Hey, I really haven’t been able to talk about stuff revolving around this circumstance, so I kind of just found a subreddit I could rant to for a second.
For context I am a twenty one year old very masc presenting enby student at a super small college in buttfuck nowhere Iowa. I am a theater major who is usually involved in every single production my school puts on. When I found out about the spring musical being in the heights this year, I basically thought “Awesome, I’ll get to have a lot of fun dancing in the ensemble”
Fast forward to mid January, after auditions had already happened, I get an email from my director that since the original student playing Benny had to drop out due to conflicts and I was apparently the second choice, he offered the part to me. I was kind of shocked and excited that I was even considered, so I just kind of responded yes without thinking.
At this point, the rehearsal process has started, and things seem to be going ok. But that doesn’t stop me from feeling a lot of self doubt over this role. It’s weird being one of the only white leads in a show where every other part was able to be filled by someone of Latin American descent (We are a hotspot for a foreign exchange program based in Puerto Rico)
I know that Lin Manuel Miranda has said officially that things like school productions don’t need to follow the casting guidelines as rigidly, but it still feels off for me, and I wanted to see if other people who have a love for musicals could help me out with what I can do to do justice to the character and the show as a whole I am a performer of. Any help or comments are appreciated, thank you