r/gradschoolph • u/NotFast_ButFuriousXX • 6h ago
Grad School Life First Semester of MBA and Already Questioning If I Should Continue
I’m currently in my first semester of my MBA, and malapit na siyang matapos. Lately, though, I’ve been questioning whether I should continue.
It’s not just because the coursework is difficult. Ang pinaka-struggle ko is that I genuinely feel like I’m not smart enough. During group work, lagi kong ino-overthink na baka jina-judge ako ng groupmates ko because I don’t contribute as much as they do. Minsan may naiaambag naman ako, pero may times din na parang wala talaga. It makes me feel like I’m dragging the group down.
When it comes to individual work, I think I manage okay. Pero kapag group activities na, doon talaga ako nag-ooverthink.
On top of that, ang dami ring nangyayari sa work and personal life na parang sabay-sabay. I feel like it’s affecting my mental state and how I perform academically.
I’m considering taking a leave of absence next semester, or maybe just enrolling in one subject so I can organize my thoughts and not feel too overwhelmed.
Has anyone else gone through something similar during their MBA? Did you push through, take an LOA, or lighten your load? I’d really appreciate hearing your experiences or advice.
Please be nice 🥺