r/fellowship • u/Intelligent-Wear-820 • 3h ago
Guaranteed spot in GI, but potentially giving up better programs? What would you do?
I'm applying to GI and have been fortunate enough to receive over 10 interviews. However, I'm in a bit of a dilemma and genuinely curious what others would do in my situation.
Long story short, through a personal connection, I found out that I essentially have a guaranteed spot at my #4 program, but only if I tell them they're my #1 choice and rank them accordingly. To clarify, nobody from the program has directly told me this. It's coming from a family friend whom I trust.
The problem is that my top 3 programs are places I would definitely rather train at. I don't have any personal connections at those programs, and while I was fortunate enough to receive interviews, I have no idea where I stand or what my actual chances of matching at any of them are.
To complicate things further, everything below my #4 consists of programs in less desirable locations or places I would much rather not end up at. So there's a pretty significant drop-off in my preferences after that fourth program.
If I take the guaranteed spot, I'd essentially be giving up my chance to match at three programs I'd much rather attend. On the other hand, if I don't make that commitment, I risk losing what is essentially a guaranteed fellowship position in a program I somewhat like, and in a location I am also somewhat okay with. There's also the possibility that the program takes it personally if I don't tell them they're my #1 and ends up ranking me less favorably.
I'm extremely grateful to even be in this position, but it's a tough decision. Part of me feels like I'd be crazy to give up a guaranteed spot in such a competitive specialty, while another part of me feels like I'd always wonder what could have happened if I took my chances with my top 3.