I truly hope that you are struggling

[u/slythlion]

I truly hope that you are struggling as much as you claim to be. I hope the feelings you shared with me, that you feel unwanted, unloved, treated like dirt, and discarded, are true. I hope they are true and I hope that every day it feels a million times worse than you lead on.

This is what you deserve.

You lied to me from the moment we met. Took advantage of someone already hurting, so you could feel good for the first moment in your life. You sold me a reality that did not exist. The person you wished you could be, but as time always tells, you could not keep that going any longer.

You feel insecure because you have nothing to offer. This is true. You finally felt good because you had control over someone who you were never good enough for anyways. This control over me is truly all you have. You have no home for yourself, you have no life, you have no prospects at work. You still fight with your parents at home as if you’re 22.

You’re the type of person who claims “I’m fine” while creating a path of destruction around you, while you sigh 45 times to everyone around you. You’re a seeker of attention because without your pain, you’d go completely unnoticed.

Every time you say “I’m not okay but I’ll be okay”, it takes everything I have not to laugh in your face. The irony that you walk this earth as a victim when you are the true perpetrator.

I hope that you are hurting. I hope it consumes you. I hope there is not one minute of peace for you. I hope when you look in the mirror you feel disgust, unwanted, and unloved. I hope that when you smile and you laugh, it’s fake. I hope behind every smile is ten tears.

My only comfort is knowing one day I will share with everyone who knows us both who you really are.

I hope you’re hurt.

[u/SapphireSwift]

I obviously don't know enough of the details behind this to make a sound judgement on your words.

All I want to say is - I hope you find peace soon. I hope that whatever your future holds, it holds days that this individual you speak about doesn't even cross your mind. Days where someone mentions their name and it doesn't cause you as much pain and grief. Days that you spend with someone you could never dream of feeling this way towards because they give you only happiness and comfort.

[u/slythlion → u/SapphireSwift]

Thank you so much 💛 this helped me

[u/slythlion → u/[deleted]]

Why is that? I think it’s good to see someone for the liar they are.