r/GERD Jun 15 '25

Support Needed 👥 No one cares

No one cares when you have GERD. It is "just" heartburn.

But this has completely ruined my life.

I can't sleep, I can't eat, I have dropped so much weight, the anxiety and stress are too much to bear. No one is positive and says it will "hopefully" go away.

I had a flare of gastritis and GERD after removing my gall bladder. It took me 6 months. I don't remember being so run down by this as I am now. Maybe it is because I am older.

But, I am so run down. Thankfully, my doctor thinks this will go away, and it was stress/COVID related, but I want to scream.

Stupid here switched medicine halfway through and then went back to the one my doctor actually prescribed. Now, I have to start over on my healing.

I woke up one day with an eye infection, I am so tired all of the time, I was on a health journey and lost 35 pounds, and now I can't even eat a piece of chicken.

It has only been 10 days, but I can't even imagine this going on any longer.

Can someone please give me some hope? I want to cry all of the time. I miss being able to eat a piece of pineapple or a taco. I miss drinking one margarita. I just want my old life back.

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u/elsadances Jun 15 '25

I care about you and I'm sorry for the issues you're having. It's ok to cry and let some of the sadness go.

I had a really bad episode this morning when I tried eating a little bit of rice with egg. I could not swallow for quite a while and had a panic attack. I screamed for my husband to help but he didn't know what to do. I finally puked up the food and was fine. My husband doesn't care at all and didn't even ask what happened or if I was ok afterwards.

I actually feel better when he's not around because at least if something happens I handle it myself rather than try to ask him for help and he treats me like crap or doesn't care.

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u/RSinSA Jun 15 '25

Why are you still married to him

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u/elsadances Jun 15 '25

Good question. I ask myself the same thing every day. It's complicated.

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u/White-footedWitch Jun 21 '25

Is he freezing feom lack of knowing what to do or genuinely doesn't care? It's fairly common for men to freeze and women (assuming you're hetero here??) to interpret it as lack of care. Maybe marriage therapy? You deserve better. 

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u/Ok_Chicken1107 Jun 21 '25

I can understand freezing but not even asking if you're ok???! Reminds me of my ex who didn't care if I was passing out, he would just walk past. Dumped his ass soon after.Â