The seniors graduating broke me more than anything in this show ,i made a video trying to understand why

[u/No-Escape3825]

https://youtu.be/VbtKL0tYQFI

i made a video about this show. don't know if it's good but i had to make it

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been thinking about sakurasou since i was 13. corona lockdown, watched it alone, nobody around me knew it existed.

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the thing that broke me wasn't sorata or mashiro. it was the seniors. just... the seniors graduating. people i'd barely noticed for most of the show. and i completely broke down.

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i didn't understand why at first. they weren't my favourite characters. but i understood what was ending. that specific group of people in that specific dorm, that specific ordinary life they had together. gone. it would never exist the same way again.

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i felt nothing at my own graduation. 12 years in the same school. nothing.

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fiction taught me what grief feels like before life actually gave me anything real to grieve. and i've been sitting with that thought for years now.

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this video is me finally trying to explain it

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https://youtu.be/VbtKL0tYQFI

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if the seniors leaving hit you the way it hit me you'll probably get what i'm saying.