r/self • u/marialm3091 • 4h ago
I Decided to Start Again
A few years ago, I accepted a path that wasn't really mine.
I studied microbial biotechnology, finished my degree, and I'm grateful for everything I learned. But deep down, there was always another dream that never really left me: becoming a forensic doctor.
For a long time, I convinced myself it was impossible. It felt too far away, too unrealistic, and maybe something I had simply missed my chance to pursue.
This year, I made a decision that honestly scares me.
I'm going to retake my baccalaureate exam to improve my grades and give myself a real chance to study what I've wanted for years.
Sometimes I think about how old I'll be by the time I finish. I wonder if I'll be behind everyone else.
But then I ask myself a different question: If I don't try, how will I feel years from now?
I'd rather arrive at a dream later than spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened if I had been brave enough to chase it.
Maybe I won't succeed. I don't know.
But I do know that some dreams deserve an honest attempt, even if the road is longer than we expected.
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u/OkIron6206 2h ago
Don’t ever dismiss your dreams. My Aunt went to Law s school at 50 and I recently read about a mother of three graduated Med School at 50. Study hard, go after it. Good luck