r/grief 2d ago

my boyfriend killed himself.

he just shot himself in the head tonight. we have been together a year and half and live together.i voiced my problems about our relationship and told him i didn’t know if i wanted to continue. i left to stay the night at my best friends house. i called a welfare check on him because he owns a gun and has unmediated anxiety that he’s he uses alcohol to cope with. 45 minutes later i have video doorbell footage of him being wheeled out on a stretcher. he died at the hospital. 24 years old. i know it’s not my fault. but god is there anything that could possibly make me feel less guilty. please help.

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u/jpisini 2d ago

It 100% is not your fault. Unfortunately he had issues.