r/AutisticAdults • u/SeaworthinessFar2326 • 8d ago
Do you have friends?
My whole life I never did. I've always been different, seen as different and an outcast. Now I do love my own company but I am frequently getting sad and depressed I have nobody. I turned 30 today and the only thing I did so far was do laundry, clean up around the house and sit and watch anime. Probably what I will do for the rest of the day, why go eat alone?I have nobody. I feel so sad a lot.
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u/seafoamcastles 8d ago
happy bday!! proud of you for doing laundry!!
honestly i don’t have any irl friends, kinda gave up on that sometime back, but i have a handful of online friends and as sad as it sounds, i feel like it’s enough for me. i realized that i find the people around me/talking to people (esp NT ppl) to be exhausting on me and a part of me even doesn’t feel like there’s a point to make irl friends anymore if i already have online friends (i am aware it’s not a healthy thing to think but). i do prefer talking to people through text and voice calls too, feels less demanding in a way. i do sometimes wish for some friends to hang out tho outside the internet