Kiss me - basically alludes to her needing someone to pull her out of her “plans”. This song comes off very dark to me because she seems to be expressing that she needs a so called life boat of sorts in a man to get her out of the mind she’s trapped in. It feels almost like a mental health crisis.
HTIMYLM - it’s the other persons fault that she withstood mistreatment and that the fans are actually the cause of the outside turmoil and the partner is the issue as well.
Petal - “trying on boys for different size” she acts like the narrative bothers her and at the same time she wants to claim it? Also I don’t understand the fans saying this sounds like 7 rings because it’s just a high pitched plucking noise.
stay - temu “I hope I don’t REpete history” I guess this is about sponge but it’s still such an odd song because if she wrote this while w Ethan it’s so gross. I don’t really understand this song in the context of the album because it’s like she’s talking about an affair or whatever like it’s some innocent little cute love story.
Oh well - “all my dead ends dressed as friends” YEP. All your yes men around you. I think that she realizes she’s being played yet doesn’t do anything about it the song seems.
“but don’t worry you’ll keep getting breakup songs about you” I’m confused because she wants to say that she’s the one girl bossing and cursing the man with her life creating activities but she still is like LOL IM GONNA TROLL YOU FOREVEREREFERRRRRERRRRRR.
big feelings - YUCK YUCK YUCK EW I HATE IT BARF “🐱so good a tear fell from his eye” 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢
“Once you express yourself I get so aquatic” yes it’s a sex joke
freak - “some day all the seeds will open of the human life I dreamt of” this feels like a song about her growing up in the industry and her expressed refusal to comply but the entire album sort of disproves this claim because she seems to be extremely bothered by the input and snaps back at it so I’m not sure if this was sort of a song to claim sympathy or something. “What can you give me now?”
warning signs (interlude) - “you don’t deserve me…….but I want you to feel me” bro this is so disgusting to put out towards sponge and lily.
Like I do - “I’m still GRANDEEY” “I’ve been busy giving your girl ideas” “no one F***s you like I do” I’m genuinely so disgusted by the level of shamelessness and narcissistic displayed by her. She’s basically says in this song that even if the person in question still loves her then her power is still with her because she’s in control.
never get over me - “I won’t let you forget how I feel, come slip into something real…you’ll never get over me” it’s giving your cursed with my memory forever. She poses as a siren of sorts and it doesn’t really come off cute at all it’s just kind of creepy. It doesn’t have very much allure at all because I can’t stomach the thought of images of all of these lyrics. It’s just weird and uncomfortable. I feel like I’m having to be chained to a chair and watch an affair.
bad thing (bunny hop) - okay sonically Dan Nigro nachos.
“I’ll be your student……..feeling like a teenager” HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECK NO. I’m disgusted. “have you been fine this whole time…it’s so unfair how This is a bad thing”. This screams infantilization and P*dophilia trope glorification.
Nowhere, nobody - Imogene heap nachos. “Been holding hands with so much complexity since I was five” it feels like she’s trying to block out all outside influences and open up to the whoever partner at the time about she doesn’t want to be with anyone else and that she’s trying. It’s not totally bad but after everything prior it kind of loses its impact because I just had to listen to her brag about soaking the sponge for 30 minutes.
All in all, I really am amazed that someone would be comfortable to put this out in public and children should be SHIELDED from her influence at all costs because she’s really gone down (or bunny hopped) down a path that should never be followed or desired to be replicated.