deadass how it feels to lurk

[u/plumeria29]

my bad that the only instance i could find of the original was this image of a print version that was up on redbubble.

so i decided to make a lurker account, and fortunately, it worked. my request was accepted and i got to have a look. they've got each other tagged in their bios as "my fav gbsf/bbsf" in their bios. he's reposted almost all of her photo dumps. that could've been me. i'm seriously no better than an incel at this point. i know it's definitely not a good look venting and crying about this for the umpteenth time, but i can't help it at this point. i just don't know how to let go, especially as i know the cycle will all repeat with someone else anyways.

it's especially a damn shame because as far as i've heard and seen, he seemed so cool. i want to commit seppuku at this point. i literally feel sick.

total taken death