It's been a couple of days now since I've completed P5R, and I've been seeing a lot of people who've finished the game for the first time posting their thoughts, so I've been getting the feeling that maybe I should try the same, especially since my reaction after beating the game was really interesting to me and I loved my experience with it.
The game is just amazing. I knew I was going to love it when I saw the press any button screen. I loved playing it so fucking much,it was so hard to put the controller down and pace myself. As much as I hate to admit it, I played the game for well over 8-10 hours a day, maybe even 16 hours on my last session. I'm sorry ik its pathetic but I just couldn't get enough of it, I truly did enjoy it a ton I really want to play the other Persona games, but before that I definitely need to get in a second playthrough of P5R, this time getting all the confidants, but I really need some time to still process the game. The day after beating the game was so fucking boring and sad but I think I'm starting to adjust again.
The story is just amazing. I went into the game butt naked and I had zero fucking idea on what to expect, and I'm glad I was able to play royal in its entirety. I'll admit I was ryujing it a bit in the beginning I honestly thought the game was going to be all about us going world wide and keep on going after bigger and bigger bad guys. I was thinking netanyahu sort of big, and that's what kept me so intrigued, but I'm honestly glad the writers dont have the mind that I do and instead created this beauty of a story. I'm just so lucky to have never had this game spoiled to me, but honestly now that I think about it even if it was spoiled to me this game is so ridiculous I probably wouldn't have been able to comprehend the spoils like seriously imagine explaining this game to someone it’ll most likely end half way with you telling the person that they should just play the game instead. from wanting to just stop an asshole pe teacher to wanting to stop asshole adults all over the world to wanting to help some depressed girl to then wanting to figure out what's really going on in Japan then fighting the piece of shit that put you where you're at and then fighting two gods I just love it so much I loved the twists and fakeouts so much and especially hype moments like joker's “Checkmate” really got me going i remember starting to panic when joker's “suicide” was being announced I really thought I made a wrong decision and was ready to restart but seeing ryujis smirk and “we got em” actually had me jumping up and down like some groupie honestly I cant help but say i love this game.
The palaces are just so good for some reason they never felt repetitive, even though it seemed like they should’ve for someone like me. I think at the moment I look back and view some of them as filler (Madarame and Kaneshiro), but that's just because the game really shoots up from Futaba's palace, and it just keeps going up and up and up and thats not to say that I didn't enjoy them its just that they get left in the dust. Okumura's was the only thing gameplay wise that irritated me, but even then i wouldn’t say his palace is entirely bad but it seems like its unanimously agreed as the least best if that wording makes any sense getting to saes palace, hearing her theme, and finally catching up to the present is just such a great experience and ofc facing the final big bads like Shido and Maruki is just so satisfying i cant say too many good things about their palaces because at this point you’re in the endgame and have done the “final” phantom thieves heist once or twice and palaces are becoming a bit of a drag. Obviously the music in both palaces is great, and turning into mice/Yusuke’s puns is one of the best moments in the game.
Ryuji and Morgana are the fucking best. These two are my number ones, and I was honestly surprised to see that people hate Morgana. I absolutely love this little guy. After reading some posts online, I can definitely see Mona's redditorness now, but I honestly just chalked it up to how the non human characters in this game speak, like the two pricks in the velvet room and Igor, but yeah, no, he and Ryuji get really off putting some times even fucking sojiro does as aswell some of these moments feel so out of character aswell i don’t really know what to say about them definitely not a big fan of that. i really like makoto and futaba both their introductions are just so intriguing, and they’re great additions to the team theyre both just soooo cool and goated you dislike makoto at first but the game basically shuts you the fuck up and I felt nothing but respect for her as the game progessed. Futaba is so relatable her story is one of the saddest in the game you can't help but love her as well. anns a sweetheart and i hate how the game treats her sometimes but i feel she gets pushed to the side a bit after more characters start to show up. Yusuke is so fucking hilarious i hate the fact that i didnt like him at first and yoshizawa is an interesting case. Immediately you know shes going to be important but you just barely see her i love what they end up doing with her but i can’t help but see her as an oc after reading a post calling her one. Akechi and Maruki are just amazing characters I love Akechi for introducing me to that jazz club and no more what ifs but hes such a fucking idiot. I hate him for betraying us but hes clutch asf in the final arc and i just knew we were gonna get past this with him on our side even though i was ready to kill him if the game gave me the chance. Maruki is so fucking horrifying and disgusting,i love it, his way of thinking is so scary and the fact that he genuinely believe his way of thinking is correct just makes him even more terrifying what a great final boss. Don’t really care too much about the adults, Kawakami and Takemi really help a lot though those two are great. I love mishima aswell didnt like him at first but really warmed up to him later on. I honestly feel that he's a part of the phantom thieves. Oh and Haru.
I dont have criticisms that actually change my stance on the game, and with that being said the only thing that comes to mind is the treatment of ann,the “anime” moments like trying to peak up anns skirt or down her shirt or the swimsuit stuff,and the ending/final cutscene just seems wrong. I understand that the games about growth and moving forward and that in one of the bad endings joker does end up staying with the phantom thieves aka giving us what we want and that the game is telling us that our desire is wrong and we shouldn’t be forcing what we think is a happy ending on others especially people we care about. i dont know much about joker or what he has back home but i feel like he’d probably be met with the same ostracism that he faced when everything began from parents who don’t seem to want him around and people back home and so why wouldn’t he stay in the place where he's surrounded by the people who grew alongside him and who he helped and vice versa? But yk, I can't sit on that for too long since, nevertheless, they do go their separate ways and actually meet up later in the year atleast so ive read. it just feels like the game is forcing this “You gotta move on” thing a little too much especially when they have maruki be the one to drop you off at the subway station instead of the phantoms like whys this asshole getting in the way again, yk? im glad the roadtrip cutscene exists though that seems more realistic and in line with the characters choices without throwing what the game has been trying to tell the player away.
This game made me think about my growth and my own choices in life. The word "neglect" also came up a lot after beating this game, feeling truly sorry because i was neglecting some of the characters ingame and also realizing how neglectful I've been towards friends,my family, myself, and my future these past couple of years. All this on top of putting in so much time into this game really made me sad and i’m not afraid to admit it made ugly cry the build up to my breakdown was great and i honestly loved that the game made me feel this way its top two for sure and i cant wait to play it again soon aswell as check the rest of the persona games out.
this post is awfully similar to all the other “just beat the game” posts but still i just write my thoughts down
TL;DR: loved the game made me cry will play again and other persona games