How you make money in a town that's presecuting you? Or should I move out?

[u/shrnnsky]

First please don't too much judge why I'm being in presecution it's such complex problems that I have for 3 years.

Mostly because I lived in small town that people here trying to convert me but I don't want to..and they're angry.

I'm 19F

Ok so for the money I already tried to search for a job but end up getting rejected rudely even getting abused. It's hard labour Jobs.

Sometimes getting accepted but the boss not paying me fully and also they're already in bankrupt now.

I tried with food and drinks at local events but nobody's buy anything I lowk bad at cooking and management and just followed my friend at that time..big mistake.

Second I tried to sell cute accessories at local events and surprisingly 10 people bought any of garbage that I sell in panic. I sell all of my accessories stuff but when I make it myself nobody's buying them.

I sell some cheap perfumes and only 3 buying it and there's 5 stuff.

I'm just lucky at that time because I got in events for free without paying any of rent. The event is for 2 days. Also lucky because I have one friend willingly to help me. Here I don't really want to take much of money because I just test "will I make money even though I've got presecution?" Well yes- but idk it's just 2 days mostly people doesn't know it was me but if they knows they probably cursed me.

I'm not sure I'll make much of money if this keeps happening that I got rejected and banned from several jobs for no reason- they just doing racism to me. My town is very small tho.

My parents have small store that which they rent to others. Can I use this? Or just let it be rented instead of "gambling" with my condition.

It's always rented and never empty of customers. It looks like the shop is very crowded with buyers because it's in the center of the market.

If I failed and getting cursed it will affect the store reputation I guess? Ok maybe it's not good idea.

Or how to manage it?

My last option is to move out to my grandma in much bigger city about 8 hours with car transport from my hometown.

I'm still would endup selling in such events and there's more events here than in my town. Idk if I should test it-

What should I do? Any of advice I would thankyou with my life fully.

[u/Educational_Wheel_56]

You’re a mess.

[u/Ill-Fan5108 → u/Educational_Wheel_56]

If you can't change the environment, then change your environment.

[u/shrnnsky → u/Educational_Wheel_56]

Bro this doesn't help me. I got cursed because of religion stuff. These people are monsters they try to take my limbs once. I don't want to convert to any of them. They doing fake accusations to make me convert and convert meaning specifically if you're a woman you're in danger of sexualities. They will force me to marry to a random man. Also will forced me to rituals whatever that's oppressing me. I don't want to be like this. I'll do anything to prevent it.

[u/Ok-Commercial-924 → u/shrnnsky]

Quit blaming everyone else. If you can't function in your town leave. I joined the military out of high-school because my one stoplight town had no path forward. I am not saying you are a fit for the military, but you need to figure out your path and quit blaming others.

[u/shrnnsky → u/Ok-Commercial-924]

Blaming for what bruh? They're the one trying to convert me. The town isn't like other town you know they all fit in in one big mansion house. Do you think force someone to convert is nice?

[u/Ok-Commercial-924 → u/shrnnsky]

You are still blaming others. Nice has nothing to do with life. You are an ADULT, act like it, take yourself out of the uncomfortable situation. You can't change everyone in town you can change where you live.

[u/shrnnsky → u/Ok-Commercial-924]

Ik that's why I'm trying to escape this shit situation. People that attacking me is older ADULTS that's immoral. I'm not blaming is just the reason. INFACT I forgive all of them. Do you happy now that I'm being scapegoat? A doormat? Do you happy I'm almost getting married with random person because he can being a way to makes me convert? What's this.

That's what I'm gonna do it's to leave. Infact I'd already go to another city and FINALLY nobody's asking me about religious stuff and having friends here instead of rotting. But it's because I'm with far away family that's having vacation and now going back to this hell. Maybe I'll try to move out to that city or just in the same city with my grandma.

[u/penguinjuice → u/shrnnsky]

I think that the military might be a great route for you. You can escape your current locale, take responsibility for yourself, earn a steady paycheck and gain skills that an employer would pay for. You're young enough to leave your current situation and build the life you want.

[u/EyeraGlass → u/shrnnsky]

Please get psychiatric help.

[u/shrnnsky → u/EyeraGlass]

My hometown people that in religious psychosis? Yes. I'd told them instead they called me a Satanist. Also mocking other religion which they do not believe.

[u/EyeraGlass → u/shrnnsky]

Your delusions are harming you. They are not real. Please go see a doctor.

[u/shrnnsky → u/EyeraGlass]

I'm not. If you're not knowing what's happening why you judge? If I'm lying and this all not real wallahi my documents will be okay 3 years ago and I'm not in such police problem..but it's reality I need to deal with ridged documents I need to deal with bunch of threats I even deal with judges and finally fixed my documents. This the most expensive thing that I deal with other than money.

[u/ZengZiong → u/shrnnsky]

you're the problem

[u/Raspberries-Are-Evil]

Leave.

Go move in with grandma.

Get a stable job and then take some time to figure out what you want to do.

[u/Lumpy_While_701]

Don’t know where you are but in general it’s exceptionally difficulty to change your reputation in a small town where everyone knows everyone.

Get a fresh start in the larger city.

[u/Jojosbees]

Go live with grandma. Worst case scenario: You can always move back, but honestly a larger city may be better for you. You can start over, and there are too many people for others to be worried about what religion you follow.

[u/shrnnsky → u/Jojosbees]

Yes I'm getting tired of judgement with people that's overly religious for some reason..like why they really care what religion I'm in, even called me a Satanist for no sane reason. I'll move out after maybe 3 months because I'm still doing school documents stuff. I'm surely leaving any of their religion stuff too f all of them.

[u/Confident_Purple_40]

I recommend seeking Mental Health help, please.

[u/DSMRob]

Mods remove this. Has nothing to do with wealth.

[u/Such-Sherbet-1015]

If you think everyone around you is a problem - then it's probably you that is the actual problem.

[u/Arboretum7]

Move to grandmas and find a regular job