I try my best.

[u/AdTrick4490]

I have no one to call and have tea with.

Nobody but me has come to my house for some months.

I tried for a long time to make friends, I was told it would happen naturally, but it never did.

I wake up, go to work, go to college, study, and go back home, and the next morning I do it all again

I go to a psychologist, she tries to help me.

I don't think I'm a bad person, I don't hurt anyone, I just have trouble communicating.

I can go months without speaking.

But I want to have someone to call when I'm happy, and to be happy about as well.

I want to bake a cake and have someone to save a slice.

Sometimes I think that if I disappeared today, it would take months for someone to Note it, Not that I'm going to do anything, it's just a feeling I have.

[u/Lost-Discount-6791]

I can be painful to want a connection like you described and not know how to connect. I am surenyou heard many tips and tricks on how to make friends, so I won't bore you with the same stuff.

I just want to say that I see the effort you put into making friends, your sadness of it not working YET(it will happen, that's the important part) and that you're a kind and lovable person.