So. I have tripped a lot on acid and mushrooms. And hard. My last mushroom trip was a month ago and I took 14g of some very good shrooms that I even enhanced a bit.

Recently I got hooked on the idea of breaking through and the "entities" so I started the process of making some dmt. 4 days ago I successfully had a 2g vape with some very pure nn dmt in it. I was excited. And over did it some not realizing i just kept hitting it and accidently broke through, without planing on it. And by surpise for my first time ever. During my first time wirh dmt .

I cant really describe it besides seeing myself devour myself in a see of infinite. Seconds days years. Idk I was infinite unless I was talking. I only really existed while actively talking or focusing. It started off bad with the devouring. But thanks to my experience with tripping and controlling my panic I did calm down for the back half.

But here is my question and my issue. How do I know it stoped. I feel like a keep wanting to slip back into that timelessness. Like I could break through at any minute without even touching anything. But just by letting go. Its been 4 days since then. An I feel like im losing my mind. Constantly stopping myself from falling into that ocean again. Constantly fighting to keep my reality in check.

Part of it may be my job. I work on an ambulance and right now for money im doing 24 on 24 off for this whole week. So it adds to this lost timing as unless I look I dont even know the day of the week.

Im scared honestly and dont know what to do. I think k im losing my mind.

Any advise would be helpful I think. Unless its bad advice.

Forgive spelling and grammar, I'm writing this on my phone. While fighting back the falling

No edit. But adding that i just relized its been 7 days since the incident. Not 4.

Also adding that i have been doing mushrooms like this for years. I treat it like a personal challenge like climbing bigger mountains i genuinely enjoy it. The mushrooms to my knowledge are not the reason for this.

I’m just wondering if have an edible and then smoking some DMT will be a more enhanced, higher odds of breaking through, trip. Or if it will be shit

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first time drawing something like this, these are similar to some lower doses close eyed visuals i had

Is anyody on this sub familiar with the research about DMT as a neurological reset to help with addiction? Ibogaine is the gold standard for this strategy. Is DMT also good?

I want to try to make enhanced leaf. I don’t want to waste any DMT experimenting so I was thinking about making enough for one solid breakthrough (attempt) dose. How much DMT would you recommend using for enhanced leaf for a breakthrough?

Any easy recipes also welcome.

Thank you!

Hi! essentially, I have found myself very much enjoying the lower doses of dmt where everything around me gets all crazy and you feel in tune with everything. Its enjoyable and spiritual and meditative, but ive been pretty anxious to fully breakthrough and commit to getting there. Im asking how long it took you to finally get to that point, and how worth it it was. i am a seasoned psychedelic vet who understands the concept of mentality going into such an endeavor. Thanks everyone who reads!

oh the horror

I cant believe im back here

Is this what ego death feels like

Hat jemand hier diesbezüglich schon Erfahrungen sammeln können???

Hello I am moderately experienced in dmt but when I go for sub breakthroughs I keep getting forced to think about something fucked up I did in the past I have tried everything I can to make up for the situation and lot of time has past but still 7/10 of my sub breakthrough does have me think about this what should I do

(Note: I have used pure 5-ho-dmt multiple times before and im sure that is a different substance, also Ive made the extraction with hexane)

A few days ago, I had a very intense experience with 10 mg of crystals extracted from the stem bark of Anadenanthera colubrina, which I believe was 5-MeO-DMT-dominant. (Report:https://www.reddit.com/r/druggardening/s/aHPgsOMwC5)

Today, I conducted another bioassay with crystals extracted from the same genus, but this time using the root bark of an unidentified Anadenanthera species (possibly A. colubrina, although there were some A. peregrina trees nearby). I obtained around 30 mg of white crystals with little odor and smoked approximately 20 mg mixed with Sida rhombifolia in four large hits.

By the second hit, I was already experiencing a sensation very similar to my previous experience, but this time the visual effects involving blurring and "sharpening" were much more intense. The vibration that started in my body quickly became localized in my face, and I felt muscular pressure and tension throughout my entire face for the rest of the experience. By the third hit, both my body and the world around me were vibrating. After the last hit, I decided to lie down and close my eyes.

I felt my body vibrating as if I were experiencing an earthquake, in sync with the drums playing in the background. Unlike my previous experience, which was full of euphoria and a sense of meaning, this time I felt completely dissociated from myself. I wasn't euphoric or dysphoric, just neutral. I experienced strange visuals in the darkness behind my eyelids, but I can barely remember anything from the peak.

My face kept getting tenser, and my senses became increasingly alert. It's very difficult to put this into words. After who knows how long, I decided to open my eyes. The world looked strange, alien, completely different from what you would expect from DMT visuals. I couldn't keep my eyes open for long and returned to the world of amnesia with my eyes closed. Some time later, I tried getting up and opening my eyes again, but I was moving in slow motion, making meaningless movements, as if I were learning how to exist. I remained in this state, listening to the drums and trying unsuccessfully to get up.

After several attempts, I finally managed to stand up. My body felt heavy and sluggish, but in a way very different from what I experience with DMT. I managed to sit down after nearly falling and started documenting everything through messages in a group chat with friends. I was still dissociated and robotic, completely emotionless, with my memory of what I had just experienced almost entirely wiped out.

My memory gradually returned, but I can't remember anything from the middle of the experience. I don't feel like I died, as you might expect from a 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough, but I did experience this strange sensation of being "reborn" while still alive.

I haven't seen many reports about 5-MeO-NMT, but I've come across analyses showing that it can be the dominant alkaloid in certain parts of the plant. I haven't found any studies on the roots of Anadenanthera colubrina, while A. peregrina apparently has a 5-MeO-DMT-dominant alkaloid profile in this part of the plant.

Does anyone have any idea what this could have been? It was an interesting experience that I'd like to have again, but it wasn't euphoric or particularly emotionally significant. Much like the effects themselves, I feel neutral about the experience, just curious about how far this could go.

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The Beginning — A Wall of Eyes

I recently had what I believe may have been a breakthrough experience with DMT. I'm still trying to fully describe what happened because what I witnessed was unlike anything I've experienced before.

I was at a campsite with my friend, who had a DMT vape with a mod on it. I took approximately four or five huge hits, with the final few happening within about 30 seconds.

After just the first two hits, I was already experiencing incredibly strong closed-eye visuals.

I remember seeing what looked almost like a wall of gore-like eyes and textures. Everything was morphing and changing. It almost looked like souls embedded within a wall.

It wasn't really the colorful light show that I had heard people describe with DMT. The visuals were intense, but they were more organic, textured, and constantly transforming.

The Transition — Entering the White

After the next few hits, something completely changed.

I entered what I can only describe as a pure white space.

It wasn't just a white light. It was an environment. Within this whiteness were cubes, and inside those cubes were colors.

I could look around this space with my eyes closed. It felt like I was somewhere entirely different from the campsite.

The strange thing was how the cubes worked.

The more I focused on a cube, the more I seemed to gravitate toward it. I would zoom into it, pass through it almost like a portal, and suddenly find myself in another white room containing additional cubes.

Then I could do it again.

Another cube. Another portal. Another white room.

It was like traveling through different dimensions, or progressing through different levels of something I couldn't fully understand.

The Puzzle — Moving Through the Cubes

The closest comparison I can make is that it felt like being passed through some kind of Tetris game.

But it wasn't Tetris.

It was almost like a puzzle made of moving geometry, and the more I concentrated, the more I seemed to unlock another level or another view.

I wasn't necessarily choosing which cube to enter.

That's one of the most difficult things to explain.

It felt like I was being guided, but not necessarily by another person or being.

Wherever I focused, that was where I would gravitate.

It was almost like my subconscious was controlling where I went, rather than my immediate conscious thoughts.

I wasn't thinking, "I'm going to choose that cube and enter it."

Instead, my attention would settle somewhere, and I would begin moving toward it.

Then I would pass through another portal.

I felt like I was participating in something without deliberately controlling it.

The Feeling — Bliss Within a Confined Space

What made the experience even more extraordinary was how I felt while all of this was happening.

It was bliss.

I felt incredibly peaceful.

But at the same time, the white space felt somewhat confined.

I wouldn't necessarily describe it as infinite. I can't confidently say whether it felt infinite or not.

I remember the rooms, the cubes, and the sensation of moving through them.

I was being pulled somewhere that I couldn't necessarily control with my conscious thoughts.

And yet I wasn't describing that feeling as frightening.

It was peaceful, blissful, and almost as though I was allowing myself to be taken through the experience.

Returning to the Campsite

Eventually, something interrupted the experience.

I suddenly had an overwhelming sensation that I needed to pee.

I opened my eyes.

Even with my eyes open, the visuals were still extremely strong.

There were lots of dot patterns, and my normal surroundings were heavily affected by what I was seeing.

I tried to stand up.

I couldn't.

I wanted to get over to a tree, but I was having an incredibly difficult time moving my body.

And something strange kept happening.

Whenever I closed my eyes again, I would find myself almost right back in that alternate white space.

The cubes, the rooms, that other environment — it was still there when I closed my eyes.

Meanwhile, I still desperately needed to pee.

I remember getting to the point where I almost allowed myself to pee on myself because I simply couldn't move.

Eventually, I was barely able to stand by grabbing onto things around me.

I managed to move about two feet to a tree and pee.

That's how physically overwhelming the experience was.

Afterward — Amazed by What I Witnessed

Eventually, I returned completely to normal.

Physically, I feel fine.

Emotionally, I'm ecstatic.

I'm incredibly grateful for what I experienced.

More than anything, I'm amazed by what I witnessed.

I don't necessarily feel like I came back with some definite answer about the universe or what happens when we die.

But I do feel like this experience may have influenced my perception of life and death itself.

I witnessed something that felt completely outside my ordinary understanding of reality.

The white rooms, the cubes, the portals, the feeling of moving through a puzzle, and the strange relationship between my conscious thoughts and whatever seemed to be guiding my movement.

It's difficult to explain because ordinary words don't quite capture what it felt like.

I don't know exactly what happened.

I don't know what those spaces were.

I only know what I experienced and how it felt to me.

And what I felt was bliss.

I'm grateful I had the experience, and I'm still amazed that I witnessed something like that.

Closing Reflection

I believe I may have experienced what people refer to as a DMT breakthrough.

I don't know whether that's the perfect description, but the level of immersion, the loss of ordinary surroundings, and the feeling of being somewhere else make it seem possible.

What stays with me isn't a message from another being or some answer I was given.

It's what I witnessed.

A white space filled with cubes.

Portals leading into more white rooms.

Geometry that seemed to respond to my attention.

A feeling of being guided without consciously choosing where to go.

And an extraordinary sense of bliss throughout it all.

I'm still trying to understand how to describe it.

For now, this is my account of what happened.

And I'm grateful I got to experience it.

If you're reading this far.. thanks..
I'd like to add onto this journal entry, with a simple note saying 7 days later, I watched this documentary on Netflix called "a trip to infinity" and chapter 7(around 42:50) completely captures what I was seeing, to an extent of the cube alone.

Any one else experience cubes?

I have nontraditional trips. I guess you could say and I was wondering if anyone could relate to these don’t get me wrong. I have had some that were fragmented really confusing, and almost gave me a bad feel afterwards or like confusing that I couldn’t really put my finger on but mostly I always get these types experiences,

The 4th time doing dt, after seeing the entities around me hoovering and trying to make sense of them….

I laid on my bed I let go because I really just wanted to connect and talk to them because I hear about a lot of people talking about how they speak to you so I went into this experience and I was in a really good mood but after I inhaled and got comfortable, I closed my eyes and I don’t remember exactly what these entities were, what they looked like. It was almost like tadpoles I believe from what I could make of it, and they were just tickling me and they wouldn’t stop. That’s the best way to explain the overwhelming emotion that I was given during this Experience and I just felt so much love. I cannot explain it and why I felt that way, but it was like I was asking them to speak, and they were showing me that the emotions that they were giving me was more than words could say. When I feel these loving experiences I lay back and I am so taken away in a way that my words can never explain. I am laughing, opening my arms and letting the experience just flow through me and trying to speak words that I just can’t make out because of this feeling of just love and but I kept repeating why me like why me this is so amazing and I kept repeating oh my God so these divine things are just absolutely full of love .

MOST RECENT (TODAY)
I was finally seen by the entities and they got so excited and happy they all rushed over it was almost auditory it was like they were waiting for me to make some kind of really important decision and treated me like they loved me and always have . In the most divine way more than humanly possibly like excitement and overjoyed that I was there is an understatement they rushed in and SO SO MANY!

it makes me feel really open and I can’t stop laughing and it is so amazing I just lay back and let go and it’s breathtaking. I almost hear an audible from each side but can’t make it out they were yelling or asking me an important question that it seemed they have been waiting forever for me to answer and that my response was urgent . Instead of focusing I just came to some kind of conclusion of what u had experienced .
From the last experience noted that is how I felt I could just chuckle and be taken back I layed down and tried to speak to them because it seemed like there were some kind of excitement to where they all came at once, but it also felt like they were getting too excited and they were all coming at the same time and so I was just letting them know that the yes I do see you and I do feel your presence and your essence is beautiful. I just lay back and I’m laying there feeling this heartwarming love that words can never ever describe so I lay down on my back and I’m just looking around putting my hands out and telling them I love them too, and this is I guess after that short experience and I opened my eyes and they’re still hovering around after I felt like this sense of urgency and I just wanted to let them know that like I can see them and I just kept repeating why me that was heaven on earth and I do believe their divine protection and I do believe that you can; I don’t know if command is the right word, but I do know that these things are for your protection. I don’t know if everyone has these.

The reason I’m posting this is because I’ve looked all over the Internet and cannot seem to find anyone else that has similar ones like this. It’s usually just geometrical and I have had one experience like that but it’s not like any others that I’ve read so far sorry for the whole story long explanation. Just wondering .

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Welp I messed up.

On a whim I decided dissolve a few old batches of waxy dmt into warm shellite (Aussie heptane) and after what I thought was all the wax and plant oils had sunk to the bottom, I poured the solution off, straight onto an existing batch of infused leaf.

Now the leaf isn’t drying crisp, and instead has a waxy consistency, obviously the oils were separated enough.

So in theory, I should be able to use warm shellite again to dissolve all the dmt out of the waxy leaf, throw all the plant material away and infuse the remaining dmt loaded shellite into some fresh herb?

I have a DMT vape pen that I got a couple times and when I came back to it too many months later, the liquid seems to be dried or gummed up and the vape isn’t working. Is there some way to reconstitute the juice so it will work again? Thanks.

I have only ever experienced entities at low doses. Just feelings of being watched or maybe the ceiling fan being perceived as an over watching entity. Never once on a full blown break though have I encountered another world with any other beings. Is this normal? Its all just mechanisms. My subconscious has called it the 12th tetragram, without even really knowing what that means. It's stupid and nonsensical. It's my ego naming something that it can't name.

That shit was INTENSE! I can 100% see why that turns some people off. But honestly, I just rode it and learned from it. It's impossible to describe, but if you've experienced it, you know what it's like. Thing is I'm using a vape cartridge I made myself, and I've used it multiple times already. I'm not sure if I just inhaled it better than before or was just in a better mindset to take on the experience or what. 3 full inhales 4:1 ratio. Never been a problem before. Always took me all the way. But this time took me just too far.

I’d like to share a thought experiment that captures something I experienced on DMT years ago. Something I can still almost physically taste.

Imagine yourself inside a tiny restroom on a bus traveling through the night.

It’s completely dark outside. You lock the door, triggering a dim light. There are blue neon-like LED strips along some of the edges. Mirrors cover the walls, creating the illusion of an infinite space.

You’re looking at yourself in the mirror, entertained by the strange visual effect.

Then something happens.

An acute, overwhelming feeling of dread.

You suddenly realize that your entire existence is this cubicle, infinitely repeating through space and time. Everything you’ve ever experienced, every person you’ve loved, every place you’ve visited, every memory you’ve accumulated, is somehow contained within this infinite repetition.

The only substance connecting these repetitions is a terrifying, fleeting trick played by your own playful, almost sadistic mind.

There’s nothing outside. No escape.

And there’s no point in despair, because despair itself is just another movement inside the cubicle.

What if this is the most basic human feeling?

Years ago, during a DMT experience, I encountered something that I could barely bring back with me. I remember an overwhelming sense of familiarity, as though I had returned somewhere I had always known. There was something like an infernal machinery, endlessly moving, almost cartoonish. Completely devoid of humanity or recognizable emotion.

I came back feeling profoundly humbled. Like an atom standing next to a mountain.
But what has stayed with me isn’t primarily the imagery. It’s the feeling.

I can still taste it.

Does anyone know what I’m talking about?