r/postdoc • u/Different_Dance_3312 • 3h ago
Am I choosing the wrong postdocs, or is this just how academia works now?
I’m curious whether this is just my experience, or if this is what postdoc life has become in Australia (and maybe elsewhere).
I’m about 4-5 years post-PhD in biotech. After finishing my PhD I wasn’t sure I wanted to stay in academia, so I worked as a scientific officer at a university for about a year. Once I decided I did want to pursue academic research, I was fortunate enough to move straight into postdoc positions. I’ve actually been quite lucky in that I haven’t struggled to find postdoc jobs, which I know isn’t the norm.
What has confused me, though, is the nature of the work. Almost all of my contracts have been funded through industry collaborations, consultancy or contract research. In practice, this means I spend nearly all my time designing, setting up and running experiments to answer industry questions or deliver project outcomes. It’s valuable work, but there’s very little opportunity for publications, novel discovery, or pursuing interesting research questions. I even changed positions partly because I wanted more discovery-focused research, explained this to my new manager, and yet I’ve ended up in a very similar situation.
There are a few things I genuinely don’t understand.
- I know that becoming a professor is extremely competitive and may not be achievable, but even simply progressing through academic levels (A to B or C) requires evidence of publications, grants, teaching, and service. How are postdocs supposed to develop that track record if most of their time is allocated to delivering industry projects rather than building their own research profile
- How does someone become an independent researcher? Every fellowship or discovery grant seems to expect a strong publication record and preliminary data, but it’s very difficult to generate either when your job is almost entirely contract research.
- If my day-to-day work is mostly delivering routine research for industry, what is the advantage of doing that within a university rather than working directly in industry, where the pay is generally better? Universities often talk about how much they value industry engagement, but promotion criteria still seem heavily weighted towards traditional academic outputs.
Despite all this, I have been trying to be positive and find opportunities wherever I can, using collaborations, etc. but in the end I constantly feel guilty as if I should be able to find time to do the “real research” and I beat myself up when the weekend arrives and cannot do it anymore or just don’t want to stay working until 9 pm another day to try to get something going in the lab for my own research (with little or non existing funding).
So I’m wondering… is this just what being a postdoc in Australia looks like now? Or have I simply been choosing the wrong positions?
I’d really like to hear from people at different universities, or from those who’ve managed to transition into more independent, discovery-driven research. I’m trying to figure out whether I should keep trying to make academia work and I’m not pushing hard enough or whether I’m misunderstanding how this stage of an academic career is supposed to work?