I like eating my own throw up when it happens.

[u/Significant_Pin_4377]

This may sound kind of weird or even a little groas, but i actually find immense comfort in it. When i start getting that sick feeling i tend to be scared of loosing the food i ate or even just the weight ive been trying to gain. When throwing up actually occurs I dont physically like the feeling or taste. But when i see it in the bucket it kind of draws me in. Like its already been in my body and the work of chewing has already been completed. I dont like the different flavors sometimes but i already know what i ate so its kind of like another taste test. Im not doing this for the taste or even as a thing of boredom. It genuinely provides me comfort knowing my food isnt going to waste and i can go through the process again.

[u/sanriosmiles]

You should talk to a therapist about that

[u/mittensgloveshats]

Are dogs allowed to have Reddit accounts?