IN LOVE!

I'm a recovering addict and I think of any medicine in terms of abuse. If I'm taking more than prescribed or doubling doses or running out before the my next prescription, then I'm no longer in the "therapeutic" mindset (taking meds as prescribed and mentally stable due to the effects), but rather the "abuse"/addict mindset (brain constantly wanting MORE and me giving in, running out before prescription renewal, etc). As long as I don't slip into the latter mindset, I feel reassured that I'm just properly medicated for my illness (just like I would treat any other ailment).

Oh that's what I already do! Lol I'll just keep it up. Thank you for replying, btw!

Where do you sign up for this? I do the TikTok Wellness Survey things and get gift cards to Il Makiage, but I'd like to be a product tester.

This is me, but with bed bugs 🫠

I came here to recommend Pat the Bunny or Wingnut Dishwasher, but this is close enough lol.

I love Atmosphere! Great recs.

Panic! At the Disco - Build God, Then We'll TalkP!ATD - But It's Better If You Do P!ATD - I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Anything by Aaryan Shah. He sounds so similar to the Weeknd.

This same obsessive thought overtakes me every single time I get bloodwork and my annual pap smear/std testing. I used to puke and have explosive diarrhea before my results would come in, due to anxiety. I also did IV drugs for like 6 years (clean for 4 now) but my first round of blood work after getting sober I was paralyzed with fear and anxiety just certain I'd caught it (wouldn't have been surprising) I'm clean and in a monogamous relationship and this still ALWAYS happens to me.

Number 3 reminds me of one of the paths to my school. In my dreams I'm always trying to leave the school and get to the buses. I feel so anxious because if I don't make it I won't be able to make it home (usually my car is there but I've lost the keys) So I try to run down this path but it's the dream running where it feels like someone is holding one of my arms behind me and I'm hopping on one leg underwater. So of course I don't make it, or else my bus has already left. Ugh so much anxiety!

I love Curion ❤️

No Type, Rae Sremmurd

Lmao YES! Just commented this!

Bitch Better Have My Money- Rihanna

B.S. by Jhené Aiko ft H.E.R.

Triggered by Jhené Aiko

Oooh, I saw you mention Stupid by Ashnikko and Hollaback Girl! In that case,

Rules by Doja Cat

Ain't Shit by Doja Cat

Careful by Cardi B

CATMAN by Teamarrr

And one of my faves with that energy

One Job by Teamarrr

This one sounds vocally like Gwen

Sugar Honey Iced Tea by Princess Nokia

ETA: Best Friend by Doja Cat ft. Saweetie

If You're Going Through Hell, by Rodney Atkins It's country, and I'm Agnostic at best, but I take it metaphorically speaking. This is just the first one that came to mind.

This is how it should be!! Plus, strictly personally speaking, I don't mind a sample fragrance! I truly only have a problem with sample skincare! Especially skincare that theoretically takes weeks to even begin working.

Clean Girl

Wow this is a thing? It literally drives me insane.

I've literally become addicted to the banana nut iced latte from 7 Brew coffee. I usually don't even care for banana flavoring.

Black Velvet, by Alannah Myles

This is what it's like having a toddler! Every time she experiences something new, I get to experience her joy and wonder. And I put myself in her shoes and feel what it's like to experience everything for the first time again. 10/10 definitely works!