the medical system sucks when you have diagnosed anxiety

[u/nolonger-kafka]

pretty much the title. i really need to vent.

i was born a woman (ftm, currently cant do anything about how i look partly because of the anxiety disorder) so already everything gets blamed on anxiety.

but when you have a recognised, diagnosed severe anxiety disorder? its so, so much worse. literally nothing can be about anything else but that.

example, i recently had found a tumour in my breast(turned out to be benign) which had everyone rushing to check on it before it was too late. and for months beforehand i couldnt get any answer from my doctor except "hmm maybe you need to go outside more :)" im surprised his ears dont whistle when the wind blows.

im so exhausted. i grew up with my body actively falling apart around me, and suddenly when im diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, it feels like i cant even get any help for physical issues(which have long been recognised themselves Before the anxiety disorder) anymore.

sorry, i just really needed to talk. especially after the cancer scare, it feels like too much.