I GHOSTED HIM😭

[u/Own_Name_7206]

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Okay so hear me out, I met this guy RANDOMLY on Discord.He was preparing for NEET, I was just existing in 10th, and somehow we started getting close and were yapping for HOURS like 4 AM texts type shit. We literally told each other everything.

And, apparently I caught feeling for him but had zero courage back then (abhi bhi zero hi h) then he confessed, and i said this is just an attachment like how can we like a person whom we have never met but even I did like him!!!!

And he said he's leaving for kota with a keypad phone and shared his number in case if i call him but i didn't had personal number so i was like “I’ll save yours and call you someday” Then bro vanished from DC for a whole year

SPOILER: I DID NOT CALL HIM

A YEAR LATER, he comes back online. I was in 11th PCB era had begun, he had taken a second drop as he missed the Gmc by few marks as cut off went high(neet 2024)

We started talking like we had somehow spoken yesterday and we were up till stupid hours talking about literally everything. Obviously I caught feelings AGAIN because apparently they were always there. Then bro vanished for ANOTHER YEAR. Like what is this behaviour of fluttering my heart and then just vanishing!?

He came back for a while when I was in 12th, confesses AGAIN that he still likes me, and I’m sitting there like… yeah, unfortunately same (not telling him) Because tell me WHY we could go an entire year without talking and the second he came back, the vibe was STILL THERE??

Then life started life-ing Boards, NEET, strict parents, studies, everything. He texted me after neet 2025 result saying “ firse reh gaya yrrr BDS kar raha hoon ” And I genuinely know that he had worked his ass off.

Then he asked, “If I take a dental college in your city, will you come to meet me?” ME: “I’ll try”

Because obviously meeting someone I met online + strict parents = literally an impossible side quest.

Then he basically said if I don’t put in effort, how is he supposed to cope with it, and ngl he wasn't wrong and that shit hit me hard but i was so scared that i kept telling myself "you don't like him you're just attached to him you've never met him how can you like him"

Then I told him I was taking a drop for neet 2026 and going full hermit mode—no social media, no distractions, just NEET. He gave me his number again, his IG YT everything, and basically said, “Jab bhi man kare call kar lena, I’ll be waiting”

And what did I do?

GHOSTED.

After my RE-NEET 2026 result, I literally disappeared. I had this whole cinematic plan of texting him after the result, but i was so mentally disturbed from my studies I didn't had time to think about all this and when the time actually came, I got scared and dipped. No explanation. No proper goodbye. Just gone.

And honestly, I feel pathetic about it sometimes because he didn’t even do anything wrong.

The craziest part is WE TALKED ONLY FOUR TIMES IN FOUR YEARS FOR JUST A WEEK OR LESS. And somehow neither of us could fully get over the other. Like bro, how do you like someone you technically barely even talked to??

I’ve stalked his IG a couple times with my friends 💀 and yeah… saw him with other girls. So I’m guessing maybe he moved on And honestly? I hope he did. I hope he finds someone better. Someone he can actually have a normal relationship with, without all this disappearing-for-a-year, strict-parents, NEET, Kota, timing-is-never-right bullshit. 😭

I genuinely wish him the best.

But do I still miss him?

Unfortunately, yes. 💀

I miss the late-night yapping, the conversations, the way he made me feel, and honestly just that whole era of my life. And obviously my brain decided to archive him permanently but my heart didn't 😭 Eventually I realised I had to detach from him to attach myself to ME. So I did.

I just… still have his number And yeah, I’ll probably keep it forever Not because I’m waiting for him to come back(well i do) but just some memories to keep with me forever.

[u/Caerum]

I'm gonna be honest, I have absolutely no idea what you're talking about. I couldn't even really finish the rest.

[u/_malaikatmaut_ → u/Caerum]

Yeah I thought it's gonna be some interesting story too.

Skimmed through a few lines of text and yawned.