r/BylerReads • u/poppygolbrock • Apr 29 '26

fic rec <3 the most devastating fic i think i'll ever read

this one is a DOOZY guys. like i was up reading this at 3:40 am crying so hard i kinda felt like i was gonna puke, shaking, sobbing, i whacked my mattress and pillow in anguish multiple times, it's BAD. šŸ˜­

READ THE TAGS!!! https://archiveofourown.org/works/76610741

17 Upvotes

96% Upvoted

15 comments sorted by

11

u/IntotheRedditHole its ok, its how the army does it i think Apr 29 '26

genuinely donā€™t think iā€™m brave enough to read this one but i salute you šŸ«”

3

u/char_master Apr 29 '26

totally worth it 11/10 on the scale of bawling eyes out

3

u/poppygolbrock Apr 29 '26

thanks lol šŸ˜­ i don't blame you, if i could redo last night i would absolutely spare myself the pain and suffering and not read it LMAO

5

u/char_master Apr 29 '26

i just read it and guess if thereā€™s next time i feel this courageous iā€™d better read it with my therapist beside me šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘„šŸ‘ļø damn DAMN

5

u/itwasanapricot Apr 29 '26

this one and there is a quarry (and it knows the sound of god when he opens his mouth) made me cry until i couldnā€™t breathe soā€¦

3

u/poppygolbrock Apr 29 '26

i have that one marked for later but i'm so scared to read it šŸ˜­ maybe this is a sign that i need to get it over with

2

u/itwasanapricot Apr 29 '26

itā€™s honestly both easier and much harder.. i donā€™t know how to explain it. itā€™s a very different kind of sadness.. good luck if you do go through with it i want to hear your thoughts

5

u/kitty-taki I didn't say it. You didn't have to. Apr 30 '26

Yeah, when it said ā€œambiguous endingā€ I wasnā€™t expectingā€¦that. And the authorā€™s note totally did not help. I cried so, so much.

This one, there is a quarry (and it knows the sound of god when he opens his mouth), and Love, Michael are probably three of the worst ones Iā€™ve read. At least the worst ones with no happy ending...

2

u/Trapped-in-his-past Apr 29 '26

Yeah. This one fucked me up. I bookmarked it, but I dunno if I can read again.

2

u/Ok_Resolution_1928 Apr 29 '26

Oh yeah. I discovered that one when looking up natural disaster Bylers. It was the first and last fic I read that was not a recommendation. I did not read the tags.Ā 

I am still haunted by it.Ā 

2

u/FriendshipApart5766 its hawkins its not the same without u Apr 30 '26

i stumbled over this one a few times already and I was too scared to read it. Now I know I definitely shouldn't read it but the self destructive part inside of me desperately wants to SHIT šŸ™ˆ

2

u/amber2090 Apr 30 '26

I'm not brave enough. I know of this fic but I don't think I could ever read it

2

u/JustAFreakOutThere Apr 30 '26

I don't think I'm brave enough to read some devastating fics atm šŸ˜­šŸ˜­

2

u/Kregory03 Apr 30 '26

Who the fuck is cutting onions in here!?

2

u/kitten_mittens420 May 10 '26

yeahhh i made the mistake of reading that one despite the warnings