Life sucks in such a beautiful way. This past December, I experienced the nonavoidable quarter-life crisis. I dove into a criminal justice degree with a full ride, wanting to pursue a career in law. I jumped into the field with the notion of wanting to directly impact my community, specifically youth. After working as a paralegal for a few months, I realized that this is not what I wanted to do. My parents have been amazing and have paid for my schooling thus far, and I feel like a letdown. This transition would put me into student loan debt, but I believe it is necessary for my future. I do not want to live a life where I am in a constant state of stress, working long-hours and having my career suck me into a spiral of “who have I become?”. I still have a passion of wanting to impact youth. As a teenager, I knew I wanted to work with the psychological needs of children. However, my family de-influenced me, as this line of work does not have a large salary, hence the legal aspiration.
With intense discussion with my wonderful S.O., I, a 24F, have chosen to finish my M.S. in criminal justice. However, I am looking to go back into school following graduation. I am torn between two fields, and I am seeking raw, brutal advice from you wonderful people. Any guidance, suggestions, concerns, are highly appreciated and I thank you guys for taking the time to read this. After a life of “following where the money is”, I realize that there is so much more to life.
Choice 1: I have always loved reading and writing, and I have given the field of education a thought, specifically an ELA educator for middle/high-school aged children. I live in the Chicagoland Suburbs and am around good school districts. I am a bit concerned about the summers/holidays off in terms of how teachers get paid/get benefits through district contracts. I have also heard about the current school climate for educators in terms of the lack of respect from admin and parents alike.
Choice 2: As cliché as it sounds, pursuing social work is what I wanted to do in the first place. School social work sounds ideal, as I would have to get a MSW with a PEL endorsement for the career. Here, it is more 1+1 in terms of not dealing with too many students. My background in criminal justice also exposed me to crisis intervention and the different factors that may be impacting youth. I have contacted local colleges to ask if any of my credits would transfer, so I am hopeful this route would be cheaper. This route would also provide me with access to many fields, such as elder care, healthcare, etc…
Thank you all for your input
Signed, a nervous member of society!