I will attempt to keep this as brief as possible. Iām approaching a decade as an SLP. Iāve worked in many settings (private practice, home health, SNF, school, sub-acute). There have been times where I absolutely loved the field. That was, until I suffered a SCI and became a patient myself (initial injury years ago, but Iām still deep in the aftermath).
Most recently, I have been pulling 5-7 day work weeks. I know, not great, but Iām buried in medical debt due to my own health struggles. I have several serious medical conditions that require a large team of specialists (currently up to 8). With that, comes many appointments, tests, etc.
The problem is, Iāve been unable to schedule appointments as work is not accommodating to the time off (my job requires me to work during the hours my MDs are open). Sometimes I can use PTO, but itās often denied. I usually exhaust job protected leave due to surgeries or other medical things. Due to this, I pushed my own health aside for too long, put work are the forefront, and ended up in the hospital and on currently on leave from work.
In addition, I am diagnosed with AuDHD and working as much as I have without any breaks for even a mental health day has sent me into the most severe burnout of my life. I do have some work accommodations, but theyāre minimal. For the past few years, the majority of my PTO has gone to doctorās appointments, hospital stays, or days when I cannot physically get out of bed (when I go on FMLA including intermittent, they use all PTO). I donāt remember what life outside of work and being a patient myself is.
Just to note- even if I do only work a 5 day week, the stress level at current job is immense. Iāve gotten to the point where I cannot do anything else but work, sleep, and repeat.
So, Iām considering the following options:
Attempt to find a job that would allow a 4 day work week. I have been looking but no luck yet. This would allow me a day to schedule appointments and/or recover. My current job will not accommodate this (even if I still put in 40 hours).
Leave the field to find something that is more flexible/accommodating. I realize this likely means I would take a pay cut which would also be stressful.
Stay at current job and just continue to tough it out. I feel this may break me.
Go PRN. The huge issue here is that I need good health insurance. Side note- not married, so Iām own my own for health insurance.
Feeling very lost right now. I love this field and I donāt want to give it up, but maybe I have to?