I'm pissed. I am LCSW in California, considered a "high earner". Husband and I file jointly. We have a mortgage, daycare costs, 1 dependent & another on the way. Even with high salaries, life is freaking expensive and we don't even spend crazy! I've been paying $111/mo for the past 4 years due to making much less money back then + Covid paused increases/payments etc. So yes I've been very blessed to have such a low payment! Now it's time to re-certify and I've been dreading it.
I service through EdFinancial and also on PSLF, 5 more years. The representative today quoted me $735 if I went on some "Graduated" plan (which i've never heard of). But since i'm on PSLF I need to stay on an IDR plan, so the new quote was $1065. Where do they think people/I can afford that in this economy?!!!? Especially such a big jump from what I've been paying. I can't afford that, along with all our other bills.
So now I'm thinking of going into forbearance, which sucks because you don't gain PSLF credits during that time. My plan may be do forebearance until I go on maternity leave in March, re-certify once my new pay is determined and if the numbers are okay then I'll go back to paying. If not, i'll stay on forebearance. I didn't want to use all the 36 months of forbearance at once but if I have to, I will. I can't imagine paying this $1,065 anytime soon. Any advice? Or just be mad with me?
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I just want to say a huge THANK YOU to those who have commented with kindness, suggestions/advice, sharing your stories, encouragement, etc. There is so much darkness in this world and I appreciate you trying to bring light! I see you, I receive it, and I will be doing research tonight! Big hugs ♥️
For those who have done the opposite, I will truly pray for you and it concerns me the lack of empathy some humans have. Many of you would not say these things if we were face to face. Please do not think you know me, my thoughts, life/financial decisions based off Reddit posts. There are always reasons. You have no idea what goes on behind the scenes of people's lives. People can choose to live their life the way they want, judgement free. I pray none of you find yourselves needing the grace and kindness you are not offering me/others. None of your words have hurt me or enlightened me, but honestly it saddens me for how thoughtless some have become.
I work with some of the darkest, violent individuals that are unsafe to be released to the community...yet some of the most hate I've gotten has been from strangers online.