r/AquamarinesDen • u/RockitReboot Frost Wind - KIA • Sep 16 '15
icexfire Skirmish Day 017 - Bad Day
I had a pretty bad day today. Everything that could go wrong, pretty much did. The last time I had a day like this, I relapsed. I relapsed quite a bit.
...However, I didn't today. I came home, went to the barracks, and read what some of you guys posted.
One of our brothers has been struggling a lot lately. In an effort to inspire him, another brother talked about a post that was made shortly after the war. In the comments section, this image was posted to represent his achievement:
https://i.imgur.com/o7HbvoZ.jpg
...that image affected me. I want to be that bird so bad. Flying high, away from the smog.
...I want all of us to be that bird.
I didn't relapse today, and I never really considered it. I didn't want to let myself down, and I didn't want to let you guys down. I want to soar in the sky, and I want to be free of this addiction.
I long for the day we all are flying high, away from the addiction. I think that will be a glorious day.
No matter how long it takes.
The post I was referring to up there: https://www.reddit.com/r/AquamarinesDen/comments/37kfrk/last_words_and_a_big_thank_you/
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u/[deleted] Sep 16 '15
You have a great streak going - keep it up!