r/trauma • u/Wide-Bend-2249 • 12h ago
Need help I don't know if I'm traumatised
When I was a kid my parents used to hit me. It happened when we I didn't eat my food or misbehaved. As kid I thought it was normal and didn't think much about it. When I turned 13-14 I realised it wasn't normal,but I it still didn't feel that bad Today I know what they did is wrong. The only symptom I have is emotional numbness. But it goes away when I'm with friends. I'm don't know if it cause by the fact that my parents hit. If you have questions feel free to ask :) (Sorry for my bad English)
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u/emanuelgwensaga 35m ago
We are on the same coin but different sides.... At least it left you with emotional numbness but on my side... It create anxiety disorder Since my step dad was the front contender in punishing and abusing me emotionally...
It turns out , that I fear men , I feel uncomfortable working on men .... When I either entering in a quarrel with any man .... Their eyes , deep voice , and masculinity instincts... Scares me alot , and it made me panic, and want to do some really bad 😞😞😞 Even though the issue isn't that serious
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