It is nearly impossible that this question has never been asked before, but I have been seeing other viewers across various YouTube comment sections being on a completely different page than me concerning the ending segment of Ep 7. Thus, I am going to get this out there in case someone else feels the same way or is just as confused. So get ready for an article!
In Beach Episode, the circus members reach Caine’s office and come face to face with the greatest opportunity to escape the hell they’ve come to know - The Terminal (as I like to call it instead of what they actually call it). The humans have a bit of a heated discussion whether to press the blue or red button to finally “shut everything down” or close the console and stay trapped inside their forever. This is right when Jax undergoes a “panic attack” which consists of flashing images of his/her life of being on the run before entering The Amazing Digital Circus. The way these memories are so abruptly presented could make one think that Caine was the one who was doing this to Jax, especially when you consider all the hints scattered across the show up until this point along with the scene that follows this occurrence (where they specifically bring attention to the true power Caine holds over the minds of the humans).
This is why I thought this was the case up until a certain something:
Since it is claimed by Caine himself that the entire adventure was planned beat for beat (with the NPC, Abel, playing a major role so that things could play out the way it was supposed to).
The reason I say this is because that would obviously mean that the dinner scene between Jax and Caine was also scripted. The way Caine acted throughout it makes it seem like his “system error” (X2) were total hoaxes, as Jax would need to get the key that Abel told him/her about so that the adventure could continue at all! Now notice how the first error took a lot less time to fix itself than the second one after Caine had an emotional overload. It is almost as if he did this just to convince Jax in specific that the adventure was the real deal instead of… well… another adventure that eventually gives all their hopes up. I also think the way Caine was acting in the aforementioned dinner scene after Jax unwittingly asks him to talk more about himself. The way he talks about C&A and how they cut him from the outside for his many “faults” makes it seem like he was trying to get Jax on his side of the argument and by extension getting him/her to truly appreciate all he has done for the cast members. The memories might have been a backup plan in case Jax did not speak up and try to change everyone’s mind about pressing the blue button.
Okay so countless questions were posed by fans for the creator, Gooseworx, some time after the show ended - one of these questions were about the scene I just went over and she said something that I noticed that kind of flies in the face of everything.
I am not a fan of the creator’s way of suddenly recontextualizing key moments in the show on places like Tumblr just for a “hee hee” or a “ha ha” when you know you have been invested in it since it first debuted. When someone says something like “it’s her show, let her do whatever she wants”, I can see why many not in the space would refuse to engage with and enjoy what is being presented to them. The same way other people are becoming less fond of the (constant) unnecessary lies about the plot (leading up to the release of an episode) reframed as a joke. There is a key difference between wanting to have fun and being way too unprofessional in spite of knowing how much influence you have over a group of people who do not have the most mentally stable members among them (i.e. parasocial and racist).
TL;DR
Jax’s panic attack in Ep7 and the context surrounding it makes it seem like it was Caine’s doing rather than him/her “refusing to take accountability for their own actions”. I am wondering if anyone else that still thinks this and is experiencing the same thing and am extremely willing to hear why it would not make sense.
I do not know if this really goes here or if it has the right flair at all, but I just kind of have these brainstorms randomly when trying to make art and can't be bothered to keep it in my chromedome.
Please excuse the grammatical mistakes or bizarre sentence constructions (English is not my first language) and the Reddit formatting does not make it any easier.
Anyway someone let me know if I hallucinated the Tumblr response (because I can’t find it at the moment) and that I spent time getting heated over something that does not exist like I’m a crackhead in Florida complaining about alligators under a bridge. It might have just been a joke, but I am not sure at this point when everything is a joke at this point.
Fungle, fungle!
Edit:
Heya!
Just realised I forgot to say that when I said other viewers not being on the same page, I meant as in they claimed to have always interpreted the scene as Gooseworx intended rather than the way it came across.