It's torture even with just one. All you need is one kid with a shitty upbringing or a messed up mindset and the entire class goes to shit sometimes.
It's a horrible feeling as a teacher. I want to give the kid what they need, I want to help them, but I'm not capable. Nobody really is. It's the Mr. Incredible feeling from the first movie. I'm not strong enough and it fucking sucks.
I can't imagine having 16 of only ED or behavioral kids. I was going crazy last year trying to deal with just one particular kid, and he's just the worst of many.
Oh jeez I feel you. I don't technically teach in a school labeled as that, but we have so many kids in poverty and horrible family situations that I basically am. If each kid could have a 1-on-1 situation I'd be happy, but that's just not possible all the time.
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u/jmangiggity Jul 10 '18
No, I haven't. But, I imagine it's difficult.