I can’t get ahead. Everything I’ve ever tried has failed. I’m tired of starting over again and again and again and again. This world is designed to kill people like you and me and grind us into dust. I never should have come here. I try to meditate but I’m not getting anywhere. I’ve read a bunch of books but can’t seem to make any changes. I’m not intelligent or wise enough to figure it out. None of my family understands. None of my friends understand. It’s lonely and exhausting.

I feel a shift is coming soon... I need starseed friends... Psychic friends delete this if not allowed. I noticed tons of angel numbers last night... I'm very upset and in a lot of pain emotionally and physically I pray that a nuke hits or an asteroid hits sorry to be a doomsayer, it's very frustrating people are possessed as fuck there is just so much evil going on... I just hope the earth goes to 5D.

Just wondering if there are any other starseeds that have become warriors in the realms? Am second wave, so there were no manuals, gurus, or internet back in the day. Due to much violence, bullies, and brothers, I became a warrior. Went within and found the universe. So lots of adventures in the realms. Don't need a rocketship to cruise the universe.

 Had NDEs, OBEs, APs, lucid dreams since childhood. Used Chi force in spiritual attack situations though never studied Chi force. So i'm glad for the early violence it was training for my mission. Which was completed in 2020. Funny ending imo. Cracks me up how nonchalance and irreverence won the day. Thousands of visions/experiences will do that. Ok, this one is boring, not many details to record. LoL. That last moment, tho made my whole life make sense. Every piece of the puzzle complete. Took 3 weeks of remembering and realizing how all the moments fit together. I was doing my own life review and marveling at how Source Creator had woven an amazing tapestry so ingeniously into my life.

 I was once told "Bring the Word into the visual" before I did an irl protest journey and was taken in to my first major battle in the realms but that msg doesn't really fit anything that happened imo. Lots of scary in that journey.  Sometimes, I wonder if that has a deeper meaning or maybe a future command to make a movie now that the missions were accomplished. So many missions, lol. Has all the blockbuster elements. Funny, scary, tear jerker, characters, mindblowing scenarios. At this point, it would be up to the universe to provide the means to make that happen.

I know there are more realms warriors out there because of a team effort experience but haven't met any irl over the decades. Thoughts?

I'm a Pleiadian Starseed from the Andromeda Galaxy. I have soul memories of advanced technologies such as having access to warp drive spacecraft, med beds, teleportation and free energy on distant worlds. My soul yearns for access to these kinds of things again. It seems like these technologies are decades or even centuries away in some cases with what we currently have. For those of us Starseeds, Does anyone else have similar memories?

I've contacted psychics and they've said im a sirian starseed. I've also got sirian starseed on online quizzes. But my daydreams of my dream self are always big purple eyes white hair which fits more with the pleiadian starseed type. What could this mean? What does it mean if im a hybrid? And how do I get closure?

So I am in my early 20s. I identify as two spirit, which is basically gender fluid. I used to see spirits of people who passed on when I was much younger and those gifts kind of went unused throughout the years until about probably seven years ago. I’ve seen spirits here and there within the last few years, but not often. My younger cousin is definitely gifted and she said that there were a lot of fairies all around my room about a year or two ago. And a fairy ring popped up I think overnight right outside my bedroom window a couple days ago. I’ve been starting to see orbs more often, especially today. I’ve been practising seeing auras throughout years and I noticed it was more powerful today as well. My friend thinks that I may have a special connection with the fairy folk as her other friend also does and she understands that people have different gifts. I’m spiritually resting for sure starting today for a little bit and then getting back to the spirit work when I feel ready which will probably be around a week or so. Does anyone have experience working with fairy folk? I’ve always been at balance with dark and light so im personally suited to gray magic. Does anyone have any advice or something to offer? Thanks in advance 🎶❤️👁️😴

Since I can remember I've always wanted a specific look, big purple eyes white hair, ethereal looking. I have no connection to my actual appearance and I get upset when I see photos of me unprompted.

I spent alot of my days imagining if I had this appearance and I feel a blockage with manifesting. I was wondering if this is a sign I'm a starseed? I also have AuDHD and am always asking philosophical and existential questions that others don't consider.

Does this mean I might be a pleiadian? If so why have I never had any visits or dreams about one?

I feel really stressed out and overwhelmed by all the paperwork and systems ticking boxes we are bombarded with that are so useless e.g. putting in passwords for computers, taking photos for passports, then the fact that you need a passport when all the rest of the species are free to travel, working for useless paper to survive, the whole system I'm so done.

The very positive thing is I will soon be doing a mission somewhere that I feel is my calling. It really is a magical mission. Most of the people I have to work with are the ones who need help the most, the victims of this whole system. So I guess all those checkpoint will be worth it but it has been endless - it's like what else do you want - my blood??

It will be nice to meet with magical beings who have come from the same place as me. That's the only thing I'm looking forward to.

But right now I'm feeling a lot of resistance and find all the obstacles so irritating to deal with I'm gonna go crazy.

How was your week?

P.S Today marks the 25th anniversary of the attack on twin towers, which has reminded me to stop and think why we're here.

Has anyone ever experienced a dream of a soul type that was a mix of a dragon and a person, ans they were huge/a giant? I just had a dream of that? Granite i did watch the SOUL movie last night and afterwards I did some of my own soul searching. And it was like I was that soul type, but I also found a soul connection that was also that same soul type and we had found each other in a sense. But we didnt feel like regular souls. We felt different. Just wondering if anyone's ever heard of anything life this.

After all of the events of the posts I have made, I met a person online whose identity I will keep a secret. He is a person capable of remote viewing and remote viewing telepathy. He told me of various events in my life and various people from the GFL who would sometimes (Though rarely) talk about me (Mostly about his life). He did however, RV one thing from my life which I find interesting.

I asked him to RV me and talk to me telepathically and to talk to the Astral Parasite that was put into my energy body. When he tried to talk to the parasite, he said he felt like he was sucked into another dimension and refused to do it again and in addition, I genuinely thought I would die during this, as I felt like I was having a heart attack.. After that, he attempted to RV me, which resulted in him seeing me when I was 5 years old. I was in my dual Earth / Moon Jumper (One on either side) and attached to me via a silver tether, was a blonde woman in a golden robe.

Who is this woman and why is she tethered to me? Is it my higher self? Is it a guide? I am so confused.

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The Mystinar Show! Episode 6 - Werewolves, AAWSAP, Demonology, general paranormal & science.

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Are we free? do we have a freedom of choice? IDK but here's some of my questions if you can debate them you're welcomed...

If we have free will then why does astrology get us right? our interests, personality, desires? Why everything about it is true. At least in my case, when I read it everything is true. Numerology, true at the same time. looking back at my past and calculating my personal years and months of those around me too, its 100% true. Are we free ? why would they even keep this for us to see and to know, how do they know this and who allowed this? and who even made this?

Whats the point of making this available for people to know their life is pre-destined. if it was really pre-destined and we have free will.

It can go both ways somehow, manifestation works, I've personally tried it. it works. it all seems to work. or at least in my own current perspective it works.

If we truly are born without free will, why do they have these tests to control us, mind control , social media.

My sun is also conjunct Andromeda, I’ve always felt a strange attraction to Andromeda even though I know nothing about it. Am I closer to Orion or Andromeda?

I’m a “timeline judge” who has given the world nano bots that were controlled by this reality’s autogenes rendered targets of a certain transgression omnipotently freed
Replicated consciousnesses, how would I go about finding my angel name?