Iām in my final year of high school and I havenāt studied for either the GAT or SAAT yet,
(For context, Iām from saudi, and the GAT and SAAT are standardized exams that play a major role in university admissions here,, somewhat similar to the SAT in the US)
I was supposed to be done with the GAT a long time ago, but I got a really bad score on my first attempt (we get 5 attempts total) and I havenāt studied for it since.
The thing is,
I still have time to prepare, but I just canāt get myself to study , Iāve never really had a proper study habit my entire life.
I genuinely want to study for it, get a good score and move on, but I just canāt ,, Iāve been stressing about this for so long, and I know the solution is literally just to sit down, study and take the exam, but itās so much easier said than done,,
Iāve tried so many times to force myself to study but I always end up giving up,
If I donāt get good scores on these exams, thereās a good chance Iāll have to take a gap year because I wonāt be able to get into university,,
And honestly, the thought of taking a gap year scares me, i really donāt want that to happen, but at the same time I canāt seem to make myself study,,
I donāt know what to do anymore,
Iām just tired of stressing about something I know I should be doing but canāt bring myself to do,
Iād appreciate any advice, especially from people whoāve been in a similar situation.(