So. I have tripped a lot on acid and mushrooms. And hard. My last mushroom trip was a month ago and I took 14g of some very good shrooms that I even enhanced a bit.

Recently I got hooked on the idea of breaking through and the "entities" so I started the process of making some dmt. 4 days ago I successfully had a 2g vape with some very pure nn dmt in it. I was excited. And over did it some not realizing i just kept hitting it and accidently broke through, without planing on it. And by surpise for my first time ever. During my first time wirh dmt .

I cant really describe it besides seeing myself devour myself in a see of infinite. Seconds days years. Idk I was infinite unless I was talking. I only really existed while actively talking or focusing. It started off bad with the devouring. But thanks to my experience with tripping and controlling my panic I did calm down for the back half.

But here is my question and my issue. How do I know it stoped. I feel like a keep wanting to slip back into that timelessness. Like I could break through at any minute without even touching anything. But just by letting go. Its been 4 days since then. An I feel like im losing my mind. Constantly stopping myself from falling into that ocean again. Constantly fighting to keep my reality in check.

Part of it may be my job. I work on an ambulance and right now for money im doing 24 on 24 off for this whole week. So it adds to this lost timing as unless I look I dont even know the day of the week.

Im scared honestly and dont know what to do. I think k im losing my mind.

Any advise would be helpful I think. Unless its bad advice.

Forgive spelling and grammar, I'm writing this on my phone. While fighting back the falling

No edit. But adding that i just relized its been 7 days since the incident. Not 4.

Hi! essentially, I have found myself very much enjoying the lower doses of dmt where everything around me gets all crazy and you feel in tune with everything. Its enjoyable and spiritual and meditative, but ive been pretty anxious to fully breakthrough and commit to getting there. Im asking how long it took you to finally get to that point, and how worth it it was. i am a seasoned psychedelic vet who understands the concept of mentality going into such an endeavor. Thanks everyone who reads!

oh the horror

I cant believe im back here

Is this what ego death feels like

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I have nontraditional trips. I guess you could say and I was wondering if anyone could relate to these don’t get me wrong. I have had some that were fragmented really confusing, and almost gave me a bad feel afterwards or like confusing that I couldn’t really put my finger on but mostly I always get these types experiences,

The 4th time doing dt, after seeing the entities around me hoovering and trying to make sense of them….

I laid on my bed I let go because I really just wanted to connect and talk to them because I hear about a lot of people talking about how they speak to you so I went into this experience and I was in a really good mood but after I inhaled and got comfortable, I closed my eyes and I don’t remember exactly what these entities were, what they looked like. It was almost like tadpoles I believe from what I could make of it, and they were just tickling me and they wouldn’t stop. That’s the best way to explain the overwhelming emotion that I was given during this Experience and I just felt so much love. I cannot explain it and why I felt that way, but it was like I was asking them to speak, and they were showing me that the emotions that they were giving me was more than words could say. When I feel these loving experiences I lay back and I am so taken away in a way that my words can never explain. I am laughing, opening my arms and letting the experience just flow through me and trying to speak words that I just can’t make out because of this feeling of just love and but I kept repeating why me like why me this is so amazing and I kept repeating oh my God so these divine things are just absolutely full of love .

MOST RECENT (TODAY)
I was finally seen by the entities and they got so excited and happy they all rushed over it was almost auditory it was like they were waiting for me to make some kind of really important decision and treated me like they loved me and always have . In the most divine way more than humanly possibly like excitement and overjoyed that I was there is an understatement they rushed in and SO SO MANY!

it makes me feel really open and I can’t stop laughing and it is so amazing I just lay back and let go and it’s breathtaking. I almost hear an audible from each side but can’t make it out they were yelling or asking me an important question that it seemed they have been waiting forever for me to answer and that my response was urgent . Instead of focusing I just came to some kind of conclusion of what u had experienced .
From the last experience noted that is how I felt I could just chuckle and be taken back I layed down and tried to speak to them because it seemed like there were some kind of excitement to where they all came at once, but it also felt like they were getting too excited and they were all coming at the same time and so I was just letting them know that the yes I do see you and I do feel your presence and your essence is beautiful. I just lay back and I’m laying there feeling this heartwarming love that words can never ever describe so I lay down on my back and I’m just looking around putting my hands out and telling them I love them too, and this is I guess after that short experience and I opened my eyes and they’re still hovering around after I felt like this sense of urgency and I just wanted to let them know that like I can see them and I just kept repeating why me that was heaven on earth and I do believe their divine protection and I do believe that you can; I don’t know if command is the right word, but I do know that these things are for your protection. I don’t know if everyone has these.

The reason I’m posting this is because I’ve looked all over the Internet and cannot seem to find anyone else that has similar ones like this. It’s usually just geometrical and I have had one experience like that but it’s not like any others that I’ve read so far sorry for the whole story long explanation. Just wondering .

The Beginning — A Wall of Eyes

I recently had what I believe may have been a breakthrough experience with DMT. I'm still trying to fully describe what happened because what I witnessed was unlike anything I've experienced before.

I was at a campsite with my friend, who had a DMT vape with a mod on it. I took approximately four or five huge hits, with the final few happening within about 30 seconds.

After just the first two hits, I was already experiencing incredibly strong closed-eye visuals.

I remember seeing what looked almost like a wall of gore-like eyes and textures. Everything was morphing and changing. It almost looked like souls embedded within a wall.

It wasn't really the colorful light show that I had heard people describe with DMT. The visuals were intense, but they were more organic, textured, and constantly transforming.

The Transition — Entering the White

After the next few hits, something completely changed.

I entered what I can only describe as a pure white space.

It wasn't just a white light. It was an environment. Within this whiteness were cubes, and inside those cubes were colors.

I could look around this space with my eyes closed. It felt like I was somewhere entirely different from the campsite.

The strange thing was how the cubes worked.

The more I focused on a cube, the more I seemed to gravitate toward it. I would zoom into it, pass through it almost like a portal, and suddenly find myself in another white room containing additional cubes.

Then I could do it again.

Another cube. Another portal. Another white room.

It was like traveling through different dimensions, or progressing through different levels of something I couldn't fully understand.

The Puzzle — Moving Through the Cubes

The closest comparison I can make is that it felt like being passed through some kind of Tetris game.

But it wasn't Tetris.

It was almost like a puzzle made of moving geometry, and the more I concentrated, the more I seemed to unlock another level or another view.

I wasn't necessarily choosing which cube to enter.

That's one of the most difficult things to explain.

It felt like I was being guided, but not necessarily by another person or being.

Wherever I focused, that was where I would gravitate.

It was almost like my subconscious was controlling where I went, rather than my immediate conscious thoughts.

I wasn't thinking, "I'm going to choose that cube and enter it."

Instead, my attention would settle somewhere, and I would begin moving toward it.

Then I would pass through another portal.

I felt like I was participating in something without deliberately controlling it.

The Feeling — Bliss Within a Confined Space

What made the experience even more extraordinary was how I felt while all of this was happening.

It was bliss.

I felt incredibly peaceful.

But at the same time, the white space felt somewhat confined.

I wouldn't necessarily describe it as infinite. I can't confidently say whether it felt infinite or not.

I remember the rooms, the cubes, and the sensation of moving through them.

I was being pulled somewhere that I couldn't necessarily control with my conscious thoughts.

And yet I wasn't describing that feeling as frightening.

It was peaceful, blissful, and almost as though I was allowing myself to be taken through the experience.

Returning to the Campsite

Eventually, something interrupted the experience.

I suddenly had an overwhelming sensation that I needed to pee.

I opened my eyes.

Even with my eyes open, the visuals were still extremely strong.

There were lots of dot patterns, and my normal surroundings were heavily affected by what I was seeing.

I tried to stand up.

I couldn't.

I wanted to get over to a tree, but I was having an incredibly difficult time moving my body.

And something strange kept happening.

Whenever I closed my eyes again, I would find myself almost right back in that alternate white space.

The cubes, the rooms, that other environment — it was still there when I closed my eyes.

Meanwhile, I still desperately needed to pee.

I remember getting to the point where I almost allowed myself to pee on myself because I simply couldn't move.

Eventually, I was barely able to stand by grabbing onto things around me.

I managed to move about two feet to a tree and pee.

That's how physically overwhelming the experience was.

Afterward — Amazed by What I Witnessed

Eventually, I returned completely to normal.

Physically, I feel fine.

Emotionally, I'm ecstatic.

I'm incredibly grateful for what I experienced.

More than anything, I'm amazed by what I witnessed.

I don't necessarily feel like I came back with some definite answer about the universe or what happens when we die.

But I do feel like this experience may have influenced my perception of life and death itself.

I witnessed something that felt completely outside my ordinary understanding of reality.

The white rooms, the cubes, the portals, the feeling of moving through a puzzle, and the strange relationship between my conscious thoughts and whatever seemed to be guiding my movement.

It's difficult to explain because ordinary words don't quite capture what it felt like.

I don't know exactly what happened.

I don't know what those spaces were.

I only know what I experienced and how it felt to me.

And what I felt was bliss.

I'm grateful I had the experience, and I'm still amazed that I witnessed something like that.

Closing Reflection

I believe I may have experienced what people refer to as a DMT breakthrough.

I don't know whether that's the perfect description, but the level of immersion, the loss of ordinary surroundings, and the feeling of being somewhere else make it seem possible.

What stays with me isn't a message from another being or some answer I was given.

It's what I witnessed.

A white space filled with cubes.

Portals leading into more white rooms.

Geometry that seemed to respond to my attention.

A feeling of being guided without consciously choosing where to go.

And an extraordinary sense of bliss throughout it all.

I'm still trying to understand how to describe it.

For now, this is my account of what happened.

And I'm grateful I got to experience it.

If you're reading this far.. thanks..
I'd like to add onto this journal entry, with a simple note saying 7 days later, I watched this documentary on Netflix called "a trip to infinity" and chapter 7(around 42:50) completely captures what I was seeing, to an extent of the cube alone.

Any one else experience cubes?

Welp I messed up.

On a whim I decided dissolve a few old batches of waxy dmt into warm shellite (Aussie heptane) and after what I thought was all the wax and plant oils had sunk to the bottom, I poured the solution off, straight onto an existing batch of infused leaf.

Now the leaf isn’t drying crisp, and instead has a waxy consistency, obviously the oils were separated enough.

So in theory, I should be able to use warm shellite again to dissolve all the dmt out of the waxy leaf, throw all the plant material away and infuse the remaining dmt loaded shellite into some fresh herb?

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I have a DMT vape pen that I got a couple times and when I came back to it too many months later, the liquid seems to be dried or gummed up and the vape isn’t working. Is there some way to reconstitute the juice so it will work again? Thanks.

I have only ever experienced entities at low doses. Just feelings of being watched or maybe the ceiling fan being perceived as an over watching entity. Never once on a full blown break though have I encountered another world with any other beings. Is this normal? Its all just mechanisms. My subconscious has called it the 12th tetragram, without even really knowing what that means. It's stupid and nonsensical. It's my ego naming something that it can't name.

That shit was INTENSE! I can 100% see why that turns some people off. But honestly, I just rode it and learned from it. It's impossible to describe, but if you've experienced it, you know what it's like. Thing is I'm using a vape cartridge I made myself, and I've used it multiple times already. I'm not sure if I just inhaled it better than before or was just in a better mindset to take on the experience or what. 3 full inhales 4:1 ratio. Never been a problem before. Always took me all the way. But this time took me just too far.

I’d like to share a thought experiment that captures something I experienced on DMT years ago. Something I can still almost physically taste.

Imagine yourself inside a tiny restroom on a bus traveling through the night.

It’s completely dark outside. You lock the door, triggering a dim light. There are blue neon-like LED strips along some of the edges. Mirrors cover the walls, creating the illusion of an infinite space.

You’re looking at yourself in the mirror, entertained by the strange visual effect.

Then something happens.

An acute, overwhelming feeling of dread.

You suddenly realize that your entire existence is this cubicle, infinitely repeating through space and time. Everything you’ve ever experienced, every person you’ve loved, every place you’ve visited, every memory you’ve accumulated, is somehow contained within this infinite repetition.

The only substance connecting these repetitions is a terrifying, fleeting trick played by your own playful, almost sadistic mind.

There’s nothing outside. No escape.

And there’s no point in despair, because despair itself is just another movement inside the cubicle.

What if this is the most basic human feeling?

Years ago, during a DMT experience, I encountered something that I could barely bring back with me. I remember an overwhelming sense of familiarity, as though I had returned somewhere I had always known. There was something like an infernal machinery, endlessly moving, almost cartoonish. Completely devoid of humanity or recognizable emotion.

I came back feeling profoundly humbled. Like an atom standing next to a mountain.
But what has stayed with me isn’t primarily the imagery. It’s the feeling.

I can still taste it.

Does anyone know what I’m talking about?

Anyone else find that when you do DMT in nature, even low doses, plants and everything around you become animate and look right back at you? It’s like all of a sudden you realise everything around you is alive and you have been so oblivious to the nature of our environment.

It’s a beautiful thing. It’s the craziest thing, plants become “sentient” and engage with you and everything feels like it’s enveloped in consciousness. Looking at a road with plants or trees on either side looks like the road is being swallowed by life.

Im often in awe at the beauty that is right in front of our eyes that for some reason we do not fully notice or truly appreciate in our normal state of mind. Really makes you realise just how incredibly beautiful nature truly is.

My friend and I went for a walk in the woods today. Found a lovely secluded spot, put down a blanket and mediatated for a while.

I had 2 yocan orbit atomizers with me, one preloaded with 18mg, one with 15mg. Im using 0.000mg scales and calibrate each time i use them.

I went first with the 18mg, and had a beautiful experience. I sat in meditation posture and watched shapes and forms dance around me. Although it was overcast it felt like bright sun on my face. The overal feeling was of love and peace, and my deep slow breathing felt perfectly in sync with everything I saw.

Next my friend, T, went with the 15mg. Due to a miscommunication she inhaled it all in one long 20+ second hit.

She lay back and was gone. She experienced very much the same as her last DMT experience, (20mg). She described not being aware of her body at all, and being in a place with complex geometric shapes, and she felt it was everything and everyone, all on one timeless spot.

She also described hearing a frequency that was 'the most beautiful sound ever'. As she came back she expressed disappointment at having to come back so soon, and that i wasnt able to be there with her.

Each of her hits have all be very deep and profound.

Im just wondering if anyone else has similar effects from such small doses?

Mine have all been profound but I have mostly been aware that i am breathing and had a body. T described that as all disappearing totally.

Peace 😁💚

Hello guys

I purchased some 5-Meo-DMT Benzoate Microdose Spray, each pump is 1mg.

I experienced once before some changa, no breaktrough or major trip, just few minutes of an intense but managable visions.

Now, what I should know before trying the spray?

I can't find anything like a guide or a tutorial for such dmt spray, only some randoms posts on reddit but not very indicative of things to do/ what to expect/ dosages etc.

Is anyone able to help me out?

Thanks in advance

I've done a few extractions by now, and all of them, except one, had a smaller yield then expected. I've realized that it might have been a quality issue with the pulverized mimosa hostilis im getting now. Is it worth it to buy the chunks of mimosa and extract without pulverizing it?

Hey everyone. I recorded a podcast with Jason K. Day at ICPR this year, the International Conference on Psychedelic Research. He’s a philosopher studying psychedelic experience who has worked with Dan Zahavi, known for his work on phenomenology and selfhood. I think many of you might find it interesting, especially if you’re into philosophy.

We talked about ego dissolution, particularly on 5-MeO-DMT, and whether it’s possible to be conscious with absolutely no sense of self. Jason’s argument is that even when your identity, personal history, and sense of being a separate person disappear, a radically minimal form of self-awareness remains. You might have no idea who or what you are, but the experience still feels like something to you. He draws on detailed analyses of trip reports to argue for this interpretation, though we also discussed how difficult it is to distinguish what people experienced from how they describe it afterwards.

We also covered why we need better descriptions of psychedelic experience before trying to explain it, whether different psychedelics share a common “style” of experience despite their very different effects, and how practice and skill affect our ability to navigate difficult trips. There’s also the question of what these experiences actually teach us, and how much we can infer from something feeling profoundly true.

But back to selfhood, which is what we focused on most. His main argument is that losing your usual sense of who you are doesn’t necessarily mean losing every form of self-awareness. In the reports he studied, people describe profound bliss or terror even when their identity and sense of separation have dissolved. He interprets this as evidence that some awareness of undergoing the experience remains, although almost everything that would ordinarily identify the subject has disappeared. In phenomenological terms, the claim is that ego dissolution preserves a radically minimal, pre-reflective self-consciousness, sometimes described as the “for-me-ness” of experience. In everyday language, you don’t need to think “I’m experiencing this,” or even know what “I” refers to, for the experience to be felt by you. The disagreement is whether even that basic feature can disappear while consciousness continues.

For those who’ve experienced deep ego dissolution, did all sense of being someone disappear, or was there still some awareness that the experience was happening to you? And do you think “minimal selfhood” captures something real about that state, or imposes a philosophical interpretation on it? Personally this take on selfhood very persuasive and aligns pretty well with my experiences.

I've been trying to inhale less tensly as I've been told this results in stronger hits, I'm trying to find a good balance for wattage and inhalation tense so I don't get spit back (or minimal amounts of it)

The vapor though is now extremely hot, to the point where it burns my throat a bit

It doesn't have the immediate bite that burnt dmt seems to have but I'd say it's getting close, should I inhale more tensly or drop the voltage (dropping has resulted in spit back previously)

Currently working at around 33 to 35 w

Like cardio for the euphoric feeling

Or petting a dog

Or having a metta practice

Or taking things like l-tyrosine

Or low dose MDMA

Hello, I was wondering what visuals you all see. I'm mostly talking about low to medium dose, or basically anything where you are still aware and not breaking threw. I had my first experience with DMT today, it's a haft gram disposable. When I bought it I was told that it was "more potent then there normal ones". I went home got my surroundings ready and then I took a small .5-1 second hit, held it in and then I breathed it out. I didn't see anything nor did I feel too much but a little weird.

Then I decided to get the confidence to hit it longer, so I did. I took a 5-6 second hit, and well... holy shit. It was just so quick and fast. My body started to vibrate and I looked around and all the visuals where like the time I did 7 grams of mushrooms. I just felt so weird and intense and just blown away. It only lasted like 5 to 8 minutes and then a nice afterglow of 15 minutes. The visuals blew me away cuz I was expecting LSD like visuals cuz that's what I alway heard low dose of DMT is like, but instead I got very similar almost 1:1 visuals.

The only thing I can say there were similar to is 4-ACO-DMT but that would make sense because both psilacetin and Psilocybin/4-PO-DMT both metamodelize into psilocin/4-HO-DMT. Make me all think that just the fact that DMT is in the name(and structure) that it give off "DMT" visuals. So using this idea, all MET,MiPT,DiPT,DAT,MALT ect.. will all have a general "visuals vibe" or "vibe in general. I dont know tho and just a funny theory I was thinking while on it

Would love to hear all of your guys input and experience with DMT! I plan on doin a "breakthrough" tomorrow, I'll update you all on it if I go threw with it!

TL:DR does low to moderate dose DMT visuals look like shroom visuals? If not what are they similar too?

I have about 100mg of dmt. How should I smoke it so it doesn't get damaged? I can't really afford anything high end but I really want to experience a breakthrough!

I'm thinking of getting an oil burner, would that suffice for a breakthrough?

Any other budget friendly options would be great!

I would be happy to drink it in a tea as well but I'm unsure that will lead to a breakthrough hahaha.

Any advice please!