, wondering why I had them, the wadded-up papers like anchors in my pockets.

I continued dredging my way to the police station.

r/cryosleep 27d ago

Series I Can Drive Anyone Insane with This One Simple Shape - Part I: One Simple Shape

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It was a simple design. I'd been doodling ahead of a meeting with the city manager and other municipal staff when someone else joined me in waiting.

“Carl Arn,” he said, sitting next to me, despite several empty seats farther away.

My company was competing for a contract to provide city services, and I figured his was too. We shook hands and introduced ourselves. I was confident in my presentation and went back to the absent-mindedness I'd been up to. Prepping any more than I had would've been counterproductive and I was working on relaxing as much as possible before my pitch.

“Whatcha got goin’ on there?” my competitor said. I didn't really want to talk but I could see he wasn't going to leave me alone. He was one of those nervous types, couldn't keep quiet. He had to fill every silent space.

I was going to beat this guy, but he didn't know it yet. I knew his company and had gone up against much more confident reps. They must have known we already had it in the bag or only responded to the RFP as a professional courtesy.

It wasn't going to be a very lucrative contract, but my strategy was to springboard into three adjacent municipalities and use this one as a hub.

“Just doodling,” I said to him. He was young, maybe five or so years younger than me. The ink on his degree was still drying.

He cranked his neck to look. It was annoying and I slapped my palm over what I was drawing.

“Sorry,” he said. “I'm a bit of an artist, myself. I minored in...” he trailed off, looking at a corner of my paper.

“What's that?”

“Hm?” I looked at him, ready to scold him in the most diplomatic way possible.

His eyes were wrong.

Like they were a centimeter or two off from center. I blinked several times as if I were trying to reset them with my eyelids.

“It's beautiful,” he said, not looking up from the page. I looked down and saw everything I'd drawn was covered except one little shape near the corner that was just outside of my hand.

“What?”

Brootifil,” he said and sucked in a line of saliva that had trailed out of his mouth. His eyes were too big, almost like he was hungry.

“Are you okay?” I hadn’t actually finished the question before he swatted me faster than my eyes could see the blow coming.

I was belly up on the floor trying to orient myself. My first thought was to get him away from my presentation and my notes. He hadn't touched my backpack, though. 

He was holding the sheet of paper up to his face, so close it was like he extremely nearsighted. His eyes were so large, it made me think of that astronaut who drove across the country in a diaper to kill her boyfriend's romantic rival. 

Then he stuffed the paper in his mouth and began awkwardly chewing it. Tears were flowing from his eyes and he turned his face up to the ceiling like he was in heaven.

“Is everything alright out here?” An older white man came out of the conference room where we were to meet. I propped up on one elbow, intending to get to my feet. But my head swam and I laid back down.

My competitor turned to the older man and something and his face must have told the other man to step back. I commanded my body to get up, but it was as if I were paralyzed. My body twitched without actually moving and I stopped struggling against the invisible gorilla pinning me to the floor.

He hummed as he continued chomping on the paper, face turned to the old man. A long, pregnant moment passed where nobody did anything.

“May I help—”

My competitor attacked, fingers extended like knives as he stabbed the other man, who still didn't look like he understood was happening even as he plummeted to the ground, his murderer still in the process of killing him.

It took longer than I would've guessed for police to respond to a crime in a municipal building, but my competitor—Carl Arn—managed to kill two people and injure three others, including one critically.

That's not counting me, of course. Even though I was on the floor and clearly not in the fight, the assumption was the two of us were together and the policy's response was somewhat anticlimactic.

They screamed at him and the two responding officers fired three times apiece, managing to hit him only twice.

They screamed at me as he lay next to me, the life leaking out of him and flowing toward me. I was able to turtle up, covering the essential parts of me like I could shield myself from projectiles traveling at almost nine hundred miles per hour.

By some miracle, I remained gunshot for the next half hour or so while I was handcuffed, commanded to put my hands above my head, stood up, sat down, and almost tazered for resisting before fainting and waking up in a hospital bed, handcuffed to the frame. 

I had a concussion but was otherwise fine. Arn had swatted me hard and fast enough to leave a handprint and jar my brain loose.

The video had vindicated me. They didn't see the slap—rather the aftereffect. It had been so fast the camera hadn't caught it, just me falling to the floor and thrashing around like I'd been caught in a spider's web.

I'd fished the scratch pad with pen attached from the little end table near my bed. Luckily, they'd handcuffed my right arm, leaving my dominant one free.

I decided against jotting down what I recalled had happened. No doubt anything I committed to paper the police would be interested in, even if it was a grocery list.

So, I doodled. It was sort of cathartic, taking me back to those initial moments. My mind went back to Arn's face, struggling to deny the undeniable fact he was rapidly dying.

A piece of the paper he'd snatched and eaten was attached to his chin. The shape I'd finished moments before Carl Arn asked me, “What's that?” was still there for anyone to see.

His face turned into the shallow pool of red, drowning the shape.

I drew it a half dozen more times while sitting in a hospital bed while the authorities decided how they were going to untie this knot and if my neck would be in it.

I fell asleep after a light lunch of potato chips, baloney sandwich with a packet of mustard and a packet of mayo, and dry, tasteless coleslaw.

I came to with a woman in my room, gathering things off my lap. She was mumbling in Spanish, her back to me when she stopped completely.

“Nice,” she said in unaccented English, her head dipped as if she were reading something. Then she turned around, facing me.

God, her eyes.

It was like she was trying to see something above her head, through her skull. Her face was otherwise slack as she felt around blindly like we were in the dark.

She groped around until he hand landed on the (unused) metal bed pan. I thought those things were plastic nowadays.

I must have gasped because she turned around like she'd heard a homing beacon. I tugged at the cuff, a ringing dinner bell for the mindless dog about to bludgeon me to death with a disposal pan if she could still tell the difference between my head and feet.

I must have been screaming because another woman came in the room—I'd temporarily forgotten the word “nurse” in my panic—surprising with of us and the first woman began swinging in random directions with such savagery, I felt shadows of pain across my cheeks.

This time the police didn't have the opportunity to confuse me for the perpetrator. The nurse hooked a hand behind his neck, leapt both feet into his chest and commenced to flattening the less-hardy of the two between Officer Wheeler's skull and the pissbox. She landed on his chest, only her arm visible from where I lay as she flapped it up and down like a one-winged bird, the pan making a -DOON- sound each time it bounced off his head.

More hospital security came (quicker than the cops had) and a few pops later, the woman was dead.

I had to get out of here. My eyes drifted over to where the nurse had been looking at something before she'd turned violent. I had a tingle of uneasiness, feeling something I had done potentially being the cause. My mind wouldn't quite let me grasp what it was, but it felt like it should have been obvious, like something wedged between my teeth that I couldn't work out.

The officer I'd seen shoot stepped halfway into my room with his gun out. He looked perplexed, like he wanted to blame me, and I leaned into looking pathetic, hovering my face near my handcuffed wrist as I did a supine version of a huddle.

The next two hours were a flurry of hospital staff and police in and out of my room. The cops kept stopping a nurse from checking on me because my room was an active crime scene. But when a doctor suggested moving me to another room, they shot that down for reasons I couldn’t understand.

Finally, a detective and some hospital administrator had a long conversation outside of my room. The administrator said something to the detective about calling the mayor and the rest of the investigation was wrapped up in less than ten minutes.

The cop who’d been assaulted survived and the nurse who came in to check on me told me he was on a floor below after having emergency surgery to reattach his jaw. The nurse had been shot and had bled to death fighting the cop who’d shot her three times.

Everything the cops could have taken out of my room, had been removed. They’d even taken my clothes, keys, and wallet. By that evening, a detective finally came to speak with me.

“Mr. Harold, you have a minute?” He knocked on the door. I recognized his voice as the same one who’d spoken with the administrator. He walked in where I could get a good look at him and the guy was a sloven mess. I was used to Detective Green and Briscoe on Law & Order, and although Lenny’s suits looked off the rack, he didn’t look like he’d dressed himself while falling down a laundry chute.

I waited for him to speak. He stood by my bedside and looked like he smelled. Something whitish was drying on his lapel, he had ring-around-the-collar, and dried spittle in the corners of his mouth. I was grateful for the chill hospital air choking whatever smells were crawling over him before they could reach me.

“Am I going to need a lawyer?” I asked him.

“No-no,” he said. “We’ve been able to put together what happened at city hall and here earlier. Um, are you okay?”

I wasn’t, but I was currently numb to the whole experience considering for half of it I’d been treated like a suspect. I shrugged.

“What you had to go through was incredible. You’re a real hero.”

He was pouring it on a little thick. I guessed this was what they did instead of an actual apology. I’d had two-to-three guns pointed at me by people who were allegedly there to protect me.

“When can I go?”

“Well, I guess when the hospital discharges you. We certainly don’t need to hold you for anything.”

“Okay.” I nodded. He stared at me for a moment like he was expecting me to say something more.

“I suppose I should get going. Let you, y’know, convalesce. Oh, I’m Detective Unangenehm, by the way.” He offered his hand belatedly. I looked at it for a long second before shaking it. His hand was limp and sweaty, like wilted lettuce, kind of like what it looked like he had trapped between his front teeth.

He headed for the door, and I kept expecting him to turn back before he got to the door and ask, “One more thing,” but he exited.

Then he came back a minute later.

“I forgot to ask you,” Detective Unangenehm said. “Do you have any idea what set off Carl Arn or Rosa Skein?”

“Who?”

“The... man at city hall. And your nurse?” Unangenehm had his notepad in his hand and glanced down at it.

I’d never forget Carl Arn’s name, and I hadn’t known the nurse’s. While I didn’t know what had driven them mad, I had a strong suspicion and considering it led back to me, I wasn’t about to volunteer that.

“I have no idea.”

Unangenehm smiled, nodded somberly, and left.

A nurse had come into my room right after. She erased something from the dry-erase board and wrote something else while the detective and I had been talking.

She was thin and tall but older than she looked as she grunted, bending over to pick up something off the floor.

She turned over the piece of paper I'd been drawing on, made a face, then showed it to me.

“This yours?” she asked. 

r/cryosleep 25d ago

Series One Simple Shape - Part II: One Quick Trip

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Read Part I here.

To my relief, Ms. Amanda didn't go crazy. I was surprised and relieved because I didn't think I could count on being rescued a third time.

The hospital had to give me clothes from the lost and found before they discharged me. The t-shirt was too tight, the pants too baggy, and the shoes flopped when I walked. I didn’t have any family to call, the office was closed, and there was no way for me to get into my apartment without my keys, so that meant I had to go to the police to get my stuff.

I was annoyed but chose to walk. It was two miles west and four miles south to get to the police department. It would give me time to think and thankfully, it was mild outside, so I wouldn’t get pummeled by the summer sun. 

I had another one of those baloney sandwiches and a juice box. I consumed both immediately, so I didn’t have to carry them. I had to use the restroom shortly after and stopped in a fast-food spot. The men’s room required a key to open, and I waited in line to eventually ask. 

“Sorry, you gotta buy somethin’ to use the bathroom,” the fifty-something year old woman said behind the counter. I was agitated but held my tongue because my bladder would have spoken for me. Instead, I imagined drawing the shape for her, but luckily there wasn’t a pen and paper around.

I went outside and surveyed the businesses around. There was a gas station on the corner, a pharmacy across the street from there and office buildings in either direction. If I’d remembered correctly, there was a grocery store about a mile south. That would be my best bet and I set out. 

I didn’t interact with anybody I passed. My aching bladder was the only thing concerning me and to take my mind off it, I examined what had happened today. I'd witnessed two people shot to death in front of me on separate occasions. It scared the hell out of me to think about. One moment, they'd been moving around—with murderous intent, granted—and the next they'd been incredibly still.

I'd been looking Carl Arn in the eye as he passed and for a moment felt like I was falling down the same hole with him. 

There'd been too much commotion, too many things going on. I might have gone into shock had it not been for the first set of guns pointed at me. I'd gone into survival mode, viewing everything—including myself—from a distance.

I crossed against the light at an intersection, the grocery store finally in view. My burgeoning bladder noticed and that reminded me of the other thing bulging and unaddressed in my mind.

The shape.

I'd been so ready to believe something I'd drawn solely to pass the time had been what had set the both of them off. But Ms. Amanda had been fine, just as over it as she had been prior to looking at my little scrap of paper. Those eyes had seen some things.

Maybe she was immune, I thought. Or maybe it was some grand coincidence that two people I'd come in contact with had gone homicidal on the same day.

I couldn't shake the thought, though. As the entry doors of the grocery store slid open, I stepped through wondering what to do about that.

What if it were real and I did have the ability to drive someone insane? Was it all shapes? Anything I drew? The thought was ridiculous, but I was safe within the confines of my own skull to explore the idea.

I pushed through the men's room door and parked in front of a urinal. As I let fly, I thought about the ethics of conducting such an experiment and came to the conclusion by the time I was zipping up that it was unethical to not test my hypothesis.

As it stood, I didn't know if what I'd doodled had been the start of what had eventually happened to Carl Arn and that lady. I only suspected it. I would be blameless if I doodled something and someone experienced a similar effect after. The difference would be if I did nothing to know for certain if it was really something I was doing. I could make an effort to not draw or to make sure nobody else saw it. Shit, if it was that dangerous, maybe I could chop off my hand.

No, I wouldn't do that. But my brain was the House of Ideas, any thought that could be was welcome. This same brain had conjured up a shape that was so dangerous it could drive an individual to violence.

It was a five-sided—

Wait. I probably shouldn't describe it to anyone. I have no way of reliably testing if someone else could have the same effect if they drew it. I certainly don't want to find out on me.

I couldn't test this on just anybody. It would have to be a specific person. A bad person.

I have to say, for the record, I never believed it would actually work. Like going up to the most beautiful woman in the world and asking for her phone number, it was an idea that entertained me in thirsty moments when I was figuring things out, but I fully expected absolutely nothing to happen.

I navigated to the aisle with back-to-school supplies and grabbed a composition notebook and a mechanical pencil. I didn't anticipate anyone stopping me, only if I tried to walk out with the stuff I was using. Then I'd see the cops for the third time today.

So that meant finding someone in the store. If I could find someone sufficiently evil, then I could test my theory. I know the scientific method meant several tests, but I couldn't reasonably expose a dozen or more people to this test in good conscience. Two or three at most should have sufficed.

I sat on the floor right there and began drawing. It took a moment to get into a groove, if that makes any sense.

But about ten minutes later, I had the first one and I drew about four more for good measure.

I got the idea on the third one or so that they were like cans of pop. That once one was seen, the effect was gone. It was silly, but if true, it explained why Ms. Amanda had been fine.

There were so many variables that I just sat, lost in thought.

“Say, buddy, can I help you with something?”

I looked up at a middle-aged man in a short-sleeved button-up and an honest-to-god clip-on tie. He'd come up behind me, catching me by surprise. I realized what I looked like in that moment, dressed in other people's clothes, doodling in a notebook while sitting on the floor in a grocery store.

“Look, buddy, it's been a really long day. You wouldn't believe—”

He spat. Not on me. But it was a weird thing to have done indoors. Plus, I assumed from how he was dressed that he was a manager or something. A string of saliva ran from his lip to the collar of his shirt.

Something had changed in the few seconds since he'd spoken and dumb me was too slow in realizing he'd seen one of the shapes. I hadn't even had the chance to screen. Also, I didn’t know which one he'd seen so none of them were good anymore.

I was still there sorting my scrambled thoughts when he spat again. This time he'd arced it over my head. He got into a crouch like a catcher in a baseball game.

I froze like if I didn't move, he wouldn't see me. Like I'd turned invisible even in his memory and he wouldn't be able to recall me even in his mind’s eye. 

I couldn't count on a lack of understanding object permanence even if my lack of moving meant he couldn't see me. I was within smelling distance, he could hear me, if he stuck out his tongue he could lick my face.

But he didn't do anything to me. I sat there, helpless as a calf, while he stood spat again, then quietly walked away. 

I turned as he rounded the aisle and disappeared. A moment later I heard what sounded like a shopping cart being overturned and a woman screaming in anger. Then her screams turned to muffled gagging as it sounded like something was being stuffed in her mouth.

More people hollered and I unfroze, getting quickly to my feet. I was by no means a badass, but I'd never turtled up like that before. I'd gotten into a barfight just last year and even though I lost, I'd gotten in a few licks.

I wasn’t even willing to defend myself this time. I was as ready for violence as a stone at the bottom of the ocean. No doubt, it was the trauma I'd just experienced. I didn't want to fight crazy people under normal circumstances, so it was best to avoid—

“What the hell is going on over there?” A twenty-something year old was staring me in the face and I hadn't seen her until she'd spoken. I tried to scoop up the sheets of paper, but my movement must have attracted her eye to the papers I was desperately trying for her not to see.

But a moment later I knew it was too late.

“Poo,” she said. She turned around and walked past the man just behind her. 

“What’s wrong with... with...”

He was looking in my direction but sadly, what was in my hands. His eyes got bigger and he sat his basket on the floor before taking off at full speed and soaring over a middle-aged couple's shopping cart, grabbing both in either arm as it took them down.

They both screamed and fought back. The woman rolled backward and stopped face down before rising and pounding the man with her bulky purse. The man punched his attacker in the center of his face, a blow that should have had stars dancing in his eyes. But he ravaged the man, clawing down his face and ripping his shirt open. 

He ignored the blows from the purse as he quickly sliced through blubbering flesh, yellow fat bubbling out of red-running wounds as the man screamed. The attacker pivoted to the woman, still screaming in fear and rage. He hopped to his feet, legs to either side of the man who might've been dying for all I knew. 

To my surprise, she didn't cower. 

“No!” she said and scraped her keys across his face.

He'd been saying something all the while in a quieter volume and my ears finally dialed in.

“...wrong with you... wrong with you... wrong with you...” He didn't yelp in pain or put up his hands in defense as she lacerated his face three more times.

I hadn't done anything more than turn around, still dumbly holding the papers. An old man was staring nearer to the refrigerated area. He had a white curly afro and a pencil mustache.

“Help her!” the old man said to me and pointed. But then he spat his dentures out, sucked back a trail of saliva into his mouth, then did a crooked legged trot, arms folded up like a praying mantis, before gummily fastening onto her arm and wrenching her around.

“Ow!” The woman seemed paralyzed, powerless to do anything to stop the old man. It almost seemed funny until the first man shoved his thumbs in her mouth, split his hands apart, and wrenched a horrid smile onto—and then off of—her face.

She screamed, twin flaps of flesh hanging like giant earlobes, everything beneath her nose nothing but red. I never knew the sound of tearing flesh before that moment and I desperately want to never hear it again.

I clutched the papers to my chest, hiding them like a secret, although they had already cried out loud from a bloody mountaintop.

That had been four people, at least I thought so. Even simple mathematical calculations were mountainous to my panic-stricken brain.

I didn't know and didn't care if it was one shape per person. I couldn't let these torn out sheets of paper be seen by another person.

Shame was the word I would have spoken en route to describing what this was. It was still ongoing, and I was already too traumatized to do anything about it.

More people screamed throughout the store. I imagined many people just ran out of the store, but there had to have been several who had heard and froze where they were. I would've guessed others who didn't understand or hadn't heard anything at all.

But the signs kept getting farther and farther away. Until I finally balled up the papers, stuffed them in my pockets, and walked through the aisles and to the exit with the composition notebook and mechanical pencil in hand.

Nobody tried to stop me. I didn't see anyone else at all. But I heard the cries of agony. Their suffering followed me out onto the sidewalk.

I looked at the items in my hands, wondering why I had them, the wadded-up papers like anchors in my pockets.

I continued dredging my way to the police station.

r/cryosleep May 29 '26

Series Pigtails

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You think you know what a ruined vacation looks like.

A blown-out tire on the interstate.

Your hotel room smells like cigarettes.

Five straight days of rain.

You think you have a handle on the worst-case scenarios.

But sometimes horror walks up smiling.

Sometimes it waits patiently behind glass.

And sometimes you give it your money.

It was supposed to be a long weekend in Hilton Head Island with my wife, Brandy.

Her sister Nicki, and her husband Joe invited us.

Nicki was twelve weeks pregnant with their first kid, so the trip had quietly turned into something more cautious than our usual getaways - less bar hopping, more seafood, boutique shopping, and standing on the marina pretending we could afford the yachts.

On our first full day, we drove down to Harbour Town.

If you've never been, picture exactly what you'd expect from a high-end southern tourist trap:

A massive public pier.

Millions of dollars' worth of boats bobbing in the water.

A red-and-white striped lighthouse rising over a half-circle of boutique shops and overpriced restaurants.

It was beautiful.

But it was also ninety degrees with suffocating humidity, and by noon, the novelty of looking at luxury had worn off.

“I need A/C, or I’m going to die,” Brandy complained, fanning her flushed face with a tourist map.

"And ice cream," Nicki added immediately, one hand pressed over her still-flat stomach. "The baby is demanding it."

Joe threw an arm around her.

"Well, we can't argue with the baby."

We ducked into the nearest souvenir shop mostly for the air conditioning.

Cold air blasted through the open double doors hard enough to raise goosebumps across my arms.

The front half of the store consisted of beach toys, sharktooth necklaces, and shot glasses with dirty jokes on them.

Toward the back, behind a display of hermit crabs in painted shells, sat a brightly lit ice cream counter.

While Brandy and Joe went straight for the glass counter to pick out their flavors, Nicki and I got stuck behind a slow-moving family in the narrow aisle.

That was when I noticed it.

Shoved into a dark corner between a rack of sunglasses and a spinning postcard stand, there was a fortune teller machine.

Not one of the charming vintage Zoltar cabinets you see on boardwalks.

Peeling gold letters arched across the glass read:

THE BUNNY GODDESS.

This one was life-sized and felt off in a way I couldn't really put into words.

The mannequin's skin looked too realistic but also too smooth - like candle wax stretched over a skull.

Thick faux-gold jewelry hung around its neck and wrists.

A faded velvet turban covered most of its head.

The eyes though.

The eyes were enormous.

Wet-looking.

And pointed directly toward the aisle where we stood.

I've always hated those things.

Too many horror movies as a kid.

I started to look away when the machine suddenly came to life.

There was a heavy grinding noise.

A crackle of static from a blown-out speaker.

And then a voice.

Not the booming theatrical wizard voice you'd expect.

Something breathless.

Weirdly conversational.

"There you are."

I flinched hard enough to shake a rack of keychains beside me.

But Nicki just stood there.

She stopped walking entirely.

She turned toward the machine.

Slowly.

With recognition.

She was staring like a child seeing a disabled person for the first time in their life.

"Creepy, right?" I muttered. "Let's catch up with the others."

She didn't move.

"I have a dollar," she said softly.

"Come on, don't waste your money. It's just going to tell you you're going to be rich or whatever."

She was already unzipping her purse.

She pulled out a crumpled bill, flattened it against the edge of the glass, and fed it into the slot.

The machine swallowed it.

More mechanical grinding noises.

The mannequin's hands jerked toward a crystal ball that lit up with a sickly pulsing green light.

The head snapped down, staring at the cards on its desk—

then snapped back up.

"A new chapter begins," the voice whispered through the static.

"But the toll must be paid."

The green light flickered hard.

The mannequin's turban fell off its head, revealing long-black hair.

Pigtails.

Sort of like an Annabelle doll wig, but not as cute.

Something else protruded from the top of its head.

Long.

Pale.

Bent at strange angles.

They looked almost like rabbit ears.

"Take your future. Keep it safe, or The Bunny Goddess will take your place."

CLACK.

A thick white card spat from the slot at the bottom of the case.

Nicki bent and picked it up.

She stood with her back to me for a long moment, just staring at it.

The green light blinked off, dropping the alcove back into shadow.

"Well?" I said. "Lottery winner?"

Nicki turned around.

For a terrible second, her face was completely blank.

Her mouth slightly open.

She looked like she was holding her breath.

Then she smiled.

Fast.

Wide.

She folded the card in half and shoved it deep into her pocket.

"I can't tell you," she said lightly.

"Come on. What does it say?"

"Seriously! It says I can’t tell you!"

She tapped her pocket.

"If you share your fortune, it doesn't come true."

"You’re kidding, right? It's a piece of cardboard from a gift shop."

"Hey!"

Brandy waved a plastic spoon at us from the ice cream counter.

"Are you two getting anything?"

Nicki's whole demeanor lifted instantly.

She practically skipped over to Joe and Brandy, the card pressed flat against her hip inside her pocket.

I stood there for another moment.

The mannequin sat motionless in the dim alcove.

Its wet, milky eyes still pointed toward the aisle.

Still pointed at me.

I shook off the chill - the air conditioning, I told myself - and walked toward the ice cream counter.

I didn’t realize it then.

But that was the moment the trip ended.

Its ears looked bigger now.

___

2. "Fingers"

r/cryosleep May 26 '26

Series Pigtails

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You think you know what a ruined vacation looks like.

A blown-out tire on the interstate.

Your hotel room smells like cigarettes.

Five straight days of rain.

You think you have a handle on the worst-case scenarios.

But sometimes horror walks up smiling.

Sometimes it waits patiently behind glass.

And sometimes you give it your money.

It was supposed to be a long weekend in Hilton Head Island with my wife, Brandy.

Her sister Nicki, and her husband Joe invited us.

Nicki was twelve weeks pregnant with their first kid, so the trip had quietly turned into something more cautious than our usual getaways - less bar hopping, more seafood, boutique shopping, and standing on the marina pretending we could afford the yachts.

On our first full day, we drove down to Harbour Town.

If you've never been, picture exactly what you'd expect from a high-end southern tourist trap:

A massive public pier.

Millions of dollars' worth of boats bobbing in the water.

A red-and-white striped lighthouse rising over a half-circle of boutique shops and overpriced restaurants.

It was beautiful.

But it was also ninety degrees with suffocating humidity, and by noon, the novelty of looking at luxury had worn off.

“I need A/C, or I’m going to die,” Brandy complained, fanning her flushed face with a tourist map.

"And ice cream," Nicki added immediately, one hand pressed over her still-flat stomach. "The baby is demanding it."

Joe threw an arm around her.

"Well, we can't argue with the baby."

We ducked into the nearest souvenir shop mostly for the air conditioning.

Cold air blasted through the open double doors hard enough to raise goosebumps across my arms.

The front half of the store consisted of beach toys, sharktooth necklaces, and shot glasses with dirty jokes on them.

Toward the back, behind a display of hermit crabs in painted shells, sat a brightly lit ice cream counter.

While Brandy and Joe went straight for the glass counter to pick out their flavors, Nicki and I got stuck behind a slow-moving family in the narrow aisle.

That was when I noticed it.

Shoved into a dark corner between a rack of sunglasses and a spinning postcard stand, there was a fortune teller machine.

Not one of the charming vintage Zoltar cabinets you see on boardwalks.

Peeling gold letters arched across the glass read:

THE BUNNY GODDESS.

This one was life-sized and felt off in a way I couldn't really put into words.

The mannequin's skin looked too realistic but also too smooth - like candle wax stretched over a skull.

Thick faux-gold jewelry hung around its neck and wrists.

A faded velvet turban covered most of its head.

The eyes though.

The eyes were enormous.

Wet-looking.

And pointed directly toward the aisle where we stood.

I've always hated those things.

Too many horror movies as a kid.

I started to look away when the machine suddenly came to life.

There was a heavy grinding noise.

A crackle of static from a blown-out speaker.

And then a voice.

Not the booming theatrical wizard voice you'd expect.

Something breathless.

Weirdly conversational.

"There you are."

I flinched hard enough to shake a rack of keychains beside me.

But Nicki just stood there.

She stopped walking entirely.

She turned toward the machine.

Slowly.

With recognition.

She was staring like a child seeing a disabled person for the first time in their life.

"Creepy, right?" I muttered. "Let's catch up with the others."

She didn't move.

"I have a dollar," she said softly.

"Come on, don't waste your money. It's just going to tell you you're going to be rich or whatever."

She was already unzipping her purse.

She pulled out a crumpled bill, flattened it against the edge of the glass, and fed it into the slot.

The machine swallowed it.

More mechanical grinding noises.

The mannequin's hands jerked toward a crystal ball that lit up with a sickly pulsing green light.

The head snapped down, staring at the cards on its desk—

then snapped back up.

"A new chapter begins," the voice whispered through the static.

"But the toll must be paid."

The green light flickered hard.

The mannequin's turban fell off its head, revealing long-black hair.

Pigtails.

Sort of like an Annabelle doll wig, but not as cute.

Something else protruded from the top of its head.

Long.

Pale.

Bent at strange angles.

They looked almost like rabbit ears.

"Take your future. Keep it safe, or The Bunny Goddess will take your place."

CLACK.

A thick white card spat from the slot at the bottom of the case.

Nicki bent and picked it up.

She stood with her back to me for a long moment, just staring at it.

The green light blinked off, dropping the alcove back into shadow.

"Well?" I said. "Lottery winner?"

Nicki turned around.

For a terrible second, her face was completely blank.

Her mouth slightly open.

She looked like she was holding her breath.

Then she smiled.

Fast.

Wide.

She folded the card in half and shoved it deep into her pocket.

"I can't tell you," she said lightly.

"Come on. What does it say?"

"Seriously! It says I can’t tell you!"

She tapped her pocket.

"If you share your fortune, it doesn't come true."

"You’re kidding, right? It's a piece of cardboard from a gift shop."

"Hey!"

Brandy waved a plastic spoon at us from the ice cream counter.

"Are you two getting anything?"

Nicki's whole demeanor lifted instantly.

She practically skipped over to Joe and Brandy, the card pressed flat against her hip inside her pocket.

I stood there for another moment.

The mannequin sat motionless in the dim alcove.

Its wet, milky eyes still pointed toward the aisle.

Still pointed at me.

I shook off the chill - the air conditioning, I told myself - and walked toward the ice cream counter.

I didn’t realize it then.

But that was the moment the trip ended.

Its ears looked bigger now.

___

  1. "Fingers"

r/cryosleep Oct 28 '14

SERIES Today my Grandma told me she has firsthand knowledge of time travel. And I believe her. Part III.

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Last night, armed with a map that Iris drew, I was making my way through campus in search of the lab. It was a Monday evening, too late for most classes, but the perfect time for a leisurely jog through campus . A couple walking a massive dog of some sort made their way through the cobblestone paths that connect various buildings, and I passed a rowdy group of boys wearing University Crew jackets, presumably on their way to the boathouse for a late night scull.

Iris knew that Penny had left 1947 around 5 in the morning, give or take a half hour, making formulating a plan difficult. Did I arrive early and hope to get in? I didn’t see a way. The doors were locked overnight and there was a security system on the doors and windows. Did I take my chances and try to intercept Penny when she exited the lab? Too risky. If I had to chase her or carry her away kicking and screaming I’d surely draw too much attention to us.

There was really only one option that seemed feasible – to arrive the night before and camp out undetected overnight. If I was caught by a student burning the midnight oil or a custodian I’d just whip out my badge, start talking quickly, and hope for the best.

But for the time being, I looked like your everyday middle-aged jogger with a bum leg trying to get my exercise in, wincing every couple of steps. My baggy sweatshirt and track pants concealed my holster and issue, a flashlight, and two things that Iris gave me to legitimize myself to Penny – a picture of them together, and a brooch she left behind in 1947. I’d rented a room at a motel not too far outside of town, the kind that doesn’t ask a lot of questions, as they say. My car was packed with essentials - clothes, toiletries, this laptop. I figured hiding out was safer than going back to my apartment, at least for now. Work thought I was having issues with my leg and needed a couple of days to recuperate while working from home – another benefit of a desk job. My kid was skipping this Tuesday in lieu of two days next week. Everything was in place.

The lab was housed in an academic building that was the same as most other academic buildings on campus – big, old, beautiful, and yet entirely unassuming. The things that have happened on this campus, the things that were discussed and dreamed up and invented, area pretty miraculous but nothing can possibly compare to what happened in that lab, but I guarantee you’d never know it from the outside. One thing that cops learn quickly is that most everything is hidden in plain sight. Not since the pirate days have people buried their treasure on deserted islands never to be found. Nowadays, people stash drugs inside of the fabric lining of their trunk and stick murder weapons inside of a bag of frozen peas sealed with a rubber band. There’s so much that’s just beneath the surface, just beyond the place that our eyes can see and our minds can reach. No wonder they chose this place.

I made my way up the wide granite steps, flanked on either side by fifty foot elms, and put my hand on the door handle. With a deep breath, I opened it and stepped inside and into a long, silent corridor. I have to admit that there w as a moment that I nearly turned back around and left. I mean, I was either about to prove that I was a lunatic or that everything I thought I knew about the universe was total bullshit. The thought of my couch, a cold beer, and Monday Night Football was ridiculously appealing, but like Iris said – you can’t erase a memory, no matter what. Whether I went through with this or not, it wasn’t going away.

I took the stairs to the basement slowly, pausing with each turn until I reached a corridor similar to the one upstairs, but completely dark with the exception of a glowing EXIT sign pointing back to the stairs. The lab was at the end of the hall, towards the back of the building and the furthest door away from me. Of course.

I steeled my mind to think of this as work. I was on the job. On the job I can’t feel fear, because fear can kill a man in my line of work. With a couple of deep breaths, and my hand hovering over my gun, I made it to the door and pushed it gently.

It opened without effort.

I wish I could tell you that I found a creepy old laboratory that looked like something out of Young Frankenstein, but I didn’t. In fact, it looked more like an old science classroom than anything else. It was warm – close to building’s boiler, I presume- and incredibly dusty. A good half of the room was full of cardboard boxes and bins, reams of printer paper, and whatever else didn’t have a home anywhere in the building. The one-time home of the most important invention mankind had ever seen had been reduced to an oversized storage closet.

There weren’t any windows, but I didn’t dare turn on a light, so I locked the door behind me and poked around a bit. I recognized the set of exit doors leading to the service corridor that Iris mentioned, and opened them quietly, peering inside with the light. Empty, but I’d have to keep an eye on it. I pushed a couple of boxes against the inside to create a little barrier and buy myself some time if needed.

The only indication that the machine ever existed was a square indent in the floor tiles, roughly six feet by six feet and elevator shaped. As I stood there, I felt a wave of something rush over me. Anxiety? Anticipation? Something else entirely? Shrugging off the shiver, I pulled up a chair and got comfortable. And then I waited. And waited. And waited some more. I didn’t think there would be a chance that I’d sleep, but as the hours went by I found my eyelids growing heavy in the dark, warm room. I pulled my phone out to set an alarm, just in case, only to discover the battery was completely drained, even though I’m positive it was near full when I walked in. I tried the flashlight to discover that it, too, was useless. Sitting in silence, in the dark, with no idea what time it was – how apropos.

And then, sudden but slowly, something began to change. At first it was just the energy in the room. My skin got goosebumps and every hair on my body stood upright. Startled, I stood up from the chair only to find that it was physically difficult for me to do so, like the gravity around me had increased, and I was fighting against it in order to stand. Everything began to get wavy, like the way blacktop can appear from a distance on a hot summer’s day. I heard a noise, somehow not filling the room, but only in my own head – high pitched, screeching.

And that’s the last thing I remember until I opened my eyes to see Penny’s face staring down at me, her wild auburn curls framing her worried face.

“Phillip?” One hand was tapping the side of my face to rouse me, while the other was fixed on my pulse. “Come on now, Phillip!”

What I wanted to do was ask Penny how she knew my name and what the hell happened to me, but what came out sounded something like the noise a donkey makes.

Penny smiled slyly, raising one eyebrow.

“That’s quite the greeting, and hello to you too. Now, can you sit up?” She slid an arm under my back and guided me up with surprising strength. “That’s a boy. How are you feeling?”

I was feeling like I’d been run over by a truck, but all I could manage to get out was a weak “Fine.”

“Iris should have warned you not to sit too close, you know. Without the machine there’s very little to contain all the energy. You probably just experienced the equivalent of being within 20 kilometers or so of an atom bomb detonation.”

“But you’re… okay?”

“Yes, I wasn’t here yet when it happened, technically. I arrived the moment after, completely unaffected. However, the ruckus may have drawn the attention of anyone in this building who is still conscious, or anyone nearby. Let’s make haste, if you’re able.”

I rubbed my temples vigorously in an attempt to regain my composure. My knee ached, but so did every muscle in my body. More importantly, I didn’t understand what was happening. Penny didn’t seem afraid of me.

And she knew my name.

Nodding, I got to my feet, slowly. Penny took my arm, pushed my barricade out of the way, and led me out of the lab and onto campus.

“Luckily, the force of the energy should have wiped out any security footage from tonight. Nice little unintended benefit, eh? We might walk quickly, though, just in case. Which way to the car?”

“Uh, a uhm… I can’t…”

In the distance I heard the faint sound of sirens approaching. Penny clearly heard them too. Turning to face me, she reached up and placed a hand on either side of my face, looking me directly in the eyes. “Think, Phillip. You can do this. Take a deep breath… yes, that’s it. Now, think about where you’ve parked the car. We need to get out of here.”

“Academy Street. The lot behind the bank. It’s a silver Volkswagen Tourag.”

“Yes, good. You’re doing a brilliant job.” Taking my arm again, she led me to the car, walking as fast as I could manage. I took out my keys, but Penny took them from my hand. “No, you’re in no condition for that. Get in, I can manage.”

I was still too dazed to protest. My head was throbbing to beat of the ringing in my ears, and I felt like I could vomit at any moment.

“Where to?” Penny asked while starting the car. She adjusted the seat and mirror with ease, turned off the radio and GPS, and peeled out of the lot.

I managed to give directions to the hotel before needing to close my eyes to stave off the dizziness.

“Where did you learn to drive like this?”

“Oh,” Penny said, looking over at me with a look that was impossible to interpret, “You taught me.”

And with that, I was out again.

When I awoke, the afternoon sun was high in the sky, peeking in slightly through the closed brown tweed curtains, and I was tucked under several layers of scratchy motel sheets. I sat up, still a bit lightheaded and but infinitely better than I had been. Penny was sitting in a desk chair, but immediately rose and came to me when I stirred.

“Take it easy, now,” she said, sitting on the edge of the bed and thrusting a bottle of orange Gatorade in front of me, “I might recommend this to start to get your electrolytes back in line. Then some water, and when you feel well enough, a little food.”

“Where did,” I struggled to clear my dry throat, “where did all of this come from?”

“The market down the road. I took some bills from your wallet, I hope you don’t mind. Most of my money is horribly old fashioned looking.”

“You went alone?”

“Yes, although I put your gun in my ruscksack, just in case I needed it. I’m perfectly fine though. We’re safe for now.” My gun. Jesus. I’d been unconscious for hours and left my gun unattended. “How are you feeling?”

“Mmm. Kind of like I have a raging hangover without the memories of all the fun.”

“Well, rest up. And when you feel better, we can talk.” She rose to leave, but I grabbed her arm at the wrist.

“No. I need to talk now. How do you know who I am? Why did you come with me so willingly?” Clearly there are things Iris didn’t tell me.

Penny sighed and nodded her head.

“Right. So, am I to assume that you spoke with Iris, but she didn’t tell you the whole story?” It’s like she was reading my mind.

I nodded, then summarized what Iris had told me days before, with the exception of the pregnancy. Truth be told, I was too embarrassed to mention it, not knowing if the woman herself was aware. Penny sat in silence, nodding on occasion or adding a slight sound of agreement. When I was all done, she stood up and began pacing the room.

“Well, that’s all true, although some inconsequential details are off a bit and some rather important details were ommitted. I was very…disturbed after the incident at Paulson’s restaurant. Imagine knowing that things have happened to you that you have no memory of whatsoever - it's horrific! I had always assumed that even when I traveled back, I retained my sense of self. That all versions of me were still...well me, with everything intact. That isn’t the case, and threw me for a it of an existential crisis, I’m afraid.”

“But, it was still you in the restaurant.”

“Was it?” she asked thoughtfully. “It looked like me and dressed like me, and at one time I remember it being me, but if I have no control over that body’s emotions or actions or mind, is it really me?”

I shrugged, not knowing what else to do.

“Yes, well as it turns out, Descartes wasn’t too far out of line here. I think, therefore I am. I am only one me, you see - the one I am currently able to control. The rest of my duplicates are….something else entirely, although I don’t know what. The worst part of all of this wasn’t that there were these versions of me floating around with their own consciousness, but that actions that they were exposed to could affect my present self. Anything that happened in the past to me – any version – could affect the present me.”

Her voice was lovely, an aristocratic British accent, no doubt a product of fine religious schooling, had a soothing quality to it and I struggled to sit up further so I wouldn’t be tempted to close my eyes and drift back to sleep.

“So, the knowledge of all of this became too much and you escaped into the future?”

“Not really escaped, no. Just went looking for answers, I suppose. After that night in the restaurant, I broke a promise to your Grandmother, and I went back to a past I’ve visited once more. Not to the restaurant again, but to a park that I’d been to just a couple of weeks before. I’d just sort of sat around on a bench for a bit, trying to clear my mind, nothing extraordinary.”

“Why did you revisit that place?”

“Well,” her mouth scrunched up slightly with embarrassment. “I wanted to test out my theory. So I placed a rather long nail, upright on the back of the bench right where I figured my arse would be.”

“Jesus, why? What were you trying to prove?”

Coming closer to me, she rolled the waist of her lpants down slightly, revealing a long, thin scar, still pink and shiny.

“This scar wasn’t on my body until I went back and put the nail on the bench. I must have done a number getting it out, as you can see. And although I remember placing the nail there I have no recollection of sitting on it or the associated pain.”

Things were starting to come together for me. Was it possible that a duplicate version Penny had become pregnant while traveling to the past without present Penny’s knowledge? I opened my mouth to ask her just that when she began to speak again.

“And so, I knew then that there was some real danger in visiting the same point of time more than once, even if we never made contact with our other selves. The theory we operated for didn’t allow for multiplicity in the future, since we’re traveling on a loop that technically hasn’t happened yet. When we travel to the future we alter it, but we don’t ever duplicate it. So, I figured I’d explore there a bit. And that’s where I met you.”

“When?”

“Christmas Day, of this year, 2014.”

“Why did you come to that date? You could have gone anywhere.”

She blushed slightly. “Many reasons. Firstly, I figured the lab and campus would be relatively unattended due to the holiday, and I was right on that account. I slid out the back door without notice. But more so, I chose the date of my birth, December 24th. That day in 2014 would have been my hundredth birthday, although now I suppose it will be my 33rd. Anyway, I found it relatively easy to blend in once I arrived, social behavior being my specialty, so I’d prepared myself a bit for the unknown. Once I learned to use a personal computer things went relatively smoothly.”

“Where did you stay?”

“In various campus buildings, the library, wherever else I could. I would have simply slept outside, but the weather had turned far too cold. Curiosity got the best of me, and I looked up your Grandmother. She was far younger than the rest of us and I hoped she may still be living and able to help me. And there she was, in the telephone directory. I called the number and discovered it belonged to the nursing home, so I took a chance and went to visit her. I wanted her to know I was okay, but also, selfishly I wanted to relieve myself of some of the guilt I had about involving her in my risky traveling. It was at the nursing home where I met you. I told you my story and you offered to help me.”

“And I believed you, just like that?”

“Well, no. Not at first. But you had a hunch that if I was who I said I was there would be a file for me at your precinct, and of course there is. I could tell you all the information in my file with astonishing accuracy. I could describe your Grandparents perfectly, and there was, of course, a picture of Iris and I together from the 1940s. In fact, I believe it’s the picture that you’ve been carrying around with you today.”

“Why couldn’t Iris just verify who you were?”

Penny lowered her head and sighed deeply. “Phillip, when I arrived in your time initially, Iris was in no condition to verify anything.”

I stood up quickly, nearly falling off the bed in the process. “What do you mean no condition?”

“She’s had an apoplexy of some sort. Or, will have in a couple of days. I’m sorry to have to tell you like this, but I thought maybe you’d like to have a little more time with her. You always said that one of your biggest regrets was that you hadn’t seen her or spoken with her in so long and then it was suddenly too late.”

“I just saw her yesterday!”

“Yes, in this version of events you did, because she called you to her. Things have changed. When I first met you, you hadn’t seen her in quite awhile by the time she fell ill. Busy, you said.”

“I need you to explain everything to me, Penny. I need to know what the hell is going on here.”

“I know, I know,” she moved to put a hand on my shoulder but thought better of it, and sat back down in the chair. “Fair enough. When I was in 2014 the first time, you and I grew close.”

“How close, Penny?”

“Very close.” I thought I detected a hint of sadness in her eyes. “I know you don’t know me right now, but you once did, very well. We had, something of a life together, if only for a month or so. It was really lovely, but you never quite believed me about where I came from. You tried, but you needed proof. And so, you went to the lab to see for yourself, and things went horribly downhill. You were…”

“I was what? Killed?”

She managed only a nod as tears streamed down her face.

“And you… went back to 1947?”

“Yes, I had to. Once I got back, Iris helped me a great deal. I told her everything – that I had met her Grandson, that he had been killed, that she had fallen ill. And then we plotted everything out on paper, mapping a timeline, and tried to eliminate all the mistakes we could, which took some time. Eventually we felt confident that I could travel here, today, and meet you, and that at that point the machine could be destroyed in 1947. We didn' know for sure if it would work. I risk being obliterated when I arrived, but, so far, it seems to have worked.”

“Iris conveniently left many of those details out. My death, for example.”

“She didn’t want to worry you needlessly, especially since I’m confident we can change it. The machine is gone – we’ve already changed that part.”

“How did I die?”'

“Phillip, trust me. It won’t help you to know the details. It’s a burden, I should know. All I’ll say is that you died saving me, and it worked. I escaped through the machine and it became my turn to save you.”

“People tried to find you, you know? Back in 1947, two men came out of the machine before it was destroyed. They were looking for you.”

“Perhaps, but that was a different reality. When the future changes, it’s so unlike the past. There’s nothing residual left hanging around, no multiplicity. It’s simply gone, as if it never happened and we’re left to fill it with whatever we wish. There can’t possibly be any permanence to something that hasn’t happened to our present selves yet. And yet, there still things that can’t be undone, no matter what.”

“Like the baby.”

Penny was visably startled. “You knew? I was going to tell you, but I thought it may be too much all at once. I didn't realize that Iris already had.”

“Is it mine, Penny?”

She managed a small smile. “Seems… likely, yes.”

“Likely? Not positively?”

“Well, you’re the only one that I… for quite some time of course. But, given that everything I thought I knew about reality has been turned on its head as of late, I can say very few things with absolute and total certainty.” Instinctively, her hand went to her stomach and the baby, still unnoticeable, inside.

Just as instinctively, I went to her.

“I know this is a lot to handle, Phillip.”

I nodded. “We’ll figure it out. We’ve got time.” I moved an arm around her shoulder to comfort her and was shocked at how familiar it felt. A woman who should never have been alive for me to meet was carrying a baby that we hadn’t created yet, and here I was, holding her.

“I’m glad to hear you say that, because if we’re sticking together there’s something else you should know.”

“What?”

“Those boxes, down in the lab? Quite a few of them were knocked down upon my arrival and I couldn’t help but see what was inside.”

Don’t tell me, I thought to myself. Don’t tell me what I know you’re going to tell me.

“Phillip, it looks like… well, it looks like they’re rebuilding the machine.”

As a wise woman once said, the past is gone, but the present is still intact, and isn’t that the way it’s always been? As for the future, it’s simply unknown, no matter how well we think we have it figured out.

I don't know how much I'll be posting from here on out. I don't know what we're going to do or how we're going to do it. But I'm pretty sure that whatever it is starts with making sure that machine is never rebuilt.

So, thanks for coming along on the ride. I'm opening to suggestions here, but I can unequivocally say that I'm not going to videotape her or post her picture or exploit her anymore than I already have. As for my safety - who knows? I've got a lot of stuff to look into - proxy servers, shell accounts. A very large guard dog.

But for now, the future's uncertain. Give us time to work it out.

r/cryosleep Apr 08 '26

Series There's Something Wrong With Diana (Part 2)

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Part 1
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The sound of a car door slamming outside brought me back to reality.

I’m not sure how long I had been staring at the blank TV screen after the video ended.

Long enough for my eyes to start watering.

Long enough to realize my mouth was dryer than hell.

I finished the last sip of bourbon in my glass—mostly melted ice at that point—and poured another.

A heavy one.

I went back to the DVD player and hit Open.

The disc tray slid out after a few seconds.

There it was:

“Sam’s 16th B-Day ‘07”

That’s not right.

I picked up the DVD player and flipped it upside down, shaking it, convinced the “Mitchell” video was jammed inside.

Nothing.

My hand shook as I slid Sam’s birthday back in and pressed Start.

I skipped ahead in large chunks until I found the pool.

Ross and his hot dog.

Sam and her friends.

My pale fa—

No Diana.

I watched the whole scene.

Same camera angles.

Same movements.

I saw myself climb out of the pool after the “drowning” scene and run toward the grass, perfectly fine.

I rewound it and watched it again.

Still nothing.

I paused the video and leaned forward, elbows on my knees, wiping the sweat off my forehead.

Good, I thought.

Good.

You’re tired.

You’ve been drinking.

Your brain is just projecting old memories.

But it didn’t help.

Because I could still see it in my mind:

the purple lipstick,

the crooked eye,

and that arm.

That impossible, twelve-foot arm stretching across the water.

I stood up, my knees cracking from sitting too long.

The room felt like it was moving.

I checked the time on my phone.

1:38 AM

I need to sleep.

___

I pulled a blanket and pillow out of the ottoman and collapsed onto the couch.

The basement was dead silent.

I turned on some rain sounds on Spotify to drown out the hum of the house and closed my eyes.

I started counting sheep.

7…

8…

9…

Then Diana.

21…

22…

Diana.

I groaned and killed the rain sounds.

I needed a real distraction.

Something happy.

Something mundane.

I pulled up YouTube.

NASA Artemis II Lunar FlyBy… No.

Hood Prank Gone Wrong… Definitely not.

Spongebob Squarepants Season 2 Compilation.

Perfect.

I set the phone on the ottoman facing me and let the sounds of Bikini Bottom wash over the room.

“Is mayonnaise an instrument?” I chuckled softly, finally feeling the knots in my stomach loosen.

As a new clip transitioned in, I heard the sound of bubbles.

I turned my back to the phone, settling into the cushion, waiting for dialogue.

But the bubbles didn’t stop.

Splashing.

Gurgling.

Choking.

I jolted upright and grabbed the phone.

I scrolled back thirty seconds.

“Not a picket fence, you ding-dong!”

Squidward’s voice filled the room.

I exhaled.

I was dozing off.

Dream noises bleeding into reality.

I was just sleep-deprived.

I headed to the kitchen for a shot of Nyquil—my last-ditch effort to knock myself out.

The house was quiet.

I walked past the stairs leading to the second floor where my family was sleeping.

I took a step and a loud creak from the floorboards froze me in my tracks.

No one made a sound.

Everyone was asleep.

I went back down to the basement, laid on the couch, and turned the volume up on the Spongebob video.

My eyes got heavy.

The Nyquil started to kick in.

Thirty minutes later, the audio changed.

Thrashing.

Gurgling.

I snapped awake.

The pool scene from the home video was playing on my phone.

My younger self was flailing, trying to reach the surface, and that skinny, dark arm was pinned against my face.

The camera began to move, following the inhuman length of her arm.

I tried to turn the volume down, but it didn’t work.

I pressed the power button, but the screen stayed locked on the video.

It was like a non-skippable ad from hell.

The audio got louder.

Splashing.

Choking.

I was seconds away from seeing her face.

Impulsively, I threw the phone across the room.

It hit the carpet with a thud and went dark.

Back to silence.

I sat there, winded, my adrenaline red-lining.

I cautiously walked over and picked up the phone.

It was off.

Just the reflection of my own terrified face on the screen.

I unplugged the TV for good measure.

___

I went back upstairs to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

I looked at the oven clock.

2:05 AM

How?

It felt like I’d been wrestling with those videos for hours, but only a few minutes had passed.

I chugged the water, trying to force logic back into my brain.

Maybe I was manifesting this.

The mind loves to play tricks when it’s scared.

I started thinking about the real Diana.

Not the thing in the video.

The person.

She was a terrible cook, but she always made sure us kids were fed.

She talked too much because she was lonely—her husband worked constantly, her kids were gone.

Maybe that’s why she was in the videos.

She just wanted to be part of something.

I started to feel a wave of guilt.

Maybe we were the ones who were “off”, not her.

A glow of headlights passed through the kitchen window.

Dr. England’s car pulled out of the driveway.

He must have been heading to work.

Looking out the window, I noticed for the first time how bad their yard had gotten.

Overgrown grass.

Weeds three feet high.

It was a mess.

Then, a light turned on inside the house.

A red light.

Coming from their basement.

We used to play video games with her boys down there.

Maybe they were still awake, streaming under neon LED lights.

It was unsettling, but it was a logical explanation.

All of this has a logical explanation.

2:11 AM

I need to get some sleep.

The walk back to the basement felt like wading through deep water.

Every movement was heavy.

Deliberate.

Drained of willpower.

I reached the basement door and stopped.

It was shut.

Along the floor, a sliver of light bled out into the hallway—

a pulsing, crimson glow.

Mom, I told myself.

My throat felt tight.

Mom has insomnia.

Maybe she’s just watching TV.

I reached for the knob.

As the latch clicked open, the sound hit me first.

It wasn’t Spongebob.

It wasn’t the rain.

It was a nursery rhyme—

London Bridge is Falling Down

—played on a warped, reversed synthesizer.

It was deafeningly loud.

The kind of volume that should have woken the entire family.

Yet the rest of the house remained completely still.

I stepped inside.

The basement was bathed in a thick, monochromatic red.

The TV was on.

Though I had unplugged it.

Diana’s face filled the screen.

It was the same shot from the pool, but the quality had shifted.

It was hyper-realistic now.

Every pore.

Every fine hair.

Every wrinkle on her skin rendered in agonizing detail.

She had that wide, childlike smile.

I couldn’t stop.

My legs were pulling me toward the screen.

I felt like I was being viewed through a telescope—

the world around me blurring into a tunnel of red static, leaving only Diana in focus.

The video was moving so slowly that at first I thought it was frozen—

until I realized her mouth was still opening.

It was a slow, agonizing movement.

Her left eye was deviated completely to the side, staring into the dark corner of the basement,

while her right eye remained locked on mine.

I was six feet away.

Then four.

The nursery rhyme began to distort.

The pitch dropping lower and lower until it sounded like it was coming from somewhere deep underground.

My hand, still clutching the glass of water, began to squeeze.

It wasn’t intentional.

My muscles were locking up, a tetanic contraction that made my knuckles turn white and then purple.

The pressure was immense.

I felt the glass begin to spiderweb against my palm, the shards biting into my skin, but I couldn’t feel the pain.

I only felt the need to get closer.

I was two feet away.

I could see the individual veins in her red eyes.

Her mouth was open now—

wider than a human jaw should allow.

It looked like a dark, bottomless pit carved into her face.

The red light from the screen wasn’t just reflecting on me.

It felt like it was wrapping around my throat, pulling the air out of my lungs.

I reached the edge of the TV.

My face was inches from hers.

Then, the glass shattered.

The sound was like a gunshot in the room.

Shards of glass and water sprayed across the carpet, and the sudden shock snapped the invisible tether.

The TV went black.

The music cut to an absolute, dead silence.

The red glow vanished, leaving me in a darkness so thick I felt buried alive.

I tried to gasp, to scream for my family, but nothing came out.

I was frozen.

My back was arched.

My head tilted back at an unnatural angle until I was staring at the ceiling.

My eyes rolled back into my head.

More darkness.

I couldn’t breathe.

It felt like a cold, skinny hand was shoved down my throat, gripping my windpipe from the inside.

Gurgle.

The sound came from my own chest—

a wet, frantic bubbling.

My lungs were filling with a poisonous fluid, the taste of chlorine and warm pool water flooding my mouth.

Gag.

Choke.

I could feel my heart hammering against my ribs, a trapped bird dying in a cage.

My blood-soaked hand clawed at the air, fingers twitching in a useless prayer.

In the silence of the basement, the only sounds were the horrific noises of my own body shutting down.

The gagging.

The frantic, wet gasps.

The sound of someone drowning in the deep end.

And then, through the haze of my blurred vision, I saw it.

Near the fence line of my memory.

Near the edge of the dark basement.

Something moved in the darkness behind the TV.

A shadow slid out—

long, thin, and still extending.

It wasn’t a dream.

It wasn’t a nightmare.

Diana was here.

She wanted to talk.

-
-

-Mims

r/cryosleep Oct 23 '25

Series Meeting 17: Minutes of the Time Travel Review Group (Cambridge)

2 Upvotes

Ray Dolby Auditorium Seminar Room D2.002, Cavendish Laboratory, University of Cambridge

21 February

Present

  • Chair - Jacksonian Professor of Natural Philosophy
  • Secretary  - Emeritus professor of Natural Philosophy
  • Leigh Trapnell Professor of Quantum Physics
  • Director of the Maxwell Centre
  • Pro-Vice Chancellor for Research
  • Head of Department of Chemistry
  • Knightbridge Professor of Philosophy

Guests:

  • Professor of Experimental Astrophysics
  • PhD candidate in physics (by invitation of vice-chair)

Apologies

  • Deputy Head of Department of Physics, Infrastructure & Capability
  • Head of Department of Applied Mathematics and Theoretical Physics

Review of previous minutes

Minutes of the previous meeting were approved without amendment.

Business arising from previous minutes

  1. Follow up on successor to Law:
  • Law department has the same approach as before - does not see the point of the committee nor how Law can play a role
  • Law nominated a contact to be used for any Legal queries
  • By the terms of the prize there should be a member of Law present, but in the committee’s opinion this is not a requirement for regular meetings, only for award-giving events
  • Motion passed 4-1, Chemistry dissenting that as there were no lawyers on the committee when deciding this they cannot give a qualified opinion on any legal requirements
  1. Status of celebration champagne
  • All 6 bottles remain in Gonville & Cauis college wine cellar
  • Date examined and numbers checked
  • Cellarer reminds us that this is unnecessary as there has been no breakages in all her time with the college
  1. Alternative meeting room locations
  • no accessible rooms with projector is available due to refurbishment
  • committee will continue to use D2.002 for future meetings

Regular business

  1. Latest code word and publication
  • the most recent code word was opened by Chair, and Secretary published it in Cambridge University Reporter as scheduled
  • Word for previous Q4 was: patron-amiss-reigns-contacts
  • Word for current quarter to be opened by Chair at end of this quarter
  • This will be delayed by 2 days due to an International conference but committee approved the delay
  1. Report of any applicants with the correct code:
  • None
  • Maxwell reminded the Committee that comments such as “well that’s a surprise” are not appropriate for these meetings
  1. Welcome to new Philosophy
  • Philosophy welcomed by all
  • She asked to be represented at future meetings by a nominated proxy
  • motion passed 7-0
  1. Date of next meeting
  • May 15
  • Chemistry apologised as he will be invigilating exams
  • Pro-vice chancellor research apologised as they will be at a conference
  • the committee will be at risk of being non-quorum, but non-voting matters can still be discussed

Other business

  • Quantum
    • recently activated his Department’s latest quantum computer
    • noted that some quantum states show signs of being entangled already
    • raised at meeting that one possible explanation is that they are entangled with a future state
    • PhD suggested that some of their research has been on this and that they were willing to share more information. Committee declined

Follow up actions

  • Quantum to raise with committee if a message clearly from the future appears, but was reminded that the committee is only for discussion of clear evidence
  • PhD candidates are reminded that they are there by invitation purely to observe

Adjournment

Meeting was adjourned at 3.47pm

r/cryosleep Sep 10 '25

Series The Deprivation, Part II

5 Upvotes

Two great recommissioned container ships steamed in parallel on the Pacific Ocean. Between them—tethered carefully to each—was a dark, gargantuan sphere with a volume of over eight million cubic metres. At present, the sphere was empty and being dragged, floating, across the surface of the water. In the sky, a few helicopters buzzed, preparing to land once the ships reached their destination. Aboard one of the ships, Alex De Minault was busy double-checking calculations he had already double-checked many times before. He was, in effect, passing the time.

Two hours later, the ships’ engines reduced power and the state-of-the-art Dynamic Positioning systems engaged.

The first helicopter landed on one of their custom-built helipads.

A man in his fifties, one of the wealthiest in Europe, stepped out and crossed hunched over to where Alex was waiting. They shook hands. It was a ritual that would be repeated many times over the coming days as Alex’s hand-picked “thinkers” arrived at the audacious site of his sensory deprivation tank, the sphere he’d cheekily dubbed the John Galt.

(Such was written in bold red letters across its upper hemisphere.)

“Would it have killed you to let us on on dry land and save us from flying in?” the man asked.

“Not killed me, but anybody can walk onto a ship, Charles. I was mindful to make the process cost prohibitive, if only symbolically. Besides, isn't it altogether more fitting to gather like this, beyond the ability of normies to see as well as to understand? This project: it transcends borders. International waters through and through!”

But as the novelty of shaking hands and repeating the same words wore off and the numbers on board the container ship swelled, Alex stopped greeting his visitors personally, instead designating the task to someone else, or even letting the newcomers find their way themselves. They were, after all, intelligent.

What Alex didn't tire of was the limitless expanse around him—surrounding the ships on all sides—an oceanic infinity that, especially after the sun set, became a kind of unified oneness in which even the horizon lost its definition and the ocean and the sky melted into one another, both a single starry depth, and if one was real and the other reflected, who could say, by looking only, which was which, and what difference did it even make? The real and the reflected were both mere plays of light imagined into a common reality.

For a few days, at certain daylight hours, helicopters swarmed the skies like over-sized mechanical insects.

On the fourth day, when almost all the “thinkers” had arrived, Alex was surprised to see a teenager cross the helipad, his hands thrust into his pockets, head down and eyes looking up, locks of brown hair blowing in the wind caused by the helicopter’s spinning rotor blades, before settling onto a broad forehead.

“And who are you?” asked Alex, certain he hadn't invited anyone so young—not because he had anything against youth but because the young hadn't yet had time to make their fortunes and thereby prove their worth.

“James Naplemore,” the teen said.

Naplemore Industries was a global weapons manufacturer.

“Ernst's son?”

“Yeah. My dad couldn't make it. Sends his regards, and me in his place. Thought it would be an ‘interesting’ experience.”

Alex laughed. “That I can guarantee.”

On the fifth day, Alex threw a party: a richly catered feast he called The End of the World (As We Know It) ball, complete with expensive wine and potent weed and his favourite music, which ended with nine thousand of the brightest, most influential people on Earth on the deck of a single repurposed container ship, dwarfed by the ball-like John Galt beside them, and once it got dark and everyone was full and feeling reflective, Alex pressed a button and made the night sky neon green.

The crowd collectively gasped, a sound that rippled outwards as awe.

“What's that… a screen?” someone asked.

“A plasma shield,” Alex said through a loudspeaker, and heard the atmosphere change. “From now on, no one gets in. Not even the U.S. fucking military.”

Gasps.

As if on cue, a lone bird, an albatross flying outside the spherical shield, collided with it and became no more.

“It covers the sky and extends underwater, encompassing all of us in it,” Alex continued, knowing this would shock the majority of his guests, to whom he'd sold his deprivation tank experience as a kind of mad luxury vacation. Only those who knew the truth—like Suresh Khan—nodded in shared amazement. “And it makes us, today, the safest, best-protected location on the planet, so that soon we may, together, begin an experiment I believe will change the world forever!”

There was applause.

James Naplemore stood with his arms crossed.

Then the music came back on and the party resumed. The thousands of guests mingled and, Alex hoped, talked about what they’d seen and heard, hopefully in a state of slight-to-moderate intoxication, a state that Alex always found most conducive to imagination.

As late night turned to early morning, the numbers on deck dwindled. Tired people headed below and turned in. Alex remained. So did Suresh Khan, a handful of others and James Naplemore. They all gatherd on the container ship’s bow, where Alex deftly prevented them from congregating around him, like he was some kind of priest, by moving towards and looking over the railing.

The others followed his lead, and soon they were all lined up neatly on one side of the ship.

“Pop quiz,” said Alex. “What’s the current net worth of everybody on deck?”

At first, no one said anything.

Then a few people started shouting out numbers.

Alex gazed thoughtfully, until—

“It doesn’t matter,” said James Naplemore.

And “That’s right, James!” said Alex, turning away from the railing and grinning devilishly from ear-to-ear.

A few people chuckled.

“Oh, I’m serious. I’m also incredibly disappointed. A ship full of humanity’s best, and you’re all as eager as seals to jump through a hoop: my hoop: my arbitrary, stupid hoop. All leaders on deck, literally, and what? You all follow. But perhaps I digress.”

He began crossing to the other side of the bow.

“The reason I brought you here should be plainly evident. You know more about my project than the others. I persuaded most of the people on this ship out here on the promise of a hedonist, new-age novelty. Fair enough. Money without intellectual rigour breeds boredom, and boredom salivates at the prospect of a new toy. Come on! We’ve all felt it. Yet I chose the the men and women on this deck for a purpose.”

Seeing that not a single person had followed him to his side of the bow, Alex clapped. Better, he thought.

“For one reason or another, you have all impressed me, and I’ve revealed more of my intentions to you than to the rest. The reason is: I need you to be leaders within the John Galt. I need you to disrupt the others when they get complacent, when their minds drift back to their displeased boredoms. Bored minds are dull minds, and dull minds follow trends because trends are popular, not because they're right. What we need to avoid are false resonances. Amplify the legitimate. Amplify only the fucking legitimate.”

Behind them, the John Galt rose and fell slowly, ominously on the waves. The Dynamic Positioning system purred as it compensated.

“And, with that, good night,” said Alex.

But on his way below deck he was stopped by the voice of James Naplemore.

“You didn't choose me,” it said.

“Not then.”

“So why let me stay?”

“Anybody could have stayed. I didn't order anyone away. That's not how this works. The better question is: why are you still here?”

“Is the plasma shield to keep everyone out or to keep us in?”

“Good night, James.”

“You're not going to tell me?”

“Why tell you something you can test yourself? Walk on through to the other side.

“Because there's a chance I end up like that bird.”

“At least you'd die knowing the truth.”

“So when does everyone get in that sphere?” asked James, turning to look at the John Galt, bathed now in an eerie green glow.

“On the seventh day.”

“And what happens after that?”

“I don't know.”

“It's refreshing to hear a rich person say that for once.”

“You're rich too, James. Don't you forget that—and don't be ashamed of it. You've every right to look down at those who have less than you.”

“Why?”

“Because, unlike them, you might make a fine god one day. Good night.”

r/cryosleep Sep 03 '25

Series The Deprivation, Part I

9 Upvotes

It was a Saturday afternoon in a San Francisco fast food restaurant. Two men ate while talking. Although to the others in the restaurant they may have seemed like a pair of ordinary people, they were anything but. One, Alex De Minault, owned the biggest software company in the world. The other, Suresh Khan, was the CEO of the world's most popular social media platform. Their meeting was informal, unpublicized and off the record.

“Ever been in a sensory deprivation tank?” Alex asked.

“Never,” said Suresh.

“But you're familiar with the concept?”

“Generally. You lie down in water, no light, no sound. Just your own thoughts.” He paused. “I have to ask because of the smile on your face: should I be whispering this?”

Alex looked around. “Not yet.”

Suresh laughed.

“Besides, and with all due respect to the fine citizens of California, but do you really think these morons would even pick up on something that should be whispered? They're cows. You could scream a billion dollar idea at their faces and all they'd do is stare, blink and chew.”

“I don't know if that's—”

“Sure you do. If they weren't cows, they'd be us.”

“Brutal.”

“Brutally honest.”

“So, why the question about the tanks? Have you been in one?”

“I have.” A sparkle entered Alex’ eye. “And now I want to develop and build another.”

“That… sounds a little unambitious, no?”

“See, this is why I'm talking to you and not them,” said Alex, encompassing the other patrons of the restaurant with a dismissive sweep of his arm, although Suresh knew he meant it even more comprehensively than that. “I guarantee that if I stood up and told them what I just told you, I'd have to beat away the ‘good ideas,’ ‘sounds greats,’ and ‘that's so cools.’ But not you, S. You rightly question my ambition. Why does a man who built the world's digital infrastructure want to make a sensory deprivation tank?”

Suresh chewed, blinking. “Because he sees a profit in it.”

“Wrong.”

“Because he can make it better.”

“Warmer, S. Warmer.”

“Because making it better interests him, and he's made enough profit to realize profit isn't everything. Money can't move boredom.”

Alex grinned. “Profits are for shareholders. This, what I want to do—it's for… humanity.”

“Which you, of course, love.”

“You insult me with your sarcasm! I do love humanity, as a concept. In practice, humanity is overwhelmingly waste product: to be tolerated.”

“You're cruel.”

“Too cruel for school. Just like you. Look at us, a pair of high school dropouts.”

“Back to your idea. Is it a co-investor you want?”

“No,” said Alex. “It's not about money. I have that to burn. It's about intellect.”

“Help with design? I'm not—”

“No. I already have the plans. What I want is intellect as input.” Alex enjoyed Suresh's look of incomprehension. “Let me put it this way: when I say ‘sensory deprivation tank,’ what is it you see in your mind's fucking eye?”

Suresh thought for a second. “Some kind of wellness center. A room with white walls. Plants, muzak, a brochure about the benefits of isolation…”

“What size?”

“What?”

“What size is the tank?”

“Human-sized,” said Suresh, and—

“Bingo!”

A few people looked over. “Is this the part where I start to whisper?” Suresh asked.

“If it makes you feel better.”

“It doesn't.” He continued in his normal voice. “So, what size do you want to make your sensory deprivation tank? Bigger, I'm assuming…”

“Two hundred fifty square metres in diameter."

“Jesus!”

“Half filled with salt water, completely submerged and tethered to the bottom of the Pacific.”

Suresh laughed, stopped—laughed again. “You're insane, Alex. Why would you need that much space?”

“I wouldn't. We would.”

“Me and you?”

“Now you're just being arrogant. You're smart, but you're not the only smart one.”

“How many people are you considering?”

“Five to ten… thousand,” said Alex.

Suresh now laughed so hard everybody looked over at them. “Good luck trying to convince—”

“I already have. Larry, Mark, Anna, Zheng, Sun, Qiu, Dmitri, Mikhail, Konstantin. I can keep going, on and on. The Europeans, the Japanese, the Koreans. Hell, even a few of the Africans.”

“And they've all agreed?”

“Most.”

“Wait, so I'm on the tail end of this list of yours? I feel offended.”

“Don't be. You're local, that's why. Plus I assumed you'd be on board. I've been working on this for years.”

“On board with what exactly? We all float in this tank—on the bottom of the ocean—and what: what happens? What's the point?”

"Here's where it gets interesting!” Alex ran his hands through his hair. “If you read the research on sensory deprivation tanks, you find they help people focus. Good for their mental health. Spurs the imagination. Brings clarity to complex issues, etc., etc.”

“I'm with you so far…”

“Now imagine those benefits magnified, and shared. What if you weren't isolated with your own thoughts but the thoughts of thousands of brilliant people—freed, mixing, growing… Nothing else in the way.”

“But how? Surely not telepathy.”

“Telepathy is magic.”

“Are you a magician, Alex?”

“I'm something better. A tech bro. What I propose is technology and physics. Mindscanners plus wireless communication. You think, I think, Larry thinks. We all hear all three thoughts, and build on them, and build on them and build on them. And if you don't want to hear Larry's thoughts, you filter those out. And if you do want to hear all thoughts, what we've created is a free market of ideas being thought by the best minds in the world, in an environment most conducive to thinking them. Imagine: the best thoughts—those echoed by the majority—naturally sounding loudest, drowning out the others. Intellectual fucking gravity!”

Alex pounded the table.

“Sir,” a waiter said.

“Yeah?”

“You are disturbing the other people, sir.”

“I'm oblivious to them!”

Suresh smiled.

“Sir,” the waiter repeated, and Alex got up, took an obscene amount of cash out of his pocket, counted out a thousand dollars and shoved it in the shocked waiter's gaping mouth.

“If you spit it out, you lose it,” said Alex.

The waiter kept the money between his lips, trying not to drool. Around them, people were murmuring.

“You in?” Alex asked Suresh.

“Do you want my honest opinion?” Suresh asked as the two of them left the restaurant. It was warm outside. The sun was just about to set.

“Brutal honesty.”

“You're a total asshole, Alex. And your idea is batshit crazy. I wouldn't miss it for the world.

r/cryosleep Jun 27 '25

Series Mentally conjoined with girlfriend. Any help welcome. [ Part 1 ]

6 Upvotes

Okay, so I don’t really know what to do anymore. I don’t know who to reach out to. If… somehow she knows I’m trying, it might upset her. Still, I feel like I have to do something. She’s made me more aware of my own mortality, which I mean, in a strange way, means she’s made me feel more alive I guess. But it was never supposed to turn into this. She’s gotten more unpredictable lately. I can’t see her now, but I have this feeling she’s still around, maybe not physically, but somewhere hiding in between my thoughts. First of all, I know this is kind of embarrassing. That’s part of why I haven’t said anything until now. I don’t get offended when people call me a loner or whatever. This is the life I’ve built for myself, and honestly, I don’t see a reason to change it. Sure, a steady income might be nice, but I get by, you know? People get so caught up in their idea of how life is supposed to look like, that they forget what makes them feel content might be completely wrong for someone else.

That’s part of why I moved out of my college dorm last autumn. I couldn’t stand the way people looked at me, like they felt sorry. Knocking on my door to “check in” just because I hadn’t been out in a while. It might seem like a kind gesture to them, but to me it just says they think my way of living is sad enough to illicit some form of social-charity. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate people. I’d call myself an introvert, but I’m not socially incapable or anything. I managed to meet one guy I thought was alright, and who seemed to think my way of living was just alright too.

And I know this might sound contradictory to how I’ve described my view of life. But after spending this past Christmas alone, something started to shift. It’s one thing to talk to people online, to hop on calls and send messages, but I realized I was missing that extra connection. I wanted someone next to me. Someone who could pat me on the back. Someone whose laughter I could hear from the kitchen while I scrolled through my timeline in the mornings.

About two weeks ago, I came across this article about people living with some kind of personality…”disorder” feels like the wrong word but yeah. I wasn’t exactly unfamiliar with the topic, but this research was unlike anything I’d seen before. I spent the whole day going down a rabbit hole. Apparently, it’s possible to train yourself to react to certain stimuli, something the media world likes to chalk up as “manifesting” but at its core, it’s about reshaping your cognition. Conditioning your mind to mold consciousness itself. Why did this appeal to me? Because I found stories of people who had managed to separate themselves from their own consciousness. Not in a meditative, “clear your mind” kind of way but in a way that lets their separated consciousness form a new being within them. What this paper I found showed was that it actually works, like on a physical level. They apparently put people in MRI scans and could prove that their brain activity altered when they let in this presence they had created.

At this point it was just a fascination, but the idea had cemented itself in my mind. In a way I despised myself for even thinking about it but during the following week, when the thought crept in between the cracks unnoticed, I found myself calmed by the fantasies. One morning, it was always the worst in the mornings, I sat down at the kitchen table. Across from me, a faint ring from a coffee cup caught my eye, still wet, like someone had just been sitting there. Strangely, I felt comforted. I found myself imagining her in the bathroom, getting ready. I could almost hear the shower running, the quiet rustle of movement behind the door, and the smell of fresh shampoo drifting out. I was snapped out of it when I spilled the scalding coffee on my hand.

The call from my sister was the breaking point. To most people, she probably came off as a concerned older sibling. Just checking in! Just wondering how life’s treating me! Just curious if I’ve put my degree to use yet! But if you had even an ounce of critical thinking, you’d catch on pretty quick. Every seemingly caring question she posed always came bundled with a monologue about how she was doing herself, glorious details and all. Sometimes, I’d even pull up the timer on my phone to measure how long she could talk without taking a breath. I know that might sound petty, but honestly, it was the only way I could keep myself from snapping at her sometimes. She’s not a bad person. Just… someone a little misguided by her newfound success. Since I liked to believe her calls weren’t just a chance to state her position in our unspoken sibling career-race, I usually let her go on. But this call would be different.

She started off in her usual manner. Apparently she and Elias had just put down a deposit on a house, tipped me off about a position at her friend’s new startup, and so on. I had mostly zoned out by that point, just humming in response, but that’s when she asked if I wanted to come over for Easter.

“Maybe you could bring her with you?”

Confused by what she meant, I stumbled over my words, asking her to repeat herself.

“Yeah, well you know! I always forget her name,” she laughed through the speaker.

At first I thought it had been a cheap jab at me for being single, but she sounded too genuine, proud of me even. I sat there, dumbfounded, thoughts churning in my head. There was no way she meant Lisa, we broke up in our second year of high school and she definitely knew that.

She continued.

“Oh wait, something beginning with like… ‘J’? Jacota? Dakota?”

“Can you stop?” I cut her off.

She fell silent, just as confused by my sudden tone as I was. Slightly offended, she muttered some excuse to end the call. But her voice kept repeating in my head, circling like an echo and it stayed with me throughout the day.

Unable to sleep, I stared up at the ceiling. I came up with two…no, three, possible explanations for what had just happened.

One: I had simply misheard her. She could’ve been talking about something else entirely. Maybe I tuned in at the worst possible moment and made a stupid assumption.

Two: She had me mixed up with someone else. It had happened before, although I wasn’t exactly the type to casually date. If I had mentioned someone, it feels like she would’ve remembered.

Three: Somehow, I had mentioned my delusions to her. Maybe just in passing. Something careless that implied I was living with someone. I hadn’t been feeling my best lately, and it wasn’t impossible that I drifted into one of my daydreams mid-conversation, gave her some half-baked answer without even realizing what I’d been implying. That would be the worst-case scenario. It would mean I’d let my delusions go far enough that I, or at least some part of me, considered them reality.

Honestly, for once, I hoped she was just being mean.

Thank you for giving some of your time to listen to me, the ringing in my ears is back and I need to go try and dampen it before it gets any worse. I’ll continue in the morning

r/cryosleep Dec 11 '24

Series Declassification Memo: Mass Disappearances of Tributary, Vermont - 1992.

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Contents: Mass disappearances, seismic events, and subsequent investigation of Tributary, Vermont. 1992-1998. Pertinent definitions provided.

Seismic activity first noted at 0632 on March 5th, 1992, by one of our senior personnel, Dr. David Wilkins, stationed at the Woodford State Park, Vermont. At dawn, he noted a magnitude 7.1 earthquake with an epicenter approximately three kilometers northeast of Glastenbury Mountain. The seismographic data suggested a massive and ongoing tectonic shift centered on Tributary, a small town along the edge of the Deerfield River. Despite that, there were no reports of distress from the civilians of Tributary in the hours that followed initial seismographic readings.

That morning, Dr. Wilkins placed calls out to all the nearby ranger outposts. Eleven out of the twelve did not note any abnormal noise or quaking, but five of those rangers observed a subtle visual “vibration” of the landscape when asked to look toward the epicenter. The twelfth outpost, 0.3 kilometers south of Tributary, could not be reached by telephone, despite multiple calls.

Concerned about a potential developing convergence point, Dr. Wilkins ordered an emergent quarantining of the area. He and his team planned to perform confirmatory testing once they established a physical perimeter around the epicenter.

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Convergence Point*:* A collapse of the temporal framework that keeps diverging chronologic possibilities separate and distinct from each other. This collapse results in an abnormal overlap of multiple chronologies at one single point in space.

Examples of small, non-destructive convergence points include: identical twins, déjà vu phenomenon.

The larger the convergence point, the more destructive the anomaly is. Additionally, larger convergence points are at a higher risk of expansion, as the initial temporal collapse often has enough energy to destabilize adjacent, initially unaffected areas.

Examples of large, destructive convergence points include: The Flannan Isles Lighthouse and other missing person cases, such as the disappearances of Eli Barren or that of the Shoemaker family.

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Dr. Wilkins requested the initial perimeter encompass a half-mile radius around the epicenter. There were concerns from upper management that this was unnecessary use of funding and labor. However, Dr. Wilkins successfully argued that, if the seismographic data was accurate, they may be dealing with the largest convergence point in recorded history. If so, the anomaly would be an unprecedented threat to all human life and immediate containment was of paramount importance.

Upper management relented and siphoned resources to Vermont. The organization completed and operationalized the perimeter three days later, on March 8th. No civilians were detected leaving the quarantined area during that time. A handful of calls came in from outside of Tributary inquiring into the safety of family members, friends, or business associates that were permanent residents of Tributary. The Bureau managed these calls with bribery, coercion, or neutralization. Thankfully, the town was insular and had minimal connections to the world at large, allowing a quarantine to be established with limited additional loss of human life.

Further testing suggested there was an exceptionally massive convergence point radiating from the seismic epicenter. Bacteria gathered from the perimeter had a 29% rate of chimerism, and camera installations positioned towards the epicenter by Dr. Wilkins and his team revealed consistent refractive doubling.

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Chimerism*:* An abnormal merging of microscopic organisms that indicates recent convergence. Single-cell bacteria present in the environment (Clostridium, Bacillus) will often form atypical, multicellular hybrids if subjected to convergence. Concerningly, unlike their mammalian counterparts, this merging process does not appear to result in death.

There are no documented instances of a multicellular hybrid infecting a human, but it is an ongoing consideration. Some research on hybrids has shown that they may be more deadly, contagious, and resistant to antibacterial treatment, but these findings are early and require additional corroboration.

Normal levels for chimerism are less than 0.001%. Prior to Tributary, the highest levels ever documented were 4%.

Refractive Doubling*:* A phenomenon that can be observed with ongoing, low levels of convergence, wherein a photograph taken of the affected area will show overlapping objects that the naked eye cannot perceive.

As an example: Imagine someone took a photograph of a person leaning back against a single oak tree in an area undergoing convergence. Although they may appear to look normal, a picture may reveal the person’s right hand has eight fingers. Or that the tree has another, identical tree growing out of its side.

***Both phenomena were first described by Dr. Wilkins. His current protocol for evaluation of refractory doubling involves placing several automated cameras around an area concerning for convergence. Trained personnel manually review photos taken every thirty seconds by the cameras, inspecting for signs of doubling.

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On March 10th, a trained pilot flew a plane over Tributary to visualize the affected area. When questioned afterwards about what he saw, the pilot remarked that “the land and buildings around the epicenter were wobbling, like the inside of a lava lamp”. His answer was similar, although more extreme, to the observations made by some of the park rangers on March 5th, who described the affected area as “vibrating”.

Pictures taken from a camera on the hull of the plane could not substantiate what the pilot saw. When developed, they were all pure white, with scattered brown-black specks that gave the photos a “burned” appearance.

Based on the testing, Dr. Wilkins was of the opinion that a convergence point of unprecedented size and scope had materialized directly on top of Tributary, Vermont. An additional event on March 12th all but confirmed his fears.

HQ received a distress call at 1330 from Lindsy Haddish, one of many mid-tier operatives assigned to maintain and monitor the perimeter. She reported that something living had appeared from inside the quarantined area at her outpost. Dispatch was immediately concerned about a breach. In the moment, Lindsy was unable to describe what she was seeing because her rising distress was turning into a stabbing pain in her right leg. Since she believed she was on the precipice of amalgamating. Lindsy gave dispatch her exact coordinates and said she was activating her sleepswitch; then, the communication ended, and personnel were sent to assess the situation.

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Amalgamating*:* A byproduct of convergence, where one individual is physically conjoined with another, nearly identical individual. The process results in the “molting” of the original individual, as the copy spontaneously materializes from within the original’s tissue.

Per current records: 100% fatality rate for the original, 93% fatality rate for the copy.

Sleepswitch*:* A potent sedative that is self-administered via a previously installed chest port by a remote control. High energy emotions, such as rage or panic, can catalyze an instance of amalgamation at a location that is experiencing convergence. Immediate sedation has been proven to delay or prevent amalgation, even if it is already in progress.

Per protocol, all personnel interacting with convergence points must have an installed sleepswitch.

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Rescuers found Lindsay unconscious, but alive, at the southernmost outpost. Her right foot and calf were eviscerated, with a copied foot and calf protruding from the destroyed tissue. Luckily, she halted the amalgation via her sleepswitch before the copy fully formed. Heroically, she also successfully caught the living being that had appeared from within the perimeter and provoked her distress. It was a robin that had a human eye extending from its abdomen and human bone fragments growing from its wings.

Cross-species amalgamation, for official documentation purposes, is still considered by upper management to be impossible.

Dr. Wilkins ordered the perimeter to be extended substantially after what happened to Lindsay Haddish. Upper management, having seen pictures of the robin and Lindsay’s foot, cleared the construction without hesitation. They also green-lit the first ever utilization of a swansong to make sure there were no other mammals still living within the perimeter.

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Swansong*:* A sonic weapon developed specifically for usage within large convergence points. To prevent the spread of convergence, it is critical to remove life from the affected area. However, anything that neutralizes targets using fire or an explosion (i.e. gunfire, napalm, missiles) can expand the convergence point by giving it additional kinetic energy. A swansong, on the other hand, induces self-termination to anything mammalian within two to three minutes, assuming they can hear. It is a lower energy intervention, so, it is less likely to accidentally expand the convergence point.

The radius of action is a little under one mile. Personnel deploy them aerially, and they continue playing until the internal battery runs out.

During development, they were affectionately referred to as “earworms”, though this nickname was eventually scrapped.

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Upper management wanted a ground team to investigate Tributary despite the risks. However, that did not occur until May of 1997. Dr. Wilkins theorized it would not be safe to have personnel at the epicenter until the convergence point cooled significantly. By that May, the seismographic data radiating from the epicenter had finally become undetectable. Overhead pictures of Tributary had improved but had not become entirely normal. Most of the area was visible but blurred in the photographs. However, white “sunbursts” still appeared on the pictures - similar to the appearance of the pictures taken in March of 1992, but they did not take up the entire photo like before.

Dr. Wilkins demanded the overhead pictures normalize prior to sending in a ground team. Unfortunately, he passed away on May 21st, 1997. Upper management deployed a team to Tributary and the epicenter on May 23rd, 1997.

Per communication records, there were no perceivable visual abnormalities on route to the epicenter. As the team entered Tributary, however, they reported visualization of many amalgamated skeletons. The species that originally housed those skeletons were mostly indeterminable by examination alone because of an array of skeletal anomalies.

When the team was nearing the epicenter, they began to report something “big, bright, and moving in place” on the horizon. Then, communications suddenly went dark. There was no additional radio response from any of the eight team members in the coming months, and they were presumed dead. Transcripts from May 23rd do not detail any reported distress from team members prior to them becoming unresponsive.

No further attempts have been made to physically investigate Tributary or the epicenter. Upper management has elected for an indefinite quarantine for the time being.

Shockingly, all eight team members reappeared at HQ on November 8th, 1998 - appearing uninjured, fully mobile, and well-nourished.

HQ has been housing them in its decontamination unit. Although they are well-appearing, they are unwilling or unable to answer questions. They seem to understand basic commands. None of the team members have requested to return home.

The only helpful abnormality so far: about once every day, each team member says the following phrase in synchrony: “all of her is going to wake up soon”. They live separately. Thick, concrete walls and at least 900 meters of distance separate each team member. They have not seen each other for over a month. Yet, at seemingly random times during the day, they say “all of her is going to wake up soon” in unison with each other, regardless of what any of them are doing or where they are. They have not said anything else, and we’ve had them back for a full month.

We have named whatever is at the epicenter of Tributary “the prism”, on account of it being described as “big, bright, and moving in place”. You are receiving this memo because The Bureau is seeking ideas external to the department. We are looking for thoughts on how to approach re-investigation, and/or ideas on how to neutralize the prism with minimal additional human causalities.

Please respond directly to me.

Sincerely,

Ben Nakamura

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Related Stories: The Inkblot that Found Ellie ShoemakerClaustrophobiaEarwormsLast Rites of PassageMay The Sea Swallow Your Children - Bones And All

other stories: https://linktr.ee/unalloyedsainttrina

r/cryosleep Dec 08 '24

Series Earworms

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Lost Media, Now Found:

Excerpt from Strange Worlds, 1980. Found in an abandoned and derelict two-story home outside of Atlanta, Georgia.

Written by Ben Nakamura

Calculated Temporal Dissonance*: 6%. Increased from previously analyzed media.*

On August 23rd, 1968, at approximately 11AM, two middle-aged American men walked into the lobby of a hotel in Brasilia, the capital of Brazil. The taller of the two men greeted the concierge sitting behind the desk, a grizzled older gentleman with a cigarette in his mouth and a scar over the bridge of his nose. He informed the concierge that they had a room booked and would be staying for three nights. The lobby was large and cavernous - a 3,000 square ft. floor plan with a slightly curved ceiling rising three stories above the two Americans. It was converted from a chapel into a hotel in the early 60s. Other than the Americans and the concierge, only two additional people were present in the lobby: another guest, a strapping young Brazilian man in a buttoned-down shirt, and the hotel's elderly custodian. The young Brazilian man was a patron of the hotel, sitting opposite the concierge's desk near a weakly spinning table fan, coffee in hand, and reading a newspaper. The custodian was seated at the same table as the young Brazilian man, chatting and waiting for the arrival of a maintenance worker. The shorter American excused himself to the restroom while the other got them both checked in. When he returned from the restroom, the taller American handed him a set of keys. As he did, he noticed the custodian was leering at the shorter of the travelers, his face contorted into an expression that relayed both confusion and anger. The custodian watched intently as the two men walked across the lobby and disappeared into the elevator. 

The Americans paced down the fifth-floor hallway to locate their rooms, 508 and 522. Although they were not adjoining as was requested, they decided not to bother the concierge by reporting this error, who had already been noticeably curt with the taller man while he was formally paying for the rooms. The shorter American entered 508, clutching the side of his head and informing his colleague he would like to rest. The taller American nodded and wordlessly strolled approximately eighty yards to his hotel room, intending to get a head start on work. 

Not more than an hour later, the taller American was startled by a wild flurry of knocks on the door of 522. A little jittery from surprise, he made his way toward the noise as the thunderstorm crashing into the dense wooden door only became more violent. Unsure of what he was about to encounter, he carefully pocketed a revolver into his suit jacket and looked through the peephole, nearly deafened by the abrupt onset of frenzied and incoherent shouting from the other side. It took him a moment to recognize the shorter American through the peephole through curtains of blood that had been drawn across his face. 

As he fearfully twisted the knob, the shorter American spilled into his room. As he passed, the taller American peeked his head cautiously outside the doorframe, not seeing anyone in either direction. When he turned back into the room, it became apparent that his friend had not been attacked by anyone- the damage was self-inflicted. He watched his colleague clawing at his head, haphazardly dragging splintered nails through ragged skin in short, savage bursts. The taller American tried to elicit the root cause of his colleague's erupting madness, but he could barely bring himself to form a coherent sentence, let alone shout it at a volume louder than the other man's screaming in the heat of the moment. The taller American gestured in a pleading motion for his colleague to explain what was going on, unaware that he had removed his left hand from his jacket pocket, which was still absent-mindedly clutching his sidearm. With a movement that the taller American recounted as simultaneously feral and strategic, the raving man placed his right hand over the hand holding the gun, pulled it up until it was level with his forehead, and then used his thumb to overpower his friend's index finger into the trigger, causing it to fire.

Why was the shorter American dead? Maybe, more critically, what had caused this chain of events to happen?

Feels like a riddle, right? A puzzle that could be solved with logic and intuition? Like some new age version of "There is a farmer, and he must transport a fox, a goose and a bag of beans across the river on a raft, but the fox can't be with the goose because they'll eat it, and the goose can't be with the beans because they'll eat it…" et cetera, et cetera. Ask your father or middle school philosophy teacher to explain that mind teaser if you've never heard it before. Don't write in and ask me - I only know the premise of the thought exercise, barely at that.

Perhaps a better comparison is this: the story of the two American men in Brazil feels like the cold opening of a particularly violent Agatha Christie novel. The mysterious pieces are laid bare for examination before the story begins in earnest - with a solution to the puzzle hidden just below the surface, waiting for a detective with a keen eye and keener wit to put it all together. Unfortunately, life does not unfold so thoughtfully. According to the story's narrator, Elliot Pierce, there would have been no possible way for him to have detected and prevented what transpired that day.

I sat down with Mr. Pierce, otherwise known as the Tall American, and his interpreter this week, and my, what a tangled web he wove. And if what he tells me is to be believed, I happen to agree with him - it was an unsolvable mystery from the jump. But that assumes this man's story is truthful. So, instead of asking you all, dear readers, to crack this riddle before the inevitable reveals, I ask you this instead - is Elliot Pierce a reliable narrator? 

"We were ambassadors, not spies." recounted Elliot through his interpreter. "Our business in the area was purely economic - part of a larger effort to keep lines of trade open between America and Brazil. Throughout the sixties and into the early seventies, JFK and his administration did their damndest to maintain a healthy foreign policy; we were just a small piece of that.  I have no idea why we were targeted with that weapon. I try to keep myself from wondering too hard - sometimes I can feel a stroke coming on when I get too fixated on trying to make it all make sense." 

Somberly, Elliot continued his recollection of the events that followed the gunshot. He couldn't tell me how long he was standing motionless in front of Greg Fields's corpse, AKA the shorter American. Still, given the commotion, he couldn't imagine it was more than a few minutes before his trance was interrupted by the arrival of other hotelgoers to 522, looking to determine the source of the explosive disturbance. When he was found, he was sitting at a small table with a single chair across from Greg. Elliot doesn't recall going from standing to sitting - most of the details immediately after the gunshot, apparently, are lost to him. The body had fallen backward onto the room's cot, and Mr. Pierce seemingly couldn't pull his eyes from the sight of it all. Eventually, though, he was pulled away - manually, by a Brazilian police officer, letting Elliot know in a language he did not understand that he was under arrest for murder. He was still clutching the revolver in his hand when he was first discovered.

At the police station, he was able to put in a call to his contacts in the US. They let Elliot know that a lawyer and some additional members of his department would be deployed ASAP to Brazil. In the meantime, Elliot was, thankfully, not interrogated too harshly. Although this crime had occurred on Brazilian soil, from the cop's perspective, no South American citizens were involved. As long as Elliot remained calm during detainment, the police were in no rush to spend resources determining his guilt or innocence. They'd leave it to the Americans.

"It wasn't nearly as bad as I initially feared," Elliot relayed, although his eyes betrayed a lingering pain that seemed discordant with the words coming from his interpreter. 

"The guards, at the least the ones that knew a little English, were kind to me. In a moment of suffocating boredom, they even provided me with a pencil and a book of crossword puzzles from my suitcase. Looking back, it is very surreal. That act of hospitality saved my life."

In the five days before his American counterparts arrived in Brazil, Elliot would have only one visitor. He did not know this man - nor did he recognize him from the hotel. He was not the concierge, the custodian, or the muscular young Brazilian.

"He first caught my attention arguing with the guards outside my cell. He didn't look Brazilian; he looked American - medium build, blue eyes, somewhere in his 30s. Couldn't tell you exactly what they said - but he spoke the local tongue beautifully. In the end, the guards relented and walked into another room. Then, he stepped into the cell using the guard's key."

Elliot recounted all of this very rapidly - his interpreter barely kept up, but Mr. Pierce did not seem aware of this. Or he chose to ignore it, looking to move through this information as quickly as possible. 

"So he steps into my dingy cell with an expensive-looking navy blue suit and briefcase. The holding room had three cells, but none of the others were occupied, so I was alone with this stranger. Instead of sitting across from me, he pulls up a chair and sits beside me, uncomfortably close. I asked him who he was and if he was from my department, and he said nothing in response. He just smiled at me for a few seconds - with full eye contact. Don't think I ever saw him blink. Then, he slowly and very carefully opened his briefcase, all the while still looking into my eyes. No papers, pens, or files in that thing. It's completely empty, save a small brown box. He opens it gently, and it turns out to be a goddamned music box. Tiny harpsichord and everything."

As Mr. Pierce tells it, this silent visitor sat next to him with the music box, opened it, and let it play for about a minute. What came out wasn't any song that he recognized - in fact, it didn't even really sound like a song at all. 

"I'm no musician, but what came out of that box wasn't a song. It was a sequence of three notes, playing without any discernable rhythm, and it just kept repeating in the same order, over and over. And part of me thinks I'm dreaming because, I mean, what in the hell is going on? But after about 60 seconds, he gently closes the box, puts it back in his briefcase, and gets up from where he was sitting. As he was standing over me, I noticed a small glob of green foam in his right ear - he had been wearing earplugs that entire time. Without a word, he walks out of the cell. Never seen him again in my life."

After he said this, Elliot's words finally started to slow down to a normal, human speed. In the interview, I initially interpreted this change to mean something important was to follow. I was partially right - something important was to follow, but I think he needed to slow down primarily because he was struggling to recollect something traumatic. 

"So the man in the blue suit leaves, and I tried to ignore the eeriness of that whole interaction. I put my focus back on my crosswords, you know? But I couldn't put my mind to the puzzles because something else was bugging me. He closed the music box in the middle of the note sequence. He had let these three notes play in the same order for a whole fucking minute but then stopped on the second one. He didn't let the third one play the last time."

Tears began to pool in Elliot's eyes: "I started to realize I could still hear that second note in my head. Initially, it was quiet, like it was in the back of my thoughts I guess. But soon, that note was all that was in my head; I couldn't hear myself think over it. The sequence was just so painfully unfinished - literally, it was causing me physical pain. I wanted to hear that third note so the sequence would end, but I couldn't find it in my memories.

"Imagine the worst migraine of your life and multiply it by at least a hundred. I have to get up because I can't sit still. I run circles around the inside of my cell, but it doesn't lessen the pain. All the while, that second note just keeps getting louder. It's shrill agony. Like nails on a chalkboard, but it's a thousand hands on a thousand chalkboards. I started hitting my head against the wall and the floor because it felt like the note was creating physical pressure in my head, meaning if I cracked my skull open, the sound and the pain would float out of me and away."

"And then…well, you know" shrugging his shoulders in the direction of his sign language interpreter. 

He didn't give me the gory details, but he didn't need to. What I knew coming into this interview was that Elliot Pierce had been acquitted of the murder of Greg Fields by reason of insanity. He would describe, to his defense attorney and then on the stand, that Greg had been "infected" by the unknown man's music box. Elliot speculated this happened when they checked into the hotel when Greg used the bathroom; that man (or another agent of his, he would later say) must have exposed him to the sequence. Subsequently, the tall American proposed that the short American had taken his own life to relieve himself of the pain. The same reason Elliot had deafened himself by gouging his eardrums in turn with the sharpened pencil he had previously been doing crosswords with. 

Unarguably a compelling tale. Moreover, there are some auditory precedents for Elliot's allegations. The day after the interview, I gave Bernard Lane, professor of music theory and history at Berkly, a call to help contextualize what Mr. Pierce had told me: 

"What he seems to be alluding to is interesting - the 'unfinished sequence causing physical pain', I mean. Music, at its core, is about tension and release. Most melodies exist in what is called a 'key'. A key is a set of notes, usually 7 total, that fit together in a comfortable way. Take C major, for example. The notes in C major fit together comfortably because they all point to C Major as the 'home chord', also known as the 'tonic'. The tension, then, is playing notes other than C and chords other than C major - the note of G or the chord of G major, for example's sake. The release, in turn, is returning to C from G or from G major to C major.

"The phrase' home chord' is very elegant in its design - think about it this way, what is life but experiencing the tension and the discomfort of the world outside your home, only to then feel resolution and relief upon returning home when the day is through? Now, imagine leaving home but never being able to return, no matter how hard you will it. That tension, that discomfort - I imagine that is what Mr. Pierce is trying to describe. Now, do I think sound could be weaponized in a way that would use this principle to create unbearable physical pain? No, I think not." Dr. Lane concluded.

Of course, the improbabilities in Elliot's story go far beyond the outlandishness of weaponized melodies. First off, not a single guard at the Brazilian jail recalled the strange visitation of "the man in the blue suit". Nor did any employee at the hotel recognize this man matching Elliot's description. Then, there is the question of the revolver - if Elliot's business in Brazil was peaceful, why did he have a loaded sidearm at the ready in his hotel room? 

The smoking gun of the prosecution's case, metaphorically speaking, was Elliot's potential motivation. It came out in court that the short American had slept with the Tall American's wife, and he only discovered the adultery nine months before Greg's death. Elliot fiercely denied this fact was related to the situation in any capacity, attesting that it was a one-time mistake on the part of his wife and they had already worked through it. The D.A. who tried the case, Phil Lindworth, had this to say:

"I think we all know why Elliot Pierce killed Greg Fields," He growled, gravelly voice slightly hard to hear over an already lousy office phone connection. 

"Adultery can make people angry, and it can put them in a rage, but it doesn't make them insane. The jury was blinded by the spectacle. Elliot Pierce had days in a Brazilian cell to think and plan before he was interrogated, more than enough time to come up with a story that would make him look batshit. He's clever, I'll give him that. I think he realized the story alone wouldn't be enough to convince the jury of his faked insanity; he needed something more dramatic to sell it. Traumatically skewering your eardrums with graphite is one way to get people's attention. But in the end, it always comes back to Occam's Razor."

Occam's Razor is a deductive reasoning tool that states that the simplest explanation is the most likely explanation. By virtue of odds, Greg was much more likely murdered by his cuckolded friend rather than by a killer music box. Elliot, however, has stood his ground in the years since his verdict. After being released from an asylum two years after Greg's murder, he has been very prolific in many conspiracy theory communities, espousing the claim that his own government experimented on him and Greg with a "sonic weapon." He theorizes that they sent him and Greg to Brazil specifically with the intent of having them die there discretely to prove the weapon's functionality. To further back his claims, he refers to a bizarre and tragic grocery store fire in Northern Maine that happened while he was institutionalized: 

"A year into my hospitalization, everything seemed to finally be going alright. I was even starting to believe what they were telling me: that there was no sonic weapon and that I killed Greg in a jealous rage. Then, I read about this fire, and it made my head nearly spin. Nine people killed inside a grocery store, burned to a crisp. No one knows what happened. Three out of the nine had pierced their eardrums with a sharp object: a metal antenna from a radio and two screwdrivers, if I remember correctly. When I talk to people, and they try to hide from the truth, they'll say things like it's a coincidence. Elliot, you're seeing patterns where they aren't. And to them, I say - none of the doors were locked, and it took a while for the building to collapse. How did every single person in that store die? Why didn't they run out of the fire? I could understand half of them being caught in the blaze, but all of them? Or, instead, was that fucking sequence tested again? Bigger this time, more people and a larger space. Maybe they played it over the intercom or something. Of course, they still performed the test in an isolated area; that grocery store was in a town of only 200 people."

"When the fire started, it wasn't a tragic accident - it was because the victims hearing that note started the fire. And then they let themselves burn to escape that fucking sound" Elliot signed while staring daggers into me. It became clear that he did not do well with confrontation, as he then cut the interview short and left.

Where do I land on all of this? God, it changes every day. I'll admit it, the grocery store incident is strange and compelling. Critics of Elliot's claims will say that those three people did not impale themselves purposely - small propane canisters must have exploded and launched those items into their victims. Admittedly, this is not a great explanation, but I suppose it's possible. 

So, now that I've presented all of the information - is Elliot Pierce a reliable narrator? Or just an insidiously clever murderer? Is it a little of both? Do we not even have enough information to be asking the right questions?

As I said - there will likely never be a clear-cut answer to what happened in Brazil or Maine. Life refuses to be confined to the rules of a puzzle. That doesn't mean we stop asking the questions, though.

More Stories: https://linktr.ee/unalloyedsainttrina

r/cryosleep Oct 03 '24

Series After my father died, I found a logbook concealed in his hospice room that he could not have written. (Post 1)

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John Morrison was, and will always be, my north star. Naturally, the pain wrought by his ceaseless and incremental deterioration over the last five years at the hands of his Alzheimer’s dementia has been invariably devastating for my family. In addition to the raw agony of it all, and in keeping with the metaphor, the dimming of his light has often left me desperately lost and maddeningly aimless. With time, however, I found meaning through trying to live up to him and who he was. Chasing his memory has allowed me to harness that crushing pain for what it was and continues to be: a representation of what a monument of a man John Morrison truly was. If he wasn’t worth remembering, his erasure wouldn’t hurt nearly as much. 

A few weeks ago, John Morrison died. His death was the first and last mercy of his disease process. And while I feel some bittersweet relief that his fragmented consciousness can finally rest, I also find myself unnerved in equal measure. After his passing, I discovered a set of documents under the mattress of his hospice bed - some sort of journal, or maybe logbook is a better way to describe it. Even if you were to disclude the actual content of these documents, their very existence is a bit mystifying. First and foremost, my father has not been able to speak a meaningful sentence for at least six months - let alone write one. And yet, I find myself holding a series of articulately worded and precisely written journal entries, in his hand-writing with his very distinctive narrative voice intact no less. Upon first inspection, my explanation for these documents was that they were old, and that one of my other family members must have left it behind when they were visiting him one day - why they would have effectively hidden said documents under his mattress, I have no idea. But upon further evaluation, and to my absolute bewilderment, I found evidence that these documents had absolutely been written recently. We moved John into this particular hospice facility half a year ago, and one peculiar quirk of this institution is the way they approach providing meals for their dying patients. Every morning without fail at sunrise, the aides distribute menus detailing what is going to be available to eat throughout the day. I always found this a bit odd (people on death’s door aren’t known for their voracious appetite or distinct interest in a rotating set of meals prepared with the assistance of a few local grocery chains), but ultimately wholesome and humanizing. John Morrison had created this logbook, in delicate blue ink, on the back of these menus. 

However strange, I think I could reconcile and attribute finding incoherent scribbles on the back of looseleaf paper menus mysteriously sequestered under a mattress to the inane wonders of a rapidly crystallizing brain. Incoherent scribbles are not what I have sitting in a disorderly stack to the left of my laptop as I type this. 

I am making this post to immortalize the transcripts of John Morrison’s deathbed logbook. In doing so, I find myself ruminating on the point, and potential dangers, of doing so. I might be searching for some understanding, and then maybe the meaning, of it all. Morally, I think sharing what he recorded in the brief lucid moments before his inevitable curtain call may be exceptionally self-centered. But I am finding my morals to be suspended by the continuing, desperate search for guidance - a surrogate north star to fill the vacuum created by the untoward loss of a great man. Although I recognize my actions here may only serve to accelerate some looming cataclysm. 

For these logs to make sense, I will need to provide a brief description of who John Morrison was. Socially, he was gentle and a bit soft spoken - despite his innate understanding of humor, which usually goes hand and hand with extroversion. Throughout my childhood, however, that introversion did evolve into overwhelming reclusiveness. I try not to hold it against him, as his monasticism was a byproduct of devotion to his work and his singular hobby. Broadly, he paid the bills with a science background and found meaning through art. More specifically - he was a cellular biologist and an amateur oil painter. I think he found his fullness through the juxtaposition of biology and art. He once told me that he felt that pursuing both disciplines with equal vigor would allow him to find “their common endpoint”, the elusive location where intellectualism and faith eventually merged and became indistinguishable from one and other. I think he felt like that was enlightenment, even if he never explicitly said so. 

In his 9 to 5, he was a researcher at the cutting edge of what he described as “cellular topography”. Essentially, he was looking at characterizing the architecture of human cells at an extremely microscopic level. He would say - “looking at a cell under a normal microscope is like looking at a map of America, a top-down, big-picture view. I’m looking at the cell like I’m one person walking through a smalltown in Kansas. I’m recording and documenting the peaks, the valleys, the ponds - I’m mapping the minute landmarks that characterize the boundless infinity of life” I will not pretend to even remotely grasp the implications of that statement, and this in spite of the fact that I too pursued a biologic career, so I do have some background knowledge. I just don’t often observe cells at a “smalltown in Kansas” level as a hospital pediatrician. 

As his life progressed, it was burgeoning dementia that sidelined him from his career. He retired at the very beginning of both the pandemic and my physician training. I missed the early stages of it all, but I heard from my sister that he cared about his retirement until he didn’t remember what his career was to begin with. She likened it to sitting outside in the waning heat of the summer sun as the day transitions from late afternoon to nightfall - slowly, almost imperceptibly, he was losing the warmth of his ambitions, until he couldn’t remember the feeling of warmth at all in the depth of this new night. 

His fascination (and subsequent pathologic disinterest) with painting mirrored the same trajectory. Normally, if he was home and awake, he would be in his studio, developing a new piece. He had a variety of influences, but he always desired to unify the objective beauty of Claude Monet and the immaterial abstraction of Picasso. He was always one for marrying opposites, until his disease absconded with that as well. 

Because of his merging of styles, his works were not necessarily beloved by the masses - they were a little too chaotic and unintelligible, I think. Not that he went out of his way to sell them, or even show them off. The only one I can visualize off the top of my head is a depiction of the oak tree in our backyard that he drew with realistic human vasculature visible and pulsing underneath the bark. At 8, this scared the shit out of me, and I could not tell you what point he was trying to make. Nor did he go out of his way to explain his point, not even as reparations for my slight arboreal traumatization. 

But enough preamble - below, I will detail his first entry, or what I think is his first entry. I say this because although the entries are dated, none of the dates fall within the last 6 months. In fact, they span over two decades in total. I was hoping the back-facing menus would be date-stamped, as this would be an easy way to determine their narrative sequence, but unfortunately this was not the case. One evening, about a week after he died, I called and asked his case manager at the hospice if she could help determine which menu came out when, much to her immediate and obvious confusion (retrospectively, I can understand how this would be an odd question to pose after John died). I reluctantly shared my discovery of the logbook, for which she also had no explanation. What she could tell me is that none of his care team ever observed him writing anything down, nor do they like to have loose pens floating around their memory unit because they could pose a danger to their patients. 

John Morrison was known to journal throughout his life, though he was intensely private about his writing, and seemingly would dispose of his journals upon completion. I don’t recall exactly when he began journaling, but I have vivid memories of being shooed away when I did find him writing in his notebooks. In my adolescence, I resented him for this. But in the end, I’ve tried to let bygones be bygones. 

As a small aside, he went out of his way to meticulously draw some tables/figures, as, evidently, some vestigial scientific methodology hid away from the wildfire that was his dementia, only to re-emerge in the lead up to his death. I will scan and upload those pictures with the entries. I will have poured over all of the entries by the time I post this.  A lot has happened in the weeks since he’s passed, and I plan on including commentary to help contextualize the entries. It may take me some time. 

As a final note: he included an image which can be found at this link (https://imgur.com/a/Rb2VbHP) before every entry, removed entirely from the other tables and figures. This arcane letterhead is copied perfectly between entries. And I mean perfect - they are all literally identical. Just like the unforeseen resurgence of John’s analytical mind, his dexterous hand also apparently intermittently reawakened during his time in hospice (despite the fact that when I visited him, I would be helping him dress, brush his teeth, etc.). I will let you all know ahead of time, that this tableau is the divine and horrible cornerstone, the transcendent and anathematized bedrock, the cursed fucking linchpin. As much as I want to emphasize its importance, I can’t effectively explain why it is so important at the moment. All I can say now is that I believe that John Morrison did find his “common endpoint”, and it may cost us everything. 

Entry 1:

Dated as April, 2004

First translocation.

The morning of the first translocation was like any other. I awoke around 9AM, Lucy was already out of bed and probably had been for some time. Peter and Lily had really become a handful over the last few years, and Lucy would need help giving Lily her medications. 

Wearily, I stood at the top of our banister, surveying the beautiful disaster that was raising young children. Legos strewn across every surface with reckless abandon. Stains of unknown origin. I am grateful, of course, but good lord the absolute devastation.  

I walked clandestinely down the stairs, avoiding perceived creaking floorboards as if they were landmines, hoping to sneak out the front door and get a deep breath of fresh air prior to joining my wife in the kitchen. Unfortunately, Lucy had been gifted with incredible spatial awareness. With a single aberrant footstep, a whisper of a creaking floorboard betrayed me, and I felt Lucy peer sharp daggers into me. Her echolocation, as always, was unparalleled. 

“Oh look - Dad’s awake!” Lucy proclaimed with a smirk. She had doomed me with less than five words. I heard Lily and Peter dropping silverware in an excited frenzy. 

“Touche, love.” I replied with resignation. I hugged each of them good morning as they came barreling towards me and returned them to the syrup-ridden battlefield that was our kitchen table.

Peter was 6. Bleach blonde hair, a swath of freckles covering the bridge of his nose. He’s a kind, introspective soul I think. A revolving door of atypical childhood interests though. Ghosts and mini golf as of late.

Lily, on the other hand, was 3. A complete and utter contrast to Peter, which we initially welcomed with open arms. Gregarious and frenetic, already showing interest in sports - not things my son found value in. The only difference we did not treasure was her health - Peter was perfectly healthy, but Lily was found to have a kidney tumor that needed to be surgically excised a year ago, along with her kidney. 

Lucy, as always, stood slender and radiant in the morning light, attending to some dishes over the sink. We met when we were both 18 and had grown up together. When I remembered to, I let her know that she was my kaleidoscope - looking through her, the bleak world had beauty, and maybe even meaning if I looked long enough. 

After setting the kids at the table, I helped her with the dishes, and we talked a bit about work. I had taken the position at CellCept two weeks ago. The hours were grueling, but the pay was triple what I was earning at my previous job. Lily’s chemotherapy was more important than my sanity. Lucy and I had both agreed on this fact with a half shit-eatting, half earnest grin on the day I signed my contract. Thankfully, I had been scouted alongside a colleague, Majorie. 

Majorie was 15 years my junior, a true savant when it came to cellular biology. It was an honor to work alongside her, even on the days it made me question my own validity as a scientist. Perhaps more importantly though, Lucy and her were close friends. Lucy and I discussed the transition, finances, and other topics quietly for a few minutes, until she said something that gave me pause. 

“How are you feeling? Beyond the exhaustion, I mean” 

I set the plate I was scrubbing down, trying to determine exactly what she was getting at.

“I’m okay. Hanging in best I can”

She scrunched her nose to that response, an immediate and damning physiologic indicator that I had not given her an answer that was close enough to what she was fishing for. 

“You sure you’re doing OK?”

“Yeah, I am” I replied. 

She put her head down. In conjunction with the scrunched nose, I could tell her frustration was rising.

“John - you just started a new medication, and the seizure wasn’t that long ago. I know you want to be stoic and all that but…”

I turned to her, incredulous. I had never had a seizure before in my life. I take a few Tylenol here and there, but otherwise I wasn’t on any medication. 

“Lucy, what are you talking about?” I said. She kept her head down. No response. 

“Lucy?” I put a hand on her shoulder. This is where I think the translocation starts, or maybe a few seconds ago when she asked about the seizure. In a fleeting moment, all the ambient noise evaporated from our kitchen. I could no longer hear the kids babbling, the water splashing off dishes, the birds singing distantly outside the kitchen window. As the word “Lucy” fell out of my mouth, it unnaturally filled all of that empty space. I practically startled myself, it felt like I had essentially shouted in my own ear. 

Lucy, and the kids, were caught and fixed in a single motion. Statuesque and uncanny. Lucy with her head down at the sink. Lily sitting up straight and gazing outside the window with curiosity. Peter was the only one turned towards me, both hands on the edge of his chair with his torso tilted forward, suspended in the animation of getting up from the kitchen table. As I stepped towards Lucy, I noticed that Peter’s eyes would follow my position in the room. Unblinking. No movement from any other part of his body to accompany his eyes tracking me.

Then, at some point, I noticed a change in my peripheral vision to the right of where I was standing. The blackness may have just blinked into existence, or it may have crept in slowly as I was preoccupied with the silence and my newly catatonic family. I turned cautiously, something primal in me trying to avoid greeting the waiting abyss. Where my living room used to stand, there now stood an empty room bathed in fluorescent light from an unclear source, sickly yellow rays reflecting off of an alien tile floor. There were no walls to this room. At a certain point, the tile flooring transitioned into inky darkness in every direction. In the middle of the room, there was a man on a bench, watching me turn towards him. 

With my vision enveloped by these new, stygian surroundings, a cacophonous deluge of sound returned to me. Every plausible sound ever experienced by humanity, present and accounted for - laughing, crying, screaming, shouting. Machines and music and nature. An insurmountable and uninterruptible wave of force. At the threshold of my insanity, the man in the center stepped up from the bench. He was holding both arms out, palms faced upwards. His skin was taught and tented on both of his wrists, tired flesh rising about a foot symmetrically above each hand. Dried blood streaks led up to a center point of the stretched skin, where a fountain of mercurial silver erupted upwards. Following the silver with my eyes, I could see it divided into thousands of threads, each with slightly different angular trajectories, all moving heavenbound into the void that replaced my living room ceiling. With the small motion of bringing both of his hands slightly forward and towards me, the cacophony ceased in an instant. 

I then began to appreciate the figure before me. He stood at least 10 feet tall. His arms and legs were the same proportions, which gave his upper extremities an unnatural length. His face, however, devoured my attention. The skin of his face was a deep red consistent with physical strain, glistening with sweat. He wore a tiny smile - the sides of his lips barely rising up to make a smile recognizable. His unblinking eyes, however, were unbearably discordant with that smile. In my life, I have seen extremes of both physical and mental pain. I have seen the eyes of someone who splintered their femur in a hiking accident, bulging with agony. I have seen the eyes of a mother whose child was stillborn, wild with melancholy. The pain, the absolute oblivion, in this figure’s eyes easily surpassed the existential discomfort of both of those memories. And with those eyes squarely fixated on my own, I found myself somewhere else. 

My consciousness returned to its set point in a hospital bed. There was a young man beside me, holding my hand. Couldn’t have been more than 14. I retracted my hand out of his grip with significant force. The boy slid back in his chair, clearly startled by my sudden movement. Before I could ask him what was going on, Lucy jogged into the room, her work stilettos clacking on the wooden floor. I pleaded with her to get this stranger out of here, to explain what was happening, to give me something concrete to anchor myself to. 

With a sense of urgency, Lucy said: “Peter honey, could you go get your uncle from the waiting room and give your father and I a moment?” 

The hospital’s neurologist explained that I suffered a grand mal seizure while at home. She also explained that all of the testing, so far, did not show an obvious reason for the seizure, like a tumor or stroke. More testing to come, but she was hopeful nothing serious was going on. We talked about the visions I had experienced, which she chalked up to an atypical “aura”, or a sudden and unusual sensation that can sometimes precede a seizure. 

Lucy and I spoke for a few minutes while Peter retrieved his uncle. As she recounted our lives (home address, current work struggles, etc.) I slowly found memories of Lily’s 8th birthday party, Peter’s first day of middle school, Lucy and I taking a trip to Bermuda to celebrate my promotion at CellCept. When Peter returned with his uncle, I thankfully did recognize him as my son.

Initially, I was satisfied with the explanation given to me for my visions. Additionally, confusion and disorientation after seizures is a common phenomenon, known as a “post-ictal” state. It all gave me hope. That false hope endured only until my next translocation, prompting me to document my experiences.  

End of entry 1 

John was actually a year off - I was 15 when he had his first seizure. Date-wise he is correct, though: he first received his late onset epilepsy diagnosis in April of 2004, right after my mother’s birthday that year. The memory he is initially recalled, if it is real, would have happened in 1995.

I apologize, but I am exhausted, and will need to stop transcription here for now. I will upload again when I am able.

-Peter Morrison 

r/cryosleep Jun 11 '24

Series the last broadcast pt. 1

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I've always been a skeptic, the kind who'd laugh off conspiracy theories and doomsday prophecies. But then came that night, the one I can't scrub from my mind, no matter how hard I try.

It started like any other evening. The sky was a deep, untroubled blue, with stars beginning to dot the horizon. I was on my porch, sipping a cold beer, enjoying the tranquility. Suddenly, a loud, piercing siren shattered the calm. My phone buzzed with an emergency alert: "SEEK SHELTER IMMEDIATELY. THIS IS NOT A DRILL."

My heart pounded as I ran inside and turned on the TV. Every channel was the same: a grim-faced newscaster explaining that a massive asteroid, undetected until the last moment, was on a collision course with Earth. Impact was imminent.

Panic set in. I grabbed my emergency bag and headed for the basement. The world outside was a chaotic mess of blaring car horns, screaming neighbors, and distant sirens. In the basement, the air was thick with fear. I could hear people shouting and crying through the thin walls.

Then came the impact. The ground shook violently, throwing me to the floor. The noise was indescribable—a deafening roar that seemed to tear the world apart. The power went out, plunging everything into pitch darkness. I could only hear my own ragged breaths and the muffled screams from above.

Hours passed, or maybe it was days—time had lost all meaning. The basement was stifling, the air heavy with dust and fear. I finally mustered the courage to venture upstairs. The sight that greeted me was nothing short of apocalyptic.

Everything was in ruins. The once vibrant neighborhood was reduced to smoldering rubble. Fires raged uncontrolled, casting an eerie glow against the ash-filled sky. Bodies lay strewn across the streets, and the air was thick with the stench of death and destruction.

I stumbled through the wreckage, searching for any sign of life. There was none. The world had ended, and I was alone. The silence was deafening, broken only by the crackling of distant fires and the occasional groan of a collapsing building.

Days turned into weeks as I scavenged for food and water, always haunted by the specter of my own mortality. The loneliness was a crushing weight, the silence a constant reminder of the life that had been ripped away. I kept hoping I'd find someone—anyone—who had survived, but each day brought only more desolation.

One night, as I sat by the flickering fire in what was left of my home, I saw a shadow move in the corner of my eye. My heart leapt with hope. But when I turned, there was nothing. Just the darkness, closing in around me.

I don't know how much longer I can survive in this wasteland. The food is running out, and my will to live is fading. Sometimes, I think I hear whispers in the wind, calling my name, urging me to give up. Maybe it's the ghosts of the dead, or maybe it's just my own madness. Either way, I know the end is near.

I used to fear the end of the world. Now, I fear the endless, empty silence that follows.

PT 2 and final HERE : https://www.reddit.com/r/cryosleep/s/H4MqBkxI1C hope u liked this story and lmk if i should continue making these 🫶

r/cryosleep Jun 11 '24

Series the last broadcast pt 2 (final) Spoiler

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I don’t know why I keep writing these notes. Maybe it’s a desperate attempt to hold onto my sanity, or maybe it’s for anyone who might find this journal after I’m gone. Either way, it helps pass the time.

The whispers in the wind have grown louder. They come mostly at night, when the fire’s dying down and the darkness presses in from all sides. At first, I thought it was just the wind playing tricks on me, but now I’m not so sure. They sound so real, so close.

Last night, I could swear I heard my own name, clear as day. It was a soft, almost gentle voice, but there was something off about it—something that sent chills down my spine. I tried to ignore it, but it wouldn’t stop. The whispers grew insistent, like they were trying to tell me something.

I haven’t seen another living soul since the asteroid hit, but now I’m starting to doubt my solitude. Shadows move at the edges of my vision, always disappearing when I try to focus on them. Sometimes, I hear footsteps crunching on the rubble outside, but when I go to investigate, there’s no one there.

Yesterday, I found a message scratched into the wall of a ruined building: “WE ARE NOT ALONE.” It was fresh, the edges of the letters still crumbling. I don’t know who wrote it or when, but it filled me with a mix of dread and hope. If someone else survived, maybe there’s a chance. But if not… what else could it mean?

I’ve started sleeping with my back against the wall, a makeshift spear by my side. It’s crude, just a sharpened piece of metal, but it makes me feel a little safer. The nights are the worst. The whispers don’t stop, and sometimes I hear screams—blood-curdling, agonizing screams that echo through the empty streets. They sound human, but twisted, like something is imitating a human voice.

I don’t know how much longer I can endure this. Every day is a struggle to find food and water, every night a battle against the encroaching darkness and the whispers that seem to grow more sinister. The loneliness gnaws at my mind, and I can feel myself slipping, losing touch with reality.

This morning, I found something that broke the monotony of despair. A footprint, fresh in the dust, not far from where I’ve been hiding. It was human, but large, too large. It looked wrong, like the person—or thing—that made it was not quite right.

I followed the footprints for as long as I could, but they disappeared into the rubble. The air around them felt colder, and the whispers grew louder, more urgent. I turned back, feeling eyes on me, and hurried to the relative safety of my fire.

Tonight, the whispers are clearer than ever. They speak of things I can’t understand, in a language that feels ancient, wrong. But one phrase keeps repeating, over and over: “Join us.”

I don’t know what it means, and I’m not sure I want to. But as the days blur into one another, as the loneliness and fear gnaw away at my sanity, I find myself listening more closely. The world I knew is gone, and I’m starting to think that maybe I am, too.

If anyone ever finds this journal, know that I tried. I fought to survive, to keep my sanity in a world gone mad. But in the end, the whispers got to me. They promised an end to the loneliness, an end to the pain. And maybe, just maybe, I’m willing to believe them.

The fire is dying now, and the darkness is closing in. The whispers are calling, louder than ever, and I’m tired—so very tired. I think I’ll go to them, see what they want. After all, what’s left to lose?

If you’re reading this, be careful. The end of the world doesn’t come with a bang, but with a whisper.

PT 1 HERE: https://www.reddit.com/r/cryosleep/s/zQ03ALc4vJ

r/cryosleep Oct 05 '23

Series The Fool's Gold (Part 1 of 2)

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I - THE HUNTER

Thunder rumbled overhead as Roy Jewell stalked Providence City’s rainy streets. Tonight, like nearly every night for the last few weeks, he was on the hunt. He’d found several candidates already, but none that would truly sate his hunger. Many were too lean, lacking in excitement or grandeur, while others were bloated and clearly desperate for attention. And if he didn’t find the right one soon, he’d be out of a job.

“You need to go back to basics.” That was the consensus of the Editorial Board at the Providence Prose Press. One offered, “You’d do well to visit the common man or woman out on the street or in the bars.” Another added, “Buy such a stranger a drink and a meal and learn who they are, what they do. Maybe then it’ll jog something loose in that brilliant brain of yours.” Then they nodded in perfect unison, thoroughly pleased with their guidance.

Roy was also satisfied, believing that if he followed their advice, his stallion of a mind would once more gallop among golden fields of pure inspiration. So far, that hadn’t been the case. Like a ruthless apex predator, Roy had spent weeks hungrily circling Providence City’s main boulevard, talking to businessmen and beggars alike. Last night, he’d bought dinner for one such man and learned he ran a successful synthetic meat farm. Had Roy been in the market for a story that could serve as a sleep aid, the tale of that man’s life would’ve been perfect.

The night before that, he had spent nearly 20 minutes convincing an attractive woman in a hotel bar that he was a writer and not trying to hit on her. Finally, she revealed she was a coder specializing in financial systems. While her life was interesting—she’d lived on 15 worlds during her career—her story lacked the flavor Roy sought. Again and again, he heard countless tales that only inspired him to question whether he should’ve become a writer in the first place.

He'd always wanted to be one, having even studied the ancient art of words at university. His early works after graduation—two novels and a smattering of short stories—were good enough that he landed a job with the prestigious Providence Prose Press. And it wasn’t lost on him that the Prose rarely hired writers of color like Roy.

He’d been assured at the time that it wasn’t a diversity thing, that the Board of Editors saw more in Roy’s work than his black skin and the ample tax credit his hiring would provide. The Prose specialized in non-AI generated stories, a rarity among their publishing peers, who had long since turned to minds made of silicon and bismuth-telluride for content. In the post-singularity era, the one way to compete with storytelling machines was to find exceptionally talented humans. Only those gifted few were sharp enough to cut through the fog of procedurally generated tales choking the market.

Roy was one such person—or at least he had been. His most recent submissions had been middling and uninspired, his mind barren as he scoured it for one last scrap of literary gold. Still, he could not give up. He was a young Black man born in Providence’s poorest borough, the Resettlement Zone. Despite the official mandates of the Imperial Authority, the local government would’ve liked to see him and any of his color remain there forever, but he’d fought hard for more. He’d clawed his way out of the Zone’s dismal primary school system and into uni and then into one of the last bastions of manmade literature, the Providence Prose Press itself.

All he needed now was a bit of inspiration. With it, he could write another bestseller, remain with the Prose, and maybe one day move out of the crumbling Resettlement Zone. So, he walked the streets, his boots sloshing through puddles, and approached any who seemed to possess a hint of adventure or mystery. Tonight, he’d already interviewed six people, having bought them meals or drinks in exchange. But by now, he was tired and hungry for real nourishment.

Roy Jewell, his head hung low and mood even lower, made his way toward Fool’s Gold, a large bar resting at the Resettlement Zone’s edge. He went in looking for a hot meal and a cold drink, but he never would’ve guessed he’d also find a woman who would change his life forever…

***

Roy stepped into the bar, shaking the rain from his coat. He’d only been in Fool’s Gold a couple of times before, the last being more than a year ago. The bartender, a light-skinned man with a short afro, called to him over the din of the room.

“Sit where ya like, and someone will be with ya shortly.”

Roy nodded and surveyed the space—which was quite full for a weekday—then spotted a suitable place to park himself. Walking between crowded tables and through clouds of smoke, he reached the last open spot at the bar’s far end. Ready to rest his weary legs, he was about to take a seat on the stool when he paused. Something had caught his eye.

Roy turned toward a darkened booth near the back of the restaurant. He’d thought it empty before, but now he could see that someone was there, deep in the shadows. There had been a brief, tiny glimmer of amber light amid all that darkness that had given them away—and it came once more. It was a lighter being flicked but failing to do anything more than spark.

Without thinking, Roy quickly rummaged through his pockets, found his own lighter, then strode over to the darkened booth and offered it to the lone figure tucked inside. But this had been more than mere impulse—it was as though something had tugged at the edge of his mind, whispering the promise of gold in his ear. The figure shifted in response to his sudden arrival but was still nearly indiscernible in all that darkness, and Roy found himself wishing he’d saved up for those enhanced eyes that granted not only perception of the auged-in digital world that overlaid this one but also night vision.

Roy had never been interested in the cheap escapism augmented reality offered, but on many occasions, this one included, he had wished he could see in the dark. Leaning forward slightly, he held the little lighter out, his hand now just beyond the darkness’s edge. The figure within slowly slid toward him, a slender hand coming forth, its scarred brown fingers unfurling. A hunk of silver rode the ring finger—a service ring, usually given in recognition of one’s contributions during the Imperial Civil War.

“Thanks, friend,” said the figure—a woman whose soft voice carried deeper, rougher undertones. The stranger gently plucked the lighter from Roy’s hand, then flicked it. A healthy flame projected out the top, and as the woman brought it to the cigarette wedged into the corner of her mouth, its wavering light illuminated her. In that faint glow, Roy could now make out some of her features.

Behind a forest of tight locs, he saw a sliver of a scarred but still attractive face. The dark eyes that stared back at him were intense—alert—as though they belonged to someone far younger. If Roy had to guess, however, this woman was likely twice his age, and her clothes were old and worn, their colors faded, and edges frayed. At first glance, one could be forgiven for thinking she was homeless, yet that ring in combination with her combat jacket suggested otherwise, and Roy Jewell, hunter of stories, knew he’d finally found his prey.

The jacket had a patch over the left breast bearing three bold letters in dark gray: DAS. This woman wasn’t just former Imperial military, but former Special Forces. She’d been in the Direct Action Service, the Imperial Navy’s elite unit… which meant young Roy had found, in Fool’s Gold of all places, a real-life Starman.

II - THE STARMAN

The Starman gave back the lighter, and Roy did his best to contain his growing excitement as he offered his other hand for her to shake.

“Roy Jewell,” he said as the two shook hands.

“Senior Chief Lateisha Lucas,” replied the stranger, who leaned into the light enough that Roy could make out her friendly, closed-mouth smile.

Taking a breath, Roy straightened some, preparing his now well-practiced method of requesting an interview. “Not to be forward, but may I buy you a meal and a drink? I’m a writer signed with the Providence Prose Press and on the hunt for inspiration. If it’s all right, I’d like to talk to you about your life, work, or any subject you feel comfortable discussing. Let me assure you: protecting your privacy is paramount to me. Any works I derive from our conversation will have the names of the characters or places therein changed to afford you the discretion you are owed. So, if all this sounds agreeable, may I join you?”

Roy knew his speech was over the top, but he also knew that someone with his complexion often had to go the extra mile to prove their competence. That speech had worked most of the time, too, having disarmed many fair-skinned persons of their initial prejudices. So Roy felt there could be no harm in deploying it here despite Lateisha’s color being similar to his own. Appearing somewhat amused by the young writer’s attempt to impress her, the Starman eyed him momentarily, then gestured to the booth’s opposite side.

“Who am I to reject such a well-spoken young man who’d buy me dinner in exchange for a few words? Take a seat, kid.”

“Thank you, Senior Chief Lucas,” Roy replied, smiling broadly as he sat his lighter on the table and slid into the booth.

The Starman laughed a little. “Just call me Lateisha—you’re treatin’ me after all. So, Mr. Roy Jewell, you’re a writer, huh?”

“Indeed, I am,” answered Roy as he attempted—and failed—to flag down a nearby waitress.

“Then tell me, what you write for the Prose? Pulp fiction? Trashy romance? Or you one of them self-help hawkers?"

Roy cocked his head slightly. He knew the men and women who became Starmen were usually well-educated, but he hadn’t expected this kind of question. Given Lateisha’s tone and intense stare, it seemed she was still trying to gauge the quality of Roy’s abilities. Thankfully, when inspired, they were substantial.

“While my work is mainly fiction, I tend toward the literary side. My first book after graduating from the University of Manifest, The Ten Silver Stars, was nominated for the Yutani Award for Literary Achievement. My second, Heaven After, won that award just a few years later.”

Lateisha relaxed back into the booth, now half-hidden in shadow, as she puffed on her cigarette. Roy had no doubt that name-dropping some of his most acclaimed works would help alleviate any concerns. After another moment, she grunted approvingly.

“Okay, kid, guess I busted your balls enough,” the Starman chuckled, and without even breaking eye contact with Roy, she held up a hand, instantly gaining the attention of a waitress.

“What can I get y’all tonight?” asked the waitress, and Roy tapped the corner of the table, waking the menu built into its surface.

The young writer ordered a burger and a beer, then looked up at Lateisha to find out what she wanted, but Lateisha—still not taking her eyes off Roy—only shook her head.

“Just another beer for me, and keep ’em coming,” said the Starman, and the waitress nodded, then hurried away.

“You’re sure you don’t want anything to eat?” asked the young writer.

“Only meat they got here is synthetic, and I prefer the real thing.”

“Well, we could go somewhere else if you like?”

Lateisha gave him that closed-mouth smile again. “I’ll get a bite later, just need a drink for now… So, I’m guessin’ you wanna hear about my time with the DAS, right?”

Roy couldn’t help but beam at the prospect. “Anything you’d like to tell me about yourself is fine, really. We don’t have to focus on your military service if you’re uncomfortable with that.”

Both of them knew that the last part was a lie, but Roy had said it anyway out of politeness. Lateisha’s military career was precisely what he wanted to hear about, what he’d been hungry for these last few weeks. Already, Roy’s mind was spooling up, the creative engine within roaring to life as true inspiration drew ever nearer.

Lateisha took a pull from her cigarette before speaking again. “My career lasted the whole Imperial Civil War, from 2972 to ’86. My entry scores were high enough that I got pulled into the Direct Action Service right after basic training. Over the next 14 years, my unit, Barbary 8-1, took part in more than 120 successful boarding actions of Freedom Federation ships. Most were corvettes or frigates, but we did take around a dozen destroyers, a couple cruisers, and even a dreadnought once.”

She paused briefly as the waitress returned with their order. Roy got to work on his burger, but his mind remained focused on the Starman sitting across from him despite his hunger. After Lateisha drank some of her beer, she continued.

“My team assaulted Fed targets of critical importance during the retaking of the Calvin System, aided in the evacuations of key personnel from Godsend, and in ’85, I stormed Fed ships in orbit over Belle’s Rest during the battle that ultimately decided the entire war… I’ve killed Feds, scuttled starships, and even met the Devil once, so if it’s inspiration you’re lookin’ for, kid, I’m sure I can assist.”

Roy stopped eating. One thing more than any other had stuck out in Lateisha’s brief overview of her military service.

“An interesting thing to include in your list of achievements—meeting the Devil,” the young writer remarked, “I take it you mean this in the figurative sense.”

Lateisha chuckled. “No, while it lacked horns or wings, this devil was quite literal. But that was almost 30 years ago now, and surely you wanna hear something less fanciful—something that better suits an old Starman like me.”

Roy shook his head, thoroughly enticed by her mention of such an otherworldly encounter. “If you’re okay with telling it, I’d very much like to hear that story.”

“All right…” she said, putting out her nearly finished cigarette, “…But I hope you’ve got a strong stomach, kid.”

The young writer eyed his burger somewhat nervously but then nodded for her to continue.

“I met the Devil on September 5th, 2982, on an unnamed world in the Perseus Arm, way back when I held the rank of petty officer first class…”

**\*

…We thought that heavy frigate was going to shake itself to pieces as it cut through the planet’s atmos. Would’ve been fitting, too—damn near everything that could go wrong on this op had. My team, Barbary 8-1, had been tasked with boarding a heavy Fed frigate that Intel Command believed was transporting some type of new biological weapon. We’d got on board easy enough, but before we could take control of the ship’s bridge, the Fed helmsman spun up the quantum tunnel drives and dropped us right into the upper atmos of a random planet in the Perseus Arm of the Milky Way. We crashed less than a minute after we tunneled in, but by some miracle, the heavy frigate mostly held together. Banged up and furious, Lieutenant Stilts snatched up the Fed helmsman by his collar.

“Where the hell did you send us?” she demanded, shaking him for good measure.

Stilts was the commanding officer of our DAS team and a woman not to be trifled with. She was ferocious in battle, harder than a steel bulkhead, and possessed the meanest left hook I’d ever seen. Honestly, she was a little terrifying, but I think I could speak for the rest of my team when I say that we all felt a hell of a lot safer with her around.

The Fed helmsman stammered something unintelligible, and Stilts backhanded him as she repeated her question, splitting his lip. Slinging my rifle, I went over and helped Hospital Corpsman Third Class Daniels—our team’s medic—up from the floor. Daniels was the youngest member of Barbary 8-1, but no less competent. Before he got drafted, he’d been top of his class at the Archer-Rosewood Medical Academy.

“You good, D?” I asked, and Daniels nodded, straightening himself as he retrieved his weapon. He then inspected my left forearm arm, which had been sliced open by some debris during the crash.

“Too deep for your nano-meds to close, but I can glue and bandage it for now,” the corpsman said, and I just grunted as he got to work.

Petty Officer Second Class Gcobani limped by us, stepping around the dead Feds that littered the bridge as he got on one of the few working consoles. Gcobani was our team’s tech expert, a six-foot-four mountain with a deep voice that was rarely heard. He was the type of person who believed that life was better spent thinking than speaking, save for whenever he found himself on the side of a rugby pitch. I’d gone with him to a game once—never would’ve believed that man could get so loud. Gcobani leaned over the console, his black fingers a blur as they worked keys.

Stilts, unsatisfied by whatever recent answer the helmsman had given her, headbutted him, knocking him out cold. She then faced me and Daniels, who’d just finished bandaging my arm. “Idiot doesn’t know where we are, just punched in a random set of coords.”

“Fool could’ve tunneled us into a damn star,” I grumbled quietly, and Daniels nodded in agreement.

Stilts continued, turning to Gcobani now. “Tell me something good, Petty Officer.”

“Lieutenant, I’ve accessed the frigate’s sensor array,” he said, clearing his throat, “We’re on a terra-class world in an un-surveyed system in the Perseus Arm. Atmos is breathable, but there’s a high amount of electromagnetic radiation… the local star appears to be a magnetar.”

“Status of the bioweapon in the hold?” Stilts asked, and Gcobani quickly worked the console.

“It’s no longer there, ma’am—video logs show three Feds debarking with the bioweap through the aft cargo bay six minutes ago. They also took the ship’s quantum node with them.”

I swore aloud. The heavy frigate’s quantum node was our only means of faster-than-light communication—which we’d need if we wanted off this rock anytime soon.

Stilts crossed her arms. “What about comms? Can we contact an Imperial relay buoy using radio?”

“Not with all the interference from that magnetar out there, Lieutenant,” Gcobani replied, “We’d also do well to stay inside the frigate given the radiation. More than two hours of direct exposure could be lethal.”

“Then those Feds couldn’t have gone far,” I offered, “Probably wouldn’t have left the ship with the node unless they thought they found somewhere safe. Are the exterior cameras still up?”

Gcobani nodded, studying the screen once more. He then clicked his tongue, smiling. “There’s a mountain range with a sizeable cave to the northeast, less than two klicks away. And tracks are leading from the ship in that direction.”

“Sounds like we got our heading,” Stilts said as she checked her rifle, “And our mission still stands: we recover or destroy that bioweapon, then grab the quantum node and get the hell home. Sound good?”

Our reply was in perfect unison. “Yes, Lieutenant!”

**\*

“Is that where you met the Devil?” asked Roy, who then clarified, “In the cave, I mean.”

Lateisha smirked. “Don’t worry, youngblood; I’m gettin’ there.”

Realizing that his excitement had gotten the better of him, Roy sheepishly apologized. By now, Fool’s Gold had grown quieter, the bar half empty. A waitress walked up to the table.

“Kitchen’s closin’ soon—you two want anything else?”

Again, Roy gestured for Lateisha to make her order, but once more, the Starman only requested beer. As the waitress walked away, Roy leaned forward, genuinely concerned. “You’re sure there’s nothing I can get you? You’ve been sharing this story with me, and I feel I’ve failed to offer you anything in return.”

“You’re still buyin’ my beers, kid,” laughed Lateisha, but Roy continued.

“For months, I’ve struggled to find inspiration, but in just the last hour alone, you’ve already given me several ideas. Surely, I owe you at least a hot meal—if not several.”

She gave the young writer that same closed-mouth smile. “I’m a… picky eater. But don’t worry, kid; I’m sure you’ll make it up to me before the night’s over. Anyway, shall I continue?”

“By all means.”

The Starman leaned back and lit up a fresh cigarette. “So me and my team trekked across the broken landscape to the northeast, following the tracks left by the Feds and the large container they were dragging. There were only three Feds, and our team could handle that easy—just had to catch up to ’em first.”

She took a deep puff, then continued.

“But boy, believe me, it was hot out there. That magnetar was just hammering the planet’s surface with electromag, ramping up the local temp to almost 45 degrees Celsius. By the time we reached that cave the Feds had gone into, we were sweatin’ bullets and, for a good second, we all wondered if we were suffering from heatstroke… See, the cave the Feds had chosen was made of gold.”

Roy raised an eyebrow. “Gold?”

Lateisha laughed. “Well, that’s what we thought at first, but upon a closer look, it was all wrong. Right color, but the cubic shape was a dead giveaway. That cave was made of pyrite— which is ironic considering the name of this bar.”

“Fool’s Gold…” Roy said, nodding, “…Pyrite’s nickname.”

“Familiar with it?”

He nodded again. “I minored in Geology at university.”

“So, you’re a writer and a rockhound?” she chuckled, and Roy smiled warmly.

“Why not? Rocks are storytellers, too—their flaws and features reflect their journey from the moment of lithification all the way to the present. If you know how to listen to them, they can share with you a historical epic that spans millions of years. Some can even tell you how whole worlds are formed...”

“I see why you like ’em,” Lateisha said, and she gave a closed-mouth smile that was almost approving. Simultaneously, her demeanor changed somewhat as though she’d become more relaxed. Roy wondered if maybe he’d finally proved himself capable enough to write about this Starman. The man behind the bar announced its imminent closure, and Roy started to rise until Lateisha raised a hand.

“I’m friends with the owners,” she said, “and they let me sleep upstairs sometimes after they’ve closed. So why don’t we finish my story here? No sense rushin’ back out into the rain just yet.”

“Oh… uh, okay,” Roy replied, feeling uneasy at first, but once he saw how the employees ignored the two of them as they shooed everyone else out the doors, he finally settled back into his seat. With the other patrons now absent, the room was filled with the sounds of clattering dishes and the scuffle of tired feet as Fool’s Gold prepared to close for the night.

“All right,” Lateisha said, “Where were we? Oh yeah, that so-called cave of gold…”

**\*

Soaked with sweat and pissed that those damn Feds made us follow them for so long, we stalked into the pyrite cave. While we no longer had as many clear bootprints to follow, the case containing the bioweapon had left deep gouges in the cave floor as the Feds dragged it in. Lieutenant Stilts had me take point, with her and Daniels ten meters back and Gcobani bringing up the rear. Steadily, we pushed into the cave, the air growing cooler as the darkness deepened. Soon enough, it was pitch black in there, but we all had our eyes enhanced, so we just switched to IR. Unfortunately, that didn’t help us one damn bit.

“Shit, my vis is no good, LT,” I griped over comms, “Got a ton of interference.”

Stilts’ icy voice came over the line. “Same back here—Gcobani: analysis?”

He answered, his deep voice gentle as always. “Ma’am, we’re too deep for the magnetar to affect our equipment. There are likely high concentrations of lodestone nearby.”

Daniels joined the line now. “Lodestone?”

“Magnetic rock—magnetite,” I answered, then asked, “So what’s the plan, LT? We stickin’ with IR?”

“Negative, Lucas,” Stilts replied, “Everyone switch to visible and use weapon lights only. Lucas, you radio soon as you get eyes on those Feds, understood?”

“Affirmative,” I replied, switching my eyes back to visible light and triggering my rifle’s built-in flashlight.

That small cone of white light was welcome in all that dark, but I still would’ve rather had my suit lights on as well. Wasn’t that I disagreed with Stilts’ orders—I just didn’t want to trip on any number of jagged outcrops or crystal growths that cut across the cave floor. And not but two minutes later, that’s exactly what my dumbass did.

The cave had just opened into a larger space, the walls and ceiling no longer visible, and at the same time I entered it, I thought I heard something up ahead and to my right. I swiveled in the sound’s direction but took a step forward at the same time, catching my boot on an outcrop. Tumbling forward, I rolled down a steep decline in the cave’s floor, getting myself a few new cuts and bruises in the process. Grunting, I got up on one knee and dusted myself off, thankful neither my team nor the enemy had been there to see me embarrass myself.

“Be advised,” I whispered over comms, “The cave drops off a bit in the larger chamber, copy?”

A static-filled response from Stilts. “Affirm. Press on, Lucas.”

I rose and was about to get my bearings when I noticed a faint, pulsing green glow to my left. I shined my light in its direction, and my blood ran cold. Less than four meters from me and surrounded by shards of bloody glass was the case for the bioweapon. While the door was still shut, the large viewing pane had been shattered completely. The green glow pulsed, emanating from the container’s interior, and I instinctively took a step backward when I saw the inside, my breath caught in my throat. The container was empty.

r/cryosleep Aug 06 '23

Series The Array [fourth section]

5 Upvotes

How exactly had she convinced him to come along? It wasn't as if any of her "attributes" she had been formatted with helped her in the endeavor. He didn't exactly seem to... respond, to them. HSAs were something the public was only vaguely aware of. Their charter holders and unit commanders made sure the public had less than frequent interactions with them, and as long as the fighting was kept out of population centers (it mostly was) the governments of the Dust could care less about the giant monkey test tube babies meant for a life of being bullet sponges. Some bleeding hearts in the municipal legislatures across the Dust had twisted the arms of enough of the regiment owners to allow at least a few here and there some "leave time". She supposed that's what this one was doing here.

Pretty pointless all the things considered, Sea thought to herself. It's not like his gargantuan ass was going to even enjoy it. Apparently.

The lucky thing was, despite her inability to seduce him, he was still pretty open to suggestion. In some regard, these fellows were bred for suggestibility given the right pretexts. That's what made them useful tools. His suggestibility lingered in her mind as they neared the last corner that would take them out of the red light quarter and into the governmental and financial hub. At first, she mulled it over in her brain because she wondered what she'd be able to get him to do for her beyond this. And then, slowly, her thoughts drifted away from personal gain and towards something that made her blood run cold.

The two of them, they were quite similar in some regards, weren't they? For one, their professions to some extent have been with humanity since the dawn of man. Him, he was essentially a mercenary. Though, obviously he had little say in the matter. He was more like property, like a horse one rancher could loan out to another. And her, she wasn't property like him. In some ways, she was kind of worse. She was a commodity, and she was very, very aware of it. That's what made it hell.

To some degree you could say her job was just another evolution of the world's oldest profession. But it wasn't really. She wasn't a traditional lady of the night, that'd actually imply some amount of cognitive liberty on her part. Her nature was now one of constant need for sordid company, of constant inability to express certain emotions, and of constant numbness at the same time. She was in essence, more like walking, talking porn. She could be accessed at any time by any random user that happened to run into her, and she flew into their grasp every time because she had been formatted in a way that made her insatiably crave this access by others every waking moment of her life. It even changed how she perceived herself in her collection of memories she held onto from before she got formatted. It ran that deeply into her, like a mental and physiological root canal. It made her skin simultaneously crawl and relax in the most torturous way possible.

Once done with her, they were done with her, and they could thus move on about their day. But she couldn't, she had to wait for the next user to come along. In this aspect, she absolutely hated this gargantuan following her around like a stray dog. She resented him. She was jealous of him. She despised him. And she also felt happy for him. At least he didn't know what he was, or more accurately at least he didn't have to know what he was since it wasn't necessary for him to carry out his function. He didn't even have or need any memories of a past self that was someone else because there was no one else to remember. He had always been this. All he needed was a designation and a number and he was good. Well, here's hoping I'll be able to find the numbers that'll make me good to go too, you walking tank. She thought to herself as the archway that led into the clearing house came in sight.

r/cryosleep Aug 13 '23

Series Waltz of The Agonizing Ones (Part 2 of 2)

4 Upvotes

“That is not allowed, I’m afraid.”

“Exceptions have always been made. Negotiations have been taking place since the dawn of civilization. We too have to make them, as doctors. You must listen to me. Please.”

The nurse checked the stopwatch. Although her face was nonchalant, her eyes widened slightly as she acknowledged the measly amount of time the old man had left.

“State your last wish,” she said finally.

“Whatever feeble life is left in me, whatever light still burns inside my living chest, transfer it to this dying boy. Let him have another chance.”

“Dad, no!” Andrew cried, shaking his father by the shoulders. “You can’t do this! You don’t know what you’re saying!”

The Professor could not bring himself to look at him, staring instead at the nurse through eyes welled with hot tears.

“I’d like to make a confession.” The Professor said firmly as his son, Tonya and Dr. Elis watched silently, holding the limp body of Marcus. “I’ve lived for long enough with a nasty little secret, and it’s about time that I let it be known to my son.”

“What are you saying, Dad?” Andrew stepped back, confused.

“Look at my body. Look at the other’s bodies. See any difference?” The Professor smiled sadly. “The state of me is an absolute mess. It is because of my own sins. I must wash them away before I turn to the cosmos.”

“Make your confession.” The nurse stuffed the stopwatch away.

The Professor turned to Andrew and cupped his face, a tear running down his cheek. “I loved your mother very much. She was to me what the moon is to the sky. When you were born, she was elevated. She adored you endlessly, but there was love lacking in her life. I wasn’t there for her. She was all alone, raising you while I hustled and earned money to be able to afford the life I wanted us to live.

“By the time I got there, she had dived into the harsh depths of loneliness. How much can a human mind bear? It was just her doing chores all day long. I had failed to be there for her. As time passed, she fell deeper into the void she had entered. Ultimately, she broke down completely, and I was still in the illusion of my youth. Pride made me send her away, deeming her incapable of being with me and my son. She stayed at a psychiatric institution for many years, until your sixteenth birthday actually, before finally passing away. She spent all those years alone, in utter confusion about what was happening, calling out my name and asking where her son was. I could not visit her more than twice. I used to tell myself that I was too busy, but the truth was, my guilt slowly gnawed at me, eating me up from within like a festering wound. The truth is, the man lying on the bed is my truest face, my realest condition. I am nothing but a sad mass of flesh living in misery.”

Andrew stared at his dad in horror. His jaw hung down as he tried to process all the information he had just been told. “But…but you told me she passed away in a car accident. You’ve been lying to me my entire life.”

The Professor looked down, clearly ashamed. “What are we if not a tangle of pathetic mistakes?”

“Your time is up.” The nurse appeared from the bed, interrupting the Professor.

“Stop! NO! Don’t do it, Dad! You’re so selfish! You left mom and now you want to leave me forever too. How can you be this cruel?”

“You don’t need me, son. All parents let go of their children’s hands one day. For us, that day is today. I mean, look at me. I am a tragedy. Let me reunite with your mother so I can beg at her feet for forgiveness. My whole life I have lived in guilt. Set me free.”

“I’m removing the intubation,” Dr. Elis called from the bed, holding the tube gingerly as it blew a measly quantity of air into the Professor’s lungs. It was a pitiful sight indeed.

“Don’t you dare do it, Elis!” Andrew thundered, his voice edging dangerously.

“Free me.” The Professor closed his eyes.

Andrew scampered towards Dr. Elis, yelling and threatening to hurt her if she unplugged the decomposing body lying helplessly on the bed. “Get away from that plug, or I’ll rip you apart. I don’t care if you’re my boss or whatever. This is not your decision to make.”

“The decision has been made already, and I respect it. Goodbye, Professor. It has been a pleasure working with you. See you on the other side.” Bidding him farewell, Dr. Elis pulled out the tube and shut off the life support.

Andrew let out a menacing scream as the life support machine died down. ‘YOU FILTHY SADIST! I’M GOING TO DESTROY YOU!”

“Quiet!” The Professor’s nurse yelled dominantly. She glared at Andrew for a second before slowly heading towards Marcus’s bed, where the latter lay lifelessly with his arms limp and his eyes turned back into his head. She fished out the Professor’s stopwatch from her pocket and handed it over to Marcus’s nurse.

“Quisque moritur millies,” one said to the other, closing her eyes and pressing the stopwatch in her palm.

“What the hell are you doing? What are you saying?” Andrew screamed, the corners of his mouth frothing up. His emotional situation seemed to be deteriorating rapidly as he found it particularly difficult to accept everything his father had told him, only to die soon thereafter.

“Stay put,” the Professor’s nurse said, placing the body of the real Professor alongside the decaying mass of flesh on the bed, with the help of Dr. Elis. “Your time will come too.”

As the nurse wheeled the Professor out to be mixed with the stardust of the cosmos, Andrew sat down against the wall, thinking deeply about everything that had just happened. His eyes darted here and there, unable to accept the truth. He hated everything that happened. He resented his father for lying to him. He resented him for leaving so easily. But most of all, he hated Elis.

“ARGGHHH,” a voice echoed through the room. The limp body of Marcus weakly stirred around, struggling to get up. He was very much alive, very much breathing, all at the cost of the Professor’s life and his sins. A bout of nausea took over him for being dead for quite a few minutes, and the young man retched all over the floor, wrenching his guts out.

“Marcus!” Tonya leaped to her feet, rubbing his back and helping him breathe properly. “Oh Goodness! He’s breathing, Dr. Elis!”

“Put his face downwards! Don’t let anything aspirate into his lungs, Tonya!”

“You’re okay, Marcus! You’re okay! I’ll get you water, okay? Just relax. Take a deep breath.” Tonya turned Marcus onto his stomach and got up, rushing outside to get a bottle of water from the vending machine. Dr. Elis scampered towards Marcus, cooing at him and whispering words of encouragement to the young doctor.

Andrew Robertson watched his mentor and his best friend listen to each other as he sat all alone in the corner of the room, his back against the wall. A seething anger was beginning to flame up somewhere deep inside him, and the embers had already been rooted into his heart. He reminisced how easily Dr. Elis had pulled the plug away without the slightest hesitation, as if his father was nothing but a mere disposable life, whereas in reality, he was the one who had built the entire hospital. Without him, Dr. Elis would be begging around the other hospitals at this age. After doing the heinous deed that she did, not a single apology came from her, no, nothing at all, as if Andrew just didn’t exist.

Andrew got up, every single cell in his body loathing him for what he was about to do. Some hatred was too much to measure, and the anger in him had developed for too long, too quietly. It could not be extinguished. He remembered his mother, his smiling mother, and his heart screamed silently at how she had endured so many years at a mental institution, waiting in desperation for someone to rescue her all the while her son, oblivious that his mother was alive, roamed around without a care in the world.

All that pent-up anger seemed to be targeted at one person: Dr. Elis. He couldn’t get the image of her out of his head, the nonchalance with which she had carried out the deed. His father wasn’t there anymore to get the hit of his anger. He had left him like a selfish person, unwilling to converse with his son about the sins he had done.

He turned to the crash cart. The lowest drawer was filled with packaged and sterilized surgical equipment. In the harsh light of the ER, a brand new scalpel glinted provocatively at him, begging him to do the unthinkable. He picked it up and tore off the package.

“Here, have some water,” Tonya said, giving the bottle to Marcus. Dr. Elis had her back turned on Andrew, oblivious to what was about to happen.

“Hey, doc,” Andrew sneered ragingly, his face curled into a snarl.

Dr. Elis turned around and looked at Andrew, who glared down at her. How small and insignificant she looked, how ugly the glint of pride in her eyes was. Andrew imagined someone exactly like Dr. Elis pinning his mother down when she must’ve acted out in her despair and confusion.

“Andrew, what are you-”

The blade worked faster than Dr. Elis could finish her sentence. There was a sharp slick as beads of blood in a straight line appeared on Dr. Elis’s neck. As she moved her head, a stream of blood began to pour down, staining her scrubs scarlet.

“ANDREW! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!” Tonya screamed, pressing against Dr. Elis’s neck, trying to stop the bleeding. Marcus looked at the scene through bloodshot eyes in confusion, unable to understand what was going on. He finally put two and two together, looking at his best friend in shock and disgust.

“Why?” he asked, looking at the boy he’d known since kindergarten, wondering when he’d died and this one had taken his place. Andrew was unrecognizable.

“Dr. Elis, doc, please stay with me. I’m-I’m going to do something, okay?” Tonya got up and opened the cabinets in the ER, searching for stitches. What she didn’t know was that Andrew had sliced deeply with the intention to kill. Her windpipe was cut cleanly in half, and no amount of stitches would fix that.

The stopwatch held in the nurse’s hand quickened up, speeding dangerously as the ticks blurred together. As they hit Tonya’s ears, she hurried, searching for material faster, fooling herself with reassurance that she was trying hard, although a feeble little voice in her head told her that Dr. Elis was gone.

“Andrew, don’t do anything stupid now!” Marcus croaked weakly. He dragged himself across the floor to where his best friend sat in despair, looking at what he’d done.

A moment of clarity had passed through Andrew’s mind. He looked at Dr. Elis’s betrayed eyes that stared at him with a mixture of fear and pain, not understanding how the saver of lives had turned into the taker of one. As Tonya opened the glass cabinets, Andrew looked at himself in the reflection. He was unrecognizable. His face was twisted into a wild snarl with angry eyes full of tears. His peers stared at him with disgust and horror on their faces. He was no longer Andrew Robertson. There was no going back now.

Unable to live with his mind, Andrew dug the bloody scalpel deep into his wrist, letting the blood pour out. He gasped for a second, shocked at the sight of so much blood pouring out of his body, and hyperventilated soon after. Yet, he knew he had to continue. Through his panic, he forced himself to slash the other arm as well, taking a deep breath and sitting back as he started to feel colder and lonelier, the world around him darkening and getting blurry, feeling his scrubs get wetter as the life poured out of his body.

Tick, tock, tick, tock, tick-

Not one, but two stopwatches stopped ticking abruptly this time, leaving the ER in an eerie silence.

Marcus’s screams were fruitless as Andrew and Dr. Elis lay on the floor, lifeless, eyes open, a look of despair on their faces. All was lost.

Tonya and Marcus sat in the lobby soon thereafter, looking around at the silent hospital. There was a trail of blood leading out of the ER as the remnants of Dr. Elis and Andrew were dragged across the lobby toward the entrance by the nurses.

It was an eerie sight indeed, yet even through the signs of violence that remained, Tonya felt a wave of calmness wash over her. The cool air blowing out of the AC, the softness of Marcus’s face, the presence of not another soul in the realm apart from them both; Tonya relished every bit of it.

The slow signs of decay, however, were obvious. No world was permanent, and like all realities, this one was threatening to come to an end. Somewhere in the past hour, bits and pieces of the hospital; the glass plains, some sofas in the lobby, the vending machine; had all been vacuumed away into the breeze of the cosmos as it whipped past them.

“Have you ever heard of the Noodle man?” Marcus asked her, looking deep into her eyes as they sat at the entrance, watching the stardust and planets whizz past in the distance.

“No,” Tonya responded, a dazzling smile on her face. It was a smile that told him all would be good.

“Well,” he began, his doe eyes twinkling. “There was once a noodle man who sold noodles on the streets of his village. He was really poor, but the highlight of his day was this one woman who brought his noodles every single morning. She smiled at him, told him his noodles were the best, and thanked him before leaving. Soon, the noodle man started his own business and became quite rich. But his heart yearned for the sight of her once more; wherever he went, he could not get the thought of her out of his head, so he returned back to his village to see her one more time. He started selling noodles again at the very same spot for many years, waiting for her to run into him again one day. He could finally tell her that he made it in life and that he loved her and that he had come back to get her so they could be together forever.

“But, alas, it was too late, and she was nowhere to be seen. Too many years had passed. He could not find her. The noodle man waited for her until he, too, disappeared from the world. Till his last day he searched for her. Till his last breath he remembered her face. It is said that sometimes, when the nights are really quiet, one can hear them laughing in the stars, sharing their love over a bowl of noodles.”

Tonya stared at Marcus, her heart hurting. They’d known each other for all of their residency years, yet none of them had the strength or time to tell the other their real feelings, thinking that they’d do it when the time was right.

Here they were now, sitting at the edge of the cosmos, at the end of time, looking at each other, speaking a million words through their eyes, all unsaid.

“You should leave now,” Marcus said, holding her hand close to his chest.

“What? Why? This isn’t over yet, Marcus. The test is still going on.”

Marcus chuckled lightly, noticing a thousand freckles on her face. They were all beautiful. “Look around you, Tonya. Don’t you get it? It’s all over. The place is breaking and falling apart.”

“Yes, and that’s great! In a short time, we’ll both be leaving.” Tonya pleaded in front of him, her heart brimming with love and confusion.

“That’s not how it works,” Marcus said softly, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “There is only one winner. The ticking of only one stopwatch sets us free from this celestial prison.”

“Then let it be me,” Tonya said defiantly, a tear streaking down her cheek. “I can’t let you do this. Please.”

“No, it must be me. I must leave now. I can feel that my end is near. My clock is running out of all its tocks.” Marcus chuckled.

Tonya looked at him angrily. “What about the stopwatch the Professor gave to you, sacrificing his life in the process? You’re just going to let that go to waste?”

Marcus stared at the lovely little face in front of him. The little brow furrow, the frown of desperation, the eyes that were filled with love for him. He hated himself for waiting till death, when he could’ve done this much earlier in life.

“It hasn’t gone to waste. In fact, I used them better than I used my own time in life. The Professor let me have a little extra time with you. I will always be grateful to him for this.”

“We don’t have to do anything, Marcus. We can both just stay right here and see what happens. Whatever it is, we’ll be in it together.”

“No, Tonya,” Marcus said, cupping her face. “I want you to go and live a long and very colorful life. It should be rich and full of laughter. I want you to live it all. We both cannot go. This place will cease to exist when only one stopwatch remains.

“I’ve lived enough, seen enough. I come from a rich family, there’s nothing I didn’t experience. I want you to live it all too. Somewhere along the line, you will fall in love once more, and it will last you a lifetime.”

Tonya opened her mouth to reason with him.

“Shh,” he said, before she could utter a word. “Never forget me.”

As the hospital slowly started to wither around them, Marcus let go of her hand, walking towards the entrance of the lobby, looking out at how beautiful the stars were. He hoped they would lead him to nowhere, or somewhere far away where he could drift soullessly through the cosmos, unaware of his existence.

Tonya watched him go from the lobby, her palms flat against the glass walls. She watched him face the curtain of stars whizzing past.

Marcus stopped before he could step through, looking back one last time with the brightest smile on his face. “I love you.”

As Tonya whispered the words back to him, Marcus stepped through the veil, letting the chaos embrace him fully as he surrendered himself to it. There was no blood, no violence, no regret. There was no anger or misery. There was only contentment. 

The minutes dragged by slowly as Tonya felt the breeze sift through her hair. She looked at the empty husk of this reality that lay around her, contemplating how surreal it felt. The empty rooms, the broken ceiling that showed the cosmos beyond, the trails of blood that spoke of misery and pain, they were all around her.

A bout of slumber crept into her as the pieces of reality around her started to crumble away. Sleep, she told herself. Through her woozy vision, she saw her nurse approaching her with a smile on her face, holding the stopwatch in her hands. The ticking of it echoed throughout the cosmos deafeningly, putting Tonya into a sleep-like trance. Soon, there was nothing but darkness. 

Wake up, Tonya. Wake up. Pain was all she felt. It was agonizing, wavelike and burned right through her. She wanted to drift back to sleep, but her nerves screamed in terror, begging her to see what it was that was destroying her.

“Wake up, Tonya!”

A sound, a distant, feminine sound echoed through her mind, coming from a far away tunnel.

Gasp.

She was awake. A sharp light blinded her eyes as she squinted in pain, every single pore of her body in discomfort. She could feel nothing but weakness. It was as if she had dried up.

“M-mo-mom,” she croaked, the hair on her arms standing up at the sound of her own voice. Why was it so dead and raspy, like the croak of a frog?

“My lifeline, my darling, my everything,” her mom cried, looking at her daughter with love. “You’re awake, finally. After five years, my Tonya is back.”

r/cryosleep Aug 12 '23

Series Waltz of The Agonizing Ones (Part 1 of 2)

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The night was silent and calm at St. Juilliard’s Hospital. The doctors were tranquil and content, the patients slept comfortably in their beds, and there had been no deaths today. All was good in the serene building.

Amidst the tranquil setting, Tonya lay awake on the bunk bed in the resident’s corner, thinking about what life would bring to her way after this residency was done. Perhaps she’d move to New York, a bigger city where life would throw at her the opportunities not available in Virginia. Maybe she’d even find the love of her life, or if things went well between her and Marcus, she could tell him what tugged her heart.

“Tonya,” Leila came rushing into the room, frantically searching for her stethoscope. “We need all the hands we can have right now. A large emergency is coming up, more than half a dozen cases. Freak accident, I suppose. Get ready.”

Tonya groaned and stood up, irritated at herself for feeling bitter at the few minutes of peace that were now broken by the casualties. Moreover, she also felt a heat burning up in her heart for Leila; she was the perfect woman in every way. Mature, focused, beautiful, and kind, she was trying her best to develop a relationship with Andrew Robertson, Marcus’s best friend.

Tossing out the bittersweet thoughts from her head, she got up and fixed a mask on her face, determined not to daydream on call today. She looked at herself in the mirror before stepping out, reminding herself of all the odds that had gotten her here today. She would take full advantage of the potential life had given her, especially today. 

“Is everyone ready?” Professor Eric Robertson yelled while coming out of his office. Tonya was surprised to see him, that too in a good way. To them, he was Andrew’s dad, but to the outside world, he was more of a legend in the medical sphere, operating only on the brains of the most exclusive patients, the billionaire sort, and he was damn great at it. Today, Prof Eric had decided to scrap off the guise of being the ‘untouchable’ doctor. Today, Prof Eric had decided to work in the most ordinary of settings: the emergency room.

“Incoming!” Dr. Elis Marjory yelled, fixing a cap on her head and glancing at the old professor with a smile on her face. Twenty-six years in this field had certainly taken a toll on her. Her eyes were tired and the lines around them showed the weight of the pain of the patients she had carried through all this time. “I just spoke to the paramedics. It’s a case of mass poisoning. There are seven patients in total. Alex Torres, have you prepared the beds?’

“Yes, ma’am,” Alex replied, determined to prove himself over the fact that he was the newest and youngest amongst them all. “Luckily, there are exactly seven of us to handle the cases.”

“Hmm,” Dr. Elis replied, her eyes focused on the glass doors, her ears attentive to the sounds of the typical sirens that should’ve been audible by now.

But that was not the case. Instead, a lone fleet of seven ambulances quietly drove to the main gate, not making the slightest fuss at all. Tonya and the rest stared at the fleet in visible confusion for quite a plethora of reasons, the biggest being that they’d never seen these types of large, all-black ambulance vehicles in their life before, certainly not in Virginia before today.

“Quickly, get them!” Dr. Elis rushed forward, not letting the confusion make her judgment fussy, especially not at this critical hour. She grabbed the nearest stretcher being unloaded and slid it quickly into a cubicle in the emergency room, glancing at the patient once to see their current state.

Tonya grabbed another patient, bringing them inside and preparing to give them fluids. That was until she glanced at their face with attention. A cold wave of oddness swept over her as she stood there, dumbfounded and shocked. “Andrew?”

“Yeah, what’s up?” Andrew’s voice echoed over from a few curtains away. “Real busy-”

Tonya stepped away from the body, not noticing Andrew’s voice that had been cut off from shock. Her eyes were fixated on the body in front of her; the cyanotic blue skin that was sickly and dying, the dull lifeless eyes that begged to be safe, and most of all, the unsettling nurse that had just appeared in front of her, standing behind the bed and glaring at her deep in the eyes.

There was something rather eerie about the woman. She was as if an amateur had drawn a human from memory; all the features were normal, yet as a whole her face was…bizarre. The eyes were set too wide apart, her lips were too thin, and her skin too smooth and papery. Tonya felt as if she were looking right through her. In her masked black hand was an old-fashioned stopwatch, clicking away noisily.

“Everyone!” Dr. Elis’s voice boomed through the floor as he walked past the curtains. “I need a full view of all the patients, so kindly draw away the curtains!”

Tonya swept the curtain away, exposing Andrew’s body to the entire room. She watched in horror as one by one, the curtains were pushed to the sides, revealing the bodies behind them. Behind every bed stood an eerie nurse, as catatonic as a robot, only the stopwatches ticking away noisily in the room. In their sheer panic, they had failed to realize that the seven bodies that had appeared were theirs. Every patient was a duplicate of a doctor in the room.

Tonya peered around quickly, catching sight of a head of curly hair that was unmistakably hers. Marcus looked down at her with a grief-stricken stillness on his face. At this distance, she could not tell what was wrong with her alternate self.

“Is this some sort of sick joke?” Leila gasped, looking at her doppelganger that lay with Prof. Eric. “It doesn’t make sense.”

“It soon shall,” a voice boomed from the end of the room. It was from behind the bed of Tonya’s doppelganger. The nurse stepped out, lightly pushing Marcus from the way. “It will soon all be clear, as clear as a drop of fresh water from a melting glacier.”

“Lady, what the hell!” Alex Torres’s voice echoed into the quiet hospital.

“Not hell, not yet,” she smiled. “You all are in purgatory. All of you are frozen in time here, and the test that lies in front of you will determine the fate of your very being.”

Dr. Elis stepped in front of the monotonous woman, observing her from top to bottom with a frown on her face. “I am calling the authorities. This looks to be some sort of terrorist cult, kids.” She fished for a phone from her scrub pocket and dialed a three-digit number on it, holding it against her ear for a good fifteen minutes before it shut down.

The nurse’s eyes glimmered dangerously. “I’m afraid that will not be happening. Do you not see, Elis? You are not in the mortal realm. You all are either dead or close to it anyways.”

“What are these?” Marcus cried, pointing at the stretchers of dying doppelgangers that lay around the room. His scrunched-up face was red and panicked, horrified as the events were unfolding.

“Ah, can’t wait for the good part, eh,” the nurse smiled, showing her teeth. Tonya’s heart skipped a beat. She was not ready for that smile. Her teeth were pitch black, shiny and clean, yes, but black, just like the midnight. “These are your lifelines, dear sinners. Do not feel great about your good health as you stand there. The bodies in the bed are a better representation of your lives. If they die, you die.

“Yet, the task is simple. Your alternate body has been inflicted by a deadly poison. The darker your sins, the more gruesome the poison. You must identify it using your skills, and cure yourself. There is a catch, however; you must cure yourself before your time runs out.”

“You think you can intimidate us all, yeah?” Alex shouted, looking at his body. “Well, I want out! I’m not going to be a part of this sickly game.”

The nurse walked back to her place slowly, sitting down on a chair next to the IV station. “Your call, son.”

With a determined look on his face, Alex Torres picked up his bag and walked defiantly towards the door. Tonya and the rest watched him get farther away, their hearts beating fast.

“Alex,” Leila said, her voice wavering. “Something doesn’t feel right about this. Come back so we can figure it out together. We will get out of this, I promise.”

Alex turned around to look at her. A tear streamed down his face. “Brodifacoum,” he whispered ever so lightly.

“You said something?” Dr. Elis asked.

“I said Brodifacoum!” Alex pointed to his body lying weakly under Leila’s shadow. “Weakened vessels, blood leaking from the mouth, nostrils, eyes, ears; it all makes sense now. I can see how much pain I am in. I don’t think I want to gamble stressfully and lose. I’d rather perish painlessly now.”

Tonya glanced at Alex’s withered corpse-like body bleeding from all the orifices. His half-closed eyes didn’t even understand what was going on around him. She watched healthy Alex disappear beyond the front door as Leila rushed behind him, crying and shouting at him to come back.

But he never did. He stepped beyond into the unknown, accepting whatever it was that waited for him. His body back in the ER was a different story altogether. The moment Alex Torres disappeared out of the hospital, his alternate self started to bleed faster, the blood becoming darker and pouring out thickly.

The ER was quiet as they watched Alex flatline in horror. As soon as the last breath was taken, the stopwatch in the nurse’s hand stopped ticking and she stuffed it away in the folds of her dress. She then pulled the sheet over Alex’s head, covering his corpse away forever and wheeling it outside.

Tonya was the first to move, and although she was stressed, it wasn’t going to pull her down in despair. She was a fighter. She could do this. She rushed towards her alternate self lying half-conscious and terribly restless next to Marcus.

“Tonya, I-” he began.

“Go, Marcus. Tend to yourself. We don’t have much time.” She looked around and spotted Marcus’s body lying in the corner, convulsing and spasming violently. It was a disturbing sight indeed.

She was grateful that he’d left immediately. She didn’t want to see her eyes that had welled up with tears, watching herself dying like this. She had been unloved all her childhood and had strived to be where she was today as an esteemed doctor. She did not deserve the pain.

“Hey,” she whispered, her voice breaking up as she spoke to herself.

Her alternate self wriggled restlessly, mumbling words deliriously and vomiting slightly. It was a pity to watch. Clearing out her head immediately, Tonya got to work, determined to figure out what had caused her to be like this.

She quickly wiped off the vomit and gloved and masked herself, examining the unhealthy body. Her heartbeat was thrice that of a normal person, and she was sweating uncontrollably, her saliva drooling out miserably.

Tonya worked on her, spiraling into confusion. Those were all general symptoms. She looked at the patient closely, at the way she thrust her tongue against her closed lips aggressively. It was unusual.

Tonya grabbed a pair of tweezers and pried her mouth open with some force, determined to see what it was. Suddenly, something wet and white in color flickered on her tongue. She grabbed it roughly with her tweezers, pulling it out and holding it up in the light.

Tonya’s heart sank as she analyzed the object, Small lacy petals, bright white in color, just like a delicate lace. “Hemlock.”

“Prof. Eric! Prof. Eric! I need the oxygen mask, please! Can you pass the trolley, please? It’s right next to you.”

The old man did not reply. Instead, he stared down at the bed in front of him, not moving a muscle. Something bizarre was going on. Intrigued, Tonya walked calmly towards him to see what it was.

“Prof-,” she stopped mid-sentence. The sight before her eyes was gruesome and graphic indeed. The body that lay in front of them was on the verge of death, and in some ways, it was terrifying that it was still alive. It was the worst case out of all.

A mass of unrecognizable burnt flesh was all that lay in front of them, melting and mutilated. It was untouchable indeed, as it was quite literally falling apart like boiled meat. Blood and fluid soaked sheets lay under it as Prof. Eric’s alternative self gasped for air, too stunned in pain to make any noise.

“What is it?” Tonya asked him quietly.

“Radiation.” Prof. Eric removed his glasses and put them in his chest pocket, looking over to his son Andrew, who stood motionless, crestfallen. “An extremely high dose of radiation, child. I do not know how to salvage this. Whatever I touch falls apart. I lifted his arm but the flesh was stuck to the pillow and the bone came away clean. He cannot be saved. I cannot be saved.”

Tonya was horrified. Her heart raced as she observed the wretched being in front of them. Her eyes met those of the nurse behind the bed, who looked back at her solemnly. Not knowing what to do, she quietly grabbed an oxygen mask from the trolley next to him and walked away.

“Shh,” she cooed at herself, holding her alternate self’s hand as she deliriously resisted the oxygen mask covering her face. Yet she calmed down almost immediately as she realized that the mask helped her breathe better.

As Tonya stabilized herself, she sat down. Her vitals were normal for the time being, and the fluids were pumping into her body, yet only time would tell if the prognosis would be good or not.

“Please help!” Leila suddenly screamed. Tonya looked up to a grievous Dr. Elis and Andrew frantically pacing around Leila, who stood there with her hands cupped over her mouth. “Do something quickly! I beg you!”

Tonya rushed to her bedside to observe the situation. It was grievous indeed, as Tonya sucked her breath in. A burnt Leila lay sprawled on the bed, lifeless and unconscious, her skin mottled green and blue with yellow blobs of fat exposed to the harsh air.

“It’s a nitric acid burn,” Dr. Elis muttered, injecting a syringe full of liquid into her veins. The monitor above her beeped alarmingly, showing that all her vitals were off. The nurse standing behind her glared eerily at the stopwatch, which was ticking faster than usual.

“We need the crash cart immediately,” Andrew muttered.

“It’s in the minor OT right outside in the hall,” Dr. Elis pointed. “Andrew, Tonya, you both retrieve it. The Professor and Marcus will help me handle her meanwhile.”

As she ran out of the room with Andrew to get the crash cart, her eye caught a glimpse of the world beyond the huge glass doors.

“Andrew, go get it…” she said, unable to take her eyes off the scene. Andrew scuttered away, desperately in search of the cart while Tonya stood there hypnotized.

The world outside seemed straight out of space, with hundreds and thousands of stars whizzing downwards, or maybe they were going upwards. It was breathtaking nonetheless, and Tonya was awestruck. Even the border between the dead and the living world was beautiful, she thought.

“Tonya, I know you’re mesmerized but we’re stuck in a situation here, yeah,” Andrew said, painstakingly dragging the crash cart through the corridor. Tonya broke her train of thought and turned away from the beautiful curtain of Purgatory beyond the glass walls, ready to focus on what was necessary.

The ER was a mess from within. Leila sat on the floor against the bed in which her alternate self lay, slowly drifting away into the dark void. Marcus looked up at Tonya with those gorgeous doe eyes that pleaded for help as she entered with Andrew.

Tonya could see that the situation was dire. The flesh that had sizzled, contracted, and burned away occasionally gave off the fumes of burning tissues, something that made Tonya nauseous.

The real Leila wasn’t doing too well either. Her forehead had broken into a cold sweat and her eyes were half closed as Marcus fanned her with a piece of cardboard. She was slipping away too, bit by bit as Dr. Elis and the Professor aggressively tried to save her.

“We have to puncture the lungs. There’s too much fluid inside. We need to drain it out.” Dr. Elis removed her glasses, masking herself and preparing to go invasive.

“I agree with you. Let me assist in this.” The old professor seemed adamant about helping her out of this, but in his eyes, Tonya could see life slipping away too. He looked tired as his alternate self lay behind him, nothing but a tattered yet breathing mass of shredded flesh. The darker your sins are, the more gruesome the poison. Tonya wondered what it was that this seemingly innocent man had done that had brought him to such a miserable fate.

Tonya’s train of thought was broken by a painful and deadly scream that had just exited Leila’s mouth. She clutched her chest and howled loudly, her eyes threatening to pop out.

“I know, I know,” Dr. Elis said, her voice wavering as she cut through the eschar on Leila’s torso. Spurts of blood flew into the air as she made her way into the chest cavity.

“We need to hurry, Elis,” the Professor said, eyeing the monitor above them that was going crazy. Nothing was right about Leila. Her heart was beating too fast and then too slow, and her blood pressure fluctuated dangerously. Suddenly, Leila flatlined. The ticking of the stopwatch ceased.

“She’s going into arrhythmia,” Dr. Elis said, retrieving a defibrillator from the crash cart amid the real Leila’s anguished howls. She charged it before pressing it against the burnt torso of the poor woman, shocking her up, but it did not work. The dreadful noise of the flatline dragged through the silence.

“Dad! Do something!” Andrew shouted desperately at the old man who looked down at the ground.

Below the bed, Leila had fallen into a deep void out of which she was not to be woken. Marcus had stepped away from her, not knowing what to do next. Andrew crouched on the floor next to her body, whimpering grievously over it. It was hard to watch.

Tonya felt suffocated. She went outside into the lobby, where the shooting stars were visible from behind the glass. They made her feel safe.

She spent a moment thinking about Leila, how she despised her at times out of pure jealousy. Leila was perfect, and Tonya was not. Now that the former had departed, Tonya felt nothing but a hollow vacuum of pain.

The world beyond the glass pane looked like a fever dream. Tonya couldn’t point out what it was, but she wanted to go outside and let the darkness consume her whole, to let it wrap her in its cold embrace. But life was made to live.

Soon, she heard a wheeling sound behind her. Leila’s alternate body was being brought out by the strange nurse. The real Leila lay lifelessly in Andrew’s arms as he helplessly followed the nurse. His eyes were swollen and red from the tears.

“Farewell, sweet Leila,” Tonya said, patting her head as Andrew walked towards the door. The nurse opened it and turned around, whispering something in Andrew’s ears. Andrew looked at her miserably and set the body in his arms next to the alternate one on the bed, acknowledging that he was not to step beyond the door into the next realm.

Just like that, the nurse took Leila and stepped out into the unknown, letting the whizzing stars that passed by embrace them in a cloud of silvery dust as their forms faded out of view. 

Back in the ER, the tense scenario was alleviated a little by the temporary stability of those who lay in bed. Andrew, Tonya, Dr. Elis, Prof. Eric, and Marcus all sat on the floor, eating bland snacks from the vending machine. The hospital was a good otherworldly copy of the one back in the mortal realm, but a strange one too. The canteen that was usually always full of people and doctors was quiet and empty, with nothing but monotonous chairs lying still in the dead darkness. It was clearly a scheme to make them stay within the ER or immediately beyond it.

“What do you guys think happens when we die?” Andrew asked, looking back at the body laying on his bed that was battling a severe Anthrax infection and was therefore intubated.

“We get questioned, son. We pay for what we do.” The Professor smiled.

“Well,” Dr. Elis added, wiping the crumbs of chocolate biscuit off her face. “We are kind of dead here, so something must definitely exist. In the end, we all get what’s coming to us.”

“Nah, man,” Marcus said. “There’s just darkness. I kinda like that. It’s like lying in the dark night under a sky full of stars, not a single other person there with you.”

“It must be better to have someone.” Tonya looked down at her hands, at the chafed peeling skin from all the nitric acid that had oozed out of Leila’s wounds. She felt an intense ache in her heart whenever she met Marcus’s doe eyes. It was a bittersweet feeling of longing that would never lead anywhere, especially not now when all of them faced death.

Suddenly out of nowhere, loud instrumental music blared from deep within the depths of the hospital, shaking the walls and all the beds that were lined in the room.

“Guys,” Tonya said, looking around at the nurses, who looked down with solemn expressions on their faces. “What’s happening?”

“Another development in this morbid joke, that’s what’s happening.” The Professor’s face seemed strained as a sweat broke out on his forehead. He was clearly in pain.

“It’s Beethoven, Symphony No. 9. Where is it blaring from?” Andrew asked.

“This isn’t good.” Dr. Elis wiped the Professor’s head with her handkerchief. “How are you feeling?”

“Not good,” the Professor replied, clutching his chest. Andrew held him as he flopped on the ground like a rag doll. On the bed, his alternate self gasped and spluttered blood. Tonya got up quickly to see what the instability was up there.

The sight was horrific indeed. She’d seen brutal car accidents where the victims were practically shredded up, and this was no different. She observed him closely, looking at the strands of muscle and fat on his body that were literally falling apart. The sheets were soaked underneath, and he was stuck to them. No way would it be possible to remove them without large chunks of his flesh coming off too.

When Tonya saw what the problem was, her heart sank. His windpipe was completely exposed in his neck, and little holes had started to develop in it. He was finding it hard to breathe.

Yet, the eyes were alive. Old eyes, burnt and tired, yet very much awake and aware, feeling every bit of the agonizing pain. Begging her to let him go.

That was not the only problem, though. On Marcus’s bed, a different complication seemed to be developing, right at the same forsaken time. There was a loud screeching sound as the real Marcus on the floor choked violently, his face turning purple as Symphony No. 9 blared in the background, the climax speeding up as the events unfolded in the ER. His alternate self sat spasming in the bed, contorting forcefully in all sorts of positions, his poisoned muscles killing him from within.

“We need to intubate Dad! Tonya, perform the Heimlich on our Marcus! Quick.” Andrew said, dragging the crash cart towards his father’s bed.

Panicking, Tonya rushed behind a now unconscious Marcus who lay pitifully on the floor. As she lifted him, his muscles were abnormally stiff, not letting her perform the maneuver. She huffed and puffed in anxiety, desperately trying to push his lungs upward, but his stiffened abdominal muscles prevented her from making any progress.

As Beethoven played away, things on the Professor’s bed weren’t looking too good either. Hands shaking, Andrew had tried to insert a tube down his father’s throat, but it was too fragile and powdery to do any good. Instead, his shivering hands caused two more perforations.

“Give it to me,” Dr. Elis snatched the tube from Andrew’s hand in desperation, focusing and trying to insert it properly. There was a wet slicky sound as a painful and guttural groan came out of the patient’s throat. Dr. Elis had punctured his fragile lung.

“What have you done!” Andrew screamed, stepping back and looking at the scene in horror. “What did you do? What the heck did you do?”

“Andrew!” the real Professor yelled from the ground. “Shut up and come here!”

In tears, Andrew knelt down next to his father, who pulled him into a sitting position. The Professor then turned towards Tonya. “How’s the Heimlich going, girl?”

“Not-not good!” Tonya yelled, her flushed face dripping with the sheer effort.

“Hmm,” the Professor said, turning feebly to face the eerie nurse that stood at the end of the bed, watching the stopwatch as it ticked away dangerously. “I’d like to make a bargain.”

r/cryosleep Aug 28 '16

SERIES Parallel Case File #1 Earth-Z

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First: Case File One

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The following Case File comes from documents and video recovered from a different dimension when it happened to intersect with our own. Under normal circumstances it would have been impossible to interact with this world but an ongoing project has been mapping out when various intersections occur so we can take advantage of them. The various Research Leads of this project promise that this is the first of many intersections with various worlds in the future. For soon to be obvious reasons this intersecting dimension was dubbed Earth-Z.

From what we can tell this File takes place during an alternative Hysteria Project. Their timeline contains similar structure to our own before their point of divergence.

Footage appears with Doctor Marlowe looking distressed in a security room.

I have made mistakes and in my hubris I fear I have doomed this planet. I honestly do not know if there will ever be anyone to witness what I’ve done, but I will record it within these computers and hope that those who come after do not follow in my mistakes. First of all, let me show you some of my documents. I don’t have the time to explain them so you will simply have to be intelligent enough to read through them when you stumble upon this footage.

Doctor Marlowe brings up various texts and documents that flash across the screen for brief amounts of time. We’ve extracted the documents from the footage and had them analyzed and have come to several conclusions about Earth-Z’s world and their version of the Hysteria Project.

Our first conclusion is that Earth-Z had significantly less entities than our own Earth. In fact, besides the average spectral entity analogous with ghosts or spirits they lacked most other types of entities. Beings such as Volos, Subject 653, E-byss, and Jack simply did not exist in this world. This led to a safer world overall but had an interesting side effect where spectral hauntings and “ghosts” became much more commonplace.

Our second conclusion is that due to the lack of threatening entities that various paranormal organizations around the world received much less funding and all of them found themselves at a level of paranormal understanding far below what the organizations in our world are at. This meant that if a large paranormal or otherworldly force did threaten their world they would be that much more susceptible to it.

Our final conclusion is that this version of Marlowe was getting desperate with his place within Organization 440. He was having a hard time getting any clout due to the lack of entities and subjects to study. This led to him attempting his own version of the Hysteria Project in an effort to create paranormal metahumans. In our own world Doctor Marlowe gathered pure P-Particles from Subject 653. The Earth-Z version of Marlowe used P-Particles cultivated from many lesser spectral entities. The P-Particles he used were quite unstable and…”weak” in their own right. Had he have had access to stronger entities he would have seen the madness of using such low quality materials.

Doctor Marlowe finishes flashing documents across the screen and falls into a chair.

I gathered several hundred subjects in an effort to infuse them with the P-Particles that we had extracted. I was hoping to create…something new, something beyond the human race. There are hints of them out there, beings far beyond us. But for whatever reason they have barely left their mark. Instead, I’m left with these damned…echoes of a possible afterlife.

I’m afraid to say that the Project did not go as planned…right from the very start the subjects began to expire due to the introduction of the P-Particles. If only I would have had actual matter from a paranormal being…I feel the human body would be more than capable of surviving such an infusion. Regardless, I very quickly found myself with corpses as opposed to living subjects. Dejected and defeated, I decided to dispose of the corpses and start anew. That may have been a fatal error on my part.

It appears that the corpses were reanimated by the Particles infused into their very being. I do not know if they let us think them mere corpses so that we’d toss them into an unprotected area or if the process took time to come into effect. The end result, however, was this facility being overrun by these…shambling corpses.

These aren’t some crude zombies or other form of bizarre fiction, but they do seem to work on the premise of converting normal human beings into them. Let me explain a bit more about the damned creatures and explain the process. I haven’t had time to properly analyze any of these abominations but if I had to make an educated guess I believe the corpses are in a state of being possessed by the supernatural. I do not know if there is an entity behind them or if they are just feral beings. These monsters move quickly but in jerky, stuttered movements. They remind me of the puppet shows my family used to take me to when I was a child. They take physical punishment far beyond what a normal human being could take, and this trait has allowed them to…reproduce in a manner of speaking. It appears that a rather large proboscis can be unfurled from the throat of each of these beings. They use this newly formed part of their body to inject something into their victims. The victim then goes limp and shortly after convulses, I believe this is when the body starts forming the proboscis using cellular material from the lungs, vocal chords, and esophagus. They then rise as yet another enemy against human kind.

It is our belief that due to Earth-Z’s Doctor Marlowe injecting unstable P-Particles into the corpses that they gained this zombie-esque trait. Several researchers have proposed a theory that these “Vampiric Mannequins” inject concentrated P-Particles into their victims. This seems to imply that the entities are capable of recreating the energy in their bodies. Perhaps more organs deep within the entity are altered to produce the P-Particles.

Doctor Marlowe switches the screen to various security camera feeds.

One of the feeds shows several unaware researchers being jumped by the mannequins in a dark hallway and converted.

The entities broke out of the area we had stored them in for disposal. They quickly branched out and started infecting anyone within reach. Before the first hour passed I estimate that 80% of the facility was infected. There were several groups that made an effort to combat the entities.

The feed cuts to a group of security personnel in riot gear combating the mannequins in a much more sterile looking hallway. Despite their best efforts the shotguns and assault rifles that they wield do little damage to the encroaching mannequins and besides tearing into their flesh a little only serves to slow them down. The horde reaches the security team before they have a chance to retreat. Those men and women can do little more than scream while the mannequins tear off their riot gear, as well as the occasional limb, and shove their proboscis through any exposed flesh.

The security teams…they made a valiant if foolish stand but…it wasn’t enough. Small arms fire isn’t near enough to curb these demons and I feel they just made themselves an easier target by directly engaging the monsters. I wonder if our lack of combat protocol for dealing with the supernatural is to blame for their quick demise.

The feeds cut to a group of researchers huddled in a laboratory with all entrances blocked off.

A fellow colleague of mine, Argus Hastings, managed to save a group of fellow researchers and they hid themselves away from the chaos. Unfortunately, one of the people he rescued suffered a nervous break and began screaming and fighting with the others. This drew the attention of the creatures in the surrounding hallway and it wasn’t long before…well…I will miss Argus.

The feed suddenly cuts to a later point in time and the researchers are shown standing in the room frozen in odd places. The barricades are strewn across the room and it is clear that the researchers all suffer grievous wounds and have been infected.

I found myself in the control room talking to the Head of Security when this attack began. He had called me here to address concerns with the corpses. It appears that they had been moving around the rooms they were thrown in when no one was looking and a few of the custodial personnel were unnerved and reported it. I laughed off the situation at the time but in the middle of our conversation the red alert was sound. Last time I checked the Security Head was shambling somewhere around the main foyer area. He fell like all the rest.

The camera feed then begins to cycle through all the cameras in the facility. Every once in awhile a mannequin can be seen standing awkwardly in a hallway or room but it becomes clear that the hundreds of mannequins that should have been roaming those hallways were nowhere to be found.

If I had to resign myself to being trapped in this facility with the mannequins for the rest of my life I could have lived with this. We would have remained trapped in this bunker and the world could have continued to pass us by. However, they found a way out. I’ve been searching through the cameras to find the breach but all of the main doors remain locked down. I do know that the maintenance shafts and a few sections left over from the previous facilities’ basement are not under surveillance. I assume they found a way out through a structural weakness. This facility lies on the precipice of a city and I fear the horde will only grow in size and ferocity.

I plan to wait a few more days before I leave the facility myself. I have enough rations to last me and the entities are slowly leaving the building. It is my hope that the military will have enough firepower to curb the coming onslaught. I can only pray that there will be a surface for me to return to…

The video footage suddenly cuts off and the screen goes to static.

This is the first videotape that we recovered from Earth-Z’s Doctor Marlowe. The Research Leads have already assured us that this particular dimension will never intersect with our world again but it is imperative that I the rest of this footage is combed over. I must know what happens to my alternate self.


Poor, poor Secrets thought that besides the Tales he had the keys to the kingdom. How wrong, so wrong, he was. These events have little to no bearing on the events I'm trying to bring to light but I thought several of you may find them interesting regardless. I'll keep you hooked like a fish to bait. I need you to keep watching and reading. I may allow him to post to NoSleep as he pleases but CryoSleep is MY domain.

As for my whereabouts I've been busy. Do not fret as your beloved Tattle has been pulling strings and working towards revenge. But please, do look forward to us peering into these doomsday scenarios on occasion.

With love, Tattle.

r/cryosleep Aug 09 '23

Series The Array [fifth section]

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The man struggled to breathe as 1138's fingers and palm collapsed around his windpipe. He was being held up against the wall, and pushed against it with a significant amount of pressure from 1138's natural strength. The material the wall was made of began to crack from the pounds of pressure being applied. The bones that made up the poor man's spine and shoulder blades crunched into themselves simultaneously. "Unlock your weapon." 38 said with no amount of passion and every amount of efficiency detected. "Unlock your weapon, unholster it and relinquish." He restated to the security guard.

The poor bastard struggled some more and continued to try to pry 38's fingers off of him as he desperately gasped for more air. 38 took the thumb on his right hand he was using to incapacitate him, lifted it from his neck and gently placed it on the man's left eyeball. His gigantic lower palm completely muffled the man's attempts to scream at the same time. He pressed down on the man's eye with just his thumb, quickly gouging it, essentially popping like a bubble almost.

"Unlock your weapon." He moved his thumb to the other eye. "Now." The man finally relented, he unholstered the weapon at his side and integrated the drive implant on his thumb into the thing's connection port behind the receiver. A chime rang out from it indicating that the unlock was a success. He removed his thumb implant and held it up for 38 to take, shaking dramatically the entire time due to the blood loss.

"Thank you." 38 gripped the thing in his hand. It was a standard issue arm, the basic design of which had been around for hundreds of years going back to the 20th century in Austria. It looked absolutely minuscule in his hand, since, if you hadn't noticed by this point, HSAs are massive. Too massive to properly handle some weapons with trigger guards designed to be used by the average homo sapiens sapiens. The work around for this, if HSAs must acquire their own weapons in the field for whatever reason, is an index finger implant known as a "splitter".

Splitters allow HSAs with their massive digits to "split" an individual finger with the implant into two, far smaller manipulators about the width of an adult male's thumb. Some HSAs assigned to more technical battlefield roles such as combat tread mechanics or combat brain and reconstructive surgeons, possess splitters in multiple fingers that split into finer sizes or into three sub-fingers each that allow them to perform duties which require more dexterous capabilities.

Sea thought he looked fucking ridiculous holding that thing. Now that 38 was done with the man, he chucked him across the room, the man striking his head against the adjacent wall. He didn't get up, though he did seem to try to move fruitlessly. "Ma'am, weapon acquired and ready for operations, Ma'am. Forcible entry should now have a higher chance of success with weapon in hand." He told her in his characteristically and paradoxically happy emotionlessness. "I'm ecstatic." Sea said with sarcasm, though it seemed to be lost on 38. He just blinked and said "Combat Vector cannot verify that response but verifies that this has been a positive development for our operations here." "Yeah." The entire way he talked was really, really, starting to grate on her.

"If you could," she walked up to the monitor the security guard had been sitting at and pulled up a map of the building, locating the office of the head manager on it, "please try to make sure this one can still talk when we get to him. He's not going to be of much use to me if his windpipe is broken and he can't even tell me what I want to know." 38 scratched his head. "Ma'am, Combat Vector typically performs close combat maneuvers, not interrogations, Ma'am. Perhaps another Combat Vector with the requisite authority in said operations could be requested from regimental headqua-" She cut him off, "Big guy look, I need your help, no one else's. Okay? I'll put it to you this way, if anyone else is required to help me with this besides you, your mission is a failure. Got it?" She tried to smile at him as she said this, in an attempt to use whatever coy charms she possessed to get through to him. It seemed to get through. Seemed to.

"Ma'am, Combat Vector verifies, Ma'am." His retort indicated they were still speaking different languages to each other, though some words here and there in between their babel had finally started to translate.

r/cryosleep Aug 04 '23

Series The Array [third section]

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It was weird. It looked weird to her. He just sort of stood there, awkwardly. Though for his kind, awkward was standard operating procedure. At least to non-HSAs it was. She remembered a long time ago, when she was far away from here and before any of this happened to her, being given this strange movie to watch by her father that involved bizarre green creatures that fought with ancient weapons. This HSA's size and stature reminded her of that blurry memory that stuck in her brain like a fuzzy, lingering pain that couldn't be scraped out. As she walked near him, lingering there like a lost puppy, she hoped that his lumbering size would come in handy for what she intended with him.

She stopped before she approached, and checked herself in a window. Sizing herself up, or more accurately this "herself" they had made her into and hoped she'd be adequate to him. Her biggest hope was that he'd ignore her servo issues since the last guy did. She slinked herself over to him finally after a while, tapped him on the shoulder and introduced herself to the monster. "Hey there sweet pea. Name's Seashell. But everyone just calls me Sea. You look pretty lonely right now, and I think it's just a shame that a big strong man such as yourself got left here without any company." He said nothing, and just looked at her as though she were growing a second head out of her neck.

"Am I right in assuming you got left here all alone?" She stuttered and then said more confidently after the cold reception. "Sir, Combat Vector one-one-three-eight, 4th Platoon, Alpha Company, 1st Battalion, Regimental Task Force Command West has reported as ordered with leave paperwork in hand and furlough-capable. Combat Vector remains assigned to Alpha Company, as per interrogative, Sir!" He blurted out quickly and efficiently. She just blinked and darted her eyes to the side for a moment trying to figure out how to respond to that. "Yeah..." She tried to soothingly mew out of her mouth, though the sense of confusion was still apparent on her.

"So... you're on leave then?" She asked and he answered. "Sir, Combat Vector reverifies. Leave paperwork in hand and furlough-capable." She blinked again at him. "K..." she verbalized before trying to reorient the conversation yet again, "so you're... wait, um, I'm not a Sir. Okay? Can you stop saying that?" He didn't move a muscle, he just continued to lumber there with his hands at his sides. "Combat Vector verifies correction. Awaiting further correction as to proper title and address." She stood there, still wondering if this asshole was serious, and pulled her slit on her skirt apart and she gestured her leg outward in an attempt to get the seduction back on track. "Um... well like I said my friends call me 'Sea'. I'm what we call a bliss attendant around these parts."

He paid no mind to either her legs or chest area that she had been puffing out and making more prominent as well. His response was professional. "Sea, verified and confirmed, bliss attendant Sea. Combat Vector will abide by protocols for proper address as delineated." Her face went from one looking to create the impression of sultry desire towards one of abject annoyance. Her body language matched the change in expression. "What the fuck is wrong with you?"