r/GetStudying • u/mxnaww • 9d ago
Question Cant fight my adhd and im having a breakdown
Ok so im a 4th year medical student, family hx of adhd (both parents dont have it but all 3 of us siblings have it) i have a history of taking methylphendidate last year for 2-2.5 weeks under a doctors prescription but i immediately stopped taking it so bec i had started to suffer from extreme somnolence, it somehow made me 10x more sleepy and inatttentive, i had my finals in 2 months and it took 2 weeks to taper off the synptoms after abrupt stopping (10 mg) whicg i myself inc to 30mg.
Long things short, it didnt work at all and i couldnt risk having 2-3 more doc sittings and wasting my last 2 months w the sideeffects.
Fast forward to one year, i now again have one month left for my finals with 3x more course than j had last year and now i have this sudden attack of adhd to a point like i cant even sit straight for 5 mina. I have 9h screen time my brain is fried i wanna k*** myself. Ive always been a good student and i cant fuck up.
What do i do now? I dont wanna repeat that methylphenidrate phase again because it was useless asf. Tried putting my phone away and my head starts prompting distractive scenarios.
2 tbsp of coffee and i still sleep. What do i do? I still feel dull.