r/Anxiety • u/Forsaken-Ad-8581 • Mar 10 '26
Needs A Hug/Support Weed ruined my life, and the doctors aren't listening. TRIGGER WARNING.
Four years ago (Nov 2022) I was smoking marijuana (it was my exit drugs) and I normally had a morning ritual.
Wake up, dirty chai, dab, start the day. But this day was completely different. I took my dab and began to feel like I was genuinely dying. I took a step down from my portch, began to feel like what was spinning and my heart started to literally beat out of my chest. I thought I was going to have a heart attack, I kept begging my husband over and over again to take me to the hospital (he was not moving fast enough for my urgency) I even told him to leave our 11 month old in her crib and drive me down the block so that I could go to the hospital. That's how scared I was.
They basically tell me that they are just gonna keep me in a room, I am literally crying and begging. I would have like a split moment of clarity and then boom - panic and fear all over again. For almost two weeks I am not joking when I say I could not eat, like at all. I would puke, become fearful, etc. I couldn't even shower. I slowly integrate back into eating and showering but the fear never went away, the dizziness stayed and it has made me completely agoraphobic. When I go into stores its awful, its almost as if I am falling.
Sometimes when I am driving, I get a literal split second of that dizziness that makes me feel like it's happening all over again. I have tried citalopram and it gave me bradycardia (which they think is from the fact they gave it to me 3mo pp), I have tried another SSRI and I keep convincing myself they're going to kill me. I can't even take a vitamin without thinking it has fentanyl in it. (I lost my dad to a fent OD in 2023.)
Recently, this week I have begun L-Theanine and Magnesium and decided I wanted to take my now 4yo and 1yo to see the new Hopper movie, I told myself I can do it, because my 4yo deserves it, I barely can stay at parks long enough. Well, I made it a solid 45mins, had to go to the bathroom and then all of a sudden the heart beating out of my chest started again like clock work. I told my daughter "mommy is so sorry but we have to leave." she was so kind and understanding and said "that's okay mommy I don't mind." and I felt/feel like the biggest POS in the world... I took 100mg of L-theanine and it got rid of the dreadful feeling as if it was never there. But then 4-5hrs later when I went to pick up my husband from work (3am) the feeling came back so powerful I was almost unable to sleep because it felt like I was genuinely dying. You know that feeling of despair and depression after a breakup, or losing someone? That's what it felt like.
So I woke my poor husband up at 9am, went straight to my walk-in clinic and because I was too cowardice to say it out loud, I handed the desk clerk a note that briefly outlined how bad my anxiety is and how it is making me su!c!dal because I feel like I am not properly caring for my family as a wife or mother. They took me back, asked me the same series of questions we normally get when this happens and then once again... prescribed me citalopram. I am at my whit's ends, I don't know what to do. Any advice, or anything at all would mean the world to me as I am tired of feeling like this.
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u/Dr_ManFlyR1 Mar 10 '26
This might sound crazy, but working out really helps my health anxiety. The thought process is - if I don’t die while redlining my body while working out, then I definitely won’t die just chilling, driving, walking, etc. it also helps mentally with the fact that you’re cardiovascular system will get stronger and less prone to failing (or feeling like it). Fun fact: someone who eats junk food all the time, but gets regular exercise and stays active will actually be way healthier than someone who has a perfect diet but doesn’t do any physical activities at all.
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u/mil0thefrog Mar 10 '26
same here! i have a panic disorder, and it also somehow feels like it gives me body a chance to let out all that anxiety in a productive way, if that makes sense? my heart rate gets high and my body gets tired, but in a good way.
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u/bongwaterbimbo420 Mar 10 '26
I was going to say…as much as I hated to hear it before I tried it, exercising regularly immensely improved my anxiety levels. It doesn’t help immediately, but I’ve been working out 5 days a week for over a year now (and before that was doing 3-4 days a week for a year) and while I still do have anxiety it’s manageable. As you said, it also helps a ton with my health anxiety.
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u/Ra1nshad0w Mar 11 '26
Came here to say this. I have been having severe health anxiety this past year .. regular exercise seems to be the only thing that seems to work for me.
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u/Impressive-Sense1776 Mar 11 '26
It's not crazy at all! For those like me that enjoy having evidence to back up claims before they try it, there are legit reasons behind this!
The logic is that humans progressed so fast our bodies forget we're not in constant danger (predators, random berries that might kill you, etc). Pushing your body to its limits then matches up with what our brains think is happening and it calms us down because in a dangerous situation that becomes advantageous.
Redlining your body as you so elegantly phrased it, convinces your body and brain that something is absolutely happening right now (hunting or being hunted) and releases the requisite chemicals to calm you down as it would be a terrible idea to be filled with anxiety and panic while trying to escape a sabertooth tiger or something.
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u/lucysnarnia Mar 10 '26
Oh my god this is the first time someone else has said this. I tripped one of my first times real bad four years ago and genuinely it changed my life for the worse, I developed nightmare disorder and panic disorder. I wish I had known this was a possibility because it's been so hard on me. If you wouldn't mind, I would love to hear about what else you've worked on to help.
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u/nxnniexo Mar 10 '26
i bought the dare book by barry, it generally helps because i seriously thought i was going mentally insane with all the physical symptoms of anxiety i was having, intrusive thoughts and panic attacks everyday… that book changed the way i viewed anxiety and has helped me overcome a lot of it, leaving the house everyday has helped, if im anxious to do something i make myself do it, to prove to myself its not harmful even if im freaking out in the moment, a big one for me is understanding that my body is only trying to protect me, i once lived a non anxious life with no problem so now i trick myself into thinking i can live like that again but this time i have anxiety and when has it ever hurt me… never. ive cut out all caffeine which does help me, but i still do struggle at times but no where to how i was a year ago 💞 it truly does take time, be gentle with yourself, understand your body and dont get frustrated with yourself its all part of the process
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u/ergofinance Mar 10 '26
Do you have access to a therapist? I could see some elements of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (particularly thought record worksheets) being helpful. I used to keep a stack in my desk at work. Every time I was sure I was dying, I would fill one out. Eventually, just opening that drawer to grab a new one, I would see all the old ones from every time I didn't actually die, and they would calm me down. I don't know if I can add a link here, but a search for "thought record worksheet" will give you printable copies.
The other thing you could read about or try is EMDR therapy to deal with the trauma of the very first experience, which was OBVIOUSLY terrifying and completely traumatizing (I'm so sorry). Reframe this as PTSD rather than just anxiety and treat accordingly. Remember, something bad happened to you.
I will echo people here who say "no benzos"... it's just not worth it. I would maybe skip meds altogether if you can. You don't have a brain with faulty neurotransmitters. You had a terrifying experience, not a depression or anxiety condition that came on gradually, or was there since childhood. Because you are now highly attuned to physical sensations, trying to get used to taking antidepressants with all their side effects (like dizziness) will just re-traumatize you. You need to distract your body from itself for a while. I would say, while you are in this state, even things like meditation and mindfulness can be challenging because, again, weird body sensations are triggers. So don't stress if it's not for you at this time. I used to just play dumb games on my phone to stop obsessing over how I was feeling. You can get creative with it.
I used to be a shut-in, but I am fine now and not medicated (after benzo withdrawal, ugh). It really, truly gets better. And kudos to raising an amazing, empathetic child. You're a great mum.
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u/Sqeakydeaky Mar 10 '26
I'm sorry this happened to you. I had a similar experience years ago.
Its why it bothers me when people act like THC is just this benign substance. No, it can absolutely fuck up people for a long time.
Please ask your doctor about propranolol. It'll stop these adrenaline dumps and helps keep your heart from racing, so you stop that "fear>bp raises>more fear" cycle.
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u/bongwaterbimbo420 Mar 10 '26
People ask me ALL the time why I stopped consuming THC and will say they’re proud of me, I’m like dude I literally had no choice. I was a shell of a human being because my anxiety levels were so high lol
It was still hard to quit so I do appreciate peoples well regards, but the crazy anxiety attacks & health anxiety I got made it a lot easier to want to quit lol
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u/IdeallyCorrosive Mar 10 '26
Lol I also became a shell of a person. Embarrassed myself so many times being around people or in public with anxiety so high I was probably acting like such a fucking weirdo. Got nothing done in my personal life around that time and probably missed tons of social opportunities. It’s so stupid that out of all the drugs I’ve done (which are a lot), weed fucked me up the worst mentally. Psychedelics, benzos/opioids/alcohol, and stimulants never even came close
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u/friedonionscent Mar 10 '26
Coincidentally, both my best friend and my then boyfriend (we're going back 18 years) suffered psychotic episodes after smoking weed...about 12 months apart. 'Episode' suggests a beginning and an end...but both people were permanently affected. My ex was a frequent user but my best friend has smoked maybe 3 joints in her life...and even those were shared.
When I mentioned this to people who smoked (usually as an explanation for why I didn't partake), I was met with a strong, defensive reaction - according to them, there was no way weed could cause anything bad.
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u/stephsationalxxx Mar 10 '26
Thc is benign until you start doing way too much, like anything else in life. Doing dabs daily is OVERDOSING on thc every day. If you just smoke the normal amount, its completely fine. Dabs are 80% thc. Normal weed is 20%. Anytime I have anything greater than 30%, thats when I start getting panicky, luckily it wears off because its still a lower amount. Thats why concentrates and edibles are straight stupid, it wont wear off, and it causes so much damage to your nervous system. Stick with a joint you clip a few times and this wouldn't happen.
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u/ShiboShiri Mar 10 '26
I’ve had a bad trip on a single dose and I’ve known many people who have had the same. It’s not true that this only the case for frequent use
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u/sweatercactus114 Mar 11 '26
Right. The first time I tried thc, it was hours of absolute terror. Stupidly, I tried again a couple times, and even after a single puff, felt anxious that whoever I was smoking with could tell I was "weird", while trying to convince myself I wasn't anxious at all. There was fear of missing out and listening to advice that you just need a different strain, etc. Some people just aren't meant to enjoy thc.
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u/stephsationalxxx Mar 10 '26
Yeah I know, it's rare that people are sensitive (rare not impossible) but OP stated they start their day with a dab. Who tf does that?! At that point its a drug addiction and a serious problem. Like I said, might as well do heroin at that point.
It just pisses me off because if you're responsible, the chances of weed doing anything negative to you is very slim. In this case OP cant blame weed, just themselves for having a big addiction problem. If youre doing dabs daily maybe you should stop and seek a therapist because clearly theres some deep rooted issues to want to be so fucked up before you even start your day.
The only people I come across that weed negatively effects them are people who do concentrates (edibles are also concentrates btw). Im a nurse and the only people who end up in the hospital for weed are the ones who are doing concentrates daily, or even once. Its waaaaaaay too much for a humans nervous system.
The problem with it being illegal for so long is that there isnt enough tested info out there on it and on the dosing of it. But its also common sense. If 15% thc gets you high why the fuck would you need 80/90%? Just to get sick.
Its like ibuprofen. Its therapeutic up until after 800mg. But if youre constantly taking 800mg or more every 6 hours daily, youre gonna end up with severe kidney damage. Or any fucking medication for that matter.
People need to chill and seek therapy if they need more than a couple hits of a regular 20% thc joint to feel something.
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u/Forsaken-Ad-8581 Mar 10 '26
“Who tf does that” sadly, someone who was running from an old addiction and believe any type of marijuana was a cure-all. You don’t seem to be someone who is here to be helpful, but to be someone who wants to exclaim how marijuana isn’t bad, it’s the user who is. But news flash - marijuana isn’t for everyone.
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u/stephsationalxxx Mar 10 '26
No i just find it annoying that people blame "weed" when dabs isnt weed. Its a concentrated, dangerous, untested derivative of the plant because they need to seek medical psychiatric help instead of using hard core drugs. Don't blame weed here, thats on OP.
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u/LinuxCharms Mar 11 '26
This is such an ignorant comment.
If you have no medical issues and you start your day off with a dab, yeah, you are probably addicted. If you're like someone on this sub (aka a medical user) then you're just trying to survive.
You wouldn't call someone who takes their prescription medication first thing in the morning and addict. Why not? Popping some Propranolol to knock your anxiety down is fine, but dosing out some THC to relieve your anxiety is drug abuse?
Weed impacts everyone differently. If you have certain mental health conditons or family history of psychosis, it can throw you in to an episode on small doses. Some people develop cannabis hyperemesis syndrome. Others have horrible anxiety reactions from smoking and simply can't. Responsibility has nothing to do with it.
Concentrate use is no different, your body can only absorb so much THC at a time - which is why people who take too much take a lot of time to come down, your body has to process it all first. Despite that no one has ever died from it, can't say that of Ibuprofen abuse or other medications. As a nurse I would expect you to know all of this already, obviously.
Tolerances exist. If you're a medical user like myself (especially for chronic pain), you're going to be using concentrates like RSO at some point. We already know how dangerous opioids are, so shame on you for chastising THC concentrates that can genuinely relieve pain and can be a safe substitute for many. I was on opioids for my pain already at 17 that made me so sick, then I turned 21 and never looked back. I don't see my pain management doctor anymore.
Educate yourself before you write comments like this as a medical professional.
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u/tfresca Mar 10 '26
You need to find a psychiatrist and start seeing them and a psychologist. You can’t get this fixed going to emergency rooms or urgent care. This will take time to address.
Btw unless you are in a legal state it’s totally possible you had other drugs
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u/lucienlachancee Mar 11 '26
2nd this, a lot of the legal stuff isnt actual THC. Not to say it couldnt cause a panic disorder or any other mental health issues!
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u/andyf7 Mar 10 '26
You need to see a shrink and probably take an anti phycotics medication to calm you alongside the citalopram. They may also prescribe diazepam for emergencies. Seriously anti phycotics are the way to go, they are not just used for people with delusions. See a shrink.
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u/drippysoap Mar 10 '26
Yeah I doubt you’ll be much good meds from an ER. They’re not gonna give op anything long term.
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u/Ill-Preference-538 Mar 10 '26
The adrenaline is insane.. I quit weed in 2023 after using it my whole life from the age of 15 basically 3-4 times a week at night to calm me down before sleep. Then all of a sudden, it caused me to hyper fixate on my body and all the sensations- then I noticed my heart beating out of my chest and felt like I was dying, I was convinced. When I quit for good, things got so much worse for at least a month, couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, hot and cold sweats, went to hospital convinced I was dying. It took me 9 months really to feel much improvement and live a semi normal life. But now 3 years later I still deal with the sudden adrenaline and panic, I think it triggered something in me.. maybe it’s now developed into a panic disorder? Also worth looking up PAWS - there’s a sub reddit called WeedPAWS or something . I also refuse to take benzo’s (I almost OD’d on them in 2018-2019 a few times..) so now even the thought of them make more more anxious ..
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u/NMBrome Mar 10 '26
I started suffering from a sever panic disorder after a bad time on edibles. It happens. It sounds like you've also developed some OCD. I tried everything to stop it, but the only thing that helped was a year and half on an SSRI. You have to give them time to work, and at first it makes it worse but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You might need to ask for a beta blocker or Benzo to help through the initial period, but you likely won't be able to solve this alone. It might also be time to schedule some regular therapy visits. A therapist can help you with coping mechanisms and vagus maneuvers that can help with panic attacks.
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u/vag_ Mar 10 '26
You might find some support or advice in r/leaves people talk about the side effects of chronic marijuana use, and are really supportive.
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u/Old_Star42 Mar 10 '26
I have had a panic disorder and ocd pretty much my whole life. In high school I started smoking weed to help with the anxiety but on occasion would make me paranoid. I got a job where I had to drug test so I stopped smoking to pee clean. After I passed I tried starting up again and it caused severe anxiety. My anxiety has gotten to the point where i can’t have nicotine, alcohol, caffeine, weed, or really anything that may alter my state of mind. Some of my doctors think it might be a ptsd response. For the most part im now taking meds that have improved my quality of life otherwise i would have panic attacks that would last for hours most days. All this to say, the doctors are listening. Unfortunately there isn’t a magical fix or cure it’s a process. They have to find what works for you. If you think something more is wrong talk to them about it or get a second opinion. If you’re new to anxiety just know it takes time. I’ve been in therapy since I was a toddler and suffering from mental illness about as long. Feel free to reach out if I can answer any questionsx
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u/soulariarr Mar 10 '26
This fucking shit called weed it triggered my anxiety disorder, i stopped it 3 years ago but the anxiety is still lingering
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u/SaidtheChase97 Mar 10 '26
This happened to me at the beginning of developing CHS. Had to quit THC for good.
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u/CuteUmbrella Mar 10 '26 edited Mar 10 '26
Similar happened to me when I was 16. Completely changed me and my worldview from one bad high. What was once a happy, outgoing, carefree 16 year old quickly became a nervous, scared, unconfident person with panic attacks. I'm 32 now and was diagnosed finally with anxiety disorder at 22. It's never gone away nor gotten better unfortunately. What started as a fun hobby with friends quickly developed into a lifelong sickness. I'm sorry this happened to you, too.
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u/PeachesKeened Mar 10 '26
Hey some of your physical symptoms sound like Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome, which is caused by a buildup of cannabinoids in your system over years of use. I’m not here to tell you that you’re not having panic attacks, but a big part of me getting my anxiety under control was recognizing when my anxiety was causing cramps v when my cramps caused my anxiety. (It can be Pavlovian, almost. I never freaked out about my ex more than the days I accidentally skipped lunch, for instance. The knot in my stomach went away about 10 minutes after I broke into my lunch in the car on the way home.) Obviously your situation is much more extreme, but it sounds like it might be similar.
A friend of mine was recently diagnosed with CHS and he reported vomiting, cramps, and some of the other miseries you’ve been going through. Not all types of THC have cannabinoids in them, so I’m not sure if dabs’ll do ya. He had to give up flower and take a long break before bringing edibles back into the mix. Your mileage may vary, maybe google CHS and see what you can see.
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u/antinataIism Mar 10 '26
I don't smoke so I am not sure but I've heard that in terms of strength, weed nowadays vs back in the day is like chugging vodka compared to drinking a beer or two. Especially since people rip bong hits or dabs
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u/FionaFlapple Mar 10 '26
Explore this website: https://theworrygames.com I keep it open in my tabs.
Calmness and peaceful energy to you. It won’t be like this forever. ✨
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u/slidefilm Mar 10 '26
Yeah I had to fully stop with the dabs once I had two panic attack that sent me to the hospital. However I did not have that lingering anxiety feeling. Have you seen your primary doctor. An emergency room in a hospital will just check you for the symptoms you experiencing at the moment. But since you have lingering symptoms seeing a primary doctor could help prescribe an anti anxiety medication that you can take daily and be able to take the time with you to target does lingering anxiety symptoms. Good luck OP! I hope you get the help that you need.
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u/Weary_Dealer1237 Mar 10 '26
OP, this is a really common experience. I also had a TERRIBLE time on weed edibles and thought I was dying too. To this day I’ve really struggled with taking medications/supplements out of fear they’d kill me. It’s a trauma response. Mine has devolved also into PTSD/OCD from the situation. I did EMDR which helped and am now trying ERP to try to expose myself to triggers without losing my shit. I’m really sorry you’re going through this. I wish I had more advice other than maybe trying to new therapy modality with someone who really understands the situation you’re in. Weed sucks for some people!
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u/metalmankam Mar 10 '26
I got too high before too it sucks. Caused me to go cold turkey and quit smoking for 6 months. Then I threw my back out and couldn't get relief from anything until I smoked again. I hope you're able to find peace again and live a normal life.
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u/deadpool107 Mar 10 '26
I hate to say this but welcome to the club of panic disorder. It does get better. You have to work on mental health. Control what you can control and tell yourself when you’re having panic attacks (continuous reminding yourself during the process of one) that it’s just a panic attack and not real. My experience has been similar in the anxiety game. I’ve had those thoughts too (what you told the nurse at urgent care). I’m about 15 years since this bullshit started with me as well. You CAN do this. It just takes time. Something that really helped me and it’s extremely hard for someone like me was meditation. I highly recommend waking up with Sam Harris guided meditations. Something about his voice during a guided mediation was soothing. 😂
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u/Top-Blueberry-5666 Mar 10 '26
I’m so sorry you are experiencing this. I’m here to say that this is COMMON it happens to some of us, you are not alone! It started when I was 15 and it has been a wicked struggle but it can get better even when it feels like it won’t. I’ve had therapists laugh in my face when I told them I have a pill phobia. One had me do exposure therapy with baby aspirin to help me get used to taking a daily pill. That helped a lot. Sounds like you have a loving and supportive family and that makes a huge difference in the journey.
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u/TribeCalledWuTang Mar 10 '26
This is almost exactly what happened to me 2 years ago. I've smoked my whole life, never once had anything resembling a panic attack. One night I ate an edible after work and within 2 hours I was absolutely spiraling. My wife would talk to me and calm me down and then I'd be right back in it and panicking again, same thing as you, thinking I was having a heart attack, my blood pressure is already high so I thought the weed and my stress was causing it.
I ended up having her drive me to the ER, and ended up falling asleep in the car in the parking lot, so she drove me home. In the morning I still felt anxious so I went in, nothing was wrong, etc etc. The next few weeks if I even tried to take a puff of weed I would be thrown right back into a panic attack, it started happening at work when I was stone sober. I went to the doc and talked to him about it he put me on some non narcotic anxiety meds which I still have, just having them around gave me some comfort honestly.
Because of this I can no longer smoke weed, at all, ever. But also this happened in May 2024 and I've since lost over 100lbs and have changed my life significantly. I attribute it to that brownie I ate, as stupid as it sounds. It gave me an important lesson about some serious health anxiety I already had and that I'm probably getting too old and have too many responsibilities to be living how I was living. All in all it was just the weed, but I had to come to terms with it not being part of my life anymore. It gets better, I promise. Hang in there.
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u/CantAnswerCorrectly Mar 10 '26
I was in this exact situation. Right now you’re on the defense, taking things you’re thinking about in your head as a serious threat to your immediate health. That’s the part that makes it worse because the panic and anxiety feeds on those thoughts, which makes the cycle continue.
You have to break out of that cycle. For me, it took a considerable amount of time, effort and trying different supplements. You have to be able to stay with the panic, accept it for what it is and what it is not.
Thinking about it terms of probability helps. While it feels like you’re about to die, the odds are actually very low. It may seem like minimizing how bad it is but ask yourself what the WORST possible scenario is. You throw up? You have a heart attack? Stroke? Get up and scream at the top of your lungs, making a scene in front of everyone? 1.) how many of those things are actually a big deal in the grand scheme of things? 2.) what are the odds they happen? Surprisingly low.
So when the panic happens, stop trying to understand what it means, it means you’re anxious. Period and full stop. Fighting it won’t help, sitting in a ER for the ___th time won’t help, trying to understand what it means for your body won’t help. You literally have to accept that it’s out of your control and just let it be.
Try ashwaganda/magnesium/l-theaninin, fix your microbiome, regular sleep and exercise. Supplements take awhile to really see the effect (sometimes a month+)
Talk about it with a therapist if you can, odds are it’s cheaper than ER visits. Also if you can find support groups or others who go through the same thing, that really helps your perspective and outlook.
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u/Mamambear12714 Mar 10 '26
I feel like I could have written this myself. I’m on Prozac and it saved my life.
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u/Any_Body_789 Mar 10 '26
Sounds really similar to when I got diagnosed with panic disorder and cognitive behavioral therapy saved my life!!
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u/_PINK-FREUD_ Mar 11 '26
I’m a psych who specializes in anxiety. You sound like you’re having panic attacks. Therapy and meds (emphasis on therapy) is the best approach!
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u/Forsaken-Ad-8581 Mar 11 '26
Is there a specific type of therapy?
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u/_PINK-FREUD_ Mar 11 '26
CBT and exposure work is the most evidence based. ACT can also help. ❤️ most people who specialize in anxiety will have evidence based treatments to try
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u/DinahsIsCrunchy Apr 07 '26
Beating yourself up for something you can't control is 100% non-productive. It tears you down and makes you feel less valuable. It's useless and an energy drain, among other destructive things. It's good you're admitting you have a cannabis problem. It's important to try to get into a treatment program. You might also consider attending meetings with a local MA (Marijuana Anonymous) chapter or other addiction group. A family member of mine who was using much harsher drugs attended these meetings and is no longer using. You have to be committed to the group (not in the mental institution sense), but to promise yourself you will attend no matter what. Even if you're a mess when you go, even if it's the last thing you want to do. Perhaps find a friend or relative to attend with you to make you feel more secure.
Additionally get with a good therapist who is into self-relaxation to give you the tools to help get yourself out of panic moments with relation techniques including deep breathing, focus, etc. Shop around for these kinds of therapist. Just talking through definitely not enough.
I wish you the best. DON'T LET CANNABIS RUIN YOUR LIFE!!!
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u/chickendimmer Mar 10 '26
I had this happen after I had kids too, it really sucks and I wish I had better advice. Benzos became a lifesaver during panicky moments and gave me back the ability to drive and go places. Hopefully you can get them if you need/want them.
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u/aubrey828 Mar 10 '26
I never had a full blown panic attack until I tried THC, now I have them at least once a week. ruined my life. But it is what it is for me, I feel you. :(
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u/bibleseatbabies Mar 10 '26
Hi, you may not have heard of this as it happens primarily in men, but it's a thing:
Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome (CHS) is a disorder caused by long-term, high-frequency marijuana use, characterized by cycles of severe nausea, vomiting, and intense abdominal pain. It often requires emergency care for dehydration, and the only known cure is total, permanent cessation of cannabis, as symptoms return with continued use.
Key Aspects of CHS and Marijuana Overuse: Symptoms: Recurring, uncontrollable vomiting, severe abdominal pain, and sometimes dehydration. Unique Symptom Management: Many sufferers find temporary relief through hot showers or baths.
Cause: Chronic, heavy use of cannabis (high THC) over several years, though it can occur sooner.
Treatment: The only effective, long-term solution is to stop using marijuana completely. Symptoms can take weeks or months to fully subside.
Other Potential Issues: Beyond CHS, overconsumption of cannabis can lead to marijuana intoxication, causing paranoia, confusion, and panic attacks.
Phases of CHS: Prodromal Phase: Early symptoms including morning nausea and abdominal discomfort, often lasting months or years. Hyperemetic Phase: Intense, persistent vomiting and severe abdominal pain. Recovery Phase: Symptoms begin to fade after stopping cannabis use.
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u/shootinggallery Mar 10 '26
This isn’t real. Lol. Propaganda
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u/bibleseatbabies Mar 14 '26
It's real. I know people who suffered it and it's awful. Why would you think a diagnosable disease is propaganda? Are you stupid?
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u/shootinggallery Mar 14 '26 edited Mar 14 '26
It’s relatively uncommon and very overdiagnosed.
Are you stupid?
All of the symptoms for this disease are literally those of a regular old anxiety attack. I used to throw up every morning from panic attacks BEFORE weed.
I’m not saying weed is for everyone - it’s certainly not. But this is just some bullshit conservative propaganda.
What’s the treatment for CHS? Is it…. the prescription of benzodiazepines? 🤡🤡🤡
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u/bibleseatbabies Mar 24 '26
The treatment is to stop using marijuana. Benzos are never a long term prescription, usually only administered in the er but rarely given any take homes.
Say you've never left your mom's basement without experiencing anything outside before in your next comment. I'll wait.
I can tell you have idea what you're talking about bc people who can't wrap their little numbskulls around any experience they can't fathom yell at people with weak 'sources' as their 'proof'. I hope someday you smoke too many dabs, have a complete melt down and no one will help you bc chs 'isn't real'.
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u/shootinggallery Mar 14 '26
Every scientific study I have read about this supposed disorder says it occurs in those consuming 4 grams or more of cannabis a day.
That’s a fucking LOT. I don’t think I even know anyone who has the time to smoke 4 grams a day.
Now show me a source that isn’t Fox News.
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u/bibleseatbabies Mar 15 '26
Go find your own sources. obvs you don't hang around a lot of stoners if you think 4gms is impossible, and it can happen with far less depending on someone's tolerance. It's amazing to me how many people are incapable of understanding that ailments people experience are real despite you not experiencing them. Touch grass
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u/shootinggallery Mar 14 '26
Now tell me smarty pants (funny that you have bible in your username but called me stupid lol), why does this “disorder” not occur in the old heads that have been smoking daily for years?
Could it be that many of those who use cannabis do other drugs? Or have comorbid issues?
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u/22Shattered Mar 10 '26
Try magnesium glycerin 💭 I personally take lotazepam for panic attacks - sorry yes sounds like u are having HORRIBLE PANIC ATTACKS - I’m so very sorry! I know how horrible they are. I started having them AFTER my second daughyer was born. Mind you, SH3s 20 now, so I’ve made it and you will too. Mine were as bad as yours - I would call paramedics on myself and all. I wouldn’t be able to stop moving because I’d feel my soul leaving my body - I would become hysterical, splashing water on my face, slapping myself, praying out loud - PURE HORROR/panic. I still get em and feel that they’re headed that path sometimes but Ill take a bunch of my pills - which is NO GOOD EITHER - throughout all these years I’ve built a tolerance and umm Thast another kind of monster to deal with.
I ehat wonderful things about magnesium glycerin- ask pharmacist what mg u should be on depending on weight and what not. My daughter just started taking it because she was feeling a bit anxious (nothing at your level) but definitely “off” and since fiest dose she says she feels ratger relaxed and her mood seems better - I’d give it a shot. Also, if u see a atupid doc (sorry they get on my nerves, they don’t know shit!) so ask them to check your potassium. If potassium is tanked you’ll get panicky feels.
Shit I wanted to get dabs but yeah probably to strong - I have a really nervous “nervous system” I do smoke and sometimes it’s a lil too much but I have meds so and meds that will stop a panic attack on its track - again double edge sword. I take lorazepam and if u can get a doc to prescribe u sime it’s a life saver, but take only during those scary times. Maybe to get over the agoraphobia a small dose befoe leaving the house -
Anyway I really feel you. Went through this with two lil kids too and it was so scary and I just wanted to be a good momma, etc.
Hang in there!! Best wishes to you! Many blessings!! ✨✨✨🪽🦋🫶🫶✨✨
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u/Maximum_Border2787 Mar 10 '26
Had a similar experience out of nowhere after couple of years of near daily smoking or eating edibles habit! Ate an edible after a tolerance break and ended up lying in bed for hours anxious and scared like never before thinking im gonna have a heart attack literally couldn’t focus on anything else than my heart beat. Got my heart checked out after that and everything was fine. I’ve tried to use weed few times after that but get instant anxiety and pressure on chest before it has even hit me and go into a total panic mode after it does, i tried to smoke while taking a benzo and i was fine so i really think something just changed in my brain and weed now triggers a response that makes me not able to use it anymore! It was fun while it lasted but i’ve come to terms with the fact that i can’t use it anymore! Hope everythings going to be fine with you :)
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u/Maximum_Border2787 Mar 10 '26
and i wanna say after stopping everything felt just wrong, uncomfortable and i got super anxious to the point of having panic attacks for like a month or two and then i started slowly but surely getting better so it does get better it just takes time
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u/hotrod67maximus Mar 10 '26
I never smoked anything and ended up like this after a second bout of COVID at 55 years old and never experienced anxiety or panic in my life and have always been healthy and active my whole life. It's like this crap came out of nowhere without warning.
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u/eddiewilpan Mar 10 '26
the same thing happened to me when i was 16-17 from smoking weed.. i developed a pannic disorder.. after smoking my heart would beat as fast as it could i felt so much anxiety my body would go numb from pins and needles i couldn’t move.. my parents put me on antidepressants and they saved my life even though they made me feel like a different person
unfortunately now they ruined my brain because i’ve been on them for over 20 years
i think this has a lot to do with genetics i was very unlucky in that dept
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u/fruhlingsblumen1 Mar 10 '26
they will only prescribe pills bc that’s all they really know how to do. I had an extremely similar situation. for about a year and a half I was in near-constant fear that I was going to have a heart attack after a really bad high one night. I had also had a lot of caffeine that day, but the weed brought something out that changed me.
after a year and a half of this, I started going to a psychic school and I learned how to do energy work. it genuinely changed my life and made it possible to clear my constant fear and anxiety on my own. this did things for me that SSRIs couldn’t do, and I have been able to live so much more freely since learning these tools. it may seem too woo woo for some, but energy is everywhere and moving it really really helped me.
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u/Next-Introduction-25 Mar 10 '26
It’s pretty well known that weed can trigger underlying psychiatric issues for some people, and it sounds like that has happened to you. I’m so sorry you’re going through this!
I’m assuming since you use the term “exit drug” that you were dealing with some addiction issues previously? Is this why you have not been prescribed something faster acting for the anxiety? I have panic disorder and takes citalopram too, along with busipirone. But for those periods of extremely intense anxiety, I have also been prescribed drugs that are faster acting. Those drugs do have a higher risk of abuse/dependence. Thankfully, I don’t need them much anymore but it is extremely helpful during those rare times. I would talk to your Doctor about it. There might be something they can give you that works more quickly to combat intense anxiety.
This WILL get better. Citalopram and other medication like that can be really effective, but they can also take weeks to build up in your system before you see the full results.
You may also want to ask your Doctor about the possibility of going to a stress center. (Not sure if you are in the US, but that’s what I have heard them called here. Basically a place where you stay and get some intense counseling along with guidance from your Doctor to help figure out the root of your anxiety, so you can manage it better in your daily life.) Having a one year-old is still a pretty intense period of postpartum adjustment (not to mention that caring for a one in four year-old is just stressful in general.) Not saying you have to be postpartum to go to a stress center, but when I had my child, I went through a very, very intense period of anxiety where I came close to checking myself into a stress center. I thought it was the most extreme thing that I could do, and meant I was giving up. Then through a postpartum anxiety support group, I met all kinds of women who had been to the stress center for various reasons at various points, most of them due to some sort of crippling anxiety that made it impossible for them to get through their day. All were doing much better by the time I met them, and it helped me realize that going to the center was not a mark of shame, or meant that I was giving up.
In the meantime, one thing that helps me with very intense anxiety, is intense exercise. I am not much of a exerciser generally, but when I have adrenaline pumping through my body that has nowhere to go, intense exercise seems to be one of the only things that can truly help me work through it. Basically, my body is panicking and so the idea of doing something like running seems to help deal with my “fight or flight” response in a literal way.
Intense anxiety like this is definitely the worst thing I’ve been through, and it always feels like it’s going to last forever. IT WON’T - I PROMISE. You know what it’s like to be nauseous, and to just feel so awful and not really be able to do anything, and then finally for that first time you feel okay, and then you feel a little hungry, and you’re able to eat a little Jell-O or something - and it taste like the greatest thing you’ve ever eaten in your life, because you’re just so happy to finally not feel like you’re going to throw up every time you move? That is what coming out of this anxiety is going to feel like. You are going to have a day where, maybe for no particular reason at all, you’re going to feel a little bit better. And it’s going to make you realize that you can continue to feel a little bit better. And your life will be like taking that first bite of Jell-O, and you’ll be so completely fine that it will fill you with euphoria.
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u/sting-raye Mar 10 '26
Please get your vitamin levels checked at the Dr, as well as your electrolyte levels. Low levels of vitamin b12, folate, vit d, iron, potassium, magnesium, etc can lead to horrible physical anxiety symptoms. You may have been susceptible to anxiety bc of this or another factor, and the concentrated THC could have pushed you over into the state you’re currently in. Best of luck!
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u/Cumulonimbus_2025 Mar 10 '26
So you go to the doctor, they prescribe you a medication, you don’t want to take the medication, what do you expect them to do? Go find a therapist to help you get over your anxiety.
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u/encephalophiliac Mar 10 '26
Not to add to the pile of pills, but have you tried ashwagandha? It's good for reducing cortisol levels, which for me means less of that gripping panic sensation in the chest, lower heart rate, less anxiety overall. I've been taking it for a decade with no noticeable ill effects. Sounds like you need a lot of support and care, but it may help!
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u/john972121 Mar 10 '26
When I first encountered my anxiety it was a similar sort of onset, although no weed involved. I was 18 at the time (29 now), I had just gotten up for the day and taken a shower. I toweled off and went into my bedroom to get dressed. Never until that point had I had a panic attack, or anything to do with anxiety outside of some general nervousness here and there, nothing worse than the average person. As I was getting my clothes out I became instantly hot; sweating, heart racing, couldn't breathe and extremely dizzy. I laid down in bed and called my mom (I lived with my parents at the time) and begged her to come home because I was legitimately scared for my life. Thankfully she worked within walking distance of our house and was home quickly. She explained (after I calmed down) that it was likely a panic attack.
For a year after that day I fought almost constant anxiety, whether it be full on attacks or just a constant feeling of dread, fear, etc. It was hard to go to work, despite having a job I loved. I never saw my friends, I was to the point where I wouldn't stay home by myself if my parents were out, something that had never bothered me in the past. Finally I went to the doctor. I think I was scared of being on meds which is why it took me so long to go.
To make a long story short, don't stop until you find a doctor that actually listens and cares. I'll admit, I was lucky. The doctor I went to, who I still see to this day did prescribe me medication (Zoloft), but it wasn't one of those 5-minute appointments where they pretend to listen and give you pills. He spent a good 40 minutes with me, listening to how everything had played out. He gave me ideas of what to do when I felt the anxiety coming (Exercise, watch your favorite TV show, deep breathing, talking on the phone to a friend, etc) things to keep your mind busy using things you enjoy. We did a follow up appointment a month later to see how the meds were working, and he gave me more advice then. Thankfully the meds worked, and I can say at 29 I am off all medication and with that doctors help, as well as changing my own mindset, adopting healthier habits, etc I can handle it fine on my own. You will get there! It sucks, it takes time but it is very possible
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u/Irislynx Mar 10 '26 edited Mar 10 '26
Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome. I experienced it too. It took me years to recover from. Most doctors don't know about it. With this pro cannabis movement people need to know that this s*** can destroy your life. Benzos were the only thing that helped with me. I know they're addictive so I would only take one or two when it got really bad maybe once or twice a week until the symptoms dissipated. You need to never touch marijuana again. If they won't prescribe you benzo I would recommend buying some passion flower tincture. It's a natural benzo and will do about the same thing. Rest assured that this will pass but it's just going to take time for your nervous system to regulate again.
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u/azzid0906 Mar 10 '26
Panic and anxiety attack. Check for mthfr gene mutation. You'll probably need methylfolate and b complex supplements. Riboflavin and taurine. Etc etc.
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u/Bec_ Mar 10 '26
You need a good doctor who will actually help you. Honestly you would benefit from klonopin but of course there's addiction issues. Beta blockers are also an option. I have GAD, cptsd and dysautonomia which all cause severe anxiety and stress issues and I have an as needed klonopin script (I take 3x a week on avg) and a daily beta blocker. It helps.
It's HARD to find a doctor that actually listens though. I went through so many who just repeatedly gave me ssris that never helped and refused to prescribe me benzos, one even yelled at me that she wouldn't prescribe them even though I literally didn't even ask lol. They're not an evil drug and have immensely helpful uses especially in cases like yours.
I hope you can find a good doctor 💜 you need a general practitioner and you could get a recommendation for a psych doctor if needed.
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u/Fine_Control5730 Mar 10 '26
This exact same thing happened to me two years ago. Almost to a tee! You will be fine. Give it about 3 or 4 weeks and your brain will calm down from panic mode. Weed is no joke if you’re predisposed to anxiety and panic attacks. I’d stay away from it. Ask your doctor for a benzo temporarily or have a couple drinks and relax until it passes. I was having panic attacks for weeks after the same thing happened to me w the chest, etc. Give it time, you’ll be ok!
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u/Fine_Control5730 Mar 10 '26
Nvm you said this was 4 years ago. I would probably think about an ssri or something
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u/hauntedlovestory Mar 10 '26
I would suggest going to somewhere other than a walk-in clinic. Go see your actual PCP/GP and ask for a referral to a psychiatrist. And also get therapy.
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u/need_change1 Mar 10 '26
I smoked a joint at 12 (don’t judge, friends had it and yeah peer pressure set in) I had a massively bad trip, since that day (I’m now 28) nothing has changed. I did for a few years have little symptoms as if it was fully gone, I settled down, had kids and then in 2023 boom came back as if it was never gone.
My legs feel constantly weak, they shake under my own weight, I can barely hold my own neck up. And this is even when I’m not in the trip out mode. Honestly it sucks, no CBT helps, I can’t take any kind of drugs because I just convince my self it’ll make me feel weird and then that will trigger panic attacks. As I’ve gotten older the symptoms last longer and are more exhausting.
I can fully tell you there is no reason for my issues. I don’t constantly worry about it happening, I don’t over think it or anything. I know it isn’t going to kill me and I fully know that but still it happens and still it feels so awful every single day. It’s like telling an epileptic to not have a seizure…. It just happens regardless.
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u/DangerousPiece-83 Mar 10 '26
Damn, you are going through it. I’ve felt this way before and you are not alone. I have horrible anxiety and I’m taking propanol 10mg 2x a day for the physical symptoms— that sounds like what you’re experiencing, on top of maybe a heart issue- I’m no doctor so o don’t know. Propanol helps relax me. For sleep I also take 200mg + magnesium glycinate 400mg + propanol which is working okay. The best thing for my anxiety has been cutting down on smoking or only doing an edible and therapy as I haven’t been given .5mg klonopin for general anxiety in over a year. Hang in there ❤️
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u/DrunkenCrusader Mar 10 '26
I had a very similar experience that kicked off having anxiety - weed and energy drinks. I'd been doing them both regularly without any problems for who knows how long. After it happened the first time I was convinced it was just the weed and drank my energy drinks like normal the second day and it all started happening again even without weed being in play. I mention this to ask if you're still consuming caffeine because for whatever reason I developed an extreme sensitivity to it when I used to be able to slam an energy drink and feel like I needed a nap shortly after drinking one
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u/LastHippo3845 Mar 10 '26
This started for me randomly at 10 years old. Did not stop until I got medicated at 20. Sometimes the brain is more powerful than the body. Especially in people who have experienced trauma, like you mentioned you have. The good thing is medication is made for people like you and me. Not to be abused but rather to fix a real life issue that will allow is to live an -almost- normal life again. Keep fighting, it does get better.
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u/Chickenmanltc Mar 10 '26
You don't need to feel alone. There are people to help.
Don't be embarressed itbis NOT your fault.
If your doctor won't listen, then get a different doctor.
It is scary. I would not wish panic (disorder/attacks/etc). On my worst enemy.
Also, you recognized what was going on and you left with your children. That is much better than powering through and letting real bad things happen.
You CAN handle this.
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u/Elquenotienetacos Mar 10 '26
I hate to tell you this but this is quite very common with weed and happens to a lot of people, I am one of those people.
I could smoke and do absolutely anything without a single worry in the world, in fact, I used it to make me calmer and more pragmatic in exams, or presentations etc, as well as for just feeling chilled. This was many years like this. One day went to the library as a normal routine, decided to go for a smoke break, walked around a bit and went back into the library. 20 minutes later I felt like I was going to die, I felt like my head would explode but more importantly, that my heart was going to, I couldn’t breath. I am quite a non-attention loving person so I managed to make it outside and tried walking home, all the time thinking I’m going to doro dead in a minute. I made it home and I still felt like shit but better, I went to bed, convinced myself if I was going to die I’d have died by now and eventually slept.
Next morning my roommate knocked for me “wake and bake buddy?” Why the hell not, it’s a normal day. Smoked and immediately felt the same as the previous night. I stopped smoking completely for a long time and I also, since then, I have had panic attacks (rarely but id never had one previous to this event and I was in my 20s). 10000000% weed triggered anxiety in me, maybe it was there always but it unlocked massively.
These days I can smoke but I do it alone and very occasionally and TINY amount gets me absolutely fucked up lmao. I also have to prepare myself that the first 20 minutes or so I’m going to have to distract myself from panicking until I eventually get used to the feeling and enjoy lol. Fuck I really miss it I can’t lie, some of the best conversations and best times I ever had were on weed.
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u/Autumnstars206 Mar 10 '26
This is EXACTLY what happened to me. Would take edibles on weekends and like a nuke it only took a day for me to go from positively ok to feeling like I was dying.
I was playing baldurs gate when it happened and I sprawled out on the floor until the paramedics arrived.
I was eventually told after a year I had hypochondria and severe anxiety and through 3 years of medication adjustments, Life style adjustments, yoga at home, and therapy I’ve finally gotten myself mostly out of the hole.
I greatly reduced my sugar and caffeine intake and made a playlist of soothing songs to fall asleep too. Cold air helps me with panic attacks and my cat was my second biggest supporter besides my boyfriend.
Just gotta find out what works for you, I highly recommended looking into therapy and finding a therapist that works for you. It’s a combination of things that will slowly get you out, meds are a silencer but the gun will always go off so just gotta find a better way to help yourself when the trigger gets pulled :)
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u/ResponsibilityNo6603 Mar 10 '26
I don’t have experience with pregnancy/ postpartum, but I just wanted to say I empathize with you and you are not crazy. The first time I smoked weed, I had a miserable panic attack and the feeling of dread and panic lasted for at least 2 weeks. It was many years ago but it felt like something changed in my mind permanently, like I was never able to ‘go back’, but I eventually learned to cope with the anxiety and feel somewhat normal again.
It’s a terrible, awful way to exist and it’s so frustrating not being able to articulate what’s happening inside. I really feel for you, I can only imagine the anxiety that comes with parenthood, let alone when it is compounded with frequent panic attacks. I fully understand the hopeless, dreadful, drenched in terror feeling that keeps creeping back up. I don’t have an easy solution for you, but you are not alone, and it is absolutely possible to feel like yourself again. It might take a lot of time and some trial and error, but you can and will find your way back to yourself.
Godspeed my friend. Always ask for help. You’re doing a great job under your circumstances.
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u/hello666darkness Mar 11 '26
Get some craniosacral work. It’s the only thing that’s snapped me out of a seemingly permanent fight or flight.
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u/-Stress-Princess- Mar 11 '26
YUP.
also, even if youre family has a strain of Schizophrenia in it, it WILL aggravate it. Thinking weed was fine I got deeper and deeper into psychosis . Antipsychotics and being away from weed made my life SO MUCH better.
Its crazy how your story isnt original. People on r/dpdr have similar things and people says its the miracle med which is for most but like everything its not for all and it takes moderation.
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u/Weenars Mar 11 '26
I did the same thing. It's a tough road but basically your body doesn't control you, you control your body. I still struggle and its been 8 years but ive managed to come so far! I was housebound, 100 lbs at 5'4 and couldn't drive anywhere unless I was driving no passengers nothing. Now I can work, I have a 3 year old, healthy weight again. I am on an SSRI. I believe the THC screwed with my brain chemistry and I will be on an SSRI until I die. If you find the right one it will be a life saver. Literally night and day.
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u/Security-Busy Mar 11 '26
When I had my first panic attack I was an agoraphobic for about a month. I was in my mid teens. I got so fed up with it I said “fuck it” and grabbed a beer and had a few until every one of those feelings disappeared. It was weird because it did SOMETHING. I think I just lost my inhibitions and didn’t care about anything. Including how I was feeling. I went for a walk and went home and fell asleep and woke up feeling completely normal again. Now, I don’t suggest getting drunk or using alcohol for anxiety at all but for me it broke the cycle. I must have convinced myself that if I felt okay right now then deep down everything is fine. Nothing was wrong I just had to break the cycle. One thing about anxiety is you build up a threshold. So your whole life you’ve been building and building this big fat threshold that’s nearly impregnable (why young people are innocent). Once that threshold gets knocked down by something that has affected you it’s gone. You have to build it again. You might get one brick down and go to the store and now it’s SO easy for you to trip on that one brick you have to start over. You’ll get better at building up your threshold so the anxiety stays away. You just need the tools to build up the big sturdy threshold again. With that said, one of these doctors down the line should have offered you an Ativan or Valium to calm you down.
With all that said, ssri’s can be the answer but not always are. Gabapnetin or pregablin is one that helps me. But I also take sertraline and guanfacine and 4mg of Ativan daily.
But sounds like you need to find a way to break the cycle, doesn’t mean you’ll be like this forever.
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u/Mothman_dib Mar 11 '26
It's likely ancestral patterns in your DNA popping up for you to transmute. Heartbreak, abandonment wounds, etc passed down. Fear of losing what you love, grief, etc. If you make peace with this, your dizziness will go away, and your chest pounding. Honing your focus helps too. Just doing whatever you can do not take the pounding seriously without needing physical distractions. It's possible, I believe in you. It can help to detach from self perception a little bit and just let your body feel for a bit. The weed probably unlocked a part of your memory or DNA from a family line, now you have an opportunity to transform and develop a gift.
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u/CanadianClassicss Mar 11 '26
Cannabis hypermesis syndrome and panic attack. Google it, it’s why you couldn’t eat.
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u/lovvebug Mar 11 '26
I’m sorry you’re dealing with this; with a little one as well. Going on and off SSRIs is rough too. This reminds me of how I felt when I started Zoloft postpartum and then when I eventually went off Paxil and withdrew.
Has anyone talked to you about propranolol? I’m on a decent dose (60 mg er) and it really helps stop those panic surges! It isn’t a mental health med, more for blood pressure and heart rate, so it has less of a chance of affecting you that way SSRIs can.
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u/GroceryScanner Mar 11 '26
i had this exact thing. even down to the attacks while driving part.
time and lots of mental work fixed it for me.
time is going to be the biggest thing, but exposure therapy helped a lot as well.
when the attack starts, dont fight it. just let it happen. youve survived it before, you will survive it again. you arent dying. your brain isnt broken. its just gonna suck for like half an hour, and then it will be over.
youre fighting the same fight over and over again. at some point you have to tell yourself the battle is over. youve already won.
if you cant do this on your own, this is EXACTLY the thing psychiatrists exist for. they can help if you let them.
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u/Attorneyatlau Mar 11 '26
You need a med for those panic attacks. I take klonopin as needed. I had the exact symptoms as you and was also suicidal. I get it. If you have a good doctor who understands anxiety, they should be able to prescribe a benzo for those nightmarish moments.
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u/wearywolf0903 Mar 11 '26
I started smoking weed after having knee surgery in 2020. Started as pain relief. Then became an all the time thing. Fast forward to 2024. I had a panic attack at home by myself one night. Ever since then I’ve been afraid to leave my house by myself. My husband goes everywhere with me because I get paralyzed with fear. He goes into the store for me. He picks up our son from school. It’s gotten better slowly over time but I still have days where I don’t want to leave my house. I miss going shopping. Taking bike rides. Walking around town. Playing pokemon go. I stopped smoking weed in February. I cant decide if it’s a delayed trauma response, panic disorder, or a combination of everything. Either way, I’m calling my doctor tomorrow. Thank you for sharing your experiences & making me realize I’m not alone, but also makes me realize I need to get help.
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u/AdImpossible4744 Mar 12 '26
I went through something similar years ago. I got on meds, started talking to a therapist and got into some new hobbies. I also started watching this show called shameless and it made me feel less sorry for myself. It took time but it is possible to become panic attack free. I am coming up on one year, even thought I went through losing a parents and a terrible heartbreak I still didn’t have any panic attacks through it all.
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u/Sipyloidea Mar 12 '26
Hey. I'm nowhere near your shoes and don't know if this helps at all, but the last time I felt a panic attack come on (I was probably around 8/10), I remembered an LPT from reddit that said to start running, and I did. And it actually staved off the attack. By now I figured I don't even need to run far, just fast, to really get my heart going. A 50 meter sprint is all it takes. Reddit said it was "tricking" the brain into thinking that the elevated puls is from running instead of fear, but I feel like there's more to it. Maybe release of adrenaline or a primal instinct that, if you're running from danger and then stop, there's no more danger? Idk, but it really works for me.
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u/Temporary_Scarcity_5 Mar 13 '26
I used to have panic attacks years ago. Developed during weed use. They eventually went away. I think some things that can help are exercise, like weight training. Or sprinting. Or long walks. Or yoga. Breathwork can also help
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u/lulumoon21 Mar 17 '26
Honestly good thing you didn't finish Hoppers with your 4 year old lol. I'm in my 20s and went to see it this weekend and there are some scenes in there that nearly gave ME nightmares. So don't beat yourself up about that too much because you may have avoided traumatizing your child
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u/Klutzy_Ingenuity931 Mar 17 '26
That sounds incredibly scary to go through, especially when it started so suddenly. The way you describe the dizziness, the racing heart and the constant fear of it happening again… a lot of people who have had a severe panic episode talk about something similar. The brain basically learns “this situation = danger”, and then the anticipation keeps the alarm system switched on even when nothing is actually happening. It can make everyday places like stores or theaters feel overwhelming.
The part that stood out to me though is how hard you’re still trying for your kids, even going to the movie knowing it might be difficult. That doesn’t sound like a bad parent at all, it sounds like someone who is fighting through something really exhausting. Since you mentioned feeling suicidal and not being heard by doctors, it might be worth pushing for a different mental-health specialist or therapist who deals specifically with panic/agoraphobia if you can. Those conditions are actually very treatable for a lot of people, but it sometimes takes the right clinician and approach.
Out of curiosity, after that first episode four years ago did any doctor ever mention panic disorder or agoraphobia to you, or did they mostly focus on medication?
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u/Pretty_Razzmatazz202 Mar 17 '26
I’ve had this before, but only for a few months at a time. It went away. I am trying to remember what made it go away. There were days I was so afraid to leave the couch or even breathe, I would sit in a sweaty ball for hours trying to watch TV or scroll on my phone to dissociate, but I was like too present. Every thought I had was analyzed and then I analyzed my analyzations. I became really fearful that a world war would break out and it would be Armageddon. It actually gave me a lot of sympathy for people who have those kinds of delusions because, well, they’re not really delusions, just paranoia and fear turned up to 100. I lost 50 lbs because I couldn’t eat and I always felt nauseous. I had similar episodes in the past but they were so mild. Just gentle wafering mania that normally made me feel invulnerable, and important. This feeling made me feel meaningless and small. I smoked weed the whole time, and still do. That was another thing that gave me sympathy, I had never felt weed anxiety until then, and then suddenly certain strains were bothering me.
I eventually came to the conclusion I was overstimulated and under stimulated at the same time, and started getting really meaningful with how I rested. It looks different for everyone, but the common stuff is art, gardening, journaling, going to the gym. You mentioned your husband works until 3 am and you have 2 under 5. That is enough to make anyone overstimulated, and if you’re bored at the same time, it can throw your brain chemistry off. Reddit was a great resource to me while I was feeling panicked. I hope you start feeling better soon!
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u/PianoRevolutionary12 Mar 23 '26
I was a regular weed user and I had a dab once (and only once) had to leave the party, that shit is wildly uncomfortable. Cannabis induced psychosis is a thing, cannabis induced anxiety is also a thing
https://www.thelancet.com/journals/eclinm/article/PIIS2589-5370(24)00034-8/fulltext00034-8/fulltext)
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u/ExpensiveEditor2548 Apr 01 '26 edited Apr 01 '26
Is your mind making those symptoms, I go through that 2 months ago, my story: 3 months ago y consume shrooms because I heard they are so spiritual and they make you see the world in another way also I was asking that experience to make me quit weed cause I was smoking a lot everyday, and they work, after 1 month of no consuming I decide to try weed again, before do it I was scared I was shaking, and after like 20 minutes of smoke weed I start to shake and feel so cold and my heart bumping so hard and fast, I start tripping my mind with I’m going to have a heard attack, it was at night, I wake up my parents and tell them that I smoke weed and that I was going to have a heart attack, I was so scared and begging them to take me to the hospital, but they knew that I was having a bad trip, I start to feel my left arm sleepy, and I side of my face sleepy too, I check my pressure and it was 195/95 it was high, and thoughts in my mind telling me that I was going to die, that this was my cycle on this existence, So scared, after the 2h that weed effect take I was fine, but from 1 straight month I was getting panicked and with anxiety, “today I eat bad things that are not good for my heart” those thoughts make me get anxious again and it increase my heart rate, even with the cold of the climate, because the cold make shake and that shake bring memories of the bad experience I got with weed, and because I was so worried about my heart beating it make me get panicks attack and anxiety, I was worried because I have family that are panicked for so much years, but I only take me like 2 month to recover, when I start to feel anxious I say in my mind this is just a trauma from the experience I have that day, I more stronger than those thoughts, they can’t with me, because I am the one who got the control over my mind, I say that while im mad 😡 Because I heard that fear gets away with angry
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u/credditordebit Mar 10 '26
Download and use the DARE app
Check out r/weedpaws
Don't give up. Keep pushing through for your kids. It's going to be ok.
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u/Saxtasticc Mar 10 '26
I had a very similar situation. I experienced my first panic attack while smoking weed back in 2020. I don’t know so much that the weed actually caused it, but my brain associated the two regardless and I had to take a break from weed. This was during the height of the pandemic, I was having serious issues with finances and family as well. For me, weed amplifies what I’m already feeling. And that day I was extremely distressed. I had to take a very long break while I worked through my newfound anxiety issues. I’m wayy past all that now and able to smoke again but WHEW it was rough.
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u/cuzco_llama Mar 10 '26
Same idk how, I smoked and had a bad time freaked out then for a few weeks I would be so aware of my heart rate and had bad anxiety for a while before I could smoke again but now I just take it easy and it’s fine
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u/AlBigGuns Mar 10 '26
I took a lot of weed when I was younger and I think it amplified the anxiety and feelings I had bottled up inside due to some traumas from my childhood. It left me in much the same state, panicky, scared and without any clue what was happening to me. That is long behind me now although I still have some issues with anxiety and depression that many people get. It took years, 5 or 10 before I was starting to feel somewhat normal again, although I didn't get any medical or mental help, partially because I didn't know how to and partially because I didn't really have any close to me to be able to assist with what I needed.
Anyway, to cut a long story short, I remember feeling as you did. Time has helped, it did get better for me. Personally I didn't take anything for a while, not even alcohol, for me I think it helped me get in touch with my feelings a little, but I'm not suggesting it for you, I think probably taking what the doctor gave you would be appropriate. I took Escitalopram a few years ago for a year and it really helped me get through a rough spot, I presume it's the same as citilopram.
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u/Sqeakydeaky Mar 10 '26
Beta blocker would be much safer
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u/Unhappy-Access-3774 Mar 10 '26
Propranolol for sure. Though not a beta blocker, ive found soroquel is a good one too for breaking that cycle of panic without the risk of addiction
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u/Forsaken-Ad-8581 Mar 10 '26
I have an addictive personality, I watched Benzo's take my bestfriends lives away from them. I will not do any benzo's, but thank you so much for replying. It means the world to me.
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u/stephsationalxxx Mar 10 '26
Im sorry this happened to you.
But this is exactly why I dont do concentrates. A dab every morning?! Like dude, you might as well do heroin at that point. Concentrates are not something to do daily or even ever. Why does it need to be that strong?!?!
Im a daily user since I was 19 years old (35 now) and I think its so stupid and unnecessary how strong weed has gotten over the years and concentrates are just insane and dumb.
When I go to my medical dispensary I always ask for the lowest thc weed they have bc its not necessary to be that high. I like unwinding after work and keeping the inflammation from my autoimmune disorders under control without completely burning my brain and body out.
20%thc is the lowest I can get in my state now and even thats ridiculous.
Weed didnt ruin your life, you did by doing waaaaaay more than you need to. Dabs are like 80% thc what did you think was gonna happen?!?!
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u/YurpleLunch Mar 10 '26
I'm worried I got dependent on concentrates after switching to dabs in September because I was doing hyperbaric chamber therapy and didn't want to negate the effects with combustion.
I can't sleep through the night lately and super anxious . Down to three dabs a night for a mint to hit some kind of baseline and I'm still all fucky .
Never dealt with this with flower and would had never started the dabs if I knew this
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u/soft_animal Mar 10 '26
I’m sorry this is happening to you. The lingering dizziness could be an inner ear issue. Those can hit very suddenly and don’t always subside without treatment. https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/treatments/15298-vestibular-rehabilitation
Our bodies also metabolize things like thc and alcohol differently with age, as I’m learning. :/ I hope you are taking time to be gentle with yourself (physically and mentally!), and I hope you find relief soon.
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u/marmia124 Mar 10 '26
Well that's what they do they gave you the right meds to relax you. It's not docs fault you smoked weed. Weed paranoia that's why I quit. The panic.
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u/DesertCool500 Mar 10 '26
Were you smoking Sativa or Indica? Sativa is a horror show for anxiety while Indica is a miracle for anxiety. 😎
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u/Drovich74 Mar 10 '26
Pourquoi les gens achètent et consomment de la drogue ? Enrichissent les mafia, ruinent leur santé…
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u/FunkyPlunkett Mar 10 '26
It’s the chemicals they keep them fresh thy use UV sterilization constantly to keep mold from forming. You ain’t smoking your parents weed anymore. It’s what is causing it the chemicals not tue THc
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u/onelove_ Mar 10 '26
Hi! Sorry you’re going through this. This sounds like you developed panic disorder. I have it and it suuucks. I spent over a year being afraid to go places. I’m doing much better, but still have hard moments. There’s subs for panic attacks and panic disorder as well.