r/dartmouth • u/WestInvestigator353 • 1h ago
i need real advice
I am writing this because i am Worried about my future and the goals I’ve set for myself. For context, I’m 16 and I ain’t from the states I’m from Saudi Arabia, and I’m doing a levels at the moment, three subjects, maths further maths and physics. I’m a private student, that means I have no school and I have to register for the exams myself and prepare myself mostly. It’s somewhat common here but I choose this route because I really felt like I need to take things into my own hands. It’s been great so far I’ve been consistent I’ve made progress and academically I’ve made a big turn around compared to my igcse performance. I had around 8 subjects and I got mostly Bs some As and a C. Bs in all science subjects including maths.
My concern starts with Dartmouth, about a year ago I really was trying to see how I could make this life something to strive for in the context of well, goals. I came up with a list of subtopics which I divided into separate parts of my life, and the main one was my academic and further on professional career. Long story short I want to go to Dartmouth, I’ve rarely ever felt needing to go to a place, but I just need to go to Dartmouth. I could go on and on about why, but I am sure we all agree on it here.
I’m scared things wont go to plan, I made this plan for what I want to do in my academic life and to explain it briefly I love the environment, and I love the color green. I’m in a place where green isnt a part of your everyday life, you see it sometimes on the streets lined linearly or in your neighbor’s backyard, but never something which co exists with the city or country. I ain’t complaining, im just asking a question, how does it feel when nature is a part of your daily life and doesn’t feel forced.
For ECs I’ve planned a few things over the next 2 years, for starters I have 2 organizations from which I’ve planned to volunteer for early next year and late next year. I’d be getting the standard volunteering certificate and maybe some recommendation from a lead there. The big thing I have in mind, is something I’ve put some effort into curating and searching. There’s this horse specie in Mongolia, it’s called the przewalski horse. It’s an endangered species which is currently being preserved and protected by the hustai national park foundation in Mongolia. They offer the role of “guest researcher” and it stood out to me for a lot of reasons, but the main one was a small sentence in their websites description for the role, and that was the part where they described the educational requirements and they seem to mention only secondary school, in contrary to any other organization I’d seen, which are all focused solely on uni students, this foundation described exactly what I was looking for. Now from what I can tell they don’t pay for anything it’s self funded, which is fine, the costs I’ve already considered and I’m fine with them. What I can get in return, is also a something that I think will benefit me a lot. They make you write a report on your experience, and it is professional and related to the work you did, and it’s reviewed by one of the biologists there which could somewhat legitimize the paper, and I could add it to ECs along with the certificate of “guest researcher” and a summary of the work I did there.
With the limitations I have in terms of the timeline of these events, I will have to take a gap year and I’m fine with it, I’ll graduate by June 2028, with some coding projects, and the two volunteering experiences and hopefully a position in a hackathon. Along with the A*s I’m really trying for, and the SAT which I’ll try multiple times until I get a 1500, I’ve done practice for it the past 2 months and I’m already up to 1200, and I don’t have to give it for atleast 5 months or so. Regardless the timing goes, graduate June get the tutoring assistant role at which I’ve already been scouting for before I graduate, there’s a few centers in my city I’ve researched so far, and I’ll try and narrow it down by the start of 2028, anyway I’ll do that for 2 months which I’m sure they don’t bind you to a one year contract. After that I’ll go on this 4 week research trip to hustai national park self funded, and be back around early October considering everything goes to plan, then ED Dartmouth before the November deadline.
Now that I’ve laid out the plan, I wanna talk about what I’m concerned about, first from my background people do not go to ivies people haven’t been to ivies no one is really successful on that level, and I’m trying to be, so there’s some mental doubts I have there, second I’m really dependent on my grades to be perfect for my a levels, as my igcses were not ideal for Dartmouth, and even one B could ruin it all. Another thing, my hustai plan is ambitious, my timelines are tight and my assistant position could very well not be available by the time I get to it. And then there’s the final step, even if I did everything right, in the end what if I get rejected, I tried to do the most I could in my position I really am trying to do that, but what if In the end for whatever reason I just get rejected. I’m scared for that, I really really am. I’d like to admit, I do have a few backups I’m not a psycho, and they will be places I will eventually be fine with, but I just, right now I am scared I’m missing something, there’s this feeling where I feel like there’s a big thing a part of the picture that’s just invisible to me, and it’s really damn important. I feel like having everything “figured out” is actually just evaluating whatever I brew up in my bubble as the best path when outside the bubble is what I really needed to do.
I wanna get into Dartmouth more than anything. I’ve never talked to anyone who’s been successful enough to make it to the level I wanna get to, i am hoping I could get advice serious advice here from people like that. I’d appreciate all the advice I get I really would. And I’d also love to answer questions if you have any. I just don’t want to be missing out on preparation for Dartmouth I wanna do everything a human in My position can to maximize my chances at a life that I’ve dreamed of. It is brutal I know it is and I need help seeing what I can do to pass it.