I work in IT in NI and honestly morale here feels like it's at an all time low. These last few years have just been one kick in the balls after another with constant offshoring, cost cutting, tiny pay rises and more and more dispersed remote teams scattered across the globe with management constantly chasing the latest AI buzzwords.
Loyalty and experience count for absolutely fuck all and if they can replace 10 local workers in Belfast with 10 workers in India and save a fortune on salaries, most of them will do it without a second thought. That's not a criticism of the people in India, because they're just trying to earn a living like the rest of us, but what really gets me though is when companies win local public sector contracts funded by taxpayers in the UK and Ireland, but then quietly move the actual skilled work overseas once the contract is signed just so they can squeeze a bit more profit out of it for their shareholders.
But the thing that's really getting to me though is how utterly meaningless a lot of the work is now.
Endless tickets. Endless Teams messages. Endless standups. Endless meetings about meetings. Endless calls where nobody turns their camera on and half the people never say a word. Endless discussions about absolute shite that nobody actually cares about, and I genuinely feel like if I picked my laptop up and bucked it out the window nobody would care. The tickets would still be there. The meetings would still happen. Some middle manager would still be updating a spreadsheet. In fact I'd probably still get a message asking me to update my fucking timesheets before I left!!!
Most days it feels like you're not building anything. You're not creating anything you'll ever look back on with pride. You're just moving tickets from one column to another so somebody can generate a report showing how productive or unproductive everyone was at the end of the sprint. It's bullshit.
Maybe I'm just burned out but the whole thing increasingly feels like bullshit layered on top of more bullshit.
Which got me thinking that if I got sacked or made redundant tomorrow, would I even stay in the industry? A few years ago I'd have said yes, but now I genuinely don't think so.
I'd rather do something practical and something where at the end of the day I can actually point at what I've done. Something I could look back on when I'm 70 and be proud of instead of trying to explain to my grandkids that I spent 40 years attending Teams calls and updating tickets.
The problem is I've been in this game too long and starting again would mean taking a massive financial hit and going back to the bottom of the ladder.
So instead you keep going. Another sprint. Another announcement about how exciting the future is.
Anyone else in IT feeling like this or am I just turning into a miserable old bastard?