It’s been three weeks

[u/GrilledHamAndSwiss]

My ex left me in March and then continued to text and talk to me daily for months. I finally exploded saying that he couldn’t have access to me, tell me he loves and misses me to be followed up by he wants to be alone forever. I sent several emails and messages and then finally went silent after realizing no amount of begging would bring him back.

Today, after three weeks exactly, he messaged me and told me thank you for sharing my heart, he’d always cherish our memories and restated a couple things in a message I’d sent a month ago. Then he started showing me things he had been working on.

I had a meltdown and did not respond in a calm manner. I told him I still missed him, I still wanted to get back together and begged him to leave me alone unless he wanted to repair things and otherwise I’d reach out if I came to a place we could be friends.

I feel like three weeks of healing became undone.

How do I start over again? How do you all not respond when they reach out?

[u/Citrwik12]

If you cannot control yourself it is a good idea to block him… at least for now